The last two days I’ve contemplated, again, trying to have a relationships with a woman so that I can assuage the loneliness that accompanies … well … being alone. And upon contemplating it, I was not happy for those two days.
There were moments of happiness in the contemplation, because I was not alone. But considering what one must give up in order to have an orthodox relationship with another is something that I now choose not to do.
In order to have a meaningful and lasting relationship one must give up free will.
With what I know and what I’ve been through during my life, I know that normal intimate relationships are not for me, including friendships, family ties, and the worldly relationships that are needed in the pursuit of money (business relationships).
Truly, for me, this is a LONE AND DREARY WORLD. But I refuse to let Lucifer answer my prayers! I refuse to work for Lucifer and receive pay for being in Lucifer’s employ! (For those with eyes that see and ears that hear.)
As I have announced in previous posts, the only relationships that I am continuing from my past are those with the children and grandchildren who choose to remain a part of my life. In my view, the children that came from past relationships are innocent. They did not choose (as far as this world’s thinking is concerned, which is their thinking) to be my child. I chose to have sex with their mothers knowing full well that the act might end in the creation of a child. My children, if they so choose and remain respectful of me, will always be a part of my life. But if any of them is disrespectful and causes undue emotional burden on me, I will not stay in that one’s life.
I have no further desire to be involved with any person who brings stress and emotional drama into my existence. And yes, that means I am going to be alone for most of the rest of my life.
Intimate long term relationships are simply not for me, at least not how these relationships have become upon this Earth. But neither is a fling or casual sex. There are many men who have the attitude that I do, but then inflict their behavior on innocent women whom these types of men deceive for their own gain. Any man who would have sex with a woman by giving her the implied promise or intent that she is special to him, and he knows that she is not, but that she is just one of his sexual conquests, is not a man like me or one with whom I want to be associated.
Unfortunately, my last statement has necessitated an obligation to the women who have come to know and who might come to know this Marvelous Work and a Wonder® in the future.
There are two particular men that I must mention by name in order to stop them from using the Real Truth to bolster their selfish designs and ways. I wouldn’t be forced to mention these two men by name if it wasn’t that both have used their association with me and the work to meet women, deceive them, sleep with them, and then dump them.
Kevin Gutierrez
These two men are Ed Hernandez and Jared Peterson.
These two Stellarian men have the right and privilege to live their life as they so choose, obviously. But since I have personally witnessed the effect that their free will has had on many woman who they have deceived by using this work as part of the defense of their actions, I have no choice, for the sake of maintaining the integrity of this work, but to call them out. If I don’t do something to call them out and address their abuse, they will add to the misconceptions about me and this work, especially in light of what I have written today about my own relationships.
Ed and Jared, use other means to meet your women. Play the game anyway you want. But please do NOT use the Real Truth to weave your webs of deceit in order to serve your Stellarian sexual needs.
One has the right to pursue and maintain any type of relationship that one chooses. But one does NOT have the right to deceive or lie to another person to get the other person to use their free will (for sex in this case) under false pretense. If the Ed Hernandezes and Jared Petersons of this world would simply be truthful upfront, they would might find women who just want casual sex just to have sex. But if they put up a false front that this woman or that women is the “right one,” and they know fully well that they are just putting up this front in order to get sex, when otherwise the woman wouldn’t give them sex unless she felt special in their eyes, they are a scourge to humanity.
Jaxon Allen
Now, grant it, my past has some incidences where I put up a false front for particular women, but NEVER did I do this to get sex … NEVER! In every case where I had sex with a women under false pretenses, I believed in my heart that I was helping the woman out in some way. Yeah, I wish I hadn’t. But I did. But afterwards I knew it was wrong, and from the experience I should have learned not to do it again. In every case, once I ended the relationship, I caused extreme emotional hurt to the woman. Regardless of whether my intentions were to serve her, NO relationship should be pursued under false pretenses.
The purpose of our existence is to live according to our individual free will, to act and be acted upon according to this will. Allowing someone else to have sex with us is allowing our free will to be acted upon. When a man behaves in a certain way in order to deceive a woman so that she will allow him to act upon her, i.e. under false pretense, that man is a scourge to all that is good and proper about human existence.
Again, we exist to exercise unabated, un-manipulated, and unconditional individual free will. Just as religion does by presenting the false pretense and illusion of a god and heaven, so that religious leaders can get some personal value therefrom, some men (and some women) deceive others in order to have and maintain relationships with another free willed person.
Samuel Roberts
And again, I am guilty of using deception with people, and some women, in order to get out of the experience what I expected. But again and again, in EVERY case, my intention was to serve that person’s immediate needs. In my autobiography I will describe and detail these cases so that my legacy is not distorted by my enemies and critics. But again, again, and again, none of the times when I deceived a woman, regardless of how noble I thought my motives were, ever ended in a good thing for the woman. And when it doesn’t end in a good thing for a woman … well … Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned!
But anyways …
I intend to NEVER serve a woman again, especially not under false pretenses. I never intend to be in a relationship with anyone again under false pretenses. And what does this mean exactly? Well, it means that I have terminated all my relationships of the past, except those I have mentioned that have to do with my children who choose to know their father and be involved in his life. But these children will be forced to accept and respect my free will and the way I choose to live. If they disrespect my free will in any way, I will choose to have nothing to do with them.
Hunter Sanders
You see, Folks, no one understands the purpose for human existence better than I do. I know that we live to serve ourselves, whether that service to self involves serving others, serving ourself, or being served by others, each of us still exists only to serve ourself. This means that the way that we act and allow ourself to be acted upon is how OUR SELF wants it to be. The challenge in relationships is finding the person or persons who exercise their free will in the same way that you exercise yours.
When you die, you will become fully conscious that your are actually a highly advanced human being already existing on a planet in a solar system that is reflective of our mortal solar system. It would be closer to Real Truth to state, however, that our mortal solar system is reflective of our true advanced solar system. The big difference is that every one of the planets in our real existence (vs. our mortal existence and perception) is fully populated with advanced humans who have chosen to live on these planets. These planets were created by these advanced humans specifically for their individual needs.
Angel Williams
Let’s see if I can simplify it more:
In our real world (again, juxtaposed to our mortal world), we become conscious in a perfect human, infant’s body in the perfect environment meant for that human body. In this real world, we are able to exercise unabated, un-manipulated, and unconditional individual free will. In this perfect human environment, an infant cannot hurt itself in this environment, no matter where the infant crawls, no matter where the infant chooses to go, no matter how the infant chooses to act or be acted upon. We grow up in this environment. As we grow, we encounter other free willed human beings growing up in the same environment on the same planet. As we grow and learn to use our perfect bodies in this perfect environment, we naturally gravitate towards and form relationships with others who have used their individual free will similar to how we have used ours.
Eli Cruz
Think about it.
You have a bunch of children playing together. Watch them. Watch how the act individually. Watch how they eventually group together according to what they are doing and how they choose to play. You’re not going to see the more subdued children playing with the over-active ones. While some are running around, chasing each other, yelling at each other, and having all sorts of fun … to them … you’ll notice others sitting by themselves or with other more subdued, gentle children, happy just quietly playing without overexerting themselves. Left to themselves and their individual personalities, little children group themselves and choose the group with which each child feels the greatest level of comfort.
Our group of advanced humans (the ones assigned to this solar system … the ones who started to play the game of mortal life at the same time) began as infants and was allowed to become adults living on a single planet. Once we determined how we wanted to spend a long time existing as these advanced human adults … and after a long time of gravitating towards the group that felt the most comfortable to us … we wanted our own planet where we could live with our group and have the ability to exercise our free will. The planet on which we were created existed for the advanced humans who already lived there, who created us and raised us. It was THEIR planet, according to their free will to raise a bunch of kids. It was never meant to be OUR planet.
Parker Green
So, we created other planets where we wanted to live with our own chosen group of people. Thus we formed a bunch of other planets in the universe specifically designed to serve the desires of happiness of our group. We left the planet where our mothers (creators) lived and raised us and went to our own. Once there, once our group of 15 plus billion advanced humans had our planets designed and occupied, it was then that we started to to play the game of mortal life, or in other words, engage each other in the experience of mortal life. But engaging each other in the experience of mortality allowed only one planet for all of us on which to have the experience. That planet would be Earth.
We wanted it this way. If you exist with people of like mind and desire for billions of years, you’re going to get bored and unappreciative of the people unless you have a way to experience the contrast of being around other groups of people that are different than you. That’s all the experience of mortal life is: a place where we can experience a contrasting experience to our normal life, so that we don’t get bored and so that we always remain appreciative of being advanced, eternal human beings.
Jason Anderson
HOWEVER,
Free will is the key. Regardless of the human experience and where it is actually taking place, if we cannot exercise our individual free will, the experience is NOT conducive to human joy, which is the overall purpose of human existence. FREE WILL must be maintained consistently throughout our existence, whether we are existing as advanced humans or as mortals. Otherwise, we will not want to exist and there will be constant wars and rumors of wars.
So,
Since we’ve failed as a group to participate in the mortal experience and allow each other each person’s free will, five times in the past, and we are failing this sixth time, it has become obvious to us that as a group of 15 plus billion advanced humans, we will never be able to participate in the mortal experience properly. Our individual free will and desires simply do not allow the possibility.
