What keeps you going, Sup Forums?

What keeps you going, Sup Forums?

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meth

bitcoin

Weed

excessive amounts of alcohol and anti depressants

The way that shills and bots self-announce.

Massive amounts of drugs

the urge to witness all happenings

The Great Vidya.

As of late, I don't know. Previously I was hitting the bong all day every day, but I'm trying to be less degenerate so I'm not buying any more now that I've run out again. Minimizing porn as well and trying to sort my head out and feel creative like I did a few years ago. Based Sawano music is pretty much all I have left besides this glorious place.

My balls keep filling up and I find more women attractive as I get older.

Curiosity
I want to see how our current civilization will eventually collapse

alcohol and the desire to know

The rise of the fourth reich and the hope for a better future.

this but i gotta quit for a month... should be fun...

Oh, just a healthy dose of infinite Divine Mercy.

hate

This user gets it.

this

Even if things are going to worse, I wan't to observe it.

alcohol and insane testosterone injections

Want*

THIS SHITHOLE

Hope that in day within my meek existence I will see the likes be packed back into the oven and I will witness even Jew banker and Race Traitor hung from a rope.

i have nothing else

cute anime teenage girls and lifting

Sisu&Booze&Illegal Substances

Fate

I lift weights, teach others proper exercise and generally feel joyous. Most sadness I've felt I've done to myself, when I recognize this I change my emotions.

>cucked on his own thumbnail
for shame

Science

memes

Not sure exactly. The desire to have a family and live to see better days. And at the very least to ensure a good future for future generations. The will to hopefully be a good dad one day, since my own died when I was 13 and I've had a lot of times where I've wished I had the chance toask for fatherly advice or just talk about music or anything man.

Because small things continue to fill me with faith, and I'm still climbing out of the cave quite frankly.

Literally by being a degenerate piece of shit. Banging tinder girls, MD caps on the weekend, 3 nights straight drinking and going to gigs. The way I see it, I might as well be a loose cunt and have fun and not wallow in a sense of existential dread from too many redpills and try to redpill other degenerate normies while I'm at it.

t. Melbourne

Without condoning, or condemning, I understand.

God, Country and Family.

God won't let me die.

I'm having trouble killing myself ina way that my family will assume was an accident. Here is where I'm at now
>go to a country that is reasonable for tourists, but also dangerous
>spend a few days sending them cool pictures and saying how great my vacation
>ghost
>cash as far as ai can without passport
>cash hotel/public restroom with all my identifiable shit discarded
>exit bag
>ghost
Two problems being I have a medical condition that keeps me off planes and if they identify me somehow then my family will be way more bummed than if I was just murdered.

Any suicide methods that aren't torture but also look like murder?

Oh, And to answer your question, I love my family enough to not hurt them.

>My balls keep filling up and I find more women attractive as I get older.
The ONLY thing good about getting older.

If you go your family will still hurt, regardless.

Faith and undying hope on the possibility of extreme change

Yeah, ur if they don't know it was suicide, they can't find a way to blame themselves
>I never should have let him go on that vacation that he always talked about and was the only thing that ever brought life back into his cold dead eyes
Vs
>how did I not help him more, I suck boo me.

Playing spore. It's pretty shit desu

roids and tight asian ass

I'm largely the same. Also Melbourne.

My parents, everything I do is for them. Once they are gone? I guess I'll just kill myself.

Dude just ride of a cliff, with and leave push the break at the last moments so if would seem you tried to save yourself.

Alcohol and smokes

Why don't you focus your energy in eating p00sy and chadifying yourself instead of offing yourself?

Legitimate manly work that gives me a sense of purpose. That's what keeps me going.

i just wish there was a way to monetize sitting around on my computer typing pointless shit about subjects ill never learn about and playing on gimp.

After having learned that a large part of society is a fictional matrix, relearning a new world is kind of exciting.

Especially the fact of spiritual self fullfillment, the focusing on the inner workings of one's own mind rather then that disgusting exterior material process, ie the modern religions, some faggot that will save you when in reality you are the only one who can transmutate your own fate

Knowing I will be on the right side of history while you fucks will go down as the scum of the earth and another stepping stone from our barbaric roots. :^)

Sup Forums is basically ruined by shills at this point. So I don't know.

The hope that one day everything will turn out for the better. Hopefully one day I meet the love of my life, or at least someone who finds me attractive and I find them attractive. Hopefully one day I get a good job that I enjoy doing and am proud of it. Hopefully one day I move out of my mom's fucking basement and get my own place.

The hope of a virgin bride

The withdrawal is a bitch.

Masturbation and weed

Nirvana.

a girlfriend

god, country, family

BROOOOOOOOO. WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEED.

The notion that I finally have a purpose. That in the near future my people will need me and I must be ready to answer that call.

Gotta raise one.

user...

virgin bride. good luck with that one.

Agreed.

Emotional Intelligence 2.0

Anything You Want

The Alchemist
The Power of Your Subconscious Mind

Illustrated Guide to Becoming One With the Universe

Blink Gladwell

The Subtle Art of Not Giving a Fuck

Think and Grow Rich

Sapiens

Co Dependant No More

The 4 Agreements

Ask and It Is Given
You're welcome faggots.

Jerking off cooldown

Trash. Every inch is an inch the white race needs, and you cede ground for degeneracy.

Start a family. Your race perishes before your very eyes.

Hating niggers and Dragon Ball Super

Shekels

The sales for the business I own are up 50% over my best Fall season on record for the past 20 years I’ve owned my store.

I’m testing out new luxury vehicles for a new purchase because I fucking love driving and love nice cars.

I’m about to pay off all my remaining debt to be free and clear.

I’ve got a renewed faith in the Lord.

My relationships with my wife, family and friends are better than ever.

My mom, who fell and broke her pelvis last week, is recovering faster than expected and will be home for Thanksgiving and not stuck in a medical rehab facility for the holiday.

I’m on track to finally deadlift over 600 by mid-2018 whole closing in on having a Chad bod that makes 20-year-olds envy my 44-year-old self.

Life is good IF YOU MAKE IT GOOD. I was losing hope until a few months ago, just hang in there, lads, get your shit together and don’t quit. It will all work out in the end.

Not sure. Too cowardly to kms because at least a few people would be really upset.
>too much of a pussy afraid of confrontation in life to succeed
>too much or a pussy to create the conflict that would result if I kms

war songs

Weed and my cat desu

What keeps me going?
What keeps me going...
Two things keep me going:
1. there is so much i want to do, but have not yet done.
2. the world won't fix itself.

This guy offered me salvation from Nihilism but he bamboozled me.

>the pain going to make everything alright

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>britain.jpg

Bc when i stop going, theres going to be hell to pay

delet these feels at once

Goddammit Super sucks so much.

That would be extremely painful
I'm actually rather good looking but my body is constantly failing me. I have been out of work over a year (after being out for a year and a half 3 years ago), ran through my savings with rent and Med bills, and am now thoroughly emasculated living at home with my parents in the dawn of the fourth decade of my life.
At the moment, I am able to care for myself, but not provide anything useful for money. I am intelligent, but would literally require a surrogate to get work done at a slower pace than someone else alone.

I am constantly reevaluating my plan as the creeping fear of becoming so disabled I can't kill myself by any means becomes closer and closer to reality. My biggest fear is that my love of my family will see me past this threshold and usher in 30 years of hell in which I am the most useless person on the planet surrounded by people scrambling to take care of me do to irrational familial connections.

If I could sever the same irrationality from my mind, I would have been dead 19 months ago. The difference being the only "burden" they put on me is love and support; whearas my burden would require hourly attention to people I am sick and tired of hurting.

Kinda just wanted to answer the question; I would much prefer ideas on how to kill myself as painlessly as possible rather than being talked out of it. As far as the context goes, I'm not not nearly as dramatic about it as pragmatic. Again, it is a race against my own disability where the finish line leaves me trapped in an unmoving shell where no one who would come in contact with me could help me end it all.

If you need a silver lining, I am considering some experimental treatments next year, one of which includes stem cells and makes me uneasy (I am a quiet pro-lifer).

Enough blogging from me, though.

To see the glorious rise of the Asian race.

The knowledge that I will see the day that Europe is freed from Muslims during Crusades 2: Electric Boogaloo

My Little Pony

Every one of you degenerate faggots read pic related right fucking now. It will not inspire in you a bit of hope, in fact it will probably make you feel even worse at first, but its the awakening of something better inside you, that you need, thats going to take root in first purging your mindless outwardly distractions/indulgences in search for any kind of firm existence.

this user seems to get it

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>blink Gladwell
Fucking garbage. Better off reading Free Will by Sam Harris.

Curiosity, Waifus, and Cartoons.

I want to make a lot of money and sleep with 16 year old girls.

He found the only way out

The will to power is what drives me

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Fuck the fourth Reich. We need to perfect Trannies and bring about the great communist Trap Utopia.

Yeah, no but seriously, it's like a shining beacon of traditionalism in an era of cartoon darkness.

THE NOOKIE

Consider suicide.
Shilling your entry level philosophy here. Jesus Christ