I am suffering so much

I am suffering so much

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get a white wife

Stop that.

not husband material at the moment, in a already dead relationship too desperate to leave

we all suffer. we live at the end of western civilization. we live in a world littered with artifacts from a past when our ancestors conquered the world, but before we were born a great calamity happened, and now our race is dying. We will pass from this place, the age of whites is over, the world will sink back into darkness and there it will stay and there is NOTHING any of us can do about it.

THERE ARE NO MORE BARRIERS TO CROSS.
ALL I HAVE IN COMMON WITH THE UNCONTROLLABLE AND THE INSANE,
THE VICIOUS AND THE EVIL, ALL THE MAYHEM I HAVE CAUSED
AND MY UTTER INDIFFERENCE TOWARD IT I HAVE NOW SURPASSED.
MY PAIN IS CONSTANT AND SHARP, AND I DO NOT HOPE FOR A BETTER WORLD FOR ANYONE.
IN FACT, I WANT MY PAIN TO BE INFLICTED ON OTHERS.
I WANT NO ONE TO ESCAPE. BUT EVEN AFTER ADMITTING THIS, THERE IS NO CATHARSIS;
MY PUNISHMENT CONTINUES TO ELUDE ME, AND I GAIN NO DEEPER KNOWLEDGE OF MYSELF.
NO NEW KNOWLEDGE CAN BE EXTRACTED FROM MY TELLING.

THIS CONFESSION HAS MEANT NOTHING.

Fuck I feel you, man. Only thing in my life.

wow bro do you have a crystal ball?

>the absolute STATE of murrica

also such a weak person I can't be sober for one day
On top of that I'm degenerate enough to be loath about it on the Sup Forums

start with what you can change in order to become husband material. Get off drugs and alcohol immediately (if this applies) .. money is always going to be an issue so don't let that prevent you from getting married. Sometimes hearing yourself say something is over reminds you that it's not (*sometimes*). Maybe you can salvage your relationship if she's been faithful and tries to help you become a better man.
Sending you positive energy brother..

More people should read decline of the west by Spengler.

what could you do to stop it? even if you were the president of any western nation, it can not be stopped, but you don't even have a clue as to what you would do if you were in such a position.

>also such a weak person I can't be sober for one day
why would you want to be?

sobriety is for fags. here's what you do. get yourself a six pack of beer and some dumbells. every set of bicep curls, renegade rows, butterflies, what have you, take a sip. your workout ends when you run out of beer. this also works with weed but you need to cram more sets/hit in there. don't recommend combining those substances for the workout game though.

I used to drink every day too, but I took a very high dose of 4-AcO-DMT about a year back and afterwards never got drunk or experienced cravings for alcohol again. Psychedelics can sometimes help in some circumstances, so it might be worth looking into.

your brain chemistry is out of balance
try something called 5 HTP or L Tyrosine

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OP, I honestly think this guy has the only good advice. I think this is the only way.

I've tried everything and nothing works. I know it doesn't have to be like this but it do. I also know if I can just change myself and head out of my hero's journey things can be amazing.

Im in a similar situation but this helped. Thanks

If only curing opiate addiction were this simple.

>[YOU] pass from this place
because you are a little bitch being oppressed by comfort lol

Why don't you get off 4chins, jerk off to cuck porn, eat a bag of candy, don't bother brushing your teeth, then call it a days waste done and cry yourself to sleep, you cowardly little bitch quitter.

It's now on Legendary Difficulty BECAUSE IT HAS TO BE THAT WAY!!!!1111111111

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wish you strength and perseverance brother

Look up ibogaine, never dine it myself but if you have the means to travel abroad they have clinics for exactly this type of thing.

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Me too OP. But just chill; it ain't no thing.

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>too desperate to leave
What are you so desperate for? Pain?
If you're desperate for companionship and you arent getting it, just walk away.

Kill yourself or fix your problems. Wallowing in your own self-pity accomplishes nothing.

Keep going and have a long term goal. My goal is to create an aryan family when I marry my gf, it helps me going on through shit job and shit uni

Today I think I've taken over 200mg of adderall and it sucks cause I get anxiety when I run out