Sup Forums, I'm going through the worst crisis of my life at the moment. It plagues my mind every waking moment, it prevents me from sleeping, it makes me unable to enjoy anything. But that does not matter. What does matter is the subject that causes all this.
I'm a Catholic. I believe in God, I pray, I attend church every week, I'm not afraid to talk to other people about it. I was an atheist for a few years but I managed to find my way back to God, and I'm glad that I did. But something happened.
I used to be a total misanthrope just like many people here are. I would shitpost endlessly about sandniggers, kikes, and all that stuff. I had close to no social contact, the only people that mattered to me were my family and my best friend.
I then remembered that, according to the bible, the vast majority of people, and also most Christians, won't enter heaven.
Somehow, I regained my ability to feel empathy for other people, to put myself into others shoes and to view things through the eyes of others. And that's when I realized the dimensions of all this.
There are billions, BILLIONS, of people going to suffer pain beyond imagination for eternity, and I thought about how many of them are actually good people, and how they just don't deserve to go to hell. And then I realized that every person has a good core, that no one is born a murderer, a liar or an adulterer, that it is sin that deceives us.
Hell is a place with no positive characteristics. Sin has no positive characteristics.
Heaven is a place with positive characteristics. People have positive characteristics.
It is sin that deceives people, that spoils the good in every man and woman.
I therefore cannot live with the thought that any person goes to hell. No one, absolutely no one, deserves to suffer for all eternity, because people are not born bad.
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