ITT: Your toughest black pills

I will never be able to openly discuss my own thoughts and opinions irl.

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Why not? I do all the time, some people like it some people don't. who cares about those who disagree, they'll probably burn in the lake of fire anyway

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The future looks depressing.

>Over 5000 effects
I thought you only needed one

ultimate blackpill

>women are incapable of feeling affection
>even if you are Chad Thundercock, they will leave you in a heartbeat if they find someone better

Kills me inside knowing I'll never feel love like in my Chinese cartoons.

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Because I almost got expelled as a result of my debates. On top of that, I would have been permanently labeled an anti-Semite(which I'm actually not), a racist(for not denying heritable traits among races), a sexist(for not denying physical/psychological differences between the sexes), and homophobe(even though I'm bisexual). My chances of getting a career after being given the mark of the devil would be zero to none.

Humans will never explore the galaxy.

Consciousness is an evolutionary dead end.

also this.

Humans aren't altruistic, so I think that applies to everyone.

So? I tell people I'm an anti Semite, if the kikes didn't want me to dislike them they shouldn't have murdered Jesus.
I am a racist, but so is everyone I know so that's not an issue.
I'm sexist, everyone I know is most Canadians are I think compared to Americans. Nobodies ever complained about what I say, it's normal here I suppose for a man to want a wife who will cook and clean for him, nobody questions it.

It's different when you live in a 'multicultural environment'.

Yeah, that's what Toronto is. At my work we have Hungarians, Russians, white Africans, and Anglos

Depends who it's directed for

For example the fact that the likelihood of any godlike being exists is essentially nigh impossible and if the godlike being did exist it would certainly not write a book, contact humans or care about Earth. Believing in religion is nigger tier of intelligence

I have given up on my blue pilled, ignorant, spiritual family. Broken contact after a lot of abuse. After 20 or so girlfriends, I have found out that women are insufferable retards. They are out right crazy, emotional infants or narcissitic to the core. After a lot of abuse, being lied about and general shit behavior in my friend group I quit them aswell. Moved away from them all. I have no family, no friends and just a tinder fuckbuddy. I keep my distance from everyone and just work (i work as an independent contractor so I can leave when I want whick is usually within 6 months), vacation alone, do stuff by myself and only interact with people on a superficial level. I have studied philosophy and psychology. I am a nihilist, determinist and agnostic atheist. I sometimes drink or take mdma to feel happy or numb. My life just feels like a clock in an empty room, pointlessly showing the passage of time while nobody watches.

The only black pill is that no matter what job or woman you have, no matter how high up you trade. They're gonna suck. Jobs and women huh bro.

All other black bills are gay nugoth shot don't listen to these faggots. Just pork your lady and get your fuckn ass to work

Reported underager.

What makes you think I'm underage?

I go to college

I'm sorry

>expelled from college for debating

Nah you're just an edgy high school retard.

Free will isn't real. You could never have done anything different than what you did, modulo randomness.
Consciousness doesn't "do anything", it's just post-hoc explanations for stuff that already happened at deeper layers.
Women don't feel love, or understand the concept of loyalty.
Most determinants of life success including IQ are hereditary.
Short of abuse / malnutrition, "good parenting" doesn't have much impact on the outcome of a child's life. See above.

the Kol Nidre is the biggest black pill.
it indicates that Jews have no repentance towards God, but they absolve themselves of all sin for now - and forever.

this is a black pill because it proves the Jewish consciousness is fundamentally self-serving, like they are a living fossil who exhibit the same behavior their ancient ancestors did, like when they defeated Greece in a military battle and enshrined it as a religious holiday, their "Hanukkah"...

Nice black bill that's missing a red pill. The point of being black pilled is to be so red pilled that your fucked beyond reasoning. Not stupid Jewish atheist shit. All those in the last sentence are the same btw there's your black bill goyim

Yes free will is real, God gave us free will

>tfw qt Crimean asked me for number at coffee shop
>tfw she wants to go out with me on the weekend
>tfw she also asked my political leanings
>accidentally dropped a couple red pills
I hope she still wants to see me

We've passed anger and despair. Passed through the great empty alone in the dark. Searched and searched until we found we had been carrying something all along: the dying ember of a better future. So, here we sit. Tending to it, hiding it away in our hearts. The last ember of hope. Waiting for others to come to share it with, people worth starting a fire for, people worth sharing it with. Still we wait freezing in the dark, waiting for someone to come sit beside us and help us breathe life into the dying fire.

>toughest black pill
The right doesn't understand how to be a counterculture, how to organize or unite in any way. It's full of basement dwelling, anime watching neo-Nazi larpers who are more concerned about winning arguments online than making actual positive changes for society or themselves. They won't abandon the radical pose for the radical ends. Instead, they'll spend their time blaming a shadowy invisible Jewish cabal for everything while the allowing the left to label them a hate group and silence them.

The wall will never be constructed.

Explain

Race mixing its the only real chance of getting laid and reproduce for like 80% of Sup Forums including our female population.

>I will never be able to openly discuss my own thoughts and opinions irl.

Sure you can. You just have to find more like-minded people to discuss with.

For me, I'm fortunate to have a wife who is as redpilled as I am, friends, I can discuss about half of what I believe in, but of course, there are some lines others aren't comfortable crossing.

I believe that all religions should be wiped out, Jews, Muslims, etc, every one is brainwashing shit that teaches people that they can do whatever they want to "non-believers". That and kill all communists.

What's the black pill?

Nice pasta

Christ was an Aryan among Jews

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Do tell user, this is after all Shitlords Anonymous.

>Be me

I was raised as a "good christian" in rural Missouri, married my high school sweet-heart who shared the same values right out of college. We waited for sex until marriage.

The night of the wedding she cried herself to sleep (no sex), this was the first sign that something wasn't right. A year into the marriage she's chronically depressed and anxious, I'm frustrated and resentful. All the while she's becoming more and more liberal. A year later she comes out as asexual-aromantic and a-gender, wants to stay married.

Fast forward 3 years she's now full blown, blue-haired, queer tumbler SJW and I can't ever talk about my opinions. She's happier than she's ever been in her life and I want to have a car accident, get amnesia, and never remember the last 5 years of my life.

Fast forward another year. Her mental health is in flux but overall better than ever, I'm chronically depressed. I found Jordan Peterson on Youtube and gained a good understanding of psychology and my own situation. I quit my job and go back to school to finish my degree. First semester back, and I meet an amazing woman in her junior year. She's a marine biology major, easily a 8/10, 320 IQ, similar interests and values. She likes talking about politics and is fairly red-pilled on most topics.

We have class together every day of the week and we show up to class more than two hours early to just hang out and talk before class starts, but at the end of the day I drive back to my apartment wondering how long I can hold on, and plot subtle actions of passive aggressiveness wishing my wife would leave me.

This is truth that should be immortalized.

>320 iq

lol fuck me, 120.

Humans are driven by genetic impulse to believe that an end-state exists, but there are only small "victories" of temporary satisfaction.
>hungry->eat->not hungry
Language and civilization have abstracted these temporary satisfactions into larger satisfactions (God, happiness), but they do not exist and can never exist. Even the ascetic religions that understood the existential reality of the impossibility of satisfaction (Buddhism, Jainism) still fell short and wound up being wholly unable to accept the only blackpill: The universe has no teleology.

>Free will isn't real

Well, thats it everyone, philosophy is done, pack it up

A woman who works is a loose woman, she will be around dozens of men all day everyday. It's not right for a woman to work, her place is in the house with the children and loyal to you.

Staying home and taking care of the home/husband/kids is the best thing in the world. Its the (((capitalists))) and the (((communists))) who try to get women to wanna go into the workforce so they can brainwash children and lower wages

Im Polish bloke in UK, and let me tell you - the thing I really miss is THE FREEDOM OF SPEECH.

I was very often voicing loudly my opinions, even radical ones. I was even presenting my views to leftists and in kind of liberal class at university.

Never gt into trouble cz of it..
Seriously, friends. Come to Poland (BUT ONLY WHITES).
If here were earnings comparable to west, I would have never left.

Love is a male delusion

Oh for fuck sake, what he means by multicultural is whites living with niggers. Lay off the meth Jim Bob.

>current year

You are a moron

Would you count living with skunks and raccoons as multicultural? Animals don't count

>tfw my dreams are only possible through methods that the majority of people think are unethical and inmoral
>tfw i don't need a face anymore

if it were only so.

How old were you when you realized there was no reason or purpose to life? That you're just here, there's no reason for it and you have no purpose?

I think most people who get there end with; "Well shit, if there's no purpose, no reason, no consequence, then just party and have fun. Try no to step on anyone's toes and just do what you want every day."

But this meaningless existence can never get over the existential depression and endless suffering that is in life because our biology is evolved such that it is only progress towards a goal that gives us happiness. With no system of valuing a state of existence, you cannot form coherent goals, and with no coherent goals you can't produce serotonin and you can't ever not be depressed, only distracted.

So at that point you begin to look around you and look for a goal to put yourself too, but years of post-modern bullshit has infected your mind and you don't know how to create a value structure. You are forever relegated to only being capable of seeing value in the alleviation of suffering, and therefore won't ever achieve more than a neutral state of acceptance - you can't be happy.

I am fundamentally unblackpilled

My wife, self diagnosing as mentally ill, didn't want to risk having children and got herself sterilized at 22. I'll never have children and honestly that's probably the worst feeling in the world for me.

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Learn to strategically contain your power level.

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My grandmother survived this.

We carry teleology within us

You mean you'll never have children with your current wife. Unless she gets her tube untied.

Maybe she'll let you have sex with the maid, it worked for the founder of minotheism.

Rigg and Mordy is right and nihilism is corrext nothing matters

She's bailed on her duties to you

Your stupidity infuriates me your should do everyone around you and kys

Did she do this before or after you married her? If my wife surprised me with this I would beat her and divorce her

The ultimate blackpill: Nothing matters. We're all going to day

the west, and the whole civilized world in general, is in a terminal decline that cannot be stopped. mankind and all other forms of complex intelligent life are all destined to destroy themselves through technology. whether that happens through war, disease, natural disaster or transhumanism is irrelevant.

the human race (which as of right now is still driven entirely by its primitive instincts to survive and reproduce) will not last beyond a certain level of technology. it's exactly why the fermi paradox exists, and why we never hear from any aliens. because no sentient beings can ever reach the futures that we envision in our sci-fi creations.

If it was just Western Europe that would be fine, it's a better future than the pozzed degenerate utopia we're already half living in.

My IQ isn't high enough for this

I'm not white because I have brown eyes

>not denying differences in sexes
I'm out of school, so my atmosphere might be different than your's. I have been putting myself out there at bars and such and the social political stuff always comes up if you talk to someone for over 30 mins. 3/3 girls I have talked to in the past month for an extended period have not been offended, and even accept, physiological differences in the sexes. It's not contentious if you don't suppose hierarchies based on those differences.

>race
Black buddies don't give a shit as long as you're not denying equality of opportunity.

>antisemitism
This is the touchiest one, but can be maneuvered with humor

>Thinking god exists

BLUE PILLED

Not tied, cauterized. But we have discussed the possibility of me having another woman on the side. She was initially OK with it but changed her mind when I almost hooked up with one of her friends.

Yeah, at what point am I out of my "Til death do us part" obligation? Does a personality shift, sexuality discovery, and abandonment of childbearing capability release me?

After, we discussed it and I was strongly against it but she and her doctor thought it'd help with her depression.

Nigga the Fermi paradox exists because while life might be common, spacefaring and broadcasting life is rare. This is because you need a combination of tides to get niggas out of the water and severe tilt to produce harsh seasonal variation and therefore sufficient intelligence and curiosity to get 2 space. Life is probably exceedingly common, just not extremely large brain space exploring life.

Atheism is retard pilled.
She's your wife, why didn't she listen to you? The man controls the woman. If she still went through with it she's untrustworthy you should have divorced her.

Like looking up an arsehole. The struggle is real.

For the West to survive, America must perish. I love this nation and it's history, but we cannot forget that our nation was founded by Freemasons who betrayed their king and country and financed by the Jew Haym Salomon. Our biggest problem is that America is meant to be a democratic republic, a physical embodiment of democracy. Sure we can somehow try and limit voting to white landowning men, but what's the point? A country is meant to be ruled by one leader, and we'll just be trying to further centralize things. Perhaps we can create a one party system like China, but I don't know. The idea of making America a fascist state seems to destroy what makes America America. Fascism makes sense for a nation like France or Spain, but I could never see it coming to America. Seeing as National Socialism is the only hope for the modern world, it seems we burgers are gonna have to live through the fall of this great country.

>Married to a sterile woman

Dude, that is like dumpster diving a couch, finding out it has jizz on it, and not returning it to the dumpster because you don't have a receipt.

Marriage without kids is an illusory contract. Get the fuck out.

half the time you don't even need to. when speaking to any liberal if you don't outright agree with them they will jump to every possible 'extreme'.

living this right now, sucks a lot

Depends on you. I'd say yes, but then I wouldn't have made that vow. She's obviously putting you in a miserable position. I will say this though, til death might have made sense for her becoming a quadriplegic or something, but she's intentionally being a bitch. Presumably you were vowing to stay with her as she presented herself, not as she revealed herself to be.

Learn to speak in code u faggotx

You’d realize half of the public debate is about the JQ.

Procreation is wrong.

Honestly getting a good solid education and understanding of psychology helped me a lot. Then set yourself an objective. I fully intend to devote my life to curing cancer and making the next big step in pharmaceutical research of anti-virals. I may die before I accomplish anything but I have an aim, and I've started on the journey to meet it.

"Because life is hard sometimes you should stop breeding and let niggers take over the planet."
-t Shopping hour

There are no black pills, only selection pressures.

early teens became obsessed with Dostoevsky.

in accepting the meaninglessness of life you afford yourself the freedom of choosing to care. your concerns are finally given weight.

is there any way out user? besides the obvious

Recommended readings? I'm in University atm, but the fucking library here doesn't have dick for decent literature, just research articles.

Sorry about your life netherbro. At least you're employed

>Step 1.
Divorce her.
>Step 2.
Tell Aryan qt to get sympathy pussy
>Step 3.
Tell her that you're a virgin, women go nuts when they hear that.
>Step 4.
Marry and impregnate.
>Bonus
Post pics to psycho ex for lulz.

Notes from Underground is my fav

Fornication is a sin

Everything on Sup Forums is a lie, it's all memes, and I let it control my life.

You just described the "Alt-Right", friend, a bunch of civic nationalist that won't bring any significant changes from the current establishment.

Your wife has problems. You need to fix her. Men today don't take charge, they let people around them do whatever they want in this individualistic culture. Enough of that. Stop acting like a passive-aggressive fag and start telling her what to think. Put her through ideological boot camp, and you be the drill sergeant. Believe me, they all break down and rebuild themselves in the end. You just got to hang in there and be the leader longer than they resist.