Disgust

>tfw fed up
>tfw I read about German cuck
>tfw my dad's downstairs watching Dexter murder porn with his wife whom I don't think he even fucks anymore
>tfw I'm circumcised because my parents were brainwashed into thinking it's an acceptable practice
>tfw third year into obtaining meaningless degree in philosophy
>tfw when knowing I face $20k plus in debt when I don't even wanna work a summer job
>tfw when no sex and no chance in sight
>tfw when I literally hope to be drafted into WWIII cause my life lacks purpose
What am I doing?
>tfw am obviously a depressed stoner/alcoholic fluoridated aspartamed fag
>tfw looking for answers from the only group I feel gets mein kampf

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neck urself desu

Prep yourself for the final great war.

Too narcissistic what else ya got

get a big stick and train... gym no fap organic tendies... prepare for worst... read more book then hitler's prison book btw white power by commander rockwell you would like... power up level up not down son

That cuck story fucked with me too, user. It put me in a pretty bad mood. I hate pussies like that and I hate his GF for wanting to be raped. I hate the fucking nigger for being in Europe. I hate everyone, even the people in the comments section saying they would have fought him (keyboard operators).

That murder porn shit sickens me. The fact that your dad and his wife probably get off to it in any perceivable way is resentful but be glad he's not fucking her to it while you jerk off alone in your room. We're all suffering.

Foregen is a very promising venture that should provide you a foreskin by 2025. In the meantime, just do nofap and lift weights. If you can't fuck well and feel self-conscious, use lube.

Just drop out and get a job. That will help the rest. Life becomes easy when you give yourself a purpose because then no one can make fun of you for not doing anything with your life. 99% of people are unproductive eaters, thoroughly unfulfilled in life and depressed. They sustain and perpetuate an economy of other eaters to make the 1% of happy people richer and freer. Your average handyman is only slightly less fucked than you, he just knows how to use tools you don't.

Go on no fap

1. Fuck getting a philosophy degree boss. You can spend your own time reading the good shit rather than getting spoonfed cherry picked bullshit.

2. Get the fuck out of your parents house. The sooner you start taking care of yourself the sooner you'll respect yourself. That must happen before anyone else will respect you let alone fuck you.

3. If you simply cannot determine your own career path or have no desire to, get into the military, police, FD, etc and let them make something of you.

>he must become ROBERT!

>who cares who your dad fucks or what he watches
>It's almost like you don't want your fair share of head in future
>shoulda gone STEM
>Get off your ass and apply for a god damn job to give you some purpose
>Stop being a sperg and use tiner or go to a bar
>Dying in Korea? Not even once lol

I get no porn but no fap seems pointless, even harmful when considering claims that masturbation can help deter prostate cancer. I did no porn for a few months cause I thought I was gonna start getting puss, but I ducked up that situation and went back to essentially being a virtual cuck.

> becomes Robert
>legally gets to beat/taze Male Black
>has to be inshape.. fitness test
>gets free gun
>thots love men in uniforms
> change of location

But Dexter is a good show desu

>you already realize your philosophy degree is useless yet want to finish it because of sunk cost fallacy
That's really philosophical of you my man.
I would look into leveraging your credits into another, more useful program. You won't get much credit (probably just gen eds) but at least you'll be working towards something useful. Otherwise just drop out, seriously.

I mean I'm not gonna drop out. I only need two more classes for the degree, the rest of my credits are gonna be geared towards cultivating a pool of shallow knowledge in varied fields - economics, politics, possibly an entry level programming course. Ideally, I'll get a degree and be somewhat separated from mere high school grads. Even if I join the military, I'll be better off with a diploma.

Bruh. Listen close. You need to learn how to control your whole self from the top down. You know you're better than this. Of course there is a shitload of distraction and corruption. Can't let that be you. Can't let it define you, or stop you, or make you less "you". What is it you really want for yourself? Who do you want to be? Is there any rule that says you can't be that person? No illusions, no false hopes; that said, you can make yourself more like your real self. God bless.

This is true, but it's not healthy to watch. And my dad's a born again Christian, so I see his viewing of it as hypocritical.

just blind yourself with light

Jordan peterson bro....

a degree is useful as far as it is a degree, no matter what it is. philosophy has this kind of mystique around it that does separate it from just about everything else. Very few STEM programs are actually worth it. Most science fields are useless for someone who just wants to live his life. Philosophy is great for someone who just wants to live his life.

Just having a degree puts you in a higher echelon of society and opens doors. it's not bad even though it can be hard to give enough of a shit to finish it.

Also, using this time to fuck around, take the cash and wisdom you can get while you can, and develop independent skills while bullshitting your way to a C Degree is perfectly fine. You only get to do it once. If you go back to school later for another degree (and you always can, at some point, unless you're a retard) it's going to be and feel completely different.

In a literal or biblical sense?

Disagree with you on almost every point. It makes me wonder if you are still in college.

>a degree is useful as far as it is a degree
Meaningless statement. A useless degree (i.e. one that does not secure you gainful employment and has a positive ROI within 5 years) is a useless degree.

>philosophy has this kind of mystique around it that does separate it from just about everything else
Can't pay the rent with mystique

>Very few STEM programs are actually worth it
More STEM programs are useful than liberal arts programs -- it's not even close.

etc, etc...

Its never too late to turn yourself around, faggot. ;)

1. Study has intrinsic value as well as instrumental value
2. Maybe you can't
3. We're talking about philosophy specifically

checkd

1. In the real world, value is measured in dollars
3. Philosophy is less useful than most STEM degrees

Make sure you lift and be ready for WWIII.

Actions that you can take to improve your life:
1. Clean your room: not just a meme, make your living space clean and orderly.
2. LIFT
3. Fix your diet
4. Get a job and save up a little money

These are things that you can start doing right now that will improve your situation and mood. If you choose to not take action, you're just going to keep being miserable.

Take a mushroom or DMT trip OP. Seriously, you sound ready to absorb the wisdom.

dexter was bretty gud until deb got blacked

Focus the entirety of your efforts on improving yourself and subtly helping others see the error in their degenerate ways. It isn't getting better anytime soon, but that's the only thing you can do.

Why not just join the army right now?

This blessing truly means something to me. I only recently became comfortable enough to where I'd be willing to do shrooms. I don't think I'll do DMT, as I fear exposure before death will cheat me of what's naturally supposed to occur once I pass. Thanks user

Join a monastery.
youtube.com/watch?v=qMtyTXDc9Fw

>degree in philosophy
Stopped reading there.

Lsd > *

>Too lazy to get a summer job
>Making it through basic
Do you see why this suggestion is retarded?

Get sober, get in shape, eat healthy.

Just that alone will make a profound difference.

I've worked in a warehouse run by chinamen and painted houses for a summer. I'm not averse to putting in effort, just disenchanted

Again I'm hesitant to try anything synthetic in the drug department

checked

Just be ready to have some cherished illusions shattered. You'll gain wisdom though.

Checked, amazing digits there man.
If you go for LSD make sure it's the real deal. You don't want fake shit.

when did Sup Forums become /personal blog/?

join the military and prove or disprove your philos all while getting /fit/ and removing kebab to the sound of helicopters and tankfire. You will come out the other side a wiser man.

>join a gym
>Give up porn/smoking/drinking
>NoFap
>Give up junk food and start eating organic, only drink water
>Keep a journal
>Use psychedelics every now and again to introspectively analyse your position in the world and your headspace

Checked em right there. No synthetics.

>degree in philosophy

I need help with a philosophy paper. I'll pay.

[email protected]

>If you go for LSD make sure it's the real deal. You don't want fake shit.
how do you do this without a multimillion dollar lab?
no matter the source, you just have to blindly trust what you get

How much? Can't help but feel like you're trying to scam

You can get a test kit for about $20 online

[email protected]
Made a disposable just in case

Go join the french foreign legion, or try to. You probably wont make it. But at least you will have tried everything before you kill yourserlf.

Can you just email mail. I need you just to look over a paper.

Email me*

(self edit :)

>anti circumcison
why do people want to be uncut? it's just a fucking flap of skin. makes the dick uglier and gets fucking gross. Uncut here, what's the deal?

I emailed you

Carlossssss

why the fuck would anyone choose to get a philosophy degree?

First post best comedic timing execution post

Join the army and go kill some enemy's of the state. The discipline and experience will whip your shit right into shape

t. Modern man

In the REAL world value is based on BLOOD.

I missed the German cuck story what is that

How much of a good goy are you? You'll abide by a completely medically unnecessary procedure (that happens to be a 2000+ year old Jewish tradition) because "it looks better"? You are sick.

Tens of thousands of nerve endings are lost in circumcision, along with the frenulum (basically the male clit) in many cases - mine included. Also I've read that the foreskin allows the secretion of specific hormones that interact with vaginal secretions, the combination of which leads to the real chemical process of "love." Lastly, I've read testimonal by men who've lived many years uncut and then had the procedure done who've said the pleasure levels dropped 90% or from 13/10 to 3/10. Take what you will from that

Some people actually have an interest in philosophy, believe it or not. That and it seems like a good path to take when you don't have any specific passion in mind.

>German couple camping
>African attempts robbery
>girlfriend willingly "sacrifices" herself to keep both safe
>gets "raped" while not resisting at all
>boyfriend watches
>African gets away

Jesus Christ.

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Glad to see a silver lining, if you can call it that

What was the German cuck thing?