How do I live with the duality of my own existence?

I have been struggling with a few things, Sup Forums. Primarily the duality of my own existence. I need to confess this Sup Forums, not as a means of attention-seeking but rather a trait that will make the following more relevant: I am transgender.

You'd think I'd be gigantic antifa faggot, no? The kind of hambeast with a piss-poor attitude that's be flying a degenerate flag and collecting gibs without any gratitude or guilt?

No.
>The millitary ban would have been just.
>Sharing bathrooms is shit, even from my perspective. (Heck, I don't want to share bathrooms with normies as much as they don't with me.)
>I hate fucking niggers
>I hate fucking jews
>I hate what they're doing to us
>I fucking especially hate pride or any other form of degenerate shit that literally glorifies leather-clad wearing perverts among other things

I honestly don't know why people like me are more prone to antifa cancer. Because let me tell you Sup Forums, I've seen it with my own eyes. How much niggers and kikes hate us. I've seen how much they hate us Sup Forums, and let me tell you, I never even knew it existed until I became what I am.

I'm a white that they're allowed to openly hate consequence free, Sup Forums. Of course I have.

If you gave me a choice: to stand in front of the most aggressive of white supremacists, the one's that spew 'death to fags': or just a group of completely random niggers, and confess what I am to the crowd, what do you think I would choose?

In all their rancor, I would not feel like the white supremacists would literally kill me. I would not fear for my life walking down a supremacist neighborhood. I'd keep my head down, sure, but I wouldn't be afraid for my life.

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I'm not reading all that shit but just realize you can be gay without LARPing as a woman. Even if you can't choose to not be gay, you can choose to not wear women's clothes.

You're typing this huge ass essay instead of condensing it into a basic question. This proves you're doing this to get attention and not to start a discussion. No surprise, coming from a tranny faggot.

Get out of here. You are unwanted, so take your attention seeking behavior elsewhere.

Give up, there is no cure for your mental illness.

Is that you woody?

>How do I live with the duality of my own existence?
you don't
KYS faggot

I work with niggers every day. Half of them know what I am because of the other niggers I work with 'rat me out' (niggers are very communal- if one knows they'll all fucking know after Sunday indoctrination) 90% are complete shit. And the 10% that don't treat me like shit don't make up for the rest.

But I feel isolated. I feel as though if I stick my neck out and attend a gathering of like minded people, and was open about what I am,would I be carted off in the same manner as an Uncle Ruckus type character? A permanently self-hating person constantly trying to self sabotage?

What do I even do?

Tranny fag, gtfo.
Being a tranny is being cut under a knife to make you look like the other gender. It's not a condition of existence: You chose to do this to your body. It's your fault far falling for Hillary friends propaganda.

But I never even liked men. And sure, I can choose,but it really would cause me a great deal of pain.

why would I want bottom surgery lmao

come on give us a little more credit than that, not all of us what open knife would surgery

So you're a far right tranny who doesn't like the same sex as you, technically making you a lesbian? You're in a strange situation. Get a psychologist for your tranny issues or something. Sup Forums won't help you, we'll only laugh at how weird this is

Not pre writing your huge Sup Forums blog post before hand. Fucking kill yourself faggot.

How about you don't identify based on gender?
You said duality.
Duality can imply breeding. Duality of mind? Have children and become a collective. Don't pick a side, be yourself. The fact that you need to be something and have a centerpiece just shows how lonely of a miserable shit you are.

Join the alt-light, be the new Milo. You could probably even get living wage from this sit, alt-light loves right wing fags.

Stop watching porn. Most """" trans"""" are men who through porn developed autogynephellia, a fetish where they get off from the idea of being a woman, inserting themselves into the role of women in lesbian porn and anime. They don't actually want to be a phsycal female but mistake the arousal they get when imagining themselves as a woman getting pleasured as dysphoria and their brain conflates the fetish with the idea that they were born in the wrong body.

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How about you try and find a psychologist who doesn't believe the BS the APA put out about transgenderism not being a mental disorder. Look up info on the guy who transitioned then went to therapy. Fixed his shit and now has to live as a man with no cock.

kys if you're a larper kys even harder if you're an actual tranny

Properly integrate your feminine principle instead of allowing it to sit in your unconscious and manipulate your conscious

Buy a gun and shoot yourself in the head. Or get over the stupid idea that such a thing as transgender exists

Most = all
Nobody is born gay or trans it's all basically an acquired fetish. Inclination is not destiny. There also isn't gay inclination, only general fetish inclination