>aged 27
>living in London
>ugly beta loser autist male with no friends or social life for 9 years and no female attention ever, including time at university
>became the ugly loser nobody talks to after one day at my current job
>failed over 30 interview processes for great jobs due to ugliness and lack of normieness or extroversion
>never been to pub, club, party, or any social experience since school
>bitter about being a complete social failure with a wasted youth while Chads, Staceys, and normies get everything handed to them and judged solely on normieness
>work in zero effort public sector job with lots of free time (but felt like a cucked prisoner when I stayed at the office 9 to 5)
>all hobbies feel like they turn in to work (reading books becomes reading boring classics; learning programming becomes learning functional masturbation) i.e., everything is advertising you to join the bottom of a hierarchy and telling you to worship the top and pay your dues
>don't have the initiative to program something in my own time or try anything entrepreneurial or do anything that takes initiative - feel like an obedient student who was trained in to being a worker drone who needs to follow a set path
>main hobby is walking around central London, drinking coffee, feeling sad about life, hoping I will spontaneously feel like my 20s haven't been wasted because I "just went outside"
>can't bear going full hermit autist, obviously can't do anything normies do
>feel under constant pressure to read lots of boring books, learn lots of boring shit, and so on
>waste shitloads of time on internet
>spent many months after university working part time menial jobs and wasting all my free time on the internet and genuinely see my time back then as a near zombie stuck in a loop
>fully grasp the arbitrariness of all philosophical axioms - as a result I see proselytisers as either fucking ignorant or dishonest
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>unironically arbitrarily choosing nihilism by "grasping the arbitrariness of all philosophical axioms"
>unironically probably thinks he's intelligent for rejecting epistemilogical frameworks
You deserve to suffer.
Sounds exactly like my story. Except I latched on to a crazy woman who needed my attention more than I needed her and spawned a child. She then fucked off and I had to figure out a way to support a kid. Still working on that last part but my sisters took us in and we're doing well.
get the fuckout from kike capital, there is more to world than that, or KYS.it's up to you.
Tldr
Wish you were my pub buddy user.
You're situation is hopeless in the current political climate.
Sacrifice yourself to begin the great purge/race war.
Don't come back you postmodern tumor
Just be yourself
>leave highschool at 17
>uni at 18
>accounting degree at 21
>cpa at 24
>95k a year after tax + benefits + overtime
>still doing more study
>nearly done forensic accountant
>soon cpa+audit+Forensic
The future is bright
You were 25 last time you made tis
stale pasta
if not, now is a jolly good time off yourself
>work a boring job for the rest of your life
Super bright
U r a pure and utter fagit, m8 - I'll knock ur cunt right in
Fite me IRL, fagit, or KYS
Agreed, I work in London and remember reading this shit last time
A lot of life is not your objective situation, but rather how you choose to see the world. If you choose to see the world in a negative light, you are always going to be perpetually sad.
>living in London
That's your problem right there. London is cancer. Just move. Get a job mending fences or counting trees or something, just as long as it takes you far from the city. Or move abroad and find a job as a language teacher or tourist guide, just find something that doesn't reinforce your morbid attitude.
Time flies.
>earning money insanely fast is boring
Goddamn amerimutt
>be me
>5 years ago
>"haha I'm in college now, surely I'll stop spending all my free time on the internet haha haha haha haha haah hhahahahaha"
Cheer up matey. Don't lose hope.
Roachanon is here for you
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Society sucks, why are you giving it the power to make you suffer? Id like to think people on Sup Forums are self motivated and just come here to have a good time. But you are so concerned with not having friends and being ugly. Why do you want friends? Friends suck. Why don’t you go to the gym and become a buff ugly guy instead of an ugly non lifter? Why are you wasting your time reading about code when you should read to enhance yourself in your profession? Why are you laying down the green paint on a Mongolian basket weaving board? Also why are you using difficult terms, it’s easy to point out you don’t know what you’re talking about
Pull yourself out of that shithole you've landed in. Anyone who's not capable of helping themselves deserve to suffer and suffer to the very end.
But look, keep on telling yourself it's not your fault. Everything is easier when it's everybody else's fault, guess why women gravitate toward feminism?
You're only a miserable prick because you choice to be one, the faster you learn that, the faster you can work on bettering yourself. I'll never feel sorry for someone who's not taking responsibility for his own actions
Get a nice diet and read your bible.
I've been sort of like you for years but then in the twinkling of an eye everybody just started noticing me and appreciating me without any reason at all.
God works in different ways.
> Ye lust, and have not: ye kill, and desire to have, and cannot obtain: ye fight and war, yet ye have not, because ye ask not.
3 Ye ask, and receive not, because ye ask amiss, that ye may consume it upon your lusts
Sounds like you have a serotonin deficiency, take some Prozac.
All your problems in life are because you're below average in looks
Goodlooks= goodlife
i feel like i am shifting to the same state,
i am failing at univeristy more and more because i spent too much time on porn...
also all my social relationships put me in akind of anxiety because i do not know if people are honest to me or just fuck around with me, had people fuck around with me too often
have hobbies and like them but they become more and more like work, would do them for work but need time for univerversity.
when started university i met women of my dreams and got her after 6 weeks or so,.
she left me after 1 week...
since then i am feels and shit and ever diving deeper into the rabbit hole
I'm sorry your life is not going well for you right now user. I'm in a pretty similar situation myself except i have a gf i actually really care about. But if it wasn't for her, I'd probably be just as depressed as you are now. Anyway, my point is as cliche as it sounds: don't give up, things do get better if you put a little effort into fixing your problems. And you always have your friends here at Sup Forums, you filthy Anglo.
:)
>Get a nice diet and read your bible.
Yeah that last part aint gonna work on someone like the OP, he is clearly miserable, borderline nihilistic and tainted by modern society, he isn'tt going to fall for the 'just get religion' meme.
IMO religion, especially the super mainstream, "just live a good, non-destructive to society and you get paradise when you die" religions are nothing more then the Hufflepuff house of society. Somewhere to put the unsuccessful and keep them complacent till they die.
Thats not what i meant.
Get saved by Jesus and just ask him to fix things for you.
I for example ask all kinds of favours and stuff and He just does it for me.
Life really is hard and has lots of impediments but when God takes care of you its easier to get through it all and also you get taught how to behave/do things , obtain strenght , persevere, patience and all the good things that God gives you freely.
From personal experience i can tell you that there's nothing more delightful and fulfilling than having the supreme being in existence - the creator of heaven and earth on your side.
He knows what you think , how you feel and He makes your plans come to fruition if its good for you.
I can't help but thank the Lord for all the times He saved my from my own mistakes and the times He spared my life.
This alone can give you strenght and grace to perform wisely because His eye is upon you at all times.
What you can and can't do for yourself and how you feel is irrelevant once you pleasant in Gods sight. Supernatural things will happen to you and you'll rejoyce. Just be thankful because you know who does it all for you.
You do this thread every so often don't you sad sack. Post a selfie, Rocky Dennis, let's see how bad it is, or at least describe it.
I've told you four billion times it doesn't matter what you look like as the ugliest scrotes I know get layed - personality does the trick.
Go some place people are and start enjoying yourself and people will be drawn to you.
Simple stuff but you won't try. Skulking around town in the afternoons avoiding people won't get you anywhere.
Generally belt up.
Here's what I'm going to try and explain.
All that stuff you said, the OP will NEVER buy it in his current predicament. The only way he will believe in a God is if he got amnesia, seriously. When it comes to Atheism there is a certain point of no return, like getting sucked into a black hole. The reason for this is at a certain point you realize every single argument for 'getting faith' ultimately stems from one super argument, "Just believe it's true because it'll make you feel better". Once you are able to consciously identify this as true you will always and forever subconsciously realize this, unless like I said before you hit yourself on the head and get amnesia, or if you get older and lose certain cognitive functions.
A placebo doesn't work once you realize it's a placebo, and that's what religion is, the biggest placebo known to mankind.
not sure of this is pasta or the same bong posting, but all the answers to your problems are frequently posted on Sup Forums so this thread seems like a new kind of slide thread
What you need is to get away from the UK and to move to countries with warmer and more communicative people, so that constantly someone is doing the first step towards you.
The only girls that like me are art girls so they are unfaithful and often self-centred
I’ve got 40 matches on tinder in the past month in London, all art girls and I can’t be arsed to talk to any of them. It really is pointless if you can’t attract a woman that you enjoy spending time with
Wow, user. You should unironically kill yourself, I’m being totally serious. It doesn’t get any better, so you really want to become a 40 year old autistic beta male loser? Cause that’s exactly what’s going to happen. It’s not like one day you’re just going to wake up and have a good life, especially since you said you completely lack ambition. Judging by your pathetic life I’m going to assume you’re a total coward though, so you won’t have the balls to slit your wrists or blow your head off, or hang yourself, so I’m going to do you a favor and provide you a quick, cheap, painless way to get the job done (see pic)
Seriously, do it. What reason do you have not to?
I beg to differ.
The thing is you can't ask/test/affirm if God is really there or not if you don't believe in Him.
You can't be blasphemous toward God and then expect Him to answer you simply because He'd much rather have nothing to do with and ignorant and blasphemous ,unrepentant gnat than answering a trully humble man with good intentions and pure curiousity.
I undertood you perfectly the first time i just fail to see why people are this way.
How do you expect help but deny your helpers existence ?
How do you have hope but you don't believe anything good will ever happen ?
Its a twisted vicious cycle that doesn't end well.
Take care because all of our days are numbered.
You need a counselor or psychologist or something. Sup Forums won't suffice.
OP here, this isn't a pasta but it is similar to my previous posts only I tried to give a comprehensive account of things.
I already go to the gym I was squatting and deadlifting more than 4 and 5 plate some months ago before I got less serious about the gym. It makes no difference
I'm not an atheist, just agnostic. It's funny how pol can give 50,000 interpretations of God but not one practical piece of advice for an ugly male in modern society.
This topic was partially triggered by being rejected for a job I thought I interviewed well for. Of course everyone there was a fucking normie, the candidates, the interviewers, and the roastie HR staff. And this was a place known for being meritocratic!
>How do you expect help but deny your helper existence?
he doesnt expect help
How do you have hope but you don't believe anything good will ever happen ?
he clearly doesnt have very much hope
anyway, just like most christians, you keep saying the same dumb shit over and over again without bringing any new form of argument to the table.
fuck i forgot the greentext im retarded
THIS IS Sup Forums TIER
You're still a young guy. If you focus your attention on solving whatever issues you have then you're going to be fine.
If you're ugly then learn to make jokes.
Or if you're so ugly that even that won't help, maybe you should just go get plastic surgery.
There's nothing new under the sun.
Things are as they always were .
I just hate the how sad my family is, it's pretty evident i will never get a girlfriend or a family of my own, but i'm perfectly content with that.
I don't want to make my mother sad...
There are some people who spent their 20s in prison and still manage to live good lives.
god americans are such trash
I honestly think there is no hope for you.
To be lonely in London is unimaginable. There is so much to do, so many different groups of people who like different things, and yet you choose to waste your time instead of look around you.
Join a club/voluntary, lots of lonely people start there. Lots of cute girls who are beta level shy.
This. I'm 21 and i have no family left so it takes the pressure off and i'm not interested at all in having a girlfriend, i'm perfectly happy the way i am right now, as long as you know how to act normie in real life you'll be good.
And this comes from a 21yo virgin loser
Start lifting, get a hobby you enjoy and work on your social skills and be able to hold convo’s and blend in with the goyim. I think sportsball is retarded but have learned to nod my head and smile and just say i missed the game when a normalfag istalking to me about who scored the most
Ball points instead of sperging out about how i dont watch overpaid apes throw a ball around for jews because 90% of males enjoy watching and talking about sports it seems.
Why are you still posting this?
Just go apply for disability already.
lol
This shit was posted here before. Fuck off.
underrated
If you are not invited to the table, bring your own chair, or better your own table. Start your own company user, to hell with them all.
Lmfaoooo being a bean counter the rest of your life while trying your hardest not to off yourself everyday
Be proud, you are helping planet Earth by not breeding
Inb4 muh white race
In4 breeding is mandatory
Yeah more brown good, less white good
FPBP
Good goy.
More suffering good, less suffering bad.
Shit, meant for
Quit giving a shit about what society wants you to be
Children aren’t suffering to raise, and white kids don’t ruin everyone’s shit around them like niglets do
You are both the prisoner and the prison guard. You can unlock yourself at any time from your illusory prison cell.
Yes, you can find love, enjoy your life and feel good.
You're in the driver's seat of your life whether you want to be or not. So you can sit back with your hands in the air, and let your vehicle drive without direction into walls and bushes. OR you can grab the steering wheel and direct it where you want to go.
LOOK INTO...
THE LAW OF RESONANCE
CHANGE YOUR THOUGHTS
OBSERVE THE RESULTS
EMOTIONS EMIT FREQUENCIES
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I also suggest taking some supplements, and eat high quality foods to support your mind and body. This has a big effect on your mood!
Also, LIGHT THERAPY since you're in London! (sunlight is essential)
Remember to archive
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Goddamn, you fuckers go into a Church and ask how to become friars, come on
You'd do a lot better in rural areas user.
need more contact with animals and nature, get a dog, volunteer at animal shelter, dogs are stronger than prozac
>gym
>volunteering
This guy is living in mental loneliness, he just needs serenity
Monastery is the non ironic solution
Jelly non finance fags detected
at least once a week with you
gtfo you whiny bong faggot
>in all fields
Typical selfish natalist.
I'm not talking about raising children.You're only concerned with your own well-being and advancing your deluded desires irrespective of the suffering you will impose on your non-consenting spawn.
Agree
Dude, too much. WTF I love roaches now.
>CHANGE YOUR THOUGHTS
>OBSERVE THE RESULTS
Why would this be true?
>Of course everyone there was a fucking normie, the candidates, the interviewers, and the roastie HR staff.
theres your problem bud, people arent stupid
What do you mean by this exactly lmao? Normies are stupid.
Yes, but was she white?
I'm in the same boat as you. I don't know if you're exaggerating your ugliness or not, but for me it's a real problem. I have a head shape similar to tyler1, but in addition to that, I am fully bald so I can't cover it with hair. My teeth are also fucked, like really fucking squint. I don't have the money to fix them now. Probably the biggest mistake of my childhood was not getting braces.
I've had multiple video interviews, and not passed a single one. Even though I've given great answers and not stumbled on a single question they've given me. I have even recorded them and sent them to my friend who works in the industry. He says there's nothing wrong with my answers, but it's the way I look.
I don't know what to do. Being on this website for so long I can't unsee everything, I can't undo the Sup Forums wiring. I've completely given up, I'm just hoping to win the lottery.
>28
>live with parents
>bald, ugly as fuck teeth and face
>no money, no job prospects
Explain to me how this isn't stupid hippie bullshit.
I'll wait.
Hey OP,
I just wanted to at least reassure you that not uncommon, quite normal thing to go through.
Our societies are individualistic and a lot of unlucky people end up marginalised, like you.
Even normies.
The only way to get out of this situation, is to actively work your way out of boredom and into a hobby.
I understand that most hobbies can feel like chores.
But this is the hardest step, once it's done, it becomes easier:
Find a hobby/activity that motivates you.
You must enjoy it, for your own sake. It has to motivate you. Or even maybe if you're going all the way, give meaning to your life. Having something to lol up to.
I don't know your tastes, music, sports, games, arts and all the possible activities.
They could even be online, but I wouldn't recommend that, unless it leads to real life experiences.
Friends will come with activities, that's why you need that hobby.
Find people with similar interests, through that hobby/activity.
Of course the downside, is that shit costs money, but there are a few free hobbies alternatives.
Just find something that you care or that motivates you.
A good example is the many, many stories of people who were depressed until they did charity work.
The human being is wired in a way that we need to feel useful to society.
Think about Laurence of Arabia. Awesome leader and iconic figure.
He fell into depression after the war, and it theorised that he killed himself in a motorcycle accident, because he had "lost all purpose in life".
Find purpose. Find something you're good at, or that makes you feel useful.
Just find an activity that makes you come into contact with other people.
If you do this, you'll surely get out of the situation you're in.
Godspeed user.
I hope you'll find yourself
Nothing hippie about it. It's very logical. You're applying this concept all the time.
Thoughts are the point of inception for everything. You think before you choose what to eat, do, speak.
Thoughts are a creative force. This forum started because of someone's thoughts. The internet is the product of someone's thoughts.
Your thoughts create certain feelings in you. Your feelings will affect your behavior, body language and it even produces a frequency.
Take a look at the article from the original post.
Look into epigenetics.
Totally fascinating info. And science is helping us understand this process better.
>that's what religion is, the biggest placebo known to mankind
Wow, don't cut yourself with the edge of your fedora, faggot. We are this deep in shit because we have forgotten about Jesus, dumbass.