Every fucking person I interact with on a daily basis is a nigger-loving liberal. I'm so ridiculously tired of being made fun of in person and in the media for being white.
My opinion has no value to anyone anymore. I have a history and anthropology degree (Inb4 Starbucks) and even objective, non-judgmental, neutrally-packaged facts are debated constantly and called racist and white supremacist. I wasn't racist until I got mugged by a nigger and I was called the racist for saying "I was delivering a pizza in the ghetto" (when I was in college; have a real job now).
It's all so tiresome. I understand Mr. Yang's frustrations. It's gotten to the point where most days I wish I wasn't white so I didn't have to deal with dindus staring me down like I raped their mother and stole their kangdom. When I talk to other white people with similar feelings, they're unbearably retarded. They're all stupid with medieval morals that they blatantly violate constantly, like they never grew out of their edgy teen phase. More often than not they're fundamentalist Christians with real fervor. Why is it that the enemy causes me pain, but all potential allies are just as bad?
Is the world even worth saving anymore? It's too far gone imo. We complain and complain but we never *do* anything. We could have a day of pogroms and lynching but it wouldn't be enough. We'll never overpower world governments, and the right minded white will never be the majority again. White guilt has been impressed upon the collective cultural consciousness. Even if we went to go love on an island somewhere, and built a primitive yet functioning agrarian utopia, fucking niggers and sandniggers would show up and destroy it like they always do.
I want to end it. I hate this world. I can't decide whether I want to an hero or murder as many niggers as I can before I die. I'm just so hurt by this world. Nothing I can ever do will fix it, and nothing we ever do will be enough.