Depressed as fuck lads. On a path to an inevitable suicide I think.
I am ready to stop trying to improve. It always goes wrong. Never works.
Just dumb to keep trying over and over.
Just going to let myself go.
Ethan Smith
Dad's army mate said most people hate MP's. Not sure why though.
Evan Lopez
If ur pretty sharp heating and air could be a good trade as well. Lots of shops do ac and plumbing. Good way to learn alot while getting trained and making money.
Lincoln Gomez
>Not sure why Because they are like internal affairs in the police m8. They are at once one of you - but they also dog you.
Zachary Myers
Yeah at my previous job the emergency air plumber was on apparently $90 dollars an hour, insane.
Cameron Cox
what do you cuntse think of their gap year program?
i think it ends this year actually
William Allen
I am about to turn into a pumpkin.
Off to bed.
Jace Green
perthfag here. any other perth incels out there? it seems like every 2nd guy here is an uberchad
dont know if i'll ever make it. im not giving up faith. bigger cunts out there than me with a lot of dollarydoos living the comfy life.
same boyo. dont know whats going to happen. god bless
Parker Price
well with that attitude its obvious why you are a fuck up
Blake Martinez
feeling for you bro. the enemy is working to see your destruction, as they have engineered part of this is breaking up fraternity and male spaces i'm guessing you're isolated from decent and loving folk - but especially from redpilled folk? feel free to blogpost
Samuel Cruz
Yeah I'm perthfag.
Looking forward to the rain tomorrow, gonna cause some major shit on the roads.
Samuel Russell
My father is a plumber. He's getting out of the industry now. His biggest gripe was finding good apprentices.
Gavin Edwards
What's the matter? I'm in 50k debt at 24 and you don't see me reaching for the noose... maybe at 100k.
Gavin Perry
God's strength to (You), sookbro.
Ryan Butler
tell us, brother
Luis Carter
What was wrong with the apprentices he knew?
Owen Sanders
25k CC debt 17k loan debt Other debts of a few thousand
Anyone know if it's possible to get a mortgage and consolidate your existing debts into it?
Easton Green
there are all sorts of women in perth you'd be surprised what you may find, if ye seek
David Nguyen
how'd ya mange that, bruz?
good question on the mortgage, i'd be interested to know meself. also what do youse think of credit unions (generally - but particularly in our country)?
Christopher Cooper
You faggot I'm in so much debt that I haven't even bothered to check how much debt I'm in because I already know I'm fucked I'm about 3 months behind on rent and I don't give a fuck anymore
I'm just waiting for 8 years so it gets written off my credit history
POST NO BILLS CUNTS
Daniel Flores
its true morale is everything
Dylan Long
tell me more
Carson Ross
Credit unions are fine. All deposits are insured by the gubmint including at credit unions, so go for whoever has the best deal/lowest fees. However I basically can't move, because (((NAB))) owns my soul at this point.
I'm director of my own business, so it's partially business-related debt, even though putting business expenses on consumer CCs is a no-no. It's also just simply living beyond my means.
Damn that sucks. I've never missed a payment, but my debts are so high if I stopped paying I'd end up in court.
Caleb Foster
Mate that CC situation is definitely no good.
My old man used to pay one CC with the other and basically spin the debts around monthly. It goes tits up pretty fast and if you don't sort it you might end up doing the whole bankruptcy route just to end the saga.
Colton Bailey
Bankruptcy is a dead sentence. Banks won't loan you a buck after you give them 5 as collateral after a bankruptcy.
Even ex-bankrupts have trouble getting credit.
Brody Young
Any of aus/pol/ go to Melbourne's screening of The Red Pill?
Grayson Nguyen
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Isaiah Ortiz
Yup, he was fucked for years afterwards but eventually they all started lending him money again.
Banks are like drug addicts, they all come crawling back eventually.
Andrew White
>defencejobs.goy.au/education/gap-year/ >24 years old as of 1 September 2018 (Navy), 31 May 2018 (Army) or 31 March 2018 (Air Force).
Andrew Cox
yeah that faggot who posted his face here (in drumpf hat next to commie poster) was spotted by another user there, aparantly
Jaxson Thompson
tell us more yaself. how old are you?
all i meant by that comment was that there are quiet, humble women out there
Ryder Young
I love who they've selected to put on the photo's
Lucas Carter
rough, mate. especially as you got a bussiness - more to lose in liquidation than just a job i guess. although that might have its advantages also. mind saying what kind of business?
Isaac Cox
I manage a few websites. My concern if I had to liquidate would be that liquidators would fire-sale everything for a 10th of its value. I have some valuable domain names and stuff that would go for 5 figures, but if I had to sell it in 24 hours I'd be lucky to get 4 figures. You need the right buyer at the right time.
Caleb Diaz
yeah fuck me bloody Sup Forums..i can never avoid noticing social engineering / demographic agendas
you can tell they're pushing most for women, and second for azns
amazing thing i notice is just how absolutely white police and fireys are. tends to be that way for service jobs and especially ones that the only motivation is honor.
Dylan Adams
yeah on that last point: just watch some episodes of highway patrol and its very obvious. that fucking that gogglebox show is the most jewish thing i've seen contrived. a Sup Forums version of it would have comments like: >wow look at all these white coppas >rofl spoilt brat chink international student btfo >sneaky israeli student tries to lie, who coulda guessed?
Dominic Jenkins
what about you, mate?
yeah i know that photo - that's a gemran tourist just fyi
kikes gonna kike
ah true; noice. sounds like you're in a more advantageous position in getting yourself free than a lot of others
Isaiah Young
I've always wanted to join the army, but lately reading and noticing their agenda has put me off. It's such a shame of what happening around us.
Bentley Cruz
yeah its not exactly enticing. on the upside: will remind you however that its still mostly white men, and most of them don't believe a bar of it; and only put up with as much as necessary. this engjewneering shit comes from external / top down pressure.
>predominance of “Anglo-Saxon males” and the “banter culture” of the Army. >“People just think it’s crap,” said one young officer >The lecture went down so badly that a planned mosque visit on the schedule the next day was cancelled without explanation. > ;^) its very disheartening that shit like this is (trying and failing) to be pushed indeed; but make no mistake reading the responses is hilariously promising
William Stewart
i'm tempted to do that gap program cause its low commitment and i'm still just within the cutoff
Jayden James
probably not enough of them or they were dropkicks
Leo Mitchell
looks like we got an agent heading to qanda, lads
Kevin Edwards
ok im in here user what now
Evan Myers
haha thanks bro figured it was worth searching for some other aussies to bring in here not gonna lie its pretty dead by this hour
Ian Ross
>2017 >Living in Australia >Not surfing
What the fuck is wrong with you cunt
Luke Sanchez
recognize you from posting this so many times keep dreaming, overcast cuck
Perthfag here, does it count as incel if I've never bothered to make a move ever?
Nicholas Williams
Boogy boarding is more fun tbqh.
Jack Cruz
the "in" in "incel" is the key there
Dylan Wright
I watched a video recently and the beach was so full people could barely move at all, it looked like that wave pool video from China or wherever the fuck Surfers in Aus must be getting pissed off with this shit now
Fucking faggot
Lucas Miller
HAte to break it to ya'll but Aus is fucked
You can be arrested and the evidence can be kept "secret" so you have no way to defend yourself.
how many political prisoners is Aus holding right now under this "law"? A shit load
Carter Brooks
get more chicks as well
Robert Long
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Mason Wright
Tell me a good part time job that doesn't require constant attention to customers.
I want to work but fuck customer service. Did it for a month and almost killed myself. People treat you like you're not a real person.
Jace Torres
>bothered if you didn't want to make a move: congrats; you're not an incel (and desu being a virgin is non-degenerate fuck modern culture) if you're just lying to yourself and were actually afraid: then its a different story
Dominic Wilson
welcome to the service economy, goy good luck
Nolan Mitchell
You don't know nothing until you've worked as a cleaner Fuck me, cunts almost spit at you
Cleaner can be comfy if you get the right job though, like after it's empty or w.e and not when it's busy
Evan Cox
Can you become a cleaner with no qualifications in bongland? I worked graveyard convenience store in the CBD so I already feel fucking qualified for fucking cleaning. With proper equipment that job doesn't seem half bad.
Cooper Taylor
It's probably the latter.
I don't want to be a virgin, it's just that 90% of women aren't attractive to me and I always find some kind of flaw that turns me off before I even bother to start.
Justin Perez
domestic cleaning can pay quite well here - it can pay better than some other unskilled labor jobs
don't fall for the pua trap focus on improving yourself and seek a woifu
Carson Smith
any aussies got a job for me? im in melbourne, and unemployment makes me want to kill myself. i have 10y service exp and a degree in mathematics.
Camden Moore
Yeah yeah it's a piece of piss to get it as like a shit temp job but you just end up working with foreigners who barely speak the language That, and people treat cleaners like absolute shit
Andrew Jackson
start tutoring? pays well and if you got the time you can take on many students
Hunter Butler
>implying he'll pass the working with children check
Leo Howard
>implying you're not just a projecting boogie boarder / pedo (same thing really) yourself you dun need nuffin to tutor anyway: just casually advertise. even college or uni studens can get jobs. >degree he'll be flying
Colton Reyes
I guess my point was, he probably has a reason not to be a math tutor. It's basically free money. Maybe he's just a sperglord. I tutored for a while but preparing for lessons was the killer for me. Felt like I was back in school.
Caleb Foster
kek, i already have one. i had to get it for a downie zoo trip with my lil brother's school. good call, thanks for the advice.
Camden Gonzalez
yeah, i really didnt want to go into academia, so i think i just overlooked tutoring. i am a sperglord though. i can tie shoelaces now though, so i think i should be okay with a brat
Parker Brown
>he probably has a reason not to be a math tutor. >good call, thanks for the advice. >Maybe he's just a sperglord.
Josiah Price
>"""brother""" is a downie yeah its all clicking together now
Isaiah Lee
> Wake up > Go to uni > go to work > do homework > go to gym > do more homework > sleep > constantly anxious about maintaining grades and keeping up with coursework > 10 hours a week of private tutoring, which means 13-14 hours altogether when I construct lesson plans and mark shit > have no time to enjoy anything, lost interest in vidya > only come to this place and browse it when I'm bored on the train or just before bed
life fucking sucks rn lads, I definitely peaked at the end of 2015 when I graduated year 12. Really need a gf 2bh
Adam Gomez
forgot to mention
> abused MDMA for a while, which most likely exacerbated things > developed a smoking habit in response to anxiety > parents are getting a divorce > family dog is dying
Anthony Bennett
feelin 4 u nice double doubles though, bro.
you're soooo fucking young its not funny. i'm glad to hear you are putting your nose to the stone and slogging it out - this is best thing you can do and you'd regret wasting the time trust me. yeah - the hardest thing is consistency, but sounds like you are well disciplined - keep it fucking up
it can be a very hard period of life - very busy/less time and mounting responsibility compared to teenage years. saying shit peaked in year 12 is merely a foolish perspective. fun isn't the axiom of life, as tough as it can be to hear for many of us who were decieved so in this modern age. and as for the vidya: don't be disheartened "when i became a man i put away childish things". there is a deeper level of fulfillment ahead of you in the form of a family.
Carson Jenkins
watcha studyin?
Ethan Long
shit man that sucks about your dog.
just slog the uni shit though, you'll get breaks soon enough.
trust, when you get used to structure and purpose, being idle is infuriating.
i would suggest reconsidering your perspective though. it sounds like you kind of view yourself as "along for the grind", like youre just reluctantly alive. This has to change if youre going to not be a depressed burnout by the time youre 23. It also sounds like you dont feel a lot of responsibility, which is definitely related.
try developing longer-term goals; who are your inspirational figures and what makes them special to you? what kind of life do you want to live? what kind of actions can you take to make that happen?
as user said above, "become a man, put away childish toys". rationalising your behaviour as a result of stress/parents/pressure will have to stop if you're going to be fulfilled.