Taking the redpill was the worst decision of my life.
I remember walking down the city with my parents, looking at all the pretty lights on the buildings. Being stunned by all the entertainment around me. Wanting to go watch every cool new movie that was being presented.
It was like a world of dreams unfolding before me. Endless entertainment. Massive cities dedicated to showing off the progress of humanity.
But, I came here one day. And laughed.
I laughed at the absurdity of everyone here. And I left feeling humored.
But then I came back. Over and over. And I began to see everyone's pain. I began to understand. I took the redpill.
The sprawling metropolis I now saw, its all just... Filthy propaganda. All of it. Everything to benefit the Jew. The abhorrent, disgusting Jew.
The Jew trying to push racemixing, the Jew clinging to everything like a rancid parasite. Using everything as its tools to eradicate the white race.
Every movie, nothing but propaganda.
All the pretty lights and buildings. Propaganda.
I can't even visit the hospital anymore, without fear of me being slaughtered in surgery by some shit skin because of my race, and heritage.
Nothing is meant to entertain anymore. Nothing is meant to progress humanity. Nothing is meant to make a difference for the better.
Everything, is now malicious propaganda, to push a horrid, disgusting agenda.
Everything is grey, emotionless, cynical, and insidious. Everything is the tool of the Eternal Jew.
I want to fucking die, Death is the only thing free of the kike's fucking disgusting, meddling hands.
We can't win.
Its far too late.