>browse too much Sup Forums and TRS
>learn about how the holocaust don't real and how niggers have 85 avg IQ and muh FBI and NCVS stats minnesota adoption survey blah blah
>become redpilled
>plot twist: have half asian wife, she's attractive/intelligent/etc, score one for me
>turns out all of my "redpilled" brethren think i'm a piece of shit "race mixer"
>find out that most of these people I'm talking to are losers IRL (fat, unemployed, dumb, ugly, gay, disabled, etc.)
>leaders are all compromised/Jewish/whatever, Mike Enoch married to a Jew, people still support him (wtf), same shit otherwise though, talking out of both sides of their mouths
>half of them seem to be homosexual (wtf), not a big deal to me but really out of the ordinary, starting to wonder if gays just secretly fetishize Nazis
>my only choice is to be redpilled around fucking retards or bluepilled around fucking retards
is this some sick joke? did i get mkultra'd?