Sup Forums has had my heart since 2009. Now I'm 22, almost done with college and it's wild how much of an impact this site has had on me and the people here have. I've laughed, I've cried, I've cringed everything all in one place. But honestly why?
As I'm growing older and more and more redpills are dropped it depresses the shit out of me. I've had sex with over 20 girls and life seems like it's going nowhere but down. After your 20's life goes down the shitter. If I don't find a wife by then I'm just gonna be a shitty degenerate.
What's the point in persisting for the sake of persisting?
I want a family, but i feel like every state sucks to raise one in.
I want a family but i don't think there is the right girl out there.
I really just want to eat a slug of a 20 gauge and call it a night.
Society is diminishing.
White are dying
Nuclear family is dying
I wish I grew up in the 70s where I could be artistic and not have to deal with fucking gentle mutilating freaks
Hitler did nothing wrong. Look up "Mourning The Ancient Truth" for Eighteen Pages of Proof that Adolf Hitler & National Socialism were Not "Racist", NEVER Will Be, Never Can Be. The ZOG Lied To You!!! youtube.com/watch?v=BY0Lpl9ff1Y
I had family that lived in nazi Germany I know the truth.
Plus you have a cucked EU flag get out
Jayden Ward
He did nothing wrong
Benjamin Moore
You like fishing user
Adam Flores
redpilled = brainwashed. you've been brainwashed. you are broken now, and you will likely never escape.
Parker Richardson
Don't worry, be happy AI is on rise and there is no stopping it, doesn't really matter what quarrels we have here as AI will render it all pointless when taking control of us. Help building the prison we live in and close your eyes again, before it all ends.
Xavier James
Damn I'm jelly I just turned 22 and I've only had sex with 3
Jaxson Perry
Dude, come on
Jose Gray
S9meone give me hope
Gavin Scott
You sound like me, OP. Came here in 07 and never stopped. I am lucky enough to have a wife that I met in high school. I'm 24. I feel the same things you do, this place does ruin your ability to be happy in the world, wife or no wife. I addle my mind with weed to feel content and complacent again, but I know It's just a temporary foggy bluepill, but the world is just too much to bear at times.
All I can say is you have to keep trying, even if it seems hopeless. An heroing is not an option. You can see how shit everything is, you might be useful some day because of that. Sometimes you must endure suffering to find your true purpose. I can't guarantee you the day will come that you can truly make a difference, but you must be ready if it does.
It's the only thing you can do.
I don't even know why I'm typing this, but maybe itll help in some small way?
Ryder Thompson
Go back to being bluepilled and focus on entertainment and illusions like most people do.
Yes, jews win if you do that but atleast you will be happy for a moment.
Andrew Cruz
Yeah I'm not really that depressed anymore just because I hope that one day I can help make a difference. And think of the dozens of generations of white men that had children and continued their legacy to eventually become you, they'd want you to help save the white race or at least try.
Nicholas Cox
Dude, I feel you. I also smoke more than the average human.
I just think humanity is withering away
Ian Morgan
Don't let yourself become consumed by it and smoke all the time, you'll just become everything you hate. We are definitely on the edge of great change, I wouldn't call it withering just yet, but it has the potential to be. We are on the edge of oblivion, and it's going to take every ounce of fight from everyone who cares to push things back. We haven't won yet, but we have had many victories in this past year. Don't let this place feeding you every negative thing about the world alter your perception of the future. It's still possible to win.
I very rarely post anymore, but your comments have struck me. Just know that you're not alone in this fight. I've been having this struggle a great deal lately. What kind of future will my children live in? I don't know, all I can do is try to make it the best future possible with what I've been given.
Levi Bell
user I'm 28 it gets worse. But I thank god every day I'm alive. I've had a wild ride but someday you'll find the right woman. I'm breaking up with a girl I've been with for 3 years after Christmas. Just find what you want out out of life and be happy with who you are
Evan Bennett
user 2 things 1) If you really want a family (and are interested in politics) volunteer for one of the 2018 campaigns. You'll be outside, you can be as autistic as you want. It will help you meet people (some of which will be women) and they will be to the right, same as you. Life begins at the end of your comfort zone. Dating sites don't work, you being comfy in your home thinking that will improve your life significantly won't work. You MUST get out there and you MUST risk rejection. Over and over and over and over again talking to girls. It's just part of being a man and trying to get with girls. The first couple of time sucks but eventually you get addicted to the battle of wits and words. Approach a hot girl with the mindset of "I know this won't work. I'm here just to see how big of a cunt she is" if she gives you any shit or disrespects you in any way, call her the fuck out on it. the weird thing is, is that she'll actually respond positively to it. Call a girl rude. For some reason they hate that but it makes them crave the D
#2) To be honest what you need to do is have hobbies and life goals. Mine is to own a mountain and have a self-sustaining home where I have my own water, produce my own electricity, have my own automated greenhouse, etc. Need as little as possible. Be comfy, read, build, get a telescope and star gaze on clear nights.
You are 22. It took about 25-26 for me to finally pull out of the mental fuckery of youth. Things aren't that bad and for all human existences ever had, we live like god damn kings or better than kings from any previous era. Warm in winter, cool in summer, well fed, clean water. Meditation, gratefulness, letting go of material desires/throw away shit you don't need.
There is a lot that you can experience in life and you are young and single. You are also literate and wealthier than the vast majority of the world. ENJOY IT. You have the world by the ass!
Aiden Wright
I came for edgy memes mid-2000. Now here I am.
Lucas Taylor
Dude, I want the same sort of things.
Since i went to germany at a young age I always wanted a house in the mountains with an abundance of land.
>chickens >goats for milk because the jews made me lactose intolerant
I'm happy the real humans on this board popped up. We need more positive thread
This whole net neutrality thing is really taking a toll on me too
Alexander Kelly
You're 22, give it a few years to let your hormones die down before you decide to give up on anything.
Build something you can be proud of in the meantime, a business you yourself own. Stay in shape, don't drink too much and be a little more picky with the company and women you hang with.
You've had enough women to know what they're like, you'll find one eventually that has the best traits a woman can have, and as few of the bad ones they're capable of. Someone you'll want to have children with.
Focus more on building friendships, in person ones, with like minded men.
Jaxson Roberts
Agitate for the elimination of no-fault divorce. Improve yourself. Study game.
Caleb Rogers
"And for this people, and for the sake of this people, we will struggle and fight, and never slacken, never tire, never lose courage, and never lose faith."
Connor Hernandez
Hey asshole you live in the states and have a booming economy, be smart with your money and pay off a house with a bit of land and raise your family wholsome go somewhere rural and involve your kids in the outdoors and hockey (hockey is 99% white sport)
Robert Davis
OH WOW I ACTED LIKE A DEGENERATE NOW I FINALLY REALISE I AM ONE AND I DONT LIKE IT HELP MEEEEE
Chase Morris
>This whole net neutrality thing is really taking a toll on me too I work in IT You have absolutely NOTHING to worry about.
