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I think I have a complete mental breakdown Sup Forums. I feel like Otto Weininger when he saw that black dog in Italy, like Nietzsche when he saw that horse. I'm getting completely nevrotic and I don't even have the luxury to lose my sanity. Whenever I pause to think my mind is filled with apocalyptic imageries that I know are just my mind wandering but they feel almost palpable. I have vivid nightmares of destruction and death linked to gnosticism. The only only thing that works to gain some sleep is getting completely drunk and doze off. Am I the only one in this case ?

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I'm currently in Poland but I'm actually belgian.

Tell me the story of Otto Weininger and the dog

Well if you think you're losing it then get distracted.
Get drunk
or go have a picnic somewhere

Worst you could do is nothing because it will just buildup.

oh wait nvm you're already drunk
Then why not meditate somewhere quiet?

we are all doomed user, time only goes faster ever day toward the cliff of death. god is stepping on the gas and they're nothing NOTHING N O T H I N G you can do about it.

dude. don't be a pussy.

Well the problem is that OP keeps focusing on it too much but I guess he'll make peace with himself eventually. Then again if he doesn't hell end up like some loons in the asylum

this, or better ask people on /x ...