Self hate

Tfw you fap to degenerate porn.

>tfw high-functioning secret addict

I drink myself to stupor every day, masturbate at least twice a day and I have a family and a job.

>mfw I finish fapping to Draenei & Nelf futa porn

how do you become addicted to secrets?

It starts with being diamond hard for Victoria secret models and ends with barely a wiggle at watching a chick get borderline raped by 12 dicks at the same time.

That's what porn does to you.

i fap to cute traps
is that degenerated?

I am an 8th Jamaican, I have big lips, slight nigger nose, brown eyes and curly hair

I browse a mongolian cartoon forum
buoy ya ancestor dem make da babee witta miscegenation. Dem do no good!

Just say your African

Rough. Hope you get better

God damn it user don’t watch cuvkold porn the Jews are behind. I know crazy shit.

Oh yeah, and I almost got exposed to HIV from fucking a trap, and now I've converted to Islam.

I’m a chubby ugly cunt who only even browses pol and has hard core natsoc beliefs because it’s the only remaining thing I have of the love of my life who was murdered. I could have been a normie and been a good goy and had a normal college experience but what started out as the red pill turned into the black pill quick but I can’t go back, I know too much. And this edginess and racism and hatred makes me feel like my soulmate is still with me in a way, and not just ashes. probably gonna kill myself soon

I spend most of my free time playing video games and have no real motivation for furthering my career in healthcare.

Fuck Islam. Fuck any white person who converts to Islam. You disgust me.

This is America dude, you really think I'm completely white?!

You’ll figure it out user. Try getting into ketamine. Not in the sense of taking it but being involved with tests of it. It’s a promising and lucrative field. Good luck.

ALL OF YOU MUST LEAVE

there is no "confession" here, you are not a helpless victim to your own whims and it is NOT too difficult to abide by your own principles
if you are for real i suggest that you:
>fuck off to tumblr
>kys
stop dragging other people who arent as degenerate and self-loathing as you along the path of your disgusting life choices

The only person I’ve ever loved is dead because of your filthy religion. My friend is dead because of your religion. Two of the best people I've ever known are dead because of your religion.

ok

Explain please, I honestly want to know if you wish to share.

>Oh yeah, and I almost got exposed to HIV from fucking a trap, and now I've converted to Islam.

You converted to the most degenerate religon, congratilutations, you're at home.

Thanks to this user.

the last thinp Sup Forums needs is a thread where people can submerge in their weakness and "brag" about it.

Decide who you want to be
Make the effort to be that person

I've worked at Walmart for over a decade.

I'm so sorry you poor user. I worked there for 2 1/2 years and barely made it out alive.

what do you want to know they either were in the military or died in one of many islamic terrorist attacks

Before you kill yourself, (which you should do asap faggot) tell us about your s/o's murder

I don’t hate myself and have been weening myself off degenerate porn the past 6 month. I typically get 1-3 weeks in a row and crack and watch porn and feel like shit about it though. I’ve gotten a degree, been lifting for 5 years, eat healthy and typically avoid drugs besides weed occasionally. Still not in a career I want and am stuck living at home in my mid twenties and haven’t gotten laid in over a year which can cause depressing thoughts at times. After enough red pills it’s hard not to be misanthropic and have low morale but my anger and frustration is sometimes the fuel to the fire to strive for a better life.

You probably know the guy who did it. He killed my boyfriend and friend because they made jokes about him converting to Islam and then held s store hostage afterwards while covered in their blood, ranting about allah. And then his dirty Muslim friends said that they deserved to die because hey were just filthy kafirs. That’s what your religion stands for, murder and crime. I knew the guy who did it, I bought him food and went hiking with him and respected his beliefs. And what did he do? Murder the love of my life. Fuck your religion.

You really think those goatfuckers in Iraq/Afghanistan (presumptably) are representative of the populations there at large?

Or that those attacks are committed by anything but sexually frustrated, unemployed bastards or agents of organizations the West helped to spawn?

You have every right to vent, because that fucking sucks, and please do. Remember it was self-inflicted in some ways, especially by the petrodollar.

I'm slowly weaning myself off all porn. All I used to get off on was gay trap porn. Something about watching someone's son take all that dick... Anyways, I'm off 3D porn. And off all moving video porn. It's still trap porn, but it's 2d at least. And I've only fapped ones in the last 2 weeks. I expect to get off the trap porn completely, but we'll see.

oh shit you live in tampa too? can I fuck your nazi brains out?

My bad, I thought you were the venting user.

This, Islam is not compatible but with backward barbarians and their shitty corrupted african police state.
Islam cannot be trusted.
Arabs are semites.

I now that feel. I even tried NoFap and managed to go 4 entire months with no fapping. Then I cracked, fapped to some softcore vanilla shit of just a photo of a hot chick. Then it was back to futa and I want to die basically. Curse the day I ever started down this road.

I’m sure you can understand. It sucks to see what Islam has done to your country and Europe as a whole. Stay safe user

I would not know him, to be honest, my turn was very recent. Those guys do not have any adab that the companions had. Many of the prophets companions mocked Islam before they converted. My friend made fun of me for eating ham and asked why the fuck I did some bullshit like I did, and I took no offense. That's just me, anyway. Sorry for your friend, those guys were fools. Where was this, if you don't mind me asking?

Tampa FL

Then you’re not being a good muslim. The Quran literally calls for murder of those who disrespect it. The real Muslims are the ones who commit atrocities because they’re following what Mohammed stood for.

I live in tampa. Do u want some fuk?

kys

you first you nazi cunt, I'm just trying to get it in before I go.

I have to learn about that story. I'm in Atlanta, and the mosques I've been in have been mixed. Tablighi people (missionaries for lapsed Muslims, look it up) are prevelant in my area, and many mosques here are Wahhabi and have Wahhabs literature in their libraries. Most are truly moderate though, focusing on their enclave's needs (African, Indian, Turkish, etc) or about African American community empowerment, because there are a lot of black converts here. The most extreme thing I've heard was from an older brother who thought all non-Muslims were going to hell, and he thought peaceful proselytizing was the solution.

>wahhabi
Literally a step away from salafism

Kys faggot. We aren't dragging people into anything. These threads are for people who are struggling with the same issues and you can't relate so fuck off.

I'm not the person you were talking to jackass it was a famous story.

According to what I have read (that is, the first half, including the "war suras") this was proscribed for the pagan and Jewish tribes dominating Mecca at the time, who were actively trying to eject the Muslims at the time (to the point that they openly celebrated Muhammad's son's dying in infancy to his face). Due to the Kaaba being Gods house of Earth being built by Abraham himself, this was the partial reason for verses like "if they strike, fight back, and do not stop until their religion is for one God". As for the conquests, I need to learn information. This is as far as I know about this.

That's not good user. We must improve.

Though I'm more inclined towards the esoteric side of things, Salafism is more about how one views their society as a whole and their fellow brothers in religion than blowing shit up. In fact, a prevailing their is that Salafis should stay in Dar al-Islam (the Muslim world proper) and stay away from kafir territory unless they are there to proselytize, which is peaceful by doctrine. Remember that it is directly stated that there is no compulsion in religion (ikrah) in the Quran as well.