Sup Forums, I'm majorly depressed...

Sup Forums, I'm majorly depressed. I'm at a point in my life where things aren't really all that bad but I can't find the motivation or the reason to continue. I served in the Army for 4 years, and now I'm in the reserves completing my education. I'm married, and I'm making ends meet through all the benefits I've earned from my service, yet despite all of this I just think life is hopeless. I googled painless ways to commit suicide last night, and I think I'm still strongly in the suicidal ideation step. I think I want to turn my life around, but I don't know how. What should I do? Any input would be appreciated.

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Helium tank cpap mask. Do u have kids? If u do and commit suicide you're a enormous turd

No kids. My wife is really dependent on me, though. Emotionally and financially. She makes it difficult to go through with it. That's why I'm trying to change my outlook.

That's one method I haven't heard before. Thanks for the input.

Don't admit defeat, user. I don't know how to help. I don't even know if I can help.
Perhaps get a hobby?
Do something spontaneous.
Travel.
Talk to people you don't know especially if you don't want to.
And above all make sure you clean your room.

Sounds like you have problems in your marriage, maybe divorce b4 suicide? Change a few things around first

Tie piano wire to your limbs then jump off a building, you'll ruin several peoples lives and you'll be remembered forever

Got any hobbies or stuff that makes you happy? Went through the same stuff you are now, having something I enjoy to keep me busy helped a lot

I'll maybe branch out and see if I can make any immediate changes in my life. Thanks.

She does stress me out a lot. Her problems become mine and I can never really catch a break. But I love her a lot and she's always been there for me. I wouldn't feel right abandoning her because I'm inconvenienced every now and again. I care about her.

I don't, and frankly I wouldn't know where to start. Nothing interests me anymore.

Don't kill yourself dude. Take some drugs if you must to feel "awake" like any stimulant, or psychedelic like shrooms or LSD. But trust me if you could feel an eternity of nothing of boredness you'd rather be alive.

When you do end up having kids with that woman you'll have a new outlook on life.