Sup Forums ruined me

Two years ago it started it. I was a TYT bernobro "democratic socialist." Socially, I even believed in the whole the system is white supremacist. I thought all cops were murderers. I thought America was the worst thing to ever exist. It was just a joke. I came here for "le epic nazi trolling." At first I just lurked. I was hooked like nothing I'd ever seen before. The brashness of it all eclipsed my heart. I fell in love with the humor, and the style, hell, I even took joy in the shitposts. Hell I even thought Murdoch Murdoch was funny. Hey, its just being ironic right! haha. just like all my other favorite youtubers! But what I really enjoyed was the free speech. This was the only place I'd been, where there was essentially total free speech. At that point I'd been used to completely censoring my self, and expecting censorship from others, on kikebook, plebbit, twitter, misc forums etc.

Then time changed, as I kept lurking. Then I started posting. At first i just added random quips. I downloaded funny images. Then I started saying nigger for the first time here. Then I started downloading red pill images. I started questioning everything and anything. Soon, I found out I couldn't return to my previous discussion places. I couldn't take the censorship. I deleted all my other accounts and went full "user."

Fast forward a year and I'm voting Trump. I'm actively hated leftists, and I've completely isolated myself from basically all human contact. I've dropped out of college, and dropped out of everything "modern." Fuck I can barely stand to listen to 99% of music. This goes on for another full year...

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and here we are now. What am I now? Now, i'm almost indistinguishable from that I hated. At this point, I'm posting Mosley quotes, and saying "fascism is actually a good economic system." What's next? Am I gonna say the holocaust never happened and Hitler wasn't a bad guy? What's next?

I was so left wing two years ago. so internationalist, I hated America with vengeful wrath. I hated my white skin. I hated so much. Now that hated is this dulled malaise. Its almost like I've blackpilled myself. I'm basically an Evola fanboy at this point, I think abortion is murder, transgender/gays are mental illness with 55% suicide rates, that a USSR style break up of USA is inevitable. Economically I'm a fascist, and that corporatism-autarky is the only solution to our economic problems.

I'm literally almost Varg-tier in my disconnect from popular culture, and I've almost reached a state where I'm rejecting everything modern, and just want to play with my guns in the woods, and live an agricultural life in the forest. Sometimes, in my darkest hours, I even feel like I'm even going to be done with Sup Forums and that it no longer serves its purpose to me.

The only accurate description of me now, is Far-Right, and I can no longer dispute it.

What happened to me?
What happened to the boy I used to be?
Whats going to happen to you?

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Damn dude, you're fuckin' retarded.

You can't handle the truth.

Such an amazing speech.

>I've completely isolated myself from basically all human contact

I could see avoiding leftists, but there are some other decent humans out there. It is good to learn how to be self reliant.

Dropping out of college was pretty dumb, user. Unless you were studying some bullshit.

Good to have you, user.

I was literally a philosophy major smoking weed and saying capitalism is evil. Now I basically think drug users should be thrown in prison including myself at that age. Society let me corrupt myself. What society is that to live in?

Every time. They come to troll, and leave with their lives flip turned upside down

Welcome to the Monkey House...

>Whats going to happen to you?

Me? I'm far right but I know how to deal with reality. I make a good living developing financial models. No one on Sup Forums unironically told you to become a loser.

>I've dropped out of college

YOU TOOK THE BLUE PILL! Sup Forums IS ALWAYS WRONG

You're supposed to "become the Jew". Not necessarily in values but in an essential essence. See, the Jew goes up and down the ladder from Earth to Heaven and Heaven back to Earth. Like the intelligent person acquires wisdom and unites with divinity but also has to "come back down" and be a regular Joe to some degree. To be a whole person you have to be both "human" and "holy".

Sup Forums has jumped the shark.

I get it. I've lurked on Sup Forums. I've lurked on Something Awful. I've lurked on reddit. I've lurked on Usenet.

Trolling is funny. People shouldn't take themselves too seriously. Memes are funny. Some ideas just catch on and spread like wild. Anonymity is funny. People do crazy stuff when they're unencumbered by their "everyday" identities.

I get it. We get it. Everyone gets it.

But here's the thing.

It's really getting to the point where it's not funny anymore. It feels less like satire and more like... a desperate attempt to cling to something that lost all its value, mojo, and influence years ago.

Almost exactly like, y'know, Shia LeBouf. Which is kind of my point. Sup Forums is the Shia LeBouf of the internet.

Shia fucking LeBouf.

And here's the kicker. At least Shia LeBouf has a message that isn't total shit. I mean, I get it; Trump and Pepe are edgy as fuck. Sup Forums being super edgy and triggering everyone with their edginess is the message. But it's a tired joke. And it costs people in the end.
It increases hatred in the universe. It increases chaos. It increases sadness and loss and intolerance and pain.

And sure, you have the right to make those jokes. You can troll from sunup to sundown and that's fine. That's your message.
But like I said: that's a shitty message. It's a shitty message that hurts people. And it's not funny anymore. Hurting people isn't funny.
If you think it's funny -- well, you've got problems. And that's fine. Be that shitty person.

But I'm not going to be a part of this anymore. I'm not going to be a part of your shitty, tired, formulaic Internet culture anymore. I want my message to be better than that. I want to be better than that.

>I was literally a philosophy major smoking weed and saying capitalism is evil. Now I basically think drug users should be thrown in prison including myself at that age. Society let me corrupt myself. What society is that to live in?

So you had a weak sense of self when you were a liberal, and you have a weak sense of self now. I studied philosophy as an undergrad as well. Learn to program, you will not regret it.

>going to plebbit
>ever
You have to go back.

Remember: you're here forever. Welcome to Hell.

That's what we do, now take the next red pill and then head over to /sig/ and fix yourself retard.

I used to be very liberal too

back in 2010 or so I started browsing /new/ (the precursor of Sup Forums) and, at the age of 23, it converted me from a full blown globalist liberal socialist faggot to a pro-nationalism right winger

I don't feel that it's ruined me in any way as I've taken many breaks from Sup Forums but I always come back because, as chaotic as this place can be, the most convincing arguments are always found here

other places I lurk but never post in are Chateau Heartiste and RooshV forum. CH is megaredpilled and definitely browses Sup Forums himself, RooshV is quite diverse but generally very right wing/traditionalist leaning, they have a nice big Trump thread which was a great read alongside Sup Forums during the elections and after. They get whitepilled and blackpilled at the same times as Sup Forums, it's pretty funny

Welcome lad, why so afraid? I have been a chanfag forever, since the habbo raids. I also used to be a commie in HS and was a liberal in college, and a drug user as well and am a full Neo Traditionalist Fascist now. Being an introverted internet dweller, the socially distant behavior was already learned, so I am curious if that is the only fear here, or are you afraid of even heavier truths and red pills? You specifically mentioned holocaust denial?

No. I'm either going to "live in da woods" self-sufficient style, or join the military and have 20 year olds be my superior. That's where I am in my life.

Damn dude, you're fuckin' retarded.

defining yourself by some ideology hoo-haa and then being able to do a 180 from that ideology to the opposite side seems pretty moronic

especially when it's done by introducing you to fucking Sup Forums memes

like, "it takes an intelligent person to be open to being wrong" has to end at some place right.

we're all suckers for a good story and if I had a guess, you'll just shift over to some other narrative when this one goes out of style.

i too romanticize living in the wilderness, even though I spent around 2 months backpacking sleeping under a tarp in the southeast us and it was absolutely miserable
but whenever it really pours earily in the morning I'll go out for a walk and get absolutely soaked
and i smell the air, remembering hiking for hours in rain, and ill actually feel happy.

Le reddit

Yes blame society, it's societies fault you are capable of making your own decision.

>blog post about why I hate Sup Forums
nobody cares kid

graphs like those were some of the first red pills I took. Then the IQ red pill. And then by the time I took the autarky red pill it was a wrap.

4th down is the /SIG/ pill.

Bump

>financial models

*vomit*

Could always not be a faggot

>VMI picture posted on Sup Forums
>OP makes no mention of VMI

Kek. And your a college dropout from a regular college? Get lost loser. Sup Forums is for alphas.

Holy shit this is the most reddit thing I've ever seen here

I'm alredy in deep. Pretty much just the holocaust and Hitler Pills await, and if I take those its game set and match, I might as well have a fuhrerbunker at that point.I know about Poland being an aggressor nation that didn't exist for 300 years until it annexed Danzig, how only death camps were found in soviet invasion, and i'm red pilled on finance and WW1 treaties. I don't think I'll ever be convinced Hitler was a good guy though, Hence, Eternal Anglo Mosley.
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Damn dude, you're fuckin' retarded

>I want my message to be better than that. I want to be better than that.

Then get off your ass and fucking do something to better the world instead of just being assblasted in your basement doesn't do anything.

Just give it time bro
Hit the gym and keep reading and you'll feel much better.
It's a controversial idea but I would highly recommend you join the freemasons

Sounds as if you just opened your eyes to some very basic truths about humans and society. Truths that are denied by leftists and replaced with lofty ideals that are ultimately self-destructive and that would not stand a minute once the carefully crafted mental house of cards gets blown down by even the slighted wind of reality.
You will be fine when the end comes, an end which they themselves bring about with their hunt for the lowest common denominator, making the weakest, the dumbest the standards to which society must cater. When the inevitable breakdown or takeover comes, they will die like the flies they are, while you will roam the woods as a wolf.
Welcome to the pack.

I can convince you, shoot me a line at [email protected] I'm about to head to bed

If you think that the Hitler pill is the end of the rabbit hole just wait, get ready to fall into the abyss

>exactly how, like, ya'know
Stop pretending to be one of us and just fuck off while you still can.

I guess they always work, now to fix yourself, go to church next sunday. It's not about blind believing but getting into a community that has a broad common ground, then use your contacts and learn a trade, find a good wife and have kids with her.

Don't be the hyper autist, be the person that does the right thing.

to be fair it was over the span of two years, and looking back, I was already fading from my core beliefs of early college. Also, the memes didn't get me, they got my mouth wet, then I looked at actual studies and statistics. Statistics is what killed me. Then looking at how the media works, and how they control dialogues by controlling language, and the window of acceptable thought.

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damn dude, you're fuckin' retarded

IF YOU'LL EXCUSE IM GONNA RIDE THIS RIGATONI INTO THE SKY

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You're missing one crucial thing:
>Where Shia failed,
>This shithole triumphed.

Shia's entire purpose was reactionary, and it could be argued, so is Sup Forums's. But the key difference isn't in what either says, it's in what they do:

Shia's entire platform was a response to what Sup Forums initiated in the rhetoric. This place is what (arguably) memed Trump into the presidency. This place found a purpose to be proactive about. Right now, it's defending rather than attacking, which isn't true to its nature. But Shia has never done anything radically independent of anything else -- it's always a response, a critique, or an imitation of something prior. He's exercising his assimilated knowledge for the first time. Sup Forums just realized their practice has finally paid off into something real and powerful. Shia's only detractors are us. Our detractors are CNN, the ADL & SPLC, and the fucking CLINTONS. We've past the point of no return, but I don't think we've jumped the shark just yet.

You should demand Thunderdome

Kill a quant for Christ

>Being mean isn't f-funny g-guys...

This is because they falsely claim connection to Solomon but have none of the building techniques.

You think this is a joke?

No worries user. You were always right wing, you were craving it underneath all those layers of brainwashing. Same thing happened to me. I used to vote for our green SJW party here in Germany. Now Im advocating eugenics! The red pill made you stronger and more lucid than 95% of the populace. Embrace it. The ride never ends user.

>Two years ago it started it. I was a TYT bernobro "democratic socialist
>Today I am a Fascist
hahaha welcome to /pol.

Sup Forums is always right

>tfw riding the tiger

I'm like a curious toddler, afraid of the knowledge but unable to look away. My dad used to get pissed because I would sneak into the basement to watch the arc strike when he was welding. I couldn't take my eyes away from the beautiful blue spark.

>It's really getting to the point where it's not funny anymore
>It feels less like satire
most posts regarding nigs, shitskins and libshits on pol are serious, unless otherwise indicated or unless its blatant shitposting.
Pol was never really funny and when people started to makes jokes, new board /bant was created
if you think common saying all jews mus be gassed is satire then you are dumb, leave pol and never come back

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Shit anons, how do I stop going down the path of 3? I'd much rather be 2 or die as 4.

>come here
>think its satire
haha pretty funny guys-
>keep reading more and more statistics
>info pics
>get redpilled
such is the circle of Sup Forums

Just read books, see and think about what you want to do with the live you have been given. You wont be able to change society before you dont change yourself.

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>believing in the holocaust

lurk moar, faggot

this image is fucking gay, stop posting it

>That pic
What's up BR?

When I found this shithole, I was a full blown Israel First neocon. I believed all the shit they taught in school about the holocaust and how evil Hitler was. I was taught there was nothing wrong with gays, and that blacks and whites were equal, and I full heatedly believed it. The only problem I had is that I really liked to know the fundamentals of how things works and to ask questions. After getting out of a fairly lax high school, where you could openly be racist and no one cared, I stepped foot in marxism central at uni. I discovered this place when I was in 10th grade, and only came here because of the memes.
After posting for a while, I became redpilled on other races quite naturally. The numbers didnt lie. I still had a hard time swallowing the biggest redpill of all, the Jewpill. It was really the 2016 election, rather the end of 2015, that I became aware. I downloaded the (((coincidence))) detector just as a gag because >le memes
It was only when I forgot to take it off while browsing news media did I realize, "Hey, something is off". Coincidentally, I had a jewish professor teaching an "architecture" class at the same time who was a literal marxist. He literally would bring up the 6 gorrillion every chance he could. Then I realized it. It literally was the fucking kikes. Sup Forums had been right the entire time, and I had failed to see.

Saying the "Sup Forums was right again" went from a happy satirical meme to a depressing reality that slowly squeezes tighter upon me each time I type it.

Dude, fucking damn you're retarded

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The blackpill is a helluva drug, it takes time to digest it. That or you'll end up killing yourself.

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fuck off back to plebit fagot

fugggg :DDD

Doing drugs is stupid but the drug war is stupid too. Keep learning.

thank you for getting this triggered by shitty copy pasta, i thought it was tl;dr for any (You)s

so you take the red pill, well done user, enjoy the pain tho

Just remember, you're here forever. Welcome aboard.

To be fair, you have to have a very high IQ to understand Rick and Morty. The humour is extremely subtle, and without a solid grasp of theoretical physics most of the jokes will go over a typical viewers head. There's also Rick's nihilistic outlook, which is deftly woven into his characterisation- his personal philosophy draws heavily from Narodnaya Volya literature, for instance. The fans understand this stuff; they have the intellectual capacity to truly appreciate the depths of these jokes, to realise that they're not just funny- they say something deep about LIFE. As a consequence people who dislike Rick & Morty truly ARE idiots- of course they wouldn't appreciate, for instance, the humour in Rick's existential catchphrase "Wubba Lubba Dub Dub," which itself is a cryptic reference to Turgenev's Russian epic Fathers and Sons. I'm smirking right now just imagining one of those addlepated simpletons scratching their heads in confusion as Dan Harmon's genius wit unfolds itself on their television screens. What fools.. how I pity them.
And yes, by the way, i DO have a Rick & Morty tattoo. And no, you cannot see it. It's for the ladies' eyes only- and even then they have to demonstrate that they're within 5 IQ points of my own (preferably lower) beforehand. Nothin personnel kid

wow nazis were ok with tranies? (1:53) hmmmm

can someone please post the song
Taylor Swift - Look What You Made Me Do
but with Hitlers version ,now every time i hear the song reminds me of the Hitlers version ,fits so well

they told me you were just satire :(
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Take the Iron pill, brah.

>went from thinking the whole system was white supremacist to wishing it was
>completely changed world view from reading memes on an anime image board
>loves freedom of speech but has become a fascist

have you ever stopped to think you're just a fucking retard no matter what ideology you follow?

for a comparison, politically I was pretty much like this west point faggot except doing drugs and being a regular college marxist instead of being some delusional freak in afghanistan . I was a registered member of the Green party tho, more hippy than stalin

Impressionable young minds are easily swayed.

Kek at path 2, have all female children and cuck family name out of existence. Still pose with ar you'll never use aside from plinking, work non-stop for Mr.sheklestein to buy big house to show off. Girls marry nigs and split the hard earned fortune you wasted your prime to build. Other paths are good tho, aside from untermensh or first one.

i thought you were banned fro m4chan

yeah, but it's still pretty funny that he did

t. Abdulrahman Al-Ahmedi

You know London used to be a nice city, back when your country was British supremacist. Now pakis rape white women off the street and your women get acid thrown in their faces.

I'm shitposting with these fine gentleman.
Kys for being so pretentious.

molymeme did the most work for me. Once you are redpilled on IQ and demographics, every else falls like a house of cards

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>corporatism

Wow so you went from one Jewish trick to another

or maybe the glorious pill?
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you have failed to see the the diamonds in the ruff. for ex. /SIG/. one must go into the darkness to truly appreciate the light - ME

How do I become 5

Eh, I've always been far-right. Ever since I was a teenager. Your transition is huge but overall not that big of a deal.
You took the right path.

>that speech
I cri every time

>be fag who throws away life for some right wing ideology despite the fact that the ideology he supports would gas him for being an antisocial faggot.

quit being a fag, also college isn't a meme. Sure it doesn't teach you anything you could probably learn yourself, but the most valuable thing colleges offer is a degree, not education.

>Rick n Morty so smart, only the leetist of cunts can follow its story and jokes

Err... pic related? Also earth's flat, this sci fi stuff is just selling the globe earth lie from nasa et al. God is real, nasa means 'to deceive' in Hebrew.

I'm not trying to shit on your parade, but I think this needs to be considered before praising Rick and Morty which now appears to be another (((them))) show

>For those who don't understand, Rick is doing the baphomet pose.