I've been wanting to try them for the health benefits but seem to get sweet fuck all from them.
Today is my close to tenth time taking them and hardly anything is happening. In quite a foul mood/feeling exhausted now because of them.
I'm not on any meds, stopped smoking weed because I thought that might be causing the issue, limited how much wheat I've eaten the past month, started eating fermented food thinking it may have something to do with my stomach issues but, yeah nah, still sweet fuck all.
All that happens is I feel sick and dissociate hard.
One time I played with Lion King coloring books for a few hours and had some crazy dreams. But another time I suddenly just started thinking about all these bad things and ripping into myself and it was a very bad trip and then I had crazy nightmares too. I think I shouldn't do mushrooms because I can change mood randomly a lot and if you're not in a good place when you do them, you take yourself to a much worse place.
Hudson Foster
I did, I've done my research.
Other people have tripped on these same shrooms and loved them.
Ryder Evans
Are you sure they were psilocybe?
Did you weigh them out beforehand? I know of people who have had non-trips before but ten times is pretty bizarre.
Gabriel Sanchez
some people react more strongly than others.
some people are more prone to dysphoric and disruptive rather than euphoric and productive experiences, due to individual chemistry, life experiences and how you are wired.
it shouldn't be hard to find mushies in NZ.
You going for cubenis (cow shit loving summer mushies) or subaeruginosa (wood loving winter ones)?
Subaeruginosa the wood loving ones you find in winter (and are likely more common on the south island i think) are many times more potent than cubenis.
You can also take drugs or medications to compound the effects such as an MAOI which reduces the compounds in the brain which clear the drug making it stronger and longer lasting but its easy to overdo it and have a bad time.
I recommend heading over to the ID forums on shroomery for more details.
Leo Green
>Are you sure they were psilocybe? Yes, I am sure.
Other people have tripped on these and loved them.
I weighed them, yes. It was a small dose, 2grams, but I've eaten more and, nah, still in a mood. Actually in a massive fucking rage to tell you the truth.
I have a funny liver, thing called Gilberts Syndrome, and I wonder if that's the issue. However I went on stimulants a few years back which fucked my CNS and wonder whether that's the cause.
>fuck the rage flowing through me right now is insane
