Mental Illness

I had PTSD from a car wreck a few years back but I've made enough progress to where I just have "acute anxiety" or whatever, though. My 3D waifu has BPD, though and it fucking sucks. It really fucking sucks. Every time she says she wants to kill herself she means it. There's rarely any stability with us :(

I spend my half the time thinking I'm retarded and the other half thinking I'm insane.

Can i have some (you)`s as well please? Thanks.

most of my thoughts consist of burning everything with a fire that cant be stopped and razing everything until nothing but ashes remain...
but i try to ignore that asshole

>I don't feel positive emotions at all, and things that I once loved can't hold my attention for a more than a few minutes.
Interesting... I feel this exactly, but I don't think of it as depression, just boredom.

Yep.
And this is coming from another tranny.

Dont take any drugs or you might risk de-realazation

Your IQ is actually sub-60.

OCD.

For me the compulsions are minute. The obsessive and intrusive thoughts however make my life hell, i am skeptical and cynical of my own thoughts and can never reach a positive conclusion without feeling like i'm lying to myself.

Practice.