I talked to my grandma about degeneracy tonight. She brought up race mixing without me even mentioning it...

I talked to my grandma about degeneracy tonight. She brought up race mixing without me even mentioning it. She said she used to be more vocal about her opposition to it (in her personal life), but she lets people do what they wish now knowing "they're going to get what's coming to them". I told her I was sorry that it has gotten this bad. As the conversation progressed, she brought down a large binder full of information about our ancestry, and we decided to look deeper into our family history together. She's the first person I've revealed any of my power level to in my family and it feels good to have some sort of ally that's more closely related to me than just by race. Respect your elders, and if they're not liberal, maybe it would be a good idea to assure them that you will do what you can to secure the existence of your people and a future for their descendants. Maybe lay off the race war stuff, since they don't want to view you as being endangered, but I think we have more in common with many of our grandparents than our parents, even if they took such ideas for granted and don't have any intellectual reasons for their views.
This was both bitter and heartening. Sorry if it's too bloggy, but we need some whitish-grey pills on here to balance the dread with something other than mischievousness.

One time my brother, dad, and I were working at some guys house. My brother explains to my dad that he was at the bar and saw some niggers chimping out over 3 dollar pints. My dad says something like "the apple doesn't fall far from the tree." We ask what he means.

Turns out he used to be a racist mother fucker. He didn't reveal his power level by all means, but he held the same values as us when he was a young adult, which was around the 80s. Today, he isn't as racist as he used to be, but cracks a few racist jokes here and there.

During the swine flu, he made a joke I barely understood until my brother explained it to me. "So 100 mexicans died from swine flu it seems. Well, that's 100 mexicans we don't have to worry about!" Jesus Christ.

I wonder if he really had a change of heart about the racism or if it was just gradually defeated in him.
My family cracks a racist joke here and there, although that one about the Mexicans shows some fight left in him that I like.
The modern notion is that wishing death upon people is unforgivable or whatever, but we might have to have the courage to actually kill people if it comes to it (like if we start mass deportations and mass physical resistance in return for example), so cruel jokes are a good way to shrug off the pretense of pacifism as a default in every situation.

This is relevant and should be discussed further.

He was in the national guard, so I figure he knew some niggers weren't as worthless as most. That's what I'm guessing anyway.

He doesn't say nigger, but usually says "get your black ass (something)"

I'm not sure about my grandparents. At most, when my brother was dating a spic, he would ask "are you still dating that colored girl?" She wasn't offended by it because my grandpa is slowly losing brain power to operate on normal speech patterns. It takes us 2 times to say something to him until he replies. Shit sucks, man.

hmmm......

Discuss it then, Mr. Goldbergstein.
Ah yeah. I actually heard some norwegian ex-nazi on the radio the other day talking about how he got robbed in South Africa and a black guy helped him for like a week, feeding him and drinking with him, and that turned him into an anti-nazi. It seems crazy to me how quickly the older people's resolve seems to be broken by just a couple non-stereotypical encounters, but I chalk that up to the lack of intellectual understanding of the problems, which is an edge we have that the past generations largely didn't, especially because those people were often much poorer than we are and didn't have time for that. We should take care not to let that slip from our collective memory.

My grandma actually told me to watch out for niggers when I get out of my car because I live in a black neighborhood.

My brother dating some kind of pooinloo mongrel came up too, but she was in the other room so I didn't talk about it too long. My mom thinks he's going to marry her and I don't know what to say or if I should say anything.

That sucks about the brain problems.
I don't know what interest a Jew would have in this. It might be interesting to note that I do have a bit of Jewish blood from that side of my family.

My grandfather was redpilled as fuck. He even believed that the white race were god's true chosen people. He was by far the hardest working man I've ever seen in my life. My female cousin dated a guy who was half black and he went off on her, called him a nigger, and made her cry. Needless to say she broke it off with him and is now dating a white guy and going to church. Spend time with your elders. Let them know that not everybody in your generation is a degenerate. You'll get closer when they realize that. When they're gone you'll wish you had been closer and spent more time with them. I wish I had spent more time with my papaw. Do right by your ancestors Sup Forums you'll feel better about yourself.

I mean I don't know what kind of ulterior motives a Jew might have other than maybe understanding the depths of white racism. Could just be a carry over from some other Jewposting via a proxy though.

My papaw (we call him that too) seems pretty politically disengaged, although he is a Mormon, which is kind of a white American variant of Christianity, so I guess that's something. He did willingly serve in Vietnam as well. I'm glad he could influence your cousin not to keep fucking that nigger.
I think I'm going to embark on a project with my grandma to research as much into our family history as well, and I eventually want to use that information, along with potential interviews of my living kin, to write a book for and about my family, but also including it's objective racial origins, from the Indo-Europeans and beyond.
I've been degenerate up until a few years ago, so I'm reticent about getting really into saying a ton of Sup Forums things irl, but I use that as motivation to get better.
Two cool things I found out is that a branch of my family had a family magazine they mailed to each other, and that I have a lot of ancestors who were pastors.

*I'm still fairly degenerate, but I'm oriented away from degeneracy now, rather than not caring because muh individualism and pleasure seeking nihilism

Good for you. I'm big into family history as well. I've actually managed to trace my father's family back to a man from Cornwall who came to America in 1648 and ran a merchant ship. The dude owned like 200 slaves who he died lol. But if you manage to write that book I'd read it I'm a heartbeat. Degeneracy is easy to start but hard to quit btw, but you'll get there. Good luck and god bless.

*in a heartbeat

My grandparents hated Jews and grandfather told me that anyone who obsesses over money too much had to be a jew. I find it funny how the left call old people alt-left when they're more Sup Forums than most of us even.

>be adult
>have 1 on 1 conversation with my grandmother
>she casually mentions that she and my grandfather used to go to porn cinemas together
>flag/checks out

>racists have racist children
news at 11!

There are also whole generations of people who are alcoholics and rape their kids. It's amazing what people will consider normal if their relatives tell them it's so.

I saw my grandpa shortly before he died. He'd had multiple strokes and could barely speak, only with great effort and it was very hard to understand.
Somehow religion came up and he managed asked if I believe in God and I was too autistic to just lie so I told him I didn't.
That was the last time I saw him. The look of stunned horror on his face still haunts me.

I suppose a lot of other elderly have it a other worse.
All I did was uncertainly say I didn't believe in God. It's not final. Even devout religious go through that phase.
I'm sure others get to see their grandsons in drag, talking about gender politics and despising their heritage. Imagine how awful that would be on your deathbed and you can't move or speak...

My grandma told me tonight that one of our grand or great-grandfathers came from Ireland and was 100% Irish. She was mentioning that one of our ancestors allotted part of his inheritance to his slaves. Speaking of inheritance, I found it a bit funny that one of my ancestors was left only a goat as his inheritance, and this was also back in the 1600s.

I'm not sure I would try to get it published. Maybe just as an invitation for others to do the same, but I'm sure personal information would accrue.

Thanks for the encouragement.
They call old people alt-left? I haven't seen that. Good to know though.
My parents are pretty egalitarian - well, basically just modern normal people in most ways.

*managed to ask
*have it a lot worse

Yeah, they were the ones who fought the ebil nazis. We get a few bait threads on it every now and then.

I'm sorry to hear about that. I think your context has a large responsibility for your lack of religiosity and you shouldn't fault yourself too much though, not to just be a "bro" trying to help you deny all responsibility for your actions.
There was an early Murdoch Murdoch episode about that exact nightmare scenario actually.
My pap fought the ebil commies

>mother and grandparents escape communist czechoslovakia in 68.
>grandfather was a pilot, red army makes him an offer he can't refuse.
>pack your shit, NOW!
>leaves behind 2 teenage daughters while taking 2 youngest children.
>immigrates to Canada for freedom, a better life and freedom of speech.
>my mother has always been redpilled and would frequently point out jews in politics/news/education/entertainment/big business etc..
>she can point them out of a crowd.
>I was also programmed by school to believe that her sentiment was unnecessary, that these issues don't affect us so 'who cares, it doesn't matter'.
>after looking deeper into the JQ and learning for myself I realize my mother didn't go far enough.
>seeing race mixing couples bothers the shut out of her.
>DON'T YOU EVER BRING HOME A JEW, A MUSLIM OR A BLACK.
>I recently find out from her that my great grandfather fought for the axis.
>shown picture of him, he was a motorcycle messenger.
>he literally had the Hitler mustache.

>feels good man

I've got a little Irish in me myself although from what I've gathered I'm mostly English and Scottish. My great grandfather actually worked the field with blacks who had been freed but were sharecropping with us up until the 1930's (which was de facto almost slavery actually lol). But good luck in your endeavors whatever they may be!

Sup Forums gave me negress fetish. 50% of my faps are to white on black fucking especially with creampies. I want nothing more than to pound a negress and flood her womb as she begs for my superior aryan seed. Feels so wrong, impregnating an inferior race and creating a mongrel but thats what makes it feel so good.

Would I cuck myself and marry a negress and marry the spawn? Hell nah. Would I love to nut in a bunch of dark nubians of africa? Hell yeah I would.

Can you imagine the paradise it must have been to be a slaveholder in the south. Going out to the back and emptying yourself in some dark negress and throwing her aside. Then, once satisfied, coming back to your lovely southern belle wife and your white kids. Living the dream

Nice. It's good to know some iron curtain maidens actually seemed to understand the Jewish involvement in communism and in North American degeneracy.
You too.
Black horses have bigger asses and they won't tell your wife.

Grandma reading a book about Congo, she turns to me and say :

"You know we did some really bad thing to them...Even if it was just niggers they still had feelings!"

I was hard to not have my sides burst out

Kek

damn, you one cold mother fucka m8

Old people are somehow red pilled most of the time and more often than you think.

I have this aunt grandma that is really old like 80 or maybe more, last time I saw her was in 2013 but we keep in touch with her and she's ok, anyways the point is that she used to drop soft red pills about race mixing (yep, we acknowledge it down here in mexico too) and other topics such as having tattoos and how bad they are, substance abuse, strong critics to the left wing policies of the major pollitical parties in my country, and a long etc.

Now that I think about it, when I took the red pill and started browsing Sup Forums... i wasnt at all confused about the brand new discovered truths we deal with, thanks to my aunt I slightly knew what this world's wicked deeds are about.

No niggs here, but i had an exceptional situation with an eldery lady on a bus station.

>waiting for the bus to come
>older lady with a bag that has wheels (they used it for when they go on the bazaar/market here) comes and sits next to me
>say good morning
>notice that she has a cast on one her arms, she probably broke it
>she asks me if i will help her to get her bag on the bus
>i say no problem
>she smiles, looks at me from feet to head and says
>you look nice user, no tattoss, short hair, no piercings, no dyed hair and polite...unlike my nephew
>then she proceeds to talk shit about his nephew, and i was like daaamn she really hates him for being "modern"
>shortly afterwards the bus came and we parted ways

Strange, but nice encounter

My grandmother was a legit commie, my (other) grandfather a religious conservative.
I just want our government to stop taking loans for fucking pensions.

Ayy i thought Slovenia was much bettern than the worse Ex-Yugo republic.
Here they also loan a fuckton for pensions.

And same situation about my grandparents, one of my grandpas was a commie, atheist but respected traditions while the other one is religious conservative but also a nationalist.