I've been struggling with homosexuality for a while now. I have a deep desire to have children and I like the idea of a wife, but I have no sexual attraction to women whatsoever. I've tried nofap, but I still only desired men. I tried forcing myself to fap to women, but I just end up rubbing my dick raw for an hour and giving up. I still view myself as a Christian, I have never had gay sex, I know how degenerate and wrong it is and I want to know if there are other ways out there to get rid of the gay.
I'm asking on Sup Forums because it's a Christian board (pagan larpers gtfo), but I get it's not directly political. Mods, delete this if it doesn't fit the rules.
likely the faggot OP wants to have sons so he can suck and fuck them as they grow from newborns to angsty fucked up tweens and crash headfirst into a twisted adulthood after having been diddled by daddy dearest for 2 decades
Anthony Turner
kids are not about you. not really. urge to procreate is good and natural, but confedanon does point out the possibility of fucking them up badly
Daniel Evans
hey man God bless I hope you find peace, whichever way you go that being said I'm sure you have a long hard road ahead of you so be strong and remember through God anything is possible
Joseph Foster
Maybe you should get gay with another man. You should get gay with me. We could spoon together on the sofa naked and take it slow, smoke a few joints and watch free willy.
Owen Martinez
>muh homophobes aren't closeted >muh thinking about the gays and their degenerate sex all day doesn't make me gay Lel Just accept it op if you can't be happy being who you really are then why would you be happy pretending to be something you aren't If you can't handle being gay just kys faggot
Hudson Parker
Thanks, friend. God tests us all in our own ways. I'm prepared to do anything if it means not failing this test.
Like I said in the above, I'll even do away with the idea of children entirely if I can't get rid of this. I won't have kids if I can't find something that works, and if I find something that works that won't be a problem.
Brandon Martinez
Honestly, if your feelings are truly that degenerate, your only choice is to either deny yourself sexual contact with anyone for the rest of your life, or fully give into your degeneracy.
>If you love homosex that much, just give up your eternal soul, faggot.
Owen King
Ronaldo. Two surrogacies. A bf who is a boxer. And lots of money, looks, and athletic ability. Probably a Christian. Be like him you big fat phony
Ethan Sullivan
You can't stop having homosexual thoughts. That's part of it and it's permanent. 5% of all men will be gay. That's just the way it is.
If you can't deal with it either kill yourself, accept it, or be miserable in the closet and inevitably cheat on your equally miserable wife.
I suggest the following: knock up some woman and get partial custody of the children (or full, whatever), or pay for a surrogate and raise it alone, or pay for a surrogate with a male companion, or adopt some kids who need a good role model and a stable home life.
in any case, you can't pray away the gay m8. Learn to live with it or die trying to deny what you are.
Josiah Gutierrez
Eating habits, vitamins, testosterone, excercise. If you're still a faggot after all that, my condolences.
Carter Wright
Pull a Southerner and marry a big fat Texan momma who can birth a fuckton of children and fill you full of crawfish while you fuck other men
John Turner
I'd rather become a eunuch than give in.
I'm not closeted. I even came out in the hopes of finding help. It's not a matter of "not being able to handle it", it's a matter of living a pious life. I view it just as I would pride, greed, or any other sin. If the proclivity towards it remains throughout life, that means I'll fight it my entire life. I'm prepared to except that.
Divorce and gay marriage are degenerate. Raising kids in such an environment is tantamount to child abuse.
Thomas Rodriguez
Is it really that serious? Become a girl, dude. Transition so you can take the cock guilt free.
Nathan Richardson
I've been looking into testosterone supplements actually. Do you know any good brands that work well? Do they need to be prescribed?
Josiah Garcia
Then I guess kill yourself m8, because otherwise you're resigning yourself to a life of misery for no reason at all. Because nothing you will do will change the fact that you're gay. It is done.
I hope that instead of killing yourself, as you get older you will realize this. The advice I gave was the best advice you will get.
Jose Jackson
No one gives a fuck about your faggot ass nigger
Brayden Morris
I'm very religious. And traps are garbage.
Brayden Bennett
I feel as though i can help.
do you live in a city or rural area?
Samuel Gutierrez
You're not gay, user. You struggle with SSA. Receive Holy Communion regularly, together with Confession and praying the rosary. It's the only way to fight.
Gabriel Ross
Rural, but pretty close to a big city.
Luke Hernandez
I feel you. I don't know. I kinda just do whatever because I'm agnostic, but I was raised in a heavily baptist environment, so I can see where you're at in this dilemma. I still would never tell my family about my love of petite, feminine men, and definitely not be in a relationship with one.
I'm sorry. I hope you come to some form of resolution with this one. I love you, and I hope you find happiness.
James Miller
Your mother is a self-absorbed piece of shit and your father is absent in one way or another.
James Gomez
do you occupy your time with rural activities or city activities?
hunting or clubbing?
fishing or shopping?
etc
Adam Russell
Get a wife, love her (also take care of her (you know what I mean), even if you cant get off), adopt children if you cant manage to impregnate her and take care of yourself in the shower.
Jeremiah Scott
Biking and reading, mostly.
Wrongorino
Thanks user, appreciated.
Carter Cox
>knock up some poor woman who wants to have a stable family for her children
no. but yeah just get a fucking surrogate or be one of those weird lonely pray the gay away gays
William Cook
The rope.
Nathan Green
(im going to assume youre a "feminine" male and your homosexuality stems from this?)
Personally, I feel most masculine doing the following activities
fishing
fixing broken things/construction
farming
basically, user, I would recommend becoming more "country" and traditionally masculine.
otherwise, I would say you should try and talk to a girl and just see how it goes. surely you find women attractive, right? i mean im a straight guy but there are obviously men who i would consider to be attractive men
Joshua Rogers
I've been trying to do something similar to this. I feel most attracted to women after working out, so I've been trying to work out more. I run 15 minutes every morning, I bike 2-3 hours a day (depending on route), and I lift on off days or when the bikes broke.
I'm not really an effeminate guy at all. I had to tell people I was gay when I came out to my parents and friend, they said they never would have guessed. I've got a fairly solid build, I'm tall, I grow an alright beard for my age. Thanks though, it means I'm doing something right.
Michael Hill
Not gay here. Try to roleplay with women or something that will make your willy hard, then imagine some gay porn while putting your donger in her vagina. In worst case put some shit to women's vagina that will remind you of an asshole.
Lucas Bennett
gotcha.
maybe try and find a tomboy girl?
Aaron Evans
It doesn't work that way, user. You can get better at trying to cover it up, but it doesn't seem that's an issue for you. The thoughts will always go there, and you'll exert WAY too much energy trying to fight it. Is there any reason why you're not OK with who you are? Even if you do think it's "degenerate", what does that mean to you? None of the assholes on this board are "pure" and everyone has their thing. Christians just focus on gays because they're an easy target rather than their own.
Easton Johnson
this is very true. Back when I was a christian I had a porn addiction. eventually i fell off and stopped believing and now I dont jack off (partially because now i have a gf but)
Liam Peterson
OP you should infiltrate the bug chasing and human trafficking rings and bring righteous sodomy and death to all you find.
It's unnatural for fags to have kids anyway, don't sweat it.
Levi Harris
In Canada only 1% are gay
Levi Lewis
Buy the book coming ouy straight by Richard Cohen. 90% effectivity rate.
T. Ex-gay married to a beautiful wife with a girl on the way.
Grayson Edwards
What's wrong with being gay?
Grayson Evans
First, I'm a very religious person. I want to live a virtuous life and be happy, God provides a way to do that by following His law. Homosexuality is forbidden and so I will not be homosexual. Secondly, I'm a very political person. You must change yourself before you can the world. Rates of homosexuality always spikes before the collapse of an empire. Happened in Rome, Arabia, China, every empire. I live in a modern day empire near it's end, if I want to save my nation change needs to start with myself.
The amount of "energy" I exert is not the issue, it's the way I use it. I might be happier if I just accepted it as a part of myself. I must admit it's very tempting, but the short-lived happiness I might gleam from that is nothing to the happiness I would obtain from having a large family with a loving wife all praising God together.
Xavier Bell
that was honestly inspiring to read and im agnostic
Henry Howard
goodnight anons
Angel Clark
Feel very sorry for you but youre born gay and you just need to embrace it. Go get some dick. Meet a guy.. you dont have to be some degenerate sick fuck just because youre a faggot.. you can easily find a regular behaving man to be with. Its who you are its what you like. You deny that and ur exsistence will just be pathetic And worthless
Josiah Martin
I highly doubt that
Thanks, man. I'll check it out.
See
Adam Sullivan
>none of the assholes on this board are "pure" wtf is this, /bizarropol/?
Nolan Carter
Or become a catholic priest youll fit right in
Juan Fisher
Quite the contrary, I've never been happier. I know what about me needs to change and am prepared to sacrifice to achieve it. I simply need a path to follow to achieve it.
Eli Richardson
How the fuck does anyone claim to know the amount of fags whe rome feel.. they more axtually more likely to have been pagan faggots to begin with.
Joshua Powell
I don't understand this. people think they're fags but never did anything sexually with another man, how do you know your gay? just stop labeling yourself you want kids you know how to make them find yourself a woman and get it done. sex before marriage is degenerate so don't worry about not having sexual experience.
Jonathan White
To be honest you and I are in the same predicament. I really never wanted to accept it but I ended up finding someone I like and I might choose to stop repressing and go for it. All I'm saying is don't let a good opportunity go to waste.
However stay the course for now, but I'd suggest venting your frustration in a more constructive manner as opposed to self deprecation.
Grayson Walker
Can't you just find a Transman
Xavier Richardson
You cannot change the fact you crave men.. we are what we are.. i cant change the fact i love pussy no amount of faith and prayer will change that.. even if you dont act upon your homosexual urges you will always have them..
Jayden Gutierrez
And I will always fight it. If that's my cross to bear, so be it. So long as I live piously.
Noah Scott
Sounds like you need to find a girl that's okay with an open marriage to have kids with. That or donate some sperm then become a monk or something.
Oliver Stewart
Open marriage is an oxymoron. Marriage is a tight covenant between two people, there's nothing open about it. If you lust after anyone other than your spouse, that adultery. If the spouse is okay with it, you're not actually married in anything but name.
Ryder Perez
this
Every one of us struggles with something. But there's the hope God might remove the urge. I had some awful emo borderline tranny tastes that compelled me to want to do my nails, put on makeup. Now thanks to God I accept my role as a man, sometimes it's still hard but I do.
Gavin Clark
you don't have to throw the baby out with the bathwater op. date men who have your values and respect society, fight the poz whenever possible, and self police your people who slander your situation.
All ignoring the issue and posting mike pence memes is create lulz and hide the degeneracy. the only cure is gay culture reform.
Jacob Reed
REPORT TO VICE PRESIDENT PENCE IMMEDIATELY
Cameron Long
>what is sexual attraction you may as well ask why anyone who never had sex with a woman knows if theyre straight or not?
Adrian Hill
What exactly is the baby in that analogy exactly?
I'm happy for you, user. But God doesn't just removes urges unless you put in the work. I imagine overcoming that must've been hard for you.
Michael Hill
the healthy fulfilling gay partnership that contributes to sciety amidst the sea of degeneracy?
Juan Baker
>healthy and fulfilling relationship that contributes to society >gay relationship Pick one.
its like you can't fucking read whatever, fucking christfags think the world is black and white, you'd think having a gorillian differnet sects would woke their asses up that x thing that is like Y can be changed over time.
Jaxon Bennett
okay, here's what you do. Find a lesbian who is basically in the same boat as you: believes in God, wants to fulfill a traditional role but isn't attracted to opposite sex AT ALL. Marry her. Artificial insemination at the lab. Mommy stays home with kids, perhaps even home schools them, they sing lots of songs glorifying God. You're at work, supporting your family. NEVER TELL THE KIDS. And i mean it. This isn't about you, it's about raising functional kids, and no kid wants to hear about either of their parents being like this. I'd suggest not even trying to date men (or women, in her case) on the side. Again, this is for the children. The risk you run if your kids find out is too great. Plus God wouldn't like it.
Chances of finding a girl that would be willing to put up with all this.... lol, slim.
Liam Cox
What if I'm not a fag, I just have a boyfriend?
Oliver Brooks
Why would anyone want to remember another useless faggot
Ian Barnes
When you finally Feel wet pussy clenching on your cock it will all come together and make sense
Parker Reyes
You will need to consult this chart or alternatively say no homo.
Jose Barnes
>I'm not attracted to holes designed for being fucked >I'm attracted to holes where poop comes out of
Tyler Gutierrez
That red line is two pictures too far to the left.
No homo.
Thomas Flores
Are you talking only about sexual attraction i.e. carnal desires? Or do you have a strong emotional longing too?
Ryder Ross
Find a girl that looks like a dude. Like a reverse trap.
Henry Martinez
That chart is backed up by hard science.
Josiah Lee
Sure bud.
Elijah Moore
Purely sexual. (This is still op, I just moved to my phone)
Tyler Nelson
Nvm. I thought the id would be different
Luis Ramirez
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Logan Cruz
the science of hard cocks which belong to trannies and traps, making them dudes and making you a faggot, dude
Ryan Diaz
do you fap to traps?
Jonathan Lee
Castration is your only salvation
Cooper Johnson
There are many things forbidden under the law of God - are you following all of them? If you're not, there's no reason to put homosexuality on front street. The 10 commandments are the biggest ones to keep - every other sin is equivalent.
As for your political statement, that's simply not backed up by any actual evidence. Not to mention if you're just closeting yourself, you're not actually changing anything. No different from all the senators that push for anti LGBT legislation and are then found diddling little boys and filming it. The more you repress sexual desires, the more violently they eventually express themselves.
You do know it is possible to sin, and still love God? Unless you're baptist, in which case EVERYONE is degeneracy and everyone is going to hell.
Think about the struggle you're going through. Conning a wife and children won't make it better, it WILL exacerbate it. It's just like when a couple believes that having a baby will bring them closer together - if there are already issues, it will just shine a brighter light on it, and it will eventually explode.
Get some help, user. Find the churches that support homosexuality and learn how you can still serve your lord. God makes no mistakes - you aren't one either, and your self-suffering is not needed.
Ethan Gray
You seem nice and I'm sorry this is hurting you.
Honestly, lesbian women and gay men have married and procreated with the opposite sex countless times throughout history. It has always been the expectation. It's just something you gotta do, it's really not as bad as it seems, and you will be significantly healthier and happier having a family and all the love/prosperity that brings anyway.
If you absolutely know this is what you want and that you are capable of performing all the duties of your role as expected, you should do so. Find a woman with a low sex drive or something. Pair up with a homosexual woman who is having your same existential trad crisis and wants children too.
Whatever you do, do what's right, and do your best, comrade.
Evan White
OP quit the porn shit, and look to God for answers fetishes are hard to break, the more degenerate the harder it is to push away, only through Christ can you find the answer to this I really wish I had a better answer to this, faggotry is a illness of the mind, and for one to try and willingly break it is a worthy goal, I just don't have answers for you other then what you are trying isn't working Look up faith militant, the guy that runs that entire thing is an ex homo and he's pretty based maybe you will find your answers there
Christian Torres
That chart is too far to the left Kill yourself
Josiah Walker
zap the gay away
Christian Baker
alternatively, you could maybe fix your problem yourself. just punch yourself in the balls every time you have a gay thought. if you're consistent about it long enough it may work.
Luis Hernandez
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James Gonzalez
couldnt have picked a better pic for trannies? that femboy looks more feminine
Daniel Ross
So the guys who spam MS Paint comics everytime paganism is mentioned are literal faggots. Good to know.
Michael Nguyen
Hey OP,
I've gone through something very similar to you.
We give the gay lifestyle too much credit when its really just degeneracy from whats pure and good. Ultimately, marriage between a man and woman for procreation.
Feelings for the same sex is degeneracy just like a fetish, beastiality, or general promiscuity. Dont give it power. Focus on whats right, pure, good. Your feelings will go away but you have to work at it.
I wish I could help you more, but its your journey to fight. Good luck I wish you the best.
Jack Cooper
"never had gay sex" - Have you had sex with a woman ? Because fantasies are different than reality .
Aaron Jackson
Dude even Sup Forums knows being gay isn't a choice. Deal with it it's who you are.
Jackson Fisher
If anything Sup Forums makes me question my sexuality
Ryder Nguyen
Dont lie. A gay or straight gene has never been discovered and will never be discovered. It's a choice willfully followed by your lusts.
Easton Phillips
Have you considered suicide? You worthless braindead americuck
Josiah Torres
Kill yourself. Become another statistic you Christ worshipping arse fucking nigger.
You genes are defective if you were born gay or your a weak willed degenerate if you grow into it.
Lincoln Adams
this is wrong
Jonathan Cook
Serious:
Just be a husband to a women.
Politicians and other public figures do this all the time!