I'm no longer redpilled

I was a full on anti-sjw, anti feminism, anti degeneracy, and the rest.

I was also a depressed skinny metal head that always stayed home on the weekends and had no real friends.

I would spend hours everyday on here and dailystormer...listening to Matt Heimbach and Richard Spencer getting enraged and ready for debates on twitter.

I ended up getting a job at Target doing inventory and I met a Puerto Rican guy named Adrian who also happened to be in my english 101 class at school (community college).

He started chatting with me and got to become good friends working 8 hours shift moving boxes around, one night after our shift he invited me to smoke a blunt in his car and I had never gotten high before so i was a little scared but I didnt want to seem like a loser. Anyway, I coughed my brains out and it was amazing. We were driving around local highways high as a motherfucker...he showed me all these rap artists I never heard of and now ive been listening to hip hop and trap music nonstop. This experience and getting to know Adrian has really changed my worldview. I dont feel so isolated like I did before. I actually feel liberated from those toxic thoughts and seeing the world through a stupid racial lens.

This man has taken me in as a good friend and now I actually party on the weekends. Even last weekend we ended up a party with all the cool cliques who would make fun of me high school. They were suprised to see me, but I ended up smoking a blunt with all of them and I felt like I was finally having a social life. I was there playing beer pong with hispanic girls, smoking weed with black, white, asian and jewish guys. You guys dont need to be redpilled...
Its seriously a huge waste of time.

I no longer see myself as a "white nationalist"
If I was to live in a white only country I wouldnt have all these experiences with all my new friends. Plus, its mostly been white people who have teased me or made me an outcast.

Take the bluepill. Enjoy life.

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>Richard Spencer
stopped reading your bullshit right there.

> one latino pothead loser is okay to hang out with
> this means white people shouldn't have nations

Did you give him a blowjob on the way home you little faggot? If you have to run on Sup Forums to share this story that means it's probably the most exciting thing that's ever happened to you but you have no real friends to share it with because you know you seem like a total homo, so alas, here you are, on Sup Forums sharing your gay little story with people who are funnier, more successful, and happier than you will ever be.

>smoke weed
>listen to rap
>play pool with other people
>want to sound edgy and larp for attention
>go on Sup Forums
>pol

at least sage you fegs

>got high
>went driving
Typical fucking spics.
>If I was to live in a white only country I wouldnt have all these experiences with all my new friends
Yeah all those great experiences, like driving under the influence and maybe killing someone. Seriously you thought this was a good case to make for letting these retards into your country?

Anyways see ya bud and enjoy delinquency, you will never know the pleasures of high culture in a majority white society, exchanging casual mildly racist banter over a couple of pints with the lads in the beer garden after an honest day's work

>I'm no longer redpilled
You never were redpilled. You can't undo this knowledge. The redpill is akin to the fruit from the tree of knowledge in the garden of Eden. Once you partake of this fruit, you're immediately aware of your nakedness in the light of God. You're supposed to let this knowledge enhance your life. Of course there exists upstanding members of each group, Sup Forums has never said otherwise. The race redpill is the knowledge that these groups behave differently in such a way that they harm us, physically or economically, and thus must be removed, peacefully if possible.

Sums it up perfectly

Throw all the facts, crime and welfare statistics out the window because you hung out with some brown people. Uh no, you sweet summer faggot. Guess what, I have black friends, Hawaiian friends, mexicans...browns of every shade. Sure they are cool one on one. But they also don't believe you're allowed to be proud of your ancestors/heritage. They legit think you're born into privilege, even tho you work the same shit job. Super simple minded...have fun with that.

I get high, listen to music and hang out with my friends. I'm still a white nationalist tho.

Fucking degenerates

Weed raises Estrogen levels:
sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S0041008X06000093

Weed decreases testosterone and growth hormone, tobacco increases them (but also raises cortisol which is a catabolic hormone):
ukcia.org/research/EndocrineEffects.pdf
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/6818588
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3389568/
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/24457405

Weed Smokers Have More Violent Convictions:
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/26961342

Weed Causes Cancer:
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/23846283
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2516340/
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4642772/
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/18238947

Weed Reduces Volume Of Various Regions Of The Brain And Negatively Effects Motivation :
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4104335/

Weed Is Addictive:
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3606907/

Weed Causes Long Term Cognitive Damage:
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3037578/
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/19630708
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3221171/
jamanetwork.com/journals/jamainternalmedicine/fullarticle/2484906
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC1463999/
journals.plos.org/plosone/article?id=10.1371/journal.pone.0055821
pnas.org/content/111/47/16913.full
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3593817/

Weed Causes Depression And Anxiety Disorders:
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/23795762
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/14616175
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4032500/
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5149055/
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/26773900
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/10750321
journals.plos.org/plosone/article?id=10.1371/journal.pone.0122896
journals.plos.org/plosone/article?id=10.1371/journal.pone.0166005#sec013

Weed Causes Psychotic Disorders:
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2424288/
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/17007222
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4352721/
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4033190/

Children of Fathers that Smoke Weed More Likely To Suffer Sudden Infant Death Syndrome:
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/11434841

Weed Legalisation Results In More Frequent Use:
sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S0955395914000206
journals.plos.org/plosone/article?id=10.1371/journal.pone.0143562

Weed Causes Lung Damage:
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/16128224
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/23802821
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/24384575
nature.com/articles/npjpcrm201671
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2094297/
monaldi-archives.org/index.php/macd/article/view/645/633

Secondhand Weed Smoke Impairs Psychomotor Function And Working Memory:
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4747424/

Weed Worsens Symptoms Of Social Anxiety Disorder:
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3350824/

Weed Causes Deficits In Dopamine Release:
nature.com/mp/journal/v22/n1/full/mp201621a.html

>Matt Heimbach and Richard Spencer
>white nationalist
>dailystormer

Retard you were never red pilled, that shit is blue pill as fuck.

You were just an autistic shut-in looking for an outlet, you were just as bad as Antifa.

This OP is relevant because nazional socialist had always been the ideology supported by TPTB when there is need to refrain social change that menace their economic interests - many here in msm /pol and nazi people along history has been the dogs of the olygarchs and the brain washing needed is purely based on nationalism: white supremacy, racial issue, group psycholgy (we/others) mindcontrol. Grow up already

>redpilled anti-degenerate
>does drugs because he "doesn't want to feel like a loser"
>doesn't lift
>listening to trap and hip-hop and enjoying it

You weren't "redpilled" OP, you just hadn't realised you were a degenerate faggot yet.

>Staying home
>getting enraged for debates
>listening to rap
>smoking weed
>who made fun of you in highschool

Go back to T_D you weak faggot. we have no use for you.

"The only people who are against drugs are people who have never done drugs and people who really suck at doing drugs" - Doug Stanhope

racism isnt the redpill you fucking idiot
sage

Fuck off hippie, just because somebody famous says something doesn't make it true.

Doug Stanhope is honestly the biggest fucking loser I've ever seen. He should really fucking kill himself. Like honestly, I think most people shouldn't kill themselves even people in bad situations, but that guy NEEDS to kill himself.

And he says shit like that HIMSELF, so yeah, great advocate for drugs you've got there

sage

Nice b8 m8.

goddamn I love you