Suicide this week. - what to expect after?

-manlet
-32 years old
-career in flames, unemployed, deep in dept
-gf blacked, 0% luck with girls
-racewar still far in future
-bored with movies,games,porn,music,sports whatever.

What should i expect if i hang myself?
Should i wrote death notes to family?

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Don't kill yourself czechbro.

At least you've had a gf.

I don't even know what love is.

use some drugs before ending urself u gıonna die anyway

we need you bro, stay around with us

Go on a long run.

>What should i expect

God reveals all the mysteries of life to you and asks for your help to battle the demons of the Xth dimension! I dunno, come on stop being stupid.

>gf blacked

fucking normie kys

sort yourself out

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This.

I did heroine once when i was younger. Id do a shit load before i offed myself

If you go out, take out someone corrupt or criminals before you go

Eat mushrooms first they will help you decide

be a man
go to the gym, lift weights
also if you are seriously considering suicide please tell someone, call a suicide prevention hotline or whatever

making rash decisions because of your present condition is dumb, your condition will change

think of yourself 5 or 10 years from now, where you could be, and imagine if you killed yourself you would never know about that

unless you're a sandnigger in which case kys

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>racewar still far in the future

I predict it will start will small race fights in the streets starting in the next few years user. All it takes is a couple of lads after a drink fighting with "sharia patrols". Prepare, get ready and /fit/ you can help out the French or Brits, they will need it. I assume France or Britain will be the ones to start with street fights between people.

Even if it doesn't seem like it, this will be absolutely devastating to your family. I know, my brother killed himself only a few months ago. If you absolutely see no other option, leave a note, it's the least you can do. Don't spurge out on it, none of the race stuff. Just explain how much you hurt and that life doesn't seem worth living.

Or do the right thing, and get help. For their sake, if not your own.

People who survive suicide are unanimous in describing extreme terror and regret as they push themselves over the edge. The ones who have NDEs see some terrifying shit.

Stop all the porn etc, eat healthily and work out for a month and you'll change your state of mind.

You are such an undecisive faggot that you cant even off yourself without consulting with nobodies on the internet?
Suicidebomb a mosque shouting death to muzzies somewhere in western europe, do a single useful thing in your existance

But user, if you die today you'll miss all the insanity of the future!

don't kys you moron. It's not worth it.
If you must go somewhere else. You never know

Most men enter the prime of their life in their 40s. What a shame it would be to end it all when you got so close to making it happen. Experience like yours is invaluable... if you choose to pay attention from it, and learn from it.

Theres also the fact that you'd be throwing Gods gift of life away, and God doesn't take too kindly to that. Maybe you should open a Bible and seek the higher, since obviously the material has not served you well.

Why kill yourself when you can:
1. aquire weapon of choice
2. have some fun with said weapon
3. ???????????
4. PROFFIT

>The ones who have NDEs see some terrifying shit.

Like what? Those are just hallucinations anyway.

Marry me as Gay and I'll pay you 25,000$ in cash. Divorce me after I get citizenship.

I'm not at all kidding. I'm ready to finalize this within 2 days if you agree.

It fucking sucks and makes you want to kill yourself. You're not missing anything.

This is the best option really, only preventing a drop from going in the bucket but may as well take someone out that is a shitbag

Expect nothing, for the rest of time, however many trillions and trillions of years that is. You will miss it all. Everything dies. Don't be in a rush to throw away what little time you get in this miserable universe. Who knows, maybe you'll meet the femanon of your dreams on Monday. So choose life. Don't be a nigger faggot.
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clean your room
rescue your father drom the whale
fight the dragon

>killing yourself over a roastie

Don't let a bitch like that win.

will you do it for German citizenship or American?

You already know exactly what comes after, don't you?
It's nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing!

This is true, but

>killing yourself over a piece of ass you deluded yourself into thinking was another part of you

The only you is you. fuck off with your cuck shit, sage.

Double the price. For US or German.

Dude take this dudes offer right fucking now.

There is a system at play you can abuse. Make sure India bro agrees to you keeping the money.

Also, reject if he's south indian/shitistanian

If he's northern indian/sikh he's a bro teir keeper

Now all the responsibility of European crisis is purely in the hands of the EU. Gear up for war.

Use Helium. Much better way to go than hanging.

dont hang yourself 32 is nothing is was depressed and alone (still am) from 17 to now 35.
I am not shitting the older you get the less shit you give about women.
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Wasn't there another Czech bro who killed himself?
Rajitoral, or something like that.

hang in there buddy, I care.

Own up to it and stop being a bitch you've got the rest of your life ahead of you. If you kill your self you have yourself to blame and go to hell for giving up on God

Really lad, I could probably get you German, but it would take longer since I'd have to get it myself, are you some kind of rich poo in loo? Is India really that bad, I thought you guys could immigrate easily if you were that rich.

You should get in debt with the loan sharks, say $200,000 and then go in a three month pussy smash trying to get as many girls as pregnant as possible. Then off yourself.

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They can't get citizenship though.

Marriage is auto citizenship. There are literally chinese girls PAYING WHITE AUSSIES TO MARRY THEM so they can get citizenship

OR this too.

If I was going to die, I was certain of it, cancer, whatever it was, I would arrange to impregnate as MANY fucking girls as possible, even rape if need be.

Then, when I'm ready to go, I take out some politicians with me. ICBM a fucking whole fucktonne of them with me.

Keep it to yourself, you hysterical attention seeking faggot. This is why girls don't like you and you've got no mates.

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If you're going to go all out.

Do a lot of drugs like psychedlies (LSD, magic mushrooms, DMT, etc.)

invest all your money in cryptocurrency

or sell your house and move on the other side of the world or just go backpacking for like a year

seriously you have nothing to lose if you're thinking of suicide

>tfw no poo in loo sugar daddy sham marriage
He'd be right at home. They show Bollywood movies at the local theater.

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Fucking christfag normies worshipping a semitic man on a piece of wood Reeeeeeee

kys
but do it in a way that's a net gain, like join the army and go do some war tours or something. Also, don't write letters you're just shifting the blame and emotional baggage to someone else.

I concur with these anons. I'm also rather ambivalent about how much older I want to let myself get, but the way things are shaping up, all the tensions and faultlines in the modern world, I feel as though I might be needed in the near future. I'm hanging on for now, trying to get /fit/, brushing up on the weapons kata I learned in Kyokushin while cross-referencing what I learned stick-fighting in the SCA to pare away any bullshit, and visiting the shooting range.

If I'm wrong, if all of this blows over, then I end it in a few years. Or who knows, maybe /fit/, confident me will shape up into someone with a life worth clinging to. If I'm right, then I get to fuck up some people I genuinely loathe before my time's done. Seems a worthwhile investment of time, compare to how I've spent my life til now.

>should I wrote
For starters you could use the present tense.

this honestly

don't just kill yourself. gamble with what you have bro. if you win, you'll be able to buy happiness. if you lose... well. then suicide might be a viable option.

but don't just end it without giving it one last big shot. go gamble everything you own on a single play of roulette. put it all on red motherfucker

After involuntary fast breathing that many have experienced, you start losing feeling in your limbs, and entire body starts tingling, you slowly disconnect from vision and hearing as well, then, well, I don't know what happens then, I made it to a warm place.

It's so disorienting seeing a nigger in anime.

Do something that starts the fire. I expect no less from you user.

I wonder if there'll be a way to make super compact portable versions of this for emergencies, like a baggie you put over your head real quick and die within a minute

Like, say you're sure as fuck you're going to die a very painful death soon, like you're trapped in an elevator and the walls are closing in, you've been half squished by a car, something like that so you don't die in pure agony

>what to expect after?
nothing, that's the whole point

I was lifting height for years.
I have 6 pack etc.

I am not Aryan exactly.
35% german ancestors - 65 % slavic.

This shit is nothing new. I allways had lot of problems to deal with it. But i realy tried to fix everythink again and again. My family was never exactly perfect. Father is hardcore alcoholic, brother is on meth and herion now, mother is finacial scamer.

But main reasons are.

Manlet - nobody takes you seriously enough.
Even if i manage to have kid, he will be another dwarf like me.

But what realy broke me is blacked bf.
If was born 15 sooner. She would be my wife.
But now girls have to try at least 100 cocks before their reach 30 years.

I'm not that rich but I can bear this one time cost as investment. Once I reach there I'll do University as my masters and probably find a nice job for myself.

I don't like in India, and the State in which I live is corrupt to the core. You can pay cops nearly 6000$ and put a guy of your choice in jail for 6 months. There's least opportunities and you have atleast 10000 People competing for single job(decent) vacancy.

Unemployment is very high rn and I want to live in a first world country.

>-gf blacked
Story time, nothing to live for so why not right?

OP if you want to die, die in a based way. Do something that "looks" dangerous.

We have to keep up the good fight, no matter what! I'm in a similar boat right now, but I keep going! You must! Hang in there!

COME TO AMERICA DONT YOU FUCKING GET IT!!!???

Mate, your situation is fine as fuck.

How much money you got? Come live with me and my gf on my couch for a while and get some bouncer job at a pub or club. They'll be happy as fuck to have a tough looking, tough sounding eastern european type guy, wow factor too.

You'll have pure euro blooded aussie sluts in no time, I guarantee it.


Also, if you're thinking of suicide, post your picture here, black your face out if you want. You might be better than you think user. There's a girl out there for everyone you just gotta find her.

Man. If i would be able to make bomb i would visit some Paris or Berlin mosque.

I am not sure if shooting would actualy help.
Politics pushing more USA style weapons laws here. I would only fucked up for rest of Czechs.

>Manlet - nobody takes you seriously enough.
>Even if i manage to have kid, he will be another dwarf like me.

Impregnate a tall woman.

>But what realy broke me is blacked bf.
>If was born 15 sooner. She would be my wife.
>But now girls have to try at least 100 cocks before their reach 30 years.

So what? All women are whores. Just find one that actually likes you and fuck her.

>There's a girl out there

Or a boy :^)

They put shit in helium tanks now that make you feel like you're suffocating. It isn't an easy way to go anymore

>I take out some politicians with me. ICBM a fucking whole fucktonne of them with me.
Politicians in America they destroy countless countries and never feel any consequences, they truly deserve to feel the impact of importing terrorists and destroying stable countries.

Hey man, you should stick around, if not read my above post for advice (not advocating violence). But seriously the race war will start in Europe, I wouldn't be surprised if terrorism becomes more frequent, violent defense will become acceptable.

desu with you senpai, I don't support immigration and despite a the lucrative offer I cannot compromise my values at the expense of my moral compass and country, I'm sure you can find somebody who needs money and puts it above their country, preferably not an American or German though.

stfu russiafag! Let a nigger blow off some steam!

I think about it a lot myself. Stay alive, they're gonna cure all this shit in like 50 years tops. Fuck, try SEMAX and NSI 189. Adderall has saved my life this past year.

Hanging is a shit way to go mate. Fucking painful way to go and if you screw it up and survive you'll be worse off due to the brain damage. Suicide ain't worth it unless you're living in a war zone, you've got a terminal disease or you're fat.

Why not become a nomad or something? Why just off yourself?

A little girl runs across the street , gets hit by a car and dies . Why ? Because You weren't there to save her . That dog you were going to adopt in the future is now going to get put down because You weren't there for him . A kind word from you might save someone else's life . You dont know the good you're here to do , You dont know what good you've already done ..

We need u man
Take a walk in the wood
Have some time alone with nature

We need you here for the fight, not in hell.

A-user....
If you're going to sperg out like that....
can you please take some niggers with you, plz?

OP

Gather your money up, sell the shit you don't need, travel light as possible with just cash. Think of it this way: you're a free man. You have nothing holding you there or anyone relying you. You're free as fuck, and you've got at least another fucking 15 years of being able to impregnate and have kids.

Life is possibility man. Nanobots, body augments, VR, robot waifus. The future is endless.

The need for real waifu might not be a thing in 20 years.

Fuck drugs. I spend years to get clear from alcohol, tabacco and weed.

I had experience with mashrooms. Not going to try then again. I cant sell this house. It is not mine.
I tried to move somewhere else in Europe.
But it dint worked.

Please dont do it.

You are a champ.

You have yet to understand your purpose on this planet but dont lose faith. The physical world is a gift.

I have been in a similar situation.

The 3 day rule saved my life. When you are ready to end, wait 3 days to be sure. Whats 3 days if you are going to do it anyway?

I implore you as an user you will never meet or know to KEEP THE FAITH.

You are a CHAMP.

Hang in there mate.

You'll injure your neck because you're too big to hang.

Get on /fit/ and start reading. Go to the gym, start doing your thing, phase out anyone else being there. You're there to do you. I can promise you you'll feel great afterwards, and the more you repeat it, the better you'll feel. It becomes addictive.

Keep going and keep progressing. Your life has value, don't let some shut you read on a board determine your end. There is a way out of anything if you have the will and desire.

Use a truck loaded with gasoline tanks , what could the lawyers to do vs that ? ban all combustion powered vehicles , and replace them with electric motors and AI drivers ?

Life is hard when you don't live in a 1st world country whose government will let you live off welfare if you are a failure but that isn't a reason to put a end to your life

Stop fucking larping, no way your GF got blacked. It's impossible in our lovely country. Cheating, okay, but not with niggers.

If you hang yourself it's going to hurt for 30 seconds. If you're serious get a belt and start practicing choking yourself until you feel comfortable with hanging yourself(assuming you don't enjoy the carbon dioxide buildup in your blood) if you really don't like feeling of carbon dioxide buildup in your blood try to purchase a tank of Nitrogen gas or Helium and make a helium death hood, to make this method the most effective your will have to constrain your arms so that they don't remove the death hood while you're unconscious, but you will fall unconscious within 1 minute without noticing it.

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>what to expect after?
Suicide is a mortal sin. Don't expect an after, and if you get an after, expect it to be unpleasant. Try acid before you off yourself.

ok stop pissing me off,
1: 32 years old? you can still change
2: get a new job start over if you want you still have time or do something else, go and see the world for what i care
3: everyone is in debt from day one and money is not real so stop your whining nothing realy that bad
4: get a new girlfriend just by quiting being a bitch and a quiter or dont you dont realy need them at this poind, maybe in a few years when you get your shit together.
5: you can start a race war if you realy want it so much
6:dont watch movies, dont play vidya gams, DONT MASTURBATE OR WATCH PORN!!!, do your own sports, go outside exersize, go to a forrest or a kanoe trip now that it is the season.

sort your self out dude, if you dont or if you kill your self (((they))) will win

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You should stick around and smuggle weapons for the upcoming civil war.

I hope OP responds to this generous offer.

OP, suicide just means the Jews won against you. Don't give in. Just living offends them. Beat the odds like the rest of us.

Join military, train and money for the coming race war.

In fact it's the other way around, the female personality stems from the male. They adopt whatever beliefs you have, if you're doing it right. Listen to some patrice oneal if you want to learn how to keep a bitch in line and not let her destroy your soul. Both parties are happier for it in the end

Start the racewars. If you fail, then kill yourself.

>violent defense will become acceptable.
>mfw this has been acceptable in the US for 250 years

yeah, if your girls was blacked take that anger and resentment out on niggers and suicide by cop in the process. die an hero and do something worthwhile user.

If you're down about your girl getting blacked, let her be. She's too dumb to realize what she had and she'll be single with black kids in a few years anyways. Her loss, your gain.

You'll come out on top.

Do clinical trials for money
I sat on my add for about a month played video games and watched movies and made out with like 5-6 grand
Do that a few times save your money then either travel your balls off or buy an island in the Philippines man
Don't let the eternal jew get you down
Life has many doors, open a few of the ones you haven't thought about
Fuck bro I would kill to be as free as you might very well find yourself now

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>fueling anti white narratives in the media with a homicidal rampage
Better idea, pretend to be a moslem convert

I would go to Army.
But these bastards have fucking psycho test for hours. I realy doubt i would pass.
I cant even be hirred for stupid forklift monkey job these days.

Also i running out of time fast. I have 2 months before i run out of money and this house would be sold if i live here when it hapens.