How you holding up, Sup Forums?

how you holding up, Sup Forums?

stuck at a crossroads

hopefully by a rope soon

Great. Just waiting for others now.

I'm doing alright OP, how about yourself?

Fucking great.
Comey is gone.
Almost graduated with a cert to work in an emergency room.
Brand new haircut.

...

like shit.

Doing OK. A little lonely at times, but I do have fun watching cooking on Twitch. Helps pass the time.

I want to kill.

Are you a RN?

Ready to board the comet Hale Bopp.

Eventually, this is basically an MA who specializes in ER.

Got a fucking B when I thought I was going to get a B+ in this grad class. Feels bad man.

Also university is so fucking degenerate, I hate going out. At least I have a qt wife.

you'll make the right decision

why so blackpilled?

we'll get there i think

i have absolutely no direction or purpose in my life, for a while i could tolerate this but now it's really weighing me down, gotta sort myself out i guess

post pics of haircut?

:(

i never knew cooking was on twitch

your pain gave me a chuckle, thanks

I'm a cynical, judgmental asshole who is filled with depression and wrath. I hate almost everyone I know and am incapable of trust.
I am on the verge of suicide and none would miss me.

What's wrong Sweden.
>Besides the obvious.

Not well

trying to take my first steps into a professional career, every day is anxiety

It's standard white supremacist cut #2.
You know the one.

t. Marshall applewhite

Heavensgate2

Got a 4.0 nigga
Got no friends to celebrate it with tho

Are you me?

Pretty much me

grats

get those internships in though

Not bad, stopped watching porn and started working out instead. I'm sore but joyful.

You got the Autists senpai

Cooking is under the Creative channel on Twitch. It's pretty new

Pretty good desu

I have an interview with Identity Evropa this weekend. Hoping it goes well.

I have been looking for work as a programmer for three months. I graduated recently and everyone seems to be looking for senior programmers right now. There are quite a few web developer jobs but that's the most boring part of programming to me, I don't want a career in that field.
I'm keeping myself busy with projects in the mean time.

>everything is pain.
slowly dying to cancer, i have not told anyone, don't want to make them sad.

it hurts

Trying to lose some weight and making very minimal progress which is frustrating. I'll be damned if i'm a fat fuck degenerate

Take the job you find boring to pad your resume and look for something better in the meantime.

Have you considered opiates? If you're dying anyway.

Probably. I just wish I wasn't so miraculously repulsive to everyone except the mentally ill or narcissistic.

Leaves on a branch don't fall far from the tree

Story?

Not well. My personal life is okay but I believe that we are quickly slipping into the final era. It permeates through all other aspects of my life and I can not stop it from degrading my happiness all around.

GNC-user here. I know a bit that might help, if you're interested.

Shit. PTSD sucks ass. Hoping things get better.

unload your burden. it'll feel better afterwards, user

You could do better

no. i want to be myself and fully aware.

i want a clear head when i think of and talk to my wife.

Don't accidentally prove that you're a coalburning apologist and a communist!

Very nervous, need to finish grad school and start buying food ammo and guns for coming strife. Family just bought a property in montana to retreat to, so that's going

You just have to learn how to turn it off when you're around people.

no balls

Thinking about trying to fuck my mom tomorrow. Coming home from uni, been a long time since I've seen her and I fantasized about filling her with cum all year, so hopefully when I get back I can get her horny somehow and fuck her on the coffee table or something

>living
>pain 100%

You sound like a whiny emo faggot

>tfw no gf to suck my dick
Pretty lonely

>how you holding up, Sup Forums?

>graduated 2 years ago
>still no job in my field
>driving a forklift now

STEM was a meme

You can't suffer if you're dead

Feels bad senpai.

What the fuck

GPA?

If I do that, I become less appealing to the jobs I do want, because they'll see my work as a web developer. I'll also have to work there for many months, I can't just work there to pad out my resume.
I already have two internships under my belt, and both of those companies happen to be hiring now. I'm waiting on responses from them.

Hang in there pal.

Graduated two days ago with a STEM B.Sc.; after diligently job searching the past 5 months I haven't gotten a single callback. I've sent out over 250 applications.
If I don't get meaningful employment before August, I'm probably just going to get a couple minimum wage jobs. I'll work as many hours as possible and save up as much as I can so I can ASAP pay off the loan my dad gave me and then kill myself. Fuck the Federal kike loans.

3.8

>Turn it off
I wish I knew exactly what facets of my personality to turn off so people would stop having such contempt for me.

A lifetime of pleasure can be a moment of pain. Life guarantees it.

Which program?

What was your field?

For most of my life I never realized how good I had it. I appreciate my parents and I am extremely happy to see how my younger brother has turned out. I am in college and I am extremely happy. I want to help others, the future is bright.

I've been sort of floating in this mellow state of mind. Very reflective and sometimes sad. I kind of want to be enlightened but I don't have the time to meditate because I'm tired 24/7.

Also I haven't had pussy in almost 2 months but I've gotten a lot of weed in me so it's all good.

Ask people?

Chemical engineering

Why this meme? There is no way every second person on here drives a forklift. I bet you're actually well off, and are larping as a forklift driver.

This, honestly. When the shutters are closed everything is peachy. But one quick look out the window and it's very disheartening.

What would that be? Assuming I can afford it.

I'm the guy making those meme threads about being 25 and driving a forklift while everybody else is making 60-80k

It may be a meme to you, but to me it's real life, my life has become a meme

I haven't gotten pussy in over 7 years.

Fair enough. You have the best wishes of an anonymous leaf, for whatever that's worth.

Do you think there might be more job opportunities in America for chemical engineering? If you are not content you should maybe give us a try.

I'm a bit down because my best friend hasn't held a meaningful conversation with me since April and I think he secretly hates me. I've tried to talk to him over literally anything but he just won't seem to give half a shit and at this point I can't really stop him from ending up completely alone. It's been dragging me down for a long time and I just can't keep giving him all I've got while I get the silent treatment.

I try not to think about it too much so I can get through this year.

I'm telling you. The STEM industry makes it seem like there are more jobs than there really are. You have to be a genius or very proactive to get work in a reasonable time.
People will eventually settle for whatever after some time. That amount of time differs for each person.

Very few for people with little or no experience, especially now that Trump is fucking with NAFTA

Jacking off just thinking about her. Want to force her on the couch and nibble her neck and thank her for paying for my college

My nigga. Fuck her right in the pussy and sire many white kids together.

Yep same here, see .
All four years my professors were feeding us stories about how ChemEs can work in pretty much any industry, we're super high demand, make the most money etc etc. Of course most of my professors are in their late 50s early 60s and got to work in the petroleum industry when it was booming. Fuck them.

That sounds so cool.
Fuck chem though.

And be the FATHER of my NEW BROTHER???

Sounds cool to me

Sorry to hear that user. Robot waifus will come some day

Do you have any plans for your current situation or have you just decided to become content?

Why is he growing so distant? Could just be a phase man, maybe give him time to himself. Does he have friends other than you?

Have you tried fucking him?

I'm Computer Engineering, which is EE plus extra programming knowledge. It's a good field in Texas, but if I don't get employment with my current 3.8 I will strangle myself.

My best friend of 20 years developed a totally new group of friends and we talk maybe once a month at best, feels bad man. My only other friend got addicted to cocaine and moved away so he had a good environment to recover

My only solace is knowing much of my graduating class is in the same situation, only a small handful of people actually found jobs

Nothing to feel sorry about. I haven't even actively tried for years and during that time I've turned down plenty of women. Don't get me wrong, I love pussy but my hate towards women trumps that.

Looking at further education, computer science maybe, some trade school programs. Reading about job prospects for anything makes me depressed though, even nurses have a hard time finding jobs here and with the oil crash the trades are fucked