Over the last few months I've had tests with mental health professionals. Now I've been diagnosed with severe mental disorders.
From the findings and reports of these tests my psychologist and doctor has recommended I apply for autismbux.
I'm not sure what I should even do. Once you get on autismbux you're basically on for life, this basically means my life is over, even though ive never had a life due to the mental health issues crippling me.
Apparently I have autism, schizoid personality, OCD, severe depression, anxiety, almost zero empathy, and a low IQ.
I'm turning 30 soon, my entire teenage years and 20s was spent shutin as a NEET. I'm basically screwed.
>tfw can't even blame my parents because my parents are still happily married and my siblings are all successful normies
My parents say they always knew something was wrong with me but they thought I'd grow out of it. My psychologist believes I required early intervention, but it's too late for that now.
Something about getting on autism bux for the rest of my life seems bad, why do I even deserve it? Why would the state want to keep my pathetic pointless existence around? I don't understand.
Take the bux and use them to fund full-scale participation in the Meme Wars.
Benjamin Ward
I'm on autism bucks, I have been pretending to be retarded since I was 16, free dental, subsidized housing and eyecare.
Shit is awesome desu, who cares.
Robert Diaz
Sorry user. Your best shot at making a difference in this world is to use your autism to piss off libshits and counter the kikery. Or you could an hero but where's the fun in that?
Alexander Russell
Go to tumblr snowflake.
Jackson Flores
fpbp...
Aaron King
>why would the state want to keep my pathetic pointless existence around
Because they can always rely on you to vote for their parasitism. Kill yourself.
Ryan Kelly
I know my existence is pointless but I'm not feeling that. I don't feel like I exist as a person, I am nobody. I've never connected with other people, not even my siblings.
Why the hell would you pretend to be this way? You must actually have a mental disorder if you actually enjoy this life. No normal functioning person would want to pretend to be this way, I'm pretty sure normal functioning person would go insane or give up pretty quickly.
So being a NEET from 15 to 30 while having a gazillion different autistic behaviours, mannerisms and thought process is super common?
Cameron Collins
Do you believe what they tell you..? They used to do the same thing to ADD.. It was the flavor of the week for a while back in the day. They tried to diagnose me. Turns out they were wrong. Perhaps you were misdiagnosed...?
I vote for the memest sounding party because I'm an literal autist who gets a kick out of voting for meme parties.
So you don't have to worry about that. I voted for the sex party or something in the last election because I thought that was funny.
Nicholas Price
>Pretending
Lucas Gutierrez
Pull yourself together and do something great, autismo. you've made it to 30, clearly you're not a brain dead moron.
Nolan Young
I made it to 30 because of my parents who have supported me. Without them I'd be 100% dead.
I couldn't even be homeless because I can't be around other people, even extended family, especially strangers, let alone be out on the street having to be around alcoholics and druggies.
Sebastian Jones
You don't have to accept that what they're saying about you and your life is the truth. Don't forget, this comes from an industry which generates enormous profits off the "you're sick" meme. Make your own life a work of art. Decide what YOU want from your life, what kind of person YOU want to be. Work out a plan to make yourself the person you believe yourself to be. As you see yourself, and as you believe about yourself, so be it. God didn't make you into what those people are telling you you are, so don't accept it, user.
Noah Flores
Why is it every time mental health issues get discussed on Sup Forums people come out of the woodwork claiming mental health disorders are a meme?
I can't tell if people are being serious or if people on here actually think that way. You guys realise you sound like 3rd world tier nignogs would you say stuff like "mental disorders don't exist". Makes me question the average intelligence level of this place desu.
William Jenkins
I'll be honest OP I'm in a similar position but I do make a few bucks here and there.
I also actually apply for jobs, only to be rejected at the interview phase for a criminal record or failing a piss test.
Find something worthwhile that you can make money with, or at least something that fulfills your goals.
Wyatt Foster
>White >Neet >Autistic >Retarded
How suprising you browse Sup Forums
Adrian King
>low iq
That will work
Ryder Green
Yes, the 30 year old shutin NEET whose never left his parents house is going to do all for those things.
Do you not understand a mentally stable and healthy person would have exited that situation years ago?
People will mental health issues like this end up either 1) dead 2) homeless 3) living with parents their entire life and living on in their parents place if they're lucky
Josiah Martin
I browse everywhere on the internet because I like observing how humans interact with each other. I don't have any political beliefs or take any sides, all humans are equally scary to me, besides my parents of course.
Juan Jenkins
>I have been pretending to be retarded since I was 16 We all have.
Hunter Watson
Sorry then. I don't think Sup Forums is the best place to find people that gonna give you some positive attitude thought... Maybe if you have difficulties to befriend with regular people, find people that have the same issues than you ? Still would be human contact
calm your shit. i know someone with mild autism and they are without a doubt one of the smartest people i know. you can still do something with your life, but you have to want to do it.
Robert Reed
kek you almost sound like a Scientologist
Grayson Murphy
Don't you have something to do? Like surrendering or something like that. I can just assure you, that all those disorders aren't at all diagnosed with scientific accuracy. So what happens, if you go there he will try to associate your behavioral traits with disorders and for most people they will find something at least, if you go to enough therapists. I guess your life isn't really screwed, because somebody attached those labels to you, but because you are either genetically or by your environment determint to do this shit. So you have two options try to change your environment and hope this was the problem and it's not to late to fix it or you chose the life you already lived for the last ten years. Personally I would say it's likely you could change yourself to some degree, but you have to really want it.
Oliver Young
I hope your grandmother suffered when she got raped by slavics
Logan Gonzalez
Because it's true to some extend. We can say "mental" disorders don't exist. Neurological disorders however can, but for our current "mental" disorders there is no biological correlate and therefore it isn't serious (valid and reliable) science. This is widely accepted within the community of world leading evidence based medicine/ statistical research experts. Peter C. Gotzsche (2015). Deadly Psychiatry and Organised Denial.