IS IT DEGENERATE?

im a pretty normal standard guy. about 30yo, have family good looking, 9/10 wife, good income, house, car, no debts, you could say im doing pretty well in life. HOWEVER, even tough im one of the nicest guys you will ever meet i have one addiction. im addicted to barfighting. i dont understand why, i dont like violence. i hate arguments doesnt matter if its people i know or dont know i just hate conflic because i know it tends to escalate. if im in a bar however and i see a person that allot bigger then me or thinks he owns the place (you know not some innocent guy doing nothing wrong) i just start provoking them. to make it perfectly clear, i really am a nice guy and i would never hurt an innocent person but barfighting is like my hobby. is that degenerate pol? it has come to a point where my friends and wife dont want to go out with me anymore, i enter, look for the biggest douchebag there is and i start provoking.

>bar fighting

I call bs LARPing.

You'd get half a dozen security on your ass so quick, arrest, night in jail and court if done again.

OP watched one too many westerns.

getting yourself rid of a habit like that is no joke

not everyone lives in nanny state

>I call bs LARPing.
no larping, im serious.

>You'd get half a dozen security on your ass so quick, arrest, night in jail and court if done again.

i live in a med/big city and security is pretty shitty around here. got in a couple fights with bouncers also, got my head smashed trough a window once by a bouncer.

i know, i stopped going out for a while but then i just wanted to kill myself because muuuh bored af

>Actually chooses the European flag instead of letting us know his actual country because he's scared of being ostracized.
You're a twink. Don't flatter yourself.

belgium if you must know....

>You're a twink. Don't flatter yourself.
are you mirroring?

You mean projecting? Like you're trying to do now? Belgium? Are you drunk too on top of everything else? You are beyond even yourself, good fucking luck. Just eat a bullet and save us the trouble.

wow rude