I just hate people Sup Forums. I've come to terms with it.
I tried being a normie and tried getting into all their normie interests but I just can't fucking do it. I hate people and their stupid bluepilled hobbies. I hate their celebrity gossip and their late night talk shows. I hate how they have no clue how to hold a conversation and expect you to entertain them while they browse their phone. I hate how depressed and miserable they all are and yet they think having 4,637 friends on Facebook will somehow fill that void in their soul. I hate how when I tell people I read, they think I'm weird. And they think I'm even weirder when they find out that 90% of it is nonfiction.
When did we become a society of drooling morons who only watch TV and "duh big game"? Why are people so content with mediocrity? Why does no one try to learn things or better themselves? Why does no one care about all the terrible things that are happening in this world, and instead focus on the new capeshit movie, their next one night stand or who is going to the playoffs? I'm so god damn sick of this bullshit. I tried, I really tried to like people and I tried to be a normie but I just can't do it. You ruined me Sup Forums.
I know this sounds like a blog post but I really don't give a fuck at this point. Maybe getting banned from Sup Forums will do me good.
Read some Charles bukowski. He's the best at what you're going through. Plus, you'll laugh your ass off.
Hudson Williams
/blackpill/ is the next stage of /redpill/, don't worry, focus on improving yourself and focusing on small things, It will get better
Nolan Smith
Didnt realize pol was your personal blog.
Oliver Williams
you have depression and should see a psychiatrist for help.
You'd be surprised how much it changes things. I've given this advice to people who have said it changed their life.
Brandon Hernandez
ur just another faggot who cant get a gf, unlike me who is alpha as fuck lmao
Jordan Morris
stop being a faggot, anyone who isn't a faggot realizes this and realizes it makes them better than most.
Justin Nguyen
Nihilism master race not like it matters in the end though
Aiden Morgan
unexamined normie lives ain’t worth living normies lack honesty and courage
Ian Baker
1. Stop drinking 2. Stop smoking 3. Stop masturbating 4. Make a regular schedule doing things that fulfill your life 5. Make a long term plan for the future 0. Clean up your room bucko
Henry Foster
The sad thing is that I consider myself to be pretty happy. I have so many positive hobbies that I am content with.
Benjamin Torres
Let us all talk about our feelings and paint each other's toenails next thread ok guys?
Jayden Diaz
I feel you user. We are capable of so much more. I hate the world. They'll never take me not now not ever. YOU'LL NEVER FUCKING HAVE ME
Evan Lopez
nihilists are faggots. you can be a misanthrope without being a fucking faggot
Caleb Martin
maybe put the booze down, if your life sucks and you’re using a drug that’s usually the answer right there
also, if you really don’t like humanity go live in an ashram or monastery or go live in the woods.
Levi Garcia
What books do you reed? Top 5? Looking for suggestions OP
Jose Green
I get drunk like once every 2 months. I'm OK I think.
Ethan Bennett
How is it depression, if he isn’t interested in all of the shiny things that the system is telling him that he should like, but he just sees right through it? He can’t relate to (majority of) other people, because its true that a majority are simpletons.
I agree with bettering yourself - pick up some hobbies. I view the world almost exactly the same as you do, but i try to exercise my mind by audio production, musical instruments and stand-up comedy. You must have at least one good friend who you can be yourself around - hang with that person regularly, but go do normal things with them, like bars and shit; just to unwind and get out. And be open to social interaction
This. With the proper pharmaceutical intervention, you'll be watching late night tv and yucking it up at the zany celebrities in no time! You'll go to march madness parties and eat chicken wings while talking about who your local football team's going to pick up in the first round of the draft. You just need to help. There's all kinds of pills that could help you if you just take the first step.
I'm trying to educate myself in history, politics, economics, mathematics, etc. I don't buy any means consider myself well versed on all these things, but compared to the average person I'm miles ahead. I also read a lot of poetry, because I guess I'm a hopeless romantic at heart looking for some shred of actual humanity somewhere. I'd give you some recs but I don't want to presume what you're interested in.
Christian Bailey
I'll ask again because I wanna know
WHAT BOOKS U READ user?
Lincoln James
Tales of ordinary madness by Charles bukowski. Also, south of no North by same author. Trust me on this one....
Brandon Brown
I really enjoy public speaking and have done it on numerous occasions. Is this my calling in life?
Zachary Mitchell
despair, immerse yourself in the despair and then despair some more faggots
Benjamin Roberts
I didn't see your response. I'm interested in those things too. But no romance, ewwww that's gross.
( Speaking maturely, yes I would enjoy reading about politics, history, economics and mathematics, as long as they aren't too high level and require too much previous knowledge) thanks OP
Christopher Rogers
If I had a button that wiped out every last human on Earth, I would press it without hesitation even if I were included.
Elijah Roberts
lol my name is brian and my nickname is brain :) I got hit by a drunk driver and motivational videos helped me they do help some people don't be a asshole there are too many of them in this world.
everything bro you are on Sup Forums think about all the shit you could do not on this gay website, hell I only get on before bed. just stay positive and get shitty people like the first guy i quoted out of your life embrace the "you" feeling and fuck anyone that tries to supress it
Chase Watson
Fuck off with that stupid book, you're not OP -but I'll read it anyway thanks-
Joseph Bailey
you NEED to be an asshole, just don't be an amoral asshole
Angel Lewis
Pick up a Bible, read the New Testament. Sit on it for a few days. Pick it up again and read it again. Think about it.
Call out to Christ and accept him as the only truth in this world. Realize the world is the way it is for a reason. Find meaning and hope in the only Truth which is Jesus Christ living and dying for our sins.
Understand that the world is going to end, we are in the end days. Those of you who do not accept Christ will die having had the Truth available to you and yet you rejected it.
It's time to wake up and understand your life, and these feelings of hopelessness will vanish. You will then be able to comfortably sit back and watch this absolute shit-show unfold before your eyes, knowing you're safe.
If you reject Christ, you will be driven to existential suicidal depression and these feelings of despising humanity will grow stronger and stronger before they spiritually kill you. I promise you this.
Praying for you and anyone who reads this. God Bless you in Christ's name
Nolan Reed
fuck off satan
Dylan Diaz
see how far that gets ya bud
Tyler Turner
I know that feel
Arron Clarey is a good resource on dealing with this shit. Look up his videos on YouTube.
Isaac Bailey
Become a computer programmer with monkish tendencies. People will love you, you'll make tons of money, and your interaction with people will be purely business and very little BS.
Gavin Miller
I genuinely can't tell if your posts are being serious or condescending, but I will recommend you some books that I have personally great. Even though my opinion means nothing.
48 Laws of Power Napoleon: A Life by Andrew Roberts Confessions by Saint Augustine (not even religious, just thought this was amazing) Collected Poems of WB Yeats Collected Fictions of Jorge Luis Borges
Luke Miller
the world would be a lot better if everyone felt like they were in hell and not this faggoty "depression" shit they think they are in.
John Ross
*found great
Jacob Barnes
Oh look its the main character from my teen romantic comedy snafu. The answer to this dilemma is to become king of your own world.
Jeremiah Miller
Deep but true...
I needed that. I don't get to hear that enough from other people. Stuck in my mental echo chamber.
Christopher Phillips
I did that in about 2007. Way ahead of you.
Joshua Kelly
you can be an asshole without being an idiot, fuckwit
Gavin Hughes
good goy
Oliver Martinez
user did you know that your bible was curated by priests who burned all the ancient Christian writings they deemed heresy?
Cooper Scott
this is a pretty depressing motivational video
Jacob Campbell
Sorry, thanks for suggestions I don't know how to do the talk
Luis White
Obviously not since your life is shit.
Camden Garcia
Concentrate soley on what u love (instead of what u hate).
Thank me later.
Bentley Brown
welcome to the club faggot
you are literally preaching to the choir here
this place is designed for people like us you fucking flashy nigger
Lincoln Cooper
How old are you user?
Matthew Kelly
I dunno. Try Jesus.
Luke Russell
Welcome , to the real world , Neo-user. Some lead , some follow. One is the stone , the other is the Steel that is sharpened against it. Society is kept at a 9th grade level for the rulers ease of management. Seek those intelligent like you.
Angel Bailey
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Nicholas Watson
let it roll!
Josiah King
>mfw this is literally me line for line, and word for word
Jackson Lopez
Oy vey, don't like our Modernity, goy? Here! Take our pills that ((we)) made!
[spoiler] that'll be 9.99 [/spoiler]
Jordan Scott
He's already here, faggot.
Sebastian Carter
>everyone sucks except me
Hunter Nelson
I hear ya my dude
>watching Thor ragnarok with friends tonight >couldn't ignore all the fucking jew propaganda in the movie, every scene I'm picking apart this or that
At least the black dude didn't fuck a white woman in this film but goddamn the "strong independent womyn of color" trope was pushed so hard I could hardly take any of the action seriously, also the "diverse" group of asgardians, maybe 10% of whom were white
Brayden Morales
dont feel like reading can u mk youtube vlog plz
Charles Perez
I can barely watch TV/films either. Can't put the genie back in the bottle....
Joseph Davis
Scully was always wrong
Bentley Gray
watch older films then retard, the are better anyway.
Jack Stewart
The Jordan Peterson Way.
Nolan Torres
>I hate how depressed and miserable they all are and yet they think having 4,637 friends on Facebook will somehow fill that void in their soul
I agree with you except this part
U have no proof they're depressed .. ur projecting. They're probably the opposite. Social validation is a hell of a drug and only us losers don't get it cause our social media presence is non existent
Social media is like a real life RPG game dopamine rush for normies
Adam Turner
Tell that to my dick
Anthony Sanchez
I'm not projecting at all. The most satisfying social experiences I've had were with 5-10 people. People who seek more than that are mentally ill.
Noah Allen
yeah but that was like a few times. They get it constantly.. they're taking a shit and someone is liking their post. must feel good man
Jackson Jackson
If you wear the " They Live " sunglasses long enough , eventually you no longer need them.
Nathaniel Bell
I used to be popular believe it or not. I won't deny it feels good. But having meaningful human interaction is exponentially better.
Austin Hill
Yes and no, I used to be one of those facebooking clubbing normies with hundreds of "friends" I met once or twice but no real, true friends. These kind of people are one crisis away from realizing they are alone and fucked. I lost my job and when the chips are down, none of those people care if you have a bed to sleep in or food to eat. I scrolled through the whole list and realized that a handful of them mattered and I was wasting my life being a drunken fucking idiot with strangers, padding my own ego and cultivating a "cool" online persona.
now I only maintain few friendships, but they are genuine ones. If one of my friends called me at 4 AM and needed a ride or a meal or a place to stay I would be there.
Jonathan Wood
True. Also, the musical scores are better. I was listening to "top hits 1949" playlist on YouTube yesterday. Fuck the songs are lush. Full background vocals, strings.
Christian Gonzalez
Just offed my FB today. Fuck modernity.
Ethan Perry
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Charles Miller
You and I were in the same boat, except mine included my family. You can think your way through it if you try hard enough user.
Ethan Lopez
>Why does no one care about all the terrible things that are happening in this world, and instead focus on the new capeshit movie, their next one night stand or who is going to the playoffs?
Some people do both.
I came here however to suggest a fix for Jamaica to get the chinese out. It being an island of little rule and having a government that barely can manage it's own people and their needs combined with other things common in human nature allowed it to happen.
The solution is anarchy followed by a reformation. The government needs to disband. With no government to hold accountable, the chinese government will not be able to retaliate with force as it's investment goes to shit all on it's own. A very newly, and just quickly enough, reformed jamaican government, hopefully one made of well travelled and educated jamaicans (looking at you expats), can then demonize how detrimental chinese military force if any is to the island and drum up support from the west for stuff. Like means to become a more stable island. I'd like to think there's some expats that would jump into a new lawman/military role too. Anyways I like their slogan.
From many one people.
Luke Harris
easy there cowboy, alcohol can throw you down the abyss in a flash
Dylan Long
>And they think I'm even weirder when they find out that 90% of it is nonfiction. This. Your whole post was spot on, but this sticks out the most. I spend all my free time just sitting in the woods with my dog, reading. People ask me if >did you see the latest episode of xxxxxxxx?!?
Nicholas Reed
That's why Mulder being mgtow saved their lives so many times. Clearly i would have fucked her tits and just not bothered Skinner.
Alexander Murphy
i think most people in here just enjoy the fucking absurdity of it all.
Like george carlin said... enjoy the fucking freak show bro
Lincoln Nguyen
I do too. But I don't care if people like distracting themselves, what breaks my heart is that I'm forced to interact with them by punishment of death and starvation. I just can't handle the outside world anymore. We are just building garbage and then fighting over the garbage, and if the only thing we cared about was keeping ourselves fed and building austere housing, we'd have to hardly work at all. But instead we have to keep giving all of our productivity to wall street sleaze bags--or if socialism, central planning sleaze bags--and keep making the sacrifice of being around people we hate and we should have never met in the first place. I'll probably end it in a few more years. I'm just trying to hang on until my parents are dead.
Lincoln Murphy
Alternatinatively you can learn patience and slowly teach normies that are silently discontent how to better themselves. But I mean if you outright hate them it won't work. Abrassiveness will kill you faster than them, whatever a normie is...
The real question is who the fuck am I to be giving advice.
Chase Ramirez
Did you realise your trolling ruined the world?
Parker Parker
Same here. It doesn't help that my local NatSoc group is full of well meaning brainlets that are really just normals that have been redpilled on kikes and niggers. I spend most of my nights drunk programming in Lisp and listening to Wagner. I just have to push all of that shit out of my head because I know that my people need me.
Luke Wood
Hate to be the one to break it to you champ, but you are either a shill, Summerfield on extended stay or a fucking normie if you come here and complain about normies.
Hudson Rodriguez
Shut the fuck up, you fucking normal.
Jaxson Perez
I'm sorry, but there is nothing you can do except accepting your fate and taking the iron pill. I've been miserable all my life, I grew up alone, my brother and my cousins beat the shit out of me on a daily basis, there was no love in my house and what was the result? Well, I'm weird as fuck and unable to feel anything positive. I look like a chad what makes me very attractive, but once people start getting to know me better, they run away. And i understand them. Just accept your destiny, work hard to try to lead at least a more or less honest life, eat meat, have sex occasionally, read and wait until the day you die. Life is shorter than what it looks like.
Matthew Brooks
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Isaiah Davis
>building garbage Well, maybe you are.
I have an imported car.
Liam Howard
This has nothing to do with Sup Forums. 99.7% of Sup Forums are just as fucking retarded, they just lie to themselves like most pseudointellectuals do.
Your problem comes from being a deep thinker. The vast majority of people (regardless of book smarts etc...) are as shallow as a kiddie pool.
There's no solution, you never come to grips with it. You either deal with it or you don't, either way we're all dead in the end.
When it smells like shit everywhere you go, check under your shoe.
Gavin Jenkins
I feel you bro. The bad news is you can never go back. The good news is you are awake. I would not go back if I was able to. I was a mindless tard back then. Godspeed.
Hunter Reyes
A few ideas for you brother:
-realize everyone in life, everyone does through depression at some point. It's a terrible reality
-be willing to take risks to improve your life -seek out answers in religion. I would advise researching several, and what they state is the meaning of life (I would also suggest trying to meet with counselors/pastors/spokespeople from different religions one on one, many places of worship have people who do this full time) -find out what you are passionate about, and do it. Find others (even if online) who feel the same
All in all, seek out answers. Be open, but smart and perceptive. Listen, trying to understand before critiquing. But don't be shy about asking honest questions.
Anyway man, God bless in your struggle
Joshua Diaz
guess what, you can be a normie while not doing normie things. all it takes is passion and belief in who you are, not what society wants you to be. you keep telling yourself that you tried when you really just put up a facade, facades are boring and almost anyone can see through them. you never really had confidence in yourself and so people took that as a sign that if you couldnt respect yourself then they shouldnt respect you either.
you keep saying society is a bunch of drooling morons but they think the same of you in the end, i cant blame them, your rhetoric is just regurgitated. you can read dostoevsky or freud without being called weird, hitler had a fantastical view of jews and still gathered around millions of germans to conquer europe even while being weird himself, with no family to care for him in his young adult life and no friends to aid him during world war one.