Everyday I wake up truly angry and depressed because I'm black. Everyday I curse the souls of my ancestors, especially my cuck white slave owners ancestors, for having the audacity to have sex and procreate.
I never get any good matches on tinder no matter how I workout, Dress, or try to be funny. I only get hooked up with fat white trash and 3/10 black chicks.
I have no friends, because I can't stand hanging out with hipster cuckolds and hedonistic bugged out niggers with no aspirations in life to be found.
The last time I ever felt truly happy was back in 3rd grade when a cute redhead white girl kissed me on the cheek retrieved her ball from the other side of the fence during recess.
I will never be able to pursue her or any other white women for that matter because I we could only produce confused half breed mutts that would hate themselves, albeit not as much as i.
Everyday, I have to deal with people either seeing me as a savage ape or entertainer. I try my hardest to look docile and friendly and I even wear a business suit to my blue collar job, yet people still find the need to walk across the street even if I'm 3 or more blocks down the road.
I considered many times to give into my impulses and be a fucking nigger and embrace who i am, it'd be easy. I'd move into the projects, Smoke hordes of jinkum, and fuck aids infested crackheads on the street or better yet just go back to africa and try to assimilate with some random tribe and live my life as God almighty intended. But i can't....
I wish I could just wake up in the 1950's....Have a Blonde hair, Scots-Irish ancestry..heh..heh..maybe a drop of swiss just for shits in giggles. I'd have nice stable job, a beautiful white wife, a son and a house with picket fence. I'd live in the white suburbs of, far the hell away from niggers as if they were just something was a white man was more likely to encounter a nightmare than on the street......
Sup Forums Why me...Why me?