How do I an hero?

I have no one to love and nobody who would love me.
I hate 99% of people for how stupid and ignorant they are.

I loved my profession, it was also my hobby.
Now I hate my job. It's empty, boring and stressful.
Gives me great amounts of money, but enslaves me.

This is not the way I want to live.
And I mean this on a deepest level.
This is not the life I want.

I would like my life to have some real meaning.
It has none.
And I do not see a way how it may have it.

And the entire world being a huge bucket of shit and suffering does not help.

What shall I do?
How do I an hero?

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ur not feeling supreme now eh kek kek kek

Wow i wish i could have a high paying job

Kys

Please don't commit suicide. It is a mortal sin. Do not despair and try to change your life. Ask your family to help you.

Proof for the resurrection of Jesus:
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*Do not despair. Try to change your life.

Get a hobby outside of work you enjoy

Spend more time with friends and family, get out of the house, stop brooding and get out more, you might accidentally have some fun.

Oh, get of Sup Forums this place is awful

How much do you get from work?

Fuck off OP
This is not your bitch blog

I know it sounds cheesy, but picrelated is true. Very, very true. Even if it's just for a week. Step out of the rat race to gain a different perspective

t.former depressed suicidal

No one and nothing can give your life meaning other than yourself. Your problem is that you're expecting meaning to present itself but are not looking for it.

>Please don't commit suicide. It is a mortal sin.
I have no respect for god.
In fact I want to meet him ans spit in his face for what he is doing to us all.

I don't have enough money to see it as a solution.
I would run out of them before I even start changing something in my life.
And that think is even more devastating.

Then there is no meaning in this world.
I know how I would like to live, but it is not possible.
And I'm tired and sick of living as everybody else does.

>I know how I would like to live
There's your problem. You don't want meaning, you want a specific type of life. You think living a certain way will bring you happiness. I understand why you think that, it is a lie that you've been told your entire life. You're sold a dream that is all but unattainable, and to achieve that dream you must "work hard" and "play the game". It's a pyramid scheme where only the elite can attain it completely, and it's your hard work that propels them there. If you didn't have the good fortune of being born or somehow making it towards the top of that pyramid, then all you're doing is working to make that dream a reality for someone else. Break the cycle. Find your own happiness. Not someone else's.

Actually I do not want to work hard and play their game.
The certain way I would like to live is quite contrary to this.
I want to get rid of my stressful job, find someone who loves and needs me, and live for her.
But I need the money my job gives me, so I cannot quit. And it drains all my energy leaving none for anything else.
The only way out: quit both my job and my life.

Find a mosque and shoot them up during praying times to get as manny as possible.Let your death amount to something go to valhalla.

>I have no one to love and nobody who would love me.
>I hate 99% of people for how stupid and ignorant they are.
I almost cut myself while reading this

>Muh money
Lemme guess, you got a mortgage the max you could afford so you could get the biggest property possible. Now you are alone rattling around a big house with noone to fill it. I feel ya bud. Why you would bring this problem to Sup Forums of all place is quite beyond me. Just sell your stupid property, get a job less stressful. Go to church, get a girl and stop blaming God for your shit gameplay. you are better off it sounds than most of the people on this board but you whine like a little girl. Get down off that ledge before I shoot you off it.

>I need the money my job gives me, so I cannot quit
Then you're still in (((their))) cycle. Cut the extra shit expenses out of your life that you don't really need (which is probably most of them), save up enough money to subsist on your new reasonable budget for at least 6 months, quit your job, take a month to decompress, then start looking for a job that doesn't slowly kill you. If you don't have any family or ties to where you live, move somewhere with a much lower cost of living.
But remember that no one but yourself can make you happy. No woman will ever make you happy of her own accord. And your expectations of her to do this will guarantee that it won't happen. You must be already generally happy to find and attract the kind of mate that will help keep you that way.
Also, never live for a woman. This is a recipe for disaster, you will lose your self respect and her along with it. Live for a purpose and you will find a woman who lives for you instead.

>you got a mortgage
No, I hate jewish loans. I prefer to have my own money and do not owe anything to anyone.
>a big house with noone to fill it
Renting a small flat.
Recently returned to my home town because of work.
I preferred the previous place I lived in.
>stop blaming God
There is no reason not to blame him.
He causes this suffering.
Just look at this world.

Please unless you are a mentally ill crossdresser don't.

you cause your suffering and it seems even your death. Its convenient for you to blame God when your despair is a gift from satan that you are choosing to accept

So what your problem? Don't forget if you decide to do it you gotta livestream that shit. I won't watch as I find that sort of thing distasteful. But a real anhero does it live, I know that much.
Why you need the money so bad if it makes you miserable. You can just ride off into the sunset, explore the world and have a whole new life if you want to.
This idea is not appealing. You totally shouldn't go and do this exact thing and livestream it. It would need a portable transmitter which is a bit pricey but I'm sure you can afford it.
Alternatively get a nice motorbike and tour the country banging sluts and fighting greasers. The world is your lobster.

>you cause your suffering
No I don't. It's the world and people around.
And especially god enforcing his stupid rules of this life on me. Have a deeper look and you will understand.

God loves you user and so does Jesus.

Free will is a bitch. But like all bitches, if you approach it right you can make it YOUR bitch. Just don't treat it like one.

>tour the country
My country isn't quite worthy touring.
And I doubt I have enough money to tour another countries I would like to (like U.S., Korea, maybe Japan).
>banging sluts
Not interested, I have no respect for easy women.

>God loves you user and so does Jesus.
Sure, it's just secret love they do not manifest.
If god exists, he is a pathetic scum not worthy being alive.

On the third day of a new job and kind of eventually see me killing myself. Every job that pays enough to live on i can get is fucking horrible finance/accounting work. Plus I'm a piece of shit anyway. Probably will just combine a bunch of opiates and benzos when I'm hammered one day and finish the job.

They trips of Truth
I'm pretty sure this is a journo thread so they can go and screech in their irrelevant publications about how mean we are to le vulnerable individuals. Thats why this faggot hides behind that flag, blames God and moans they have too much money. Sounds like a typical leftist to me. Do it and livestream it on Salon. That is the only true path to heroism for you, user.

I recommend using a Helium Exit Bag

You dont. You live long and hard enough that your enemies an hero.

>If god exists, he is a pathetic scum not worthy being alive.
God didn't make your shit choices user. Own up to your current predicament and stop blaming outside factors.

I'm typing all this shit for any anons who might actually need such a perspective. As always, OP is likely a faggot.

Going to the gym, reading and socializing. Get yourself a group of chad right-wing pals mate.

extract all the tabacco from 2 packs of cigarettes. make a smoothie and dump the tabacco in, covers the taste. drink the smoothie. youll die in no time from poisoning

welcome to being a straight white male, nothing more than a piece of meat that if you degrade yourself enough, you may be entitled to fucking a fat chick (((MAYBE)))

we cant help you because legal ties yada yada yada

>I have no respect for God.
And you wonder why you're so unhappy.

Turn yourself over to God and make the most of the life He gave you.

I'm not a filthy leftist.
I do not care for 'them' having 'too' much money. I don't care.
I just want a less stressful life that has a meaning. Is it too much to ask for?
But this seems impossible in this world.

Sounds nice but won't happen.

These are not my choices. It's how this world is.
It's like swimming in a pool of sewage. You might be good at it, but you are still covered in shit.

>welcome to being a straight white male
hello. and probably goodbye.
>legal ties
?

I tried that and he only gave me more pain.
Fuck this sky asshole. I hope he dies, or I will kill him myself.

>asking how to ah
>does said ah
>possible link to encouragement
>legal ties
i cant paint the picture more

I understand that you're unhappy, but please don't blaspheme. The world isn't supposed to be easy. Our reward is in Heaven.

Stop being petulant, turn yourself over to the Lord and make the most of the life He gave you.

Show flag
You don't like God an you don't like sloots. You aren't making this easy for us. What about motorbikes and casual violence? If you can't find joy in these activities then really I can't help you. How can you know your country isn't worth touring unless you do it? Trips deserve reply that is why I give you one last chance to show flag and stop being a nihilist little fag. Theres plenty of fun to be had.

walk through a diverse neighborhood at night

Quit your job, sell all your shit and fuck off into a woods, walk trails and try to clear your head of all the shit society rams down your neck.

Get closer to God and find out what the fuck you want to do. You have nothing to lose if you're going to kill yourself right?

>I just want a less stressful life that has a meaning. Is it too much to ask for?
Again, you're expecting it to be presented to you. You're sounding more and more like an ungrateful little bitch. Sort your shit and stop expecting happiness to be delivered to your doorstep like the latest fucking gadget. The US Declaration of Independence states that everyone has the right to Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness. This is true. It is also misunderstood. Having the right to something doesn't mean it will be handed to you because you exist. Also notice that it is the PURSUIT of happiness. Our founding fathers were wise men. I don't know what country you live in since you decided to hide behind a meme flag, but these statements ring true worldwide.

So whats op's problem? Lets see who has it worse you little crybaby bitch

Pathetic excuse for accepting:
a) evil world created by a sick asshole
b) evil people causing even more pain to you and expecting you to get along with it
>Our reward is in Heaven.
see above

>What about motorbikes
Not really interested.
I prefer cars Don't have one now though, previous one broke down beyond repair recently.
>and casual violence?
violence is for niggers
>How can you know your country isn't worth touring unless you do it?
I have visited enough of it earlier in my life.

I'm not sure I get it.

(fortunately) we do not have diverse neighborhoods

The only reason you want to kill urself is cos there is no one to love you and you think everyone is stupid?!
Kurwaaaaa lol

become a Sociopath, that helped me
if you can't take a long vacation, do some shit you always wanted to do, use that money and go on a good vacation, join a gym should help

>sell all your shit
I do not own anything valuable. Just have quite a bit money saved.

>Having the right to something doesn't mean it will be handed to you because you exist.
Agreed.
That's why I'm not blaming my country for my pointless life, but god.
Because it is how he created this sad world.

my dick is 5 inches long

Im the only one who should kill myself

Send bitcoin and I will explain

Look my friend I know you're going through a dark time. I know it is shit, I know society is shit and I know most of the people are shit.

Go out and get real skills instead of stupid paper pushing shit most people has. Learn to grow shit, work wood, how to make shelter, how to make fire and go out and see where the world takes you.

The world is beautiful - go experience it and see its vastness; the size and beauty of creation will make your problems seem insignificant. Society is fucked and it is currently fucking with your mind - go remove yourself from it. Ignore the shit you see on here - most of it is bullshit memes. Go find yourself and come back if once you have and if you feel if you need to.

You can tour the whole faggin on just your passport. And I can't seriously believe you have a deathwish if motorcycles don't appeal to you. Have you ever even ridden one?
>Violence is for niggers
Spoken like a true pansy. Are you really Polish or just visiting?
I still don't think you are on the level as this thread is way past its deadline to be put into the trash. Got anything else you want to moan about while you have our attention? Grass not green enough for ya? Summer too cloudy? Get thee to the car auction if you love cars so much, Mr Moneybags. You must be the sorriest excuse for a Pole I have ever seen post on this board. You won't find any answers better than what already got posted. There are open hotspots around the world with merc armies just calling out for fighters even if they aren't that good. Go fight for the Christians in Lebanon if you really wanna die so bad. You will have more fun than you can handle. Which, in your case,isn't even that much fun. Join a chess club. But first and foremost, get the fuck off the boards. This is no place for the manically depressed.

Look, God gave you life and every opportunity to live a good life. We all fail sometimes to live up to His vision of us because of our weakness. The only difference is that you're blaming Him for your own weakness, instead of accepting personal responsibility and begging His forgiveness.

If this is how you want to end your life, then there is nothing I can do to stop you. The fact that I and others have tried to help you and you've only responded with self-pity, vitriol and attempts to cause offence should tell you all you need to know about the man you've let yourself become.

I hope you can overcome your own hubris and accept God.

But that sentiment applies to God as well. He gave you the ability to create your own happiness. You not doing it is not his fault. You continue to blame your circumstances and other outside factors for your unhappiness. It's your fault user. No one else's. Other people's actions may contribute to it and may seem like the cause, but in the end it is how you react to things that define your life.

isn't slightly less than average?
also, use cm you fuck

Get a dick implant, makes your cock 2 inches longer and 2 thicker, no ed problems.

search "elist surgery", it got invented last year

does that help with erection length? or just flacid length?

Looking to get a hold of a Spanish passport actually.

Shoot as many people as possible and then blow your brains out with a shotgun

Blowing your brains out with a shotgun while messy is actually an instant painless death

>Shoot as many people as possible
pathetic