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Oh, and happy father's day guys. What is your father like?

I love my father. He used to take me fishing all the time, talk politics (he was a little left wing but we still talked a lot). I think most of my morals, skills and drive came from my father

I don't blame trump for having only one photo, because if his father saw him today he would be fucking proud. And i think that, at the end of the day, is all a son really wants. To make his father proud.

Couldn't agree more user. Couldn't agree more.

He's a sheet metal fabricator and a welder. Taught me how to use just about every kind of power tool from a very young age. My mother and him divorced when I was 10 but he was always still there for me. I love my dad.

Did Trump's dad teach him how to win?

Yep. He taught him all about business, and about how to fight corruption.
That's very nice user. Sorry to hear about your mother though. Still, It's nice to hear that your dad is a nice guy.

My dad beat my mom and I sexually molested me and I haven't seen him since I was 6ish. I wrote him an email today saying hey. Im ready to forgive him.

Well leaf, I hope that works out for you. Good luck my friend.

Thanks

>tfw Eustice is actually a Trump account

>Oh, and happy father's day guys. What is your father like?
A God among men. When faggots and niggers and Jews talk about white privilege, they are talking about me... I am so sorry for the rest of you!

My father left us in 1999, when I was two years old. He then died in 2007, leaving me with his shitty apartment and and piles of debt.

I'm quite sorry to hear that user. Take solace in the fact that the jews will be forever BTFO soon enough.

Thanks, I'm okay now - bought a chunk of land and a house yesterday - it's good.

yet,
>jews will be forever BTFO
Never. People will never learn from history, but I certainly hope they will at some point.

You know how people say "History repeats itself"? I believe we're repeating the 1930's. America has become what Germany was, and a great leader hated by the kikes would step in to save us. We still have a chance to correct what happened next. This time brother, we will win the war. Also, happy to hear that you got some land.

Standard white trash that fell to vice, drunk, abusive, horrible with money, blames everybody but himself for his short comings and bad business choices.

He once bought a $10,000 car off somebody that broke down while test driving it, but because the person said its a good car he paid in cash and in full. He spent $5,000 trying to repair it himself while drunk all but destroying it, sold it for scrap for about $300, then spent $25,000 on a truck he never drives until the battery and rust over took it. He did this all within a month, and now complains he has no money to retire and blames everybody else but himself.

>Growing up.
>Barley any food to eat.
>Wearing uncles cloths with a rope for a belt.
>Dad Id like to have some cloths.
>Why did you just buy a $9,000 motorcycle.
>Why did you drive it drunk.
>Why is it now in the scrap yard.
>Why are you not working.

Good news, I learned how to skip school and dig ditches to earn money.
Bad news, I'm dumb as a fucking brick in math because of it.
Better news, I am very stringent with money and only buy things I need.

Shit man. Sorry to hear that. I've heard too many stories that go like that. If you ever want to become a father man, teach your kids why they should be grateful for anything. It'll do them a lot of good.

Made a thread earlier on the topic.
>Have girlfriend.
>Talk about building life together.
>She gets pregnant.
>This is great, ill be a great dad.
>She gets mad at me because she thinks I am cheating.
>I'm not, I'm looking for a second job.
>She gets an abortion and mocks me over it for months, this is what I deserve for cheating she says.
>She currently has 2 half black kids, dad in prison.

Ive all but stopped caring, now I just live life and help others how I can and if things happen they happen. Not depressed, not giving up, but not falling into any more of life's cruel tricks.

>Whores, drunks, and gambling.

Gee user, i hope you do better than your father. Trust me, stay in school. You dont want to end up like your own father.

Shameless self bump.

I haven't seen my dad in like 5 years but I'm sure he's doing okay. Lives alone in Cardiff though, so I'm sure he go let's lonely.

I still live with my parents. Every day is Mother's and Father's Day.

They really want me to get married and move out

It's never too late to teach yourself math user

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My dad

>married 4 times
>been to jail twice
>basically traumatized my childhood
>kidnapped me at night and left me in an empty hotel room then told my mom we weren't coming back just to fuck with her
>verbally emotionally abused me
>got into a car wreck while he was drunk, nearly fucked my back forever
>cops constantly at our house
>physically abused my mom
>has had like 15 girlfriends and been engaged a few times since divorcing my mom
>was an alcoholic
>stopped drinking after he went to jail for the second time
>still has anger issues
>now lives in a tiny town 5 hours from me in a tiny rental
>angry bitter person

Despite all this, he has made a lot of money. He taught me how to shoot guns, ride a motorcycle, pick up bitches, talk shit to people, and stuff like that.

I secretly hate his guts, but I don't think he knows it. I get physically sick if I see a picture of him and I try to avoid talking to him. I think I only survived his alcoholism because God protected me.

I spent my teenage years and some of my 20s hating my dad. He was impatient, belittled us publicly for not knowing things like how to rebuild a carburetor at 11 years old, and he made us work like dogs, 6 am to 9 pm every day in the summers with him, because he grew up on a farm doing that. When my parents divorced I hated him for all the mean things my mom said he did and how much he hurt her.
Later on, into my own marriage, I turned into him. I became impatient and rude to my wife. I got diagnosed with sleep apnea and got a cpap and my life changed. I found out my dad did too, coincidentally, as I decided to see about repairing things with him.
It wasn't until me, my brother and my dad were together for the first time in 15 years that things made sense. My brother wss going through a nasty divorce since his wife had started doing meth, wouldn't quit and started in on her BPD gaslighting routine. We got good and drunk and my dad told my brother to let got of the bitterness before it destroys him. He didn't lose control and spill his guts or anything but he used the opportunity to clear his name of a few things. It was then I realized for the first time just how much my mom had manipulated me and my brother. My dad never, ever badmouthed her to us.
He had his faults but I have mine too. You may think of your dad as this otherworldly figure but when you have kids you'll realize we're all just making shit up as we go and hoping it all works somehow.
It never hurts to give people a second chance, anons. My kids will at least know their grandpa now. Someday you may need a second chance.

happy fatherday

Growing up with a degenerate father (and having many friends with degenerate fathers) taught me why people like dueterte have to do what they do.

There comes a point in different societies when groups of people have become so degenerate that they shouldn't be allowed to live. Purging the degeneracy and enforcing good social laws would solve this problem

>My father
>Devout christian
>Loved by everyone
>Worked as a mechanic since age 14
>Still with my mother after 43yrs
>Avid carpenter in his spare time
>Raised 4 children
>Had his esophagus removed due to cancer
>Currently undergoing chemo and radiation
>Has to sleep on the couch to accommodate his feeding tube
>Hasn't been able to work on his carpentry for months due to extreme fatigue
>Has fits of retching constantly which is greatly distressing to my mother
>Has lost four stone in the last three months
>Visibly fading away
>Gave him his fathers day card
>First time I've ever seen my father cry
>mfw

Molymeme has a lot of great stuff re: shitty families, if you don't know that already.

Good luck user, I'm in a similar situation.

If you're a female (female) you can marry me as long as you're white and agree to at least 4 children.

quite touching

I'm like that. The only photos I have on display are of people who are no longer alive. If I wanted to see my family I'd go talk to them.

Twitter comments. Bleh.

Oh God.
Godspeed to your father and yourself user.

I hope to be a better father than mine one day.
Not because he's a piece of shit (at worst he's an inconsiderate jerk, mostly he's just an oblivious oaf), but because he raised me to seek an improvement in things.

I want to be better than my father, not because I hate him, but because I love him.

The good ones always go. Sorry user.

I haven't seen a lot of molyneuxs stuff on family

I don't know.
My parents divorced when I was 2.

Tnx user

I'm sorry my baddabin-baddabro. I wish you strenght.

Whats, huhhh?

Of course, this real estate swindler basically gave Trump millions and connections to start up with. Besides, his mom and his wife are dirty immigrants, in a sense I think he feels ashamed of them.

>And i think that, at the end of the day, is all a son really wants. To make his father proud.

I completely agree with that but my dad is a huge asshole and I'm a constant fuck up so I'm not sure if this is the healthiest way I could be living my life.

Btw I used to work at a cancer hospital

People do make it sometimes. I'll say a prayer for you

I know just saying it doesn't mean a lot, but I truly hope all goes well for you and your family, user.

It's his dad because when he needs to come to a decision and he's thinking in his office, he's not thinking 'What would Barron do' or 'What would Melania' do.

He looks at the picture of his father and thinks 'What would Dad think?'

Glad you care about your dad's approval, but I could not care less about mine

I already think I'm a better person than him and don't care what he thinks of me at all

are you black or just poor?

My dad is pretty based
>Still married to my mum
>rarely argues
>last time i have ever heard them argue was a month ago when my mum wanted him to change his manky ass phone case
>owns a restaurant
>provided our family enough to move to a 1.5mil beachfront house
>very modest
>runs the local soccer club and got the council to build a new clubroom and pitches
>head of the school committee board for 10 years running and has built a bunch of shit and done a lot for the school
>pays for my brothers and my education
>when he found out my brother was gambling and smoking and drinking he stopped giving him money when he goes out
>just started to help me get fit with him

He is a really good dad, and i would give my life
to show him that i love him to the moon and back

user, simply getting a job might make not just your father proud, but yourself proud .

Jesus fuck, that's actually really sad.

My dad beat the living shit out of me and yelled at me a lot when I was really young, then stopped when he hit me too hard, and I had a pretty strained relationship with him growing up.
He's also one of my best friends and the one person I intrinsically know best and feel like actually understands me. We're really similar and have a lot of running jokes and long-running conversations. We could have a whole exchange entirely in us-speak. We've had really good conversations and I really do think he imparted a lot of wisdom to me.He also did a really good job of actually exposing me to intellectually stimulating shit and fostering my talents instead of completely letting me rot my brain. He fucked up a lot, too, but he's always fought tooth and nail for me, and I don't doubt for a second that he loves me.

I definitely resembled him a lot when I was angry and abusive towards people as a teenager, but I definitely also resemble him in ways that are good. We both had to grow a lot, and I'm ultimately fine with that, and I love and treasure him dearly.
He's mellowed out a lot since he had a stroke and reevaluated pretty much everything, too. Not just more patient; like, actually trying to be a good force in the world.

It just dawned on me that my dad reminded me this morning to wish my grandpa a happy father's day, and it didn't even occur to me to wish HIM one. I'm either a horrible person or actually retarded.

he has some sort of undiagnosed autoimmunity which affects his brain, as far as i can tell. 100% serious. He is obnoxious as hell, like no self awareness. Also abused me when iwas younger. Makes me sad cause i find it hard to be nice to him even on fathers day.

Last time i did something for him for fathers day i had a card which said something about him being a great dad and he scolded me for lying.

I was at his house this fathers day and we hardly talked. I went out to the store to grab some food and when i got back he wasnt there apparently he went out golfing. So i made food and sat on the computer when he got back he turned on the tv and watched his sports and i shitposted on Sup Forums until he went to bed.

My father was a goddamn hero, who was never appreciated by any of his kids.
>first wife says she's prego
>on honeymoon she's on her period
>this is fine
>his mom doesn't get treatment for her cancer because she hates his wife, dies
>wife leaves and takes their 3 daughters
>finds second wife
>daughteru, but new wife spends child support money
>fuck
>first wife says she won't press the issue if he signs parental rights away so her new hubby can adopt
>finds out first and second wife were colluding together
>first wife's new husband rapes his daughters
>finally goes to church like a good Christian man
>meets my mom, widow
>finally life is good, first son
>this whore can't handle fiscal responsibility
>get daughter from second wife so she won't let her get raped by her shitty bfs
>after working multiple jobs and working 60+ hours every week retire at 71 after working since he was 11
>none of his daughters call him or think we'll of him
>he "abused us emotionally"
>occasionally raised voice and used some harsh language when sisters did dumb shit
>like as a senior in hs have an affair with a married man
>or dropping out of prestigious private HS to become a druggie degenerate "lesbian"
Dude busted his ass his whole life to provide for a bunch of harpies who don't appreciate what he did. Not only did he do right by his family he was an ultra redpilled professor teaching Austrian economics, having to constantly redpill shitty dumb commies for 40 years, while working part time at the post office & local grocery store. It wasn't until becoming a man myself and seeing the shit he dealt with (((women))) and (((them))) that I realize my dad was indefinitely cooler then any superhero.

He died a month before I was born.

Don't be stupid if he were black his father would have left before he was born.

>scolded for lying

Lmfao. Only laughing because I've been there.

All you can do is stay away from someone like that. It's not you, it's them. They're fucking lunatics.

The Shame you being such a faggot must bring him

Fuck you so much pol, fine

>dad got with my mom out of high school
>mother was raped a bunch as a child, kinda hated men, by a nympho
>had me and my sister
>few years in, dad was porn addicted, mom was bitchy about sex, broke up
>mom becomes lesbian, I stay with her because custody
>mom has no men around, raises me like a girl, go little bitch mode
>shes feminist lesbian
>end up with sexual aversion disorder from her bs about men being scumbags all the time
>am also on meds because "adhd" and it fucks me up
>enter nigger infested middle school, get accused of starting fights
>get put in max security middle school for 1 month, they kick me out because I behave too good
>scared shitless, think everyone on this planet is an awful person
>end up losing my shit over time, get in arguments with mom, pent up testosterone and no outlet, and no father is fucking me up
>physical altrications with her end up with me in juvie twice, then eventually moved in with dad because a cop cut me a deal (thanks cop dude : you saved my life)
>dad gets me off pills because he KNOWS they are bad for me
>wet bed chronically for a year because pills suck, dad hates it, but I eventually get out of it
>still bitch mode, and incapable of socializing, antisocial as hell, and it effects any class requiring socialization
>dad gets me to work with him in the foundry he works at : coolest shit ever, I lose weight, put on muscle, grow lots of confidence, and get money
>still a hopeless betamale because sexual aversion disorder
>few girls crush on me in high school, but so innept and scared of women nothing happens. not even sure how to ask them out and start hanging out, because I'm petrified of a false rape accusation or something
>almost drop out of high school, dad helps me through, I enter a metal working class, almost get certified with career staring cert, fail test

'Nam vet who pulled his life together to become a success while being completely fucked up and addicted to the bottle. Hopefully some burgers know what I'm talking about here.

at least im doing something, mericuck

>be me at 11
>love my dad even hough he's grumpy and strict
>just starting to be old enough to where he starts telling me the truths about the world
>be on hiking trip just dad and I
>grabs chest and falls back
>rush to dads side
>tells me he loves me but could barely get it out
>I get help
>get back to him and he's died
>his body is in different spot
>he crawled 19 feet to spot he could watch me go down mountain
>died of massive heart attack
>mfw dad died before he could tell me the secrets of the world
>rip father, you are with grandpa now

Shit nigger

Sorry that Shit happened. Glad you got away from mom and Shit got a bit better

Sucking off rich chinkmen isn't "doing something about it" faggot

dam, your father must have been pretty fucking good to whip you in shape.

Never knew him. I'm not a nigger either. Blue eyes, white skin, brown hair and freckles.
Dad left a year after I was born. He ran up my Mother's credit card and put her in debt, then he left for New Orleans to become a trucker.

The only thing that good for nothing bastard ever did for me was give me decent facial and body genetics. I'm 6'0 and all the men on my Mom's side are 5'7 - 5'9. Other than that he's a piece of shit and if I ever see him I'm going to scalp him and watch him die.

TV was my father.

ano, mi spiace

Stay on track my man. Venerate your father.

t. Highschool dropout who lost his father last year

>tfw no father

>implying i suck my dad dry of his money
actually, he doesnt buy anything for me (except help with education). He started from the bottom and made his way into the top 5% and wants his kids to be like that. at a very young age he got me working at his restaurant paying me like 10 bucks a day (pretty decent for me at the time)

I don't think I've ever felt that hard in my life user.
Bless your father user.

I know that feel, but we must ready ourselves to one day be fathers instead.

Why the fuck should have need a photo of them? They are all alive fucking dumb bitch.

This

10 Aussie dollars or Real dollars?

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Fucking phone posting

(cont)
>dad insists I take test again, months later, out of practice, at new place
>I try and tell him it wont work : need more practice
>insists, threatens to kick me out
>go in, test with my own money, obviously fail. Much worse than last time, VERY obvious fail
>tell dad, he asks me to call them and ask
>dude laughs at me on phone and hangs up
>dream of doing metal work shattered for very, very long time out of humiliation
>scared of college because feminists are terrifying due to mother, and sex stuff at college is horrifying, refuse to go there (the movie american pie about college legit scared me out of college, because it was so severe, me hating my own sex drive)
>try to talk to dad about my shame and fear with women, tells me just to "get over it". I can't I'm always on edge, and am confused by feminists I encountered in high school
>have FTM trans friend, is only real friend at time I buy them orange box with my money as a birthday gift randomly, cause why not...win a good friend for 5 years
>friend dates a whore gf, end up fondling her and kissing her when horribly drunk, then feeling distraught and ashamed about it
>don't tell friend, vent to dad, because I'm so upset. The sexual aversion disorder is awful
>legit consider castration several times
>work in demolition work, because its stable and pays well, dad insists I stop working because I swear too much after I get off work
>stop work, and don't look for more because my confidence has been sliding into the shitter for a LONG time now
>trans friend has lots of attention, makes my self hatred as a male much worse, dad doesn't care
>doesn't help my dad seems to like this tranny more than me
>very dark depression for a while
>one camping trip my dad blurts out about how hes glad me and the tranny are still friends despite me kissing her gf
>we are all drunk, and tranny freaks out, cause was never told, and dad was too dense to realize this
>camping ruined

Left my mum when I was 2. Killed himself when I was 11.

I am one of the few people who grew up in a single parent household that isn't a degenerate.

>always been a hard-ass, rough and honest about some things
>always been a big conservative
>votes Rep. in any election
>could care less since we both get along politically
>he grew up and initially never went to college
>worked at Sherwin-Williams for years, then joined the National Guard
>he's quite a bright man, great at math
>since he was a smart guy, he attempted to go to college
>it took him almost 9 years to get his bachelor's degree, believe it or not
>he was juggling work, Nat. Guard, marriage, me being born, and college all at once
>he finished his degree when I was about 3, he had a BS in finance
>worked in a nearby city as an accountant, my mother worked near him as well
>both worked a lot, I spent a lot of time at daycare and school
>but we had a lot of money at the time, took vacations out of the state and could afford decent things
>sent me to a private Catholic school, as much as I hated some of the people, I had a great education
>my father kept me disciplined with money tho, he didn't spoil me, but was understanding
>he worked a few jobs but sometimes suffered from downsizing
>recession hit, both my parents lost their jobs in the same month
>that time period was shit for my family
>he was out of the job for almost 2 years, my mom worked at the local public school
>he finally landed a job at a college (where I now attend), gave me the opportunity to go almost free
>doesn't pay shit, it's a public sector job, now he works at a local pharmacy part-time
>him and I got into a nasty argument about a year back, I told him off because of his job, everyone in the house was tired of the consistent bitching, plus my mother has recently become the same way
>she just bickers about working at the school, then sits and looks at FB on her damn iPad all day
>things have simmered down, I truly am proud of what my father has accomplished
>he's going back to finish his his Masters degree
>I hope he proves me wrong of what I told him before

dollaridoos, adjust for inflation. for 10ish years ago

My father died before I was born, I had a step father from the time I was 3 until I was 12 then he took off, I never hated him for it but people used to tell me I should, I realized why after coming here, no matter how much time we spent together he wasn't my dad and I wasn't his son, he had no obligation to do everything he did for me but he did that stuff anyway, even for a long time after he split with my mother, so tl;dr I'm not spiteful that he left I'm grateful he stuck around for as long as he did and I wish him well wherever he is now. Thanks 'dad'.

Happy Fathers Day :)

Is that 2nd tweet supposed to be anti Trump?
If yes, what's wrong with that? His wife and kids are alive, he sees them daily (or at least regularly).
Hi dad is dead, pictures of him is all he has left.

Op here. Here's the story of my Father.
>Dad was born in turkey (Yes I'm half roach)
>He was apart of the few christian areas in turkey at the time
>Grew up there with his sister and his brother
>Plenty of stories about this, but maybe for another thread
>He moved to the US with my grandma and grandfather (He died before I was born)
>Dad had a tough time fitting in being an immigrant and all
>Skip ahead to many years later
>My grandfather was manning his shop
>Suddenly, he had a massive heart attack
>My father found out three hours later that His father died
>He rushed over to the shop, only to see my Grandfather in a bodybag
>This scarred him for a few years (Told me it's because of it's resemblance to a garbage bag)
>Fast forward to when he was about 28
>Met my Mother, Melissa
>They fell in love, and my father helped raise my two older brothers (My mother divorced another man and was taking care of my two bros by herself.)
>Fast forward to today
>My father is a major Trump supporter
>Pretty based
>Give him a father's day card and tell him I love him.
That's my story Sup Forums.

>end up with cunt asian gf. She asks me and so I accept, and shes decent looking : sexual aversian disorder is so strong I cant help but put her on a pedastol for talking to me
>she is a massive tease, helps my sexual side out
>gets drunk one night, almost is left to freeze in october cold cause locked out, I take her home
>comes onto me, but REFUSE to sleep with her that night because rape paranoia, we end up dating after
>sex is.. ....ok, but seemed amazing at the time, because it always seemed impossible with aversian disorder
>is actually dead fish, ends up being a bitch, being flirty with others, and strangely is paranoid about me rubbing her clit or nipples at all. Also acts alergic to cum.
>never even came inside her cause dead fish who asks to stop as soon as I enjoy it
>sexual frustration builds till I'm raging out at porn, at how she fucks like a corpse and cannot stand to fuck more than 5 minutes at a time
>eventually argue over flirting and her being dead fish, break up
>dad accuses me of being a controlling asshole, makes my aversion worse still
>end up meeting family, some bitch cousin of mine whos a black sheep hangs out with me
>shes hot, but a worthless bitch. We hang out, and I see her get acupuncture, and see her naked due to it
>father accuses me of having a crush on her infront of entire family
>devestated, grow phobia of this woman, and aversion goes into overdrive
>literally have panic attacks around say, women in bikinis, since I feel horrible at such feelings, am MASSIVE porn addict because I want to vent my sex drive
>trans friend is alchoholic maniac, who verbally abuses me, I'm suicidal and hate life, dad is never any help, and I have literally 0 confidence
>friend takes me to concert, then tries to fuck me, taking advantage of my depression and drunken-ness
>dont want to fuck FTM tranny, but drunk, depressed, do it cause why not
>repulsed in the morning, leave in fear, scared of them waking up

cucks today are used to drone workers putting pics of their "loved ones" on the desk so that they can bear going through their cuck drone work day.
Trump sees them every day after work, what the fuck does he need a picture for

Fred Trump looks so German. You couldn't get more German than this without Bismarck and the Kaiser.

As long as you roaches are producing anzus in the United States you will be spared.

I respect your old school memery.

Of course.

(cont)
>trans friendship ruined
>everyone knows I fucked her, cause tranny doesn't know subtlety
>social life is now non existient, and I'm going literally insane
>dad gets me into consoling (finally...I was terrified of them because what the meds did to me as a teen) and I slowly get help
>start improving, getting out, ect
>not having work yet and I complain about druggies I meet in park
>dad states im schitzophrenic and seeing things, says theres no drug addicts in our town
>dads delusional as all hell
>threatens to kick me out if I don't get on anti depressants. He knows I fear pills, forces me
>am so hopeless, do it, start seeing shit
>doctor pulls me off, but dad threatens to put me in an asylum if I don't keep taking them
>run away when detoxing off pills, halucinating like a motherfucker
>stay on streets in a nasty area at night, some how don't get hurt, but am batshit crazy
>eventually go back home cause voices in my head are telling me my dad will help with my "destiniy" now. I'm halucinating, but i go with it.
>go back, dad asks me if I will go to the asylum
>ALLAHU ACKBAR!!! (charge)
>nah really though, I beat him half to death, because the pills, and I'm sick of it all
>go to jail, detox, released.
>homeless, clueless, scared shitless, no family members will help, besides my mom whos on SSI, who only offers a place to shower
>end up going to the temp agency from long ago, they have me on file...get work with them
>work to provide for myself, but am falling apart, thinking I will die on the street
>have a mental break one night, screaming as my tarp leaks in the rain and I'm soaked
>go through a LOT of shit being homeless, but it hardens me
>dad has restraining order, but comes up and talks to me, I scream at him because it can get me thrown in jail
>charges for assault are dropped because court realizes the pills made me insane
>dad still thinks im a psycho

Damn. this hit me. this hit me hard.

(cont)
>have place now, feel kinda broken
>learned a LOT, but still feel very behind
>cured aversian via use of pavlovian psychology. This only happened after I found out what sexual aversian disorder was, told my psyche, and they said it didn't exist cause DSM 5 removed it, and I curse him out and leave, then start trying to change patterns...never tried this cause I always believed "you cant change who you are" bs.
>Want to be ideal christian man, but feels like an act...no wife, and horribly awkward around women still, and unsure how to approach, but not scared anymore
>I fucking hate my dad for making crap worse, but on the other hand, if I stayed with my mother, I would of become a tranny

Phew.. ...yeah...complex situation. I called him today after a few years of not talking to him. Was awkward, and I'm still angry, he still thinks he did nothing wrong

Atop that, he was a polygamous dude at one point when I was suffering bad from sexual aversion, which made things crap, and tried to act like his gfs were my "mothers" despite me being an adult

I'm thankful he saved me, but also kinda want to kill him.

Oh and ask whatever you want, besides personal shit : my life shaped a LOT of my political views.

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my dad is a fine chap, a bit stupid sometimes but I still love him. Should probably call him.

This the endor are you going to continue?

Thats the end. I suppose I missed a few things, like my mother trying to seduce me later in life, and other crap, but this was mainly oriented towards "fathers".

my family is fucked : mother was a rape victim nympho, father was a sociopath, grandmother was a communist, grandfather was a child molested, older sister is involved with some illegal activity for all I know, and my only in state uncle has all black kids cause he married a black girl

Only family member I liked was my uncle who was a lawyer, awesome dude, and married a japanese girl : beautiful family, but they fled state because the housing crisis and debt collectors.

...I really don't even know how to express feelings for my dad, maybe he just couldn't understand my issues : I know half the people I ever TRIED explaining sexual eversion disorder to just thought I was a closet faggot, but thats not the case : I liked women, but hated, and FEARED my lust for them.

I never cured mine.

I felt like a rapey monster next to my prom date and I never got over it and when I kissed a girl for the first time I felt ashamed and predatory cause we were both drunk but she still wanted to be my gf after but I was still upset so I broke up after a week and felt ashamed to even hold her hand so I trained my self to be a gay submissive so I never had to have the domination power

So now I have a boyfriend who's taller and bigger than me

why's that?

yeah that sounds about british.

The thing that helped me was getting out and well.. ...just getting used to FEELING aroused but not doing anything

Its weird, very weird, if you aren't used to it, but eventually it just becomes something which just "is", not being feared, not liked....its...kinda irritating still, but not terrifying

I'll be honest, I don't approve being homo, but I can't be that rude, because you have it too, sexual aversion, so you feel like kin, especially since nobody treats it now

Another thing is, women strangely like being dominated : not outright, like a cave man, but they kinda like when a guy loses control slightly : it makes them feel sexy

Just avoid feminist like the plague though, and don't ask a woman what she wants : men and women HATE describing what they want, its one of the biggest turn offs ever, especially for the more subtle shit, so women won't try and ask you to take a little innitiative, because it will dry them up fast. Just watch body language, and movements, and don't be afraid to use SUBTLE touch first, like shoulders and arms : these are non sexual zones, but still push the envelope some, and are a good indication of how a girl is with touch, without going too far

....I'm glad I'm not alone having it though, It felt horrible nobody understanding it, and I legit considered castration many times

Cant say im 100% comfortable with sex still, but the absolute terror is long gone.