Does anyone else here feel like they could be a "sex addict" but it doesn't interfere with their lives negatively hardly at all? I want to understand this part of myself better and maybe find a way to come to peace with it.
For as long as I can remember, I've always been an enormous perv. My parents sheltered the hell out of me so it was extremely rare for me to catch a glimpse of any kind of sexual media. Maybe their plan backfired and that's what caused me to be this way. I had gay fantasies as a kid, and then blocked those memories when I got in my teens. I discovered internet porn and fell in love with it, getting grounded several times but always returning and becoming sneakier. I am absolutely mesmerized by nudity so long as the person isn't extremely unattractive (my standards are looser than most). I am fascinated by all the details, like the way some nipples have little goosebump things in the areola, or the way some vaginas have beautiful smooth lips, or the way some stomachs have an outside abdominal line, even if they are pudgy. And yes, I learned to accept that I love the way penises and a fit man (my standards are much higher for guys) look too. There is no part of the human body that doesn't excite me in a way that reaches very deep. The beauty of nudity feels truly divine to me and I can watch porn for hours without even touching my myself.
As much as I like to look, I am just as eager to drown myself in a pile of nude people. If I could have any wish, being in a huge orgy would probably be in the top 5. I want to run my hands and tongue over every inch of someone and play with their body. I want to bury my face in an ass and inhale every bit that I possibly can, and I want to hear them moan loudly as I do it. I want men and women to rub their genitals and buttholes all over me. I want throbbing cocks to cum all over me, and I want quivering pussies to squirt all over me. I want to prolong my ejaculation for as long as possible.
I think you’re just a normal male with healthy biologic instincts. Christ dude, you’re not the only one who thinks about vagina all day.
Luis Gutierrez
Despite all of this depravity, I am a perfectly normal, 28 year old functioning member of society who simply keeps all this locked away in his head. I masturbate about once a day on average, usually to plain vanilla porn (I never got sucked into anything horribly deviant. Gay stuff, sloppy creampie gangbangs, anal, and occasionally pee stuff are the worst). I don't date men, and I tend to prefer straight porn most of the time. I never crave porn or sex out of the blue, only when I see something sexy. I'm about to have a career. I'm into fitness, guitar, politics, philosophy, martial arts, and self improvement in general. I can make friends with just about anybody. I never say or do anything inappropriate to anyone, and nobody has the slightest clue that I am like this.
I guess what I want to know is how can I find more ways to express this side of me beyond just sex and porn? I saw a thread earlier today by someone who was gay, but they learned to like women's bodies through sculpting. This resonated with me deeply, and it made me want to become a sculptor just so I could fill my home with beautiful and detailed nude statues. That isn't really feasible though, at least not now, so I thought maybe I could at least learn to draw nudes. I think that will go a long way in satisfying some of the pent up sexual energy in me, but I was wondering if anyone else knew of any other things I could do that would allow me to immerse myself with nudity without necessarily engaging sexually.
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Angel Rodriguez
Big if true
Joshua Brooks
You should talk to a psychologist. In person.
James Perry
Figure drawing classes.
Leo Watson
Cool, a slide thread. Where is Campos?
Sebastian Rivera
12 step programs work for some people and there are at least 3 for sex addicts
Sexaholics user Sex and love user And a third one something anonymous
Carson Hall
Which one's her mouth. Women shouldn't be sporting moustaches like this one is
Also, any other general advice is appreciated. I just got a hot girlfriend who is 19. She's a little chubby, but I like it and her features are beautiful. Plus, she's going to get into fitness with me and probably become very sexy. She likes porn, but not like I do, so I'm hoping to turn her into my own little slut over time. So far, she's come a long way from being really shy a few months ago, to begging to fuck the other night and telling me she craves my dick.
Angel Foster
There are "ateliers" you can go to where models pose nude and people sit around and draw them in great detail.
Xavier Gray
sauce
Parker Stewart
Not all day. It doesn't negatively impact me at all really.
What might they be able to tell me? Is how I feel wrong? Even if it doesn't cause problems?
Cooper Edwards
I have no idea, but if you seek psychological insights, they're going to be able to give you a lot more info than Sup Forums.
Jace Cox
That would be a dream come true. How do I go about getting into some of these?
Andrew Jackson
Kys degenerate.
Thomas Torres
If you think that your hand is a sex organ or that pixels are a real woman, then of course that's going to affect how you think, since if you do those things you're living in a fundamentally irrational way.
Like we all know that you know what you're doing is wrong, and you're trying to come up with a reason why it would be ok for you to continue doing it instead of repenting.
Luke Gutierrez
>Despite all of this depravity, I am a perfectly normal, 28 year old
keep telling yourself that dude. Degeneracy infects your mind and constantly pulls you further from god.
You are literally in hell right now.
Xavier Brooks
why the FUCKKKK are you posting porn in the OP pic? Fuck you asshole go back to Sup Forums
Elijah Lewis
You were quick to give me a blunt reply, but you have no idea what they might say? Just tell me what YOU think? I know I'm on Sup Forums.
I fucking barf looking girls that ain't at least 4/5 aryan.
Bentley Scott
You seem to need a purpose, user.
Ethan Nguyen
Its going to leave you empty OP, I had the same feelings(except the gay shit, fucking homo) and once I got all the ass and pussy I could ask for I became bored of it to the point where I would rather do anything else most days, I didn't fuck to have kids or develop any romantic intentions, I just fucked until I fucked myself over and now Im fucking bored of fucking. Get help user, and don't turn your girl slutty, once a woman becomes a slut they wont stop riding the cock carousel until they hit the wall.
Hunter Cox
LMAO classic virgin beta LARPing as a medieval monk as if he doesn't get any pussy because of god and not because he's autistic
this is why I come to this board
Isaiah Morris
God vaginas look awful
Cameron Hughes
I'm not a shrink and all I can do is make something up, like maybe you were deprived of physical contact as a child (not sexual, obviously) or something. But I don't know you, nor psychology, and even if I did and I interrogated you over the internet, I wouldn't be able to pick up on body language or push for uncomfortable answers the way an in-person psychologist could. So I just figure if you're really wondering what's going on in your head, there are people who specialize in that.
Evan Brooks
t. brazillian favela shitter Fucking moron probably sticks his prick in anything that has a whole because what is sexual decency?
Thomas Wright
>I find it amusing that in a world of deviants, normal guys like yourself are being lead to believe they are the degenerate addicts. You're just a normal dude. Which is pretty rare in itself nowadays.
John Wright
REMINDER: just the amount of craving/urge is never enough for an addiction classification. Addiction is an urge you can't control.
Anthony Perez
>affect how you think
Like how? I am fairly successful in life so far and nobody would ever suspect me of being like this. I don't randomly crave sex or porn.
>You are literally in hell right now.
Then why does it feel like heaven? It's not like I'm on drugs and feeling like dogshit when I don't have them. I've been this way for as long as I can remember and it has never caused me any misery, other than being grounded when I was a kid. I don't masturbate several times a day or sit around and edge for hours like a crack head.
Dylan Foster
faggot
Adam Watson
Hi Muhammad, my brown friend.
Tyler Jackson
Oops, meant BLACK friend.
Ryan Walker
>what is sexual decency?
Unless you're married, it's just some made up shitty social construct. OBEY.
Mason Williams
That was my impression too.
Anthony Allen
You're a male, of course you think about sex a lot, you're normal, now go slay some pussy.
Henry Evans
I don't know enough about you to say (since if there is something, you chose not to tell us), but the fact that you come out in the open to flaunt how supposedly "normal" you are while posting pornography in every post is a huge red flag, and it's why I can tell that you know what you're doing is wrong.
Sebastian Thompson
Fair enough
Evan Phillips
OP, It seems to me that you aren't addicted to sex because you've never actually had it. All you talk about is jerking off and imaging nasty things. You should find a new hobby.
Robert Morales
Yeah, he comes across as creepily voyeuristic. Sex is supposed to be something that you participate in, not something you stare at
Owen Cook
>Swedenistan worried about sexual indecency in other countries while his women are tasting Somali dick right now LMAO M A O
Go back to your cuckshed Sven
Luke Barnes
Sauce??????????????????????????
Dylan Lee
i have a bad gaming addiction and I know Jesus frowns on it, but i can't stop
Nathan Brooks
Unless I'm just fooling myself, I think I have my purpose. My soon-to-be career will be fulfilling. I am slowly becoming strong and aesthetic. I'm becoming an expert guitarist and I plan on playing many concerts one day. I am passionate about self-improvement in a Jordan Peterson kind of way, with some nationalism and ancestral pride mixed in. I want to set an example of how to be a proper man in modern society. That's why I hide and control this side of me. It's in complete opposition to my general anti-degeneracy positions.
Mind if I ask how you found yourself getting all that ass and pussy? Just curious. I am not unaware of how I will grow bored of it. I almost WANT to grow bored of it so I can go the rest of my life without feeling like I didn't get to experience something.
>except the gay shit, fucking homo Hah, if I could flip a switch and turn it off, I would, but it's part of me user. I have no interest in being romantically involved with a man though.
>and don't turn your girl slutty, once a woman becomes a slut they wont stop riding the cock carousel until they hit the wall. I kind of WANT her to get that way because I want to be a swinger. I hate to say it, but I'm kind of a cuckold because I get off on the idea of watching my girl get fucked and her loving it. Just not the humiliation aspect. So long as she is only with me romantically, and I get to fuck other people too, then I would be in heaven.
That's why I'm a bit confused about it. It seems like have an extreme aspect of my personality, but I can control it.
Ryder Cooper
>I think I have my purpose Optimally, it's where your aptitudes and inclinations meet the world's corresponding most important needs. You're clearly on the right path.
Austin Watson
>My soon-to-be career will be fulfilling.
Lol omg the amount of young idiots here is astounding. You have no idea what the world is like outside of school.
Kevin Brooks
Where in the Bible does it say " Thou shalt not play more than 20 hours of games a week" ? It's open season Bro.. just don't fondle your neighbor's ass or make your avatar into Jesus and your sweet
Thomas White
Well, to be fair, normal is relative. And relative to this time period, I think most guys around my age like porn a lot, and would have a collection if they knew where to get it. Plus, I'm posting it every post to keep people in the thread. I don't KNOW what I'm doing is wrong, but I'm not claiming it's 100% healthy either. I'm just seeking answers because it seems like it could be wrong, but it hasn't caused me any problems.
I've had 3 previous girlfriends, one hook-up, and just started dating a super cute 19 year old who I fuck like a madman every chance I get. I completely agree that what I described can be considered very creepy, but I only share it with my significant other. I don't actually stare at people's shit when I'm out in public or anything.
James Davis
Don't be a cuck to begin with, you can't be knee deep in pussy and be a cuck at the same time, women dont like low test men, and its not hard to fuck, just tell a woman everything she want to hear and make her feel "special" in a way the average beta male can't, be /fit/ and be a chad, women like assholes in they're 20s to 30s, and NEVER treat them like equals, they are on call, and once you get a bit of practice in (you will fail a dozen times if you're not confident and dont have the "imma fuck this bitch tonight" mentality) it will become second nature, you can get away will all sorts of shit, but once you go cuck you lose all that and theres no way back up, I once bulled for a couple trying out cuckolding, I called the cuck a faggot for trying to prep me and I could tell the bitch lost all respect she had for him, any romantic feelings he felt from her were pure pity she gave him to keep him around, having him hold her hand while I fucked his bitch was pathetic, I never did that shit again
