Given all that we know about (((them))), white genocide, the destruction of the west, the invasion of muslims and chinks, the race iq gap, the nature of liberated women, the controlled opposition, the great manufactured lies, etc?
I used to be very social, popular, outgoing, life of the party, and the extent of my politics was being a "pretty conservative right-wing guy I guess". Now I have swallowed too many redpills and feel like I am living a double life.
I put on a smile and talk about sportsball and netflix shows with the guys at the office. I don't watch them anymore. I just glance over show premises and scores to fit in. The extent of our political chats are "Harper is dumb. Trudeau is dumb. They're all corrupt man".
Meanwhile on the inside I want to scream out that Hitler did nothing wrong and the satanic serpent Jews are going to rule over us and feast on our children's blood and flesh.
I wouldn't want to go back and unlearn the hard truths of life. But they eat away at my soul everyday.
My only small joy is buying 80's movies on Blu-Ray and listening to the 80's channel on SiriusXM while trying to ignore the jewish actors, djs, producers, and owners in them.
Thanks. It's always a struggle to hide your power level though. I try to find a lot of escapisms when I'm not at work.
Haven't seen that movie in years. It just gets referenced here a lot.
You should lurk more.
Christian Martinez
With each day the power of WWII begin to disappear.
Hunter Wright
I feel you op it really sucks that we have to bear this burden while the rest of the world sleeps.
Aiden Phillips
Just be ok with being lonely, senpai. Keep working on yourself. Eventually you'll find people with your same mentality soon enough.
As for entertainment, I can't watch anything modern anymore, so lately I've been watching a bunch of Sergio Leone movies. Pretty Comfy
Hunter Smith
>that flag >cringe Please kill yourself
Ayden Clark
I've never been sane at all, but the redpill has made me way calmer, not less sane. I used to have fits of rage about why people were so incapable of debating things rationally, once I realized they were essentially brainwashed religious cultists I found a sense of very profound peace.
I haven't had an actual argument with someone for years because I realize that it's not their fault, all you can do is sort of lead them along to the truth, but they have to discover it themselves.
Ryder Hill
That is true when the red pills are this tough to swallow we need to point people in the direction of truth where they discover it themselves. Put them on the path so to speak.
Evan Turner
>that flag
Lincoln Nguyen
“The point is, you see," said Ford, "that there is no point in driving yourself mad trying to stop yourself going mad. You might just as well give in and save your sanity for later.” -DA
Angel Mitchell
Hopefully. It feels like (((they))) milk the holohoax in every single conversation and it still works for the most part.
It's the dual life part that really sucks. Having to maintain the illusion of who I used to be to maintain normal relations with colleagues, family, friends, etc.
I had to break it off with my girlfriend (a typical young conservatives good goy) because of this. We never talked about my politics but she had a vague idea based on the occasional comment I let slip.
She was the only one who saw me go out and be the life of the party for all our friends at social gatherings then come home and drop the mask. Not all the time. Just enough where she could tell I was "playing a role".
When I broke it off she didn't protest. At least by myself I can have certain times of the day where I'm not putting on an act.
It's tough. I want them to know the truth but I don't want them to feel what we feel.
I love meme flaggers and don't think they should be ashamed of their country (unless that country is Israel).
Logan Powell
Embrace chaos and enjoy.
Dominic Barnes
>I love meme flaggers whew >It's the dual life part that really sucks that's what you've got humor for I'm not telling you to go full 1488 but why bother lying? Just take the piss when you're with the guys and stay out of it if it's not appropriate. You're larping as a fucking spy going balls deep undercover, and for what? It's just a ton of stress to get some brownie points proving you're a good goy.
Aaron Roberts
your spirit is telling you to dig deeper
Isaiah Sanders
Some of us are born of the black sun and live for this shit, what our fuhrer called the eternal struggle and prepare our minds and bodies for what is coming to destroy the enemies of man, we will bath in their blood youtube.com/watch?v=rKsfU-cIbUI
Easton Powell
Jesus
Ayden Collins
I'm with you OP, we are the vanguard, most important thing is to produce children and the best way to achieve that is to make as much money as you can. We must bide our time and do our bit to pull away from the false world we live in without compromising our safety and wait till the time comes to act
Juan Morgan
a psychologist would not declare me sane if I did not lie to them.
But the truth is, we are the only ones actually sane. We are the ones who open our eyes to the truth. It is entirely normal to panic about how fucked everything is and how literally no one seems to care. That in itself is proof that you are not insane. The very essence of your being is triggering multiple alarms to tell you everything is wrong, but we are not capable of fixing it right now, so all you can do is wait and hope.
Landon Walker
>How Do You Guys Maintain Your Sanity? Come here to went and make sure I don't reveal my power-level around normies.
Just dress and conduct yourself normally. At the most you can try and slip in mini redpills depending on the conversation. I do it sometimes and it works surprisingly well, when used on the right people.
Adrian Ross
By continuing forward, always.
Isaac Thompson
By cutting down my time on this board. I've been here since /new/ and within the past two years.
The happenings are what keep me from dropping this dump once in for all. As soon as I'm out, they pull me back in!
Nicholas Myers
>whew I love them because they don't love themselves. They hide because they are ashamed of their countries.
>you're larping I realize I'm not some secret agent with super important information. But it's like if you knew 100% who the antichrist was but couldn't say anything because nobody would believe you, your life would be destroyed, and your family would be endangered.
>And for what? My job. My social circle. My parents and siblings who could have their lives ruined if they are associated with a crazy evil racist nazi.
>You're a good goy I know. The highlight of my month has been waiting for 2049 to come out on Blu-Ray tomorrow.
Luis Parker
stfu pussy hiding power levels is a kike meme and for beta faggots. I will tell the truth and fight for justice at any cost, my life doesn't matter in the big scheme of things we all die everything is for the volk. If you aren't prepared to die for the cause and fight for justice go fuck yourself cowering the corner like the pussy you are some of us are forged from iron and will never submit
Aaron Flores
After I read Sup Forums for the first time and accepted the red pills I raged into hatred and shut myself off from everyone.
Eventually figured out I couldn't do that anymore so just accept that most people are blind to the Jew tricks, white genocide and nigger invasion.
I find being open to being a racist and only touch white people to my family and girlfriend helps.
Other than that just sit on the seething rage as there is nothing I can do about it.
Luis Lee
Not only the JQ but the extent of Pedogate has been one of the hardest things to swallow. Best of luck to all the anons out there, you aren't alone, though it might seem that way.
Zachary Garcia
I don't.
I keep to myself and kind of live in a day to day haze, lazily working towards something resembling future goals. I don't socialize much anymore, I can't stomach it. Not because I think I'm above "normies", but I can't stomach talking about mundane bullshit when we're facing some of the biggest problems humanity has had to deal with in almost a century.
Ryder Martinez
*and within the past two years I drop by occasionally or if something big is going on.
fuck
Angel Price
they are shilling with these threads, if you are feeling depressed step away from the computer. do not let them manipulate your subconscious to think about (((depression)))
then the other playlists then every video on that channel then show others what you learn and the phoenix will rise again. All of this ends when each of us an individual makes a collective effort, do something with your fucking lives instead of whining like dindus, if you will not do anything to save yourselves then you are not worth saving
Connor Wood
There's a big difference between depression and realizing what lies ahead of us. I don't panic, but it's like being on a bus just a block or two away from your destination.
Andrew Green
When your own power level is a bit higher than the rest, others will feel more comfortable letting their power level rise a bit. All you have to do is wait. Soon enough your power level will be too low.
YOU ARE NOT RED PILLED YOU ARE CLUELESS, IF YOU WANT TO DEFEAT THE JEW YOU HAVE TO EDUCATE YOURSELF YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THEY ARE HIDING AND WHAT THEY ARE DOING AND WHY AND UNTIL YOU DO YOU ARE USELESS TO YOURSELF, TO YOU PEOPLE AND TO THIS LIFE THE WAY IT WORKS IN THIS WORLD IS YOU ARE ONE OF THE PLAYERS OF THE PIECES BEING PLAYED DO NOT BE A GOY BE YOG
Angel Kelly
The older you get the less you give a shit this counts for everything from relationships to work to politics. It starts around when you get to 31
Anthony Evans
Have you ever tripped on acid and thought about all this truth? It’s fucking scary man. I’ve listened to the blacks music and I can tell you, I’ve seen the devil and he’s Jewish.
Josiah Myers
I am prepared to die. I am not prepared to die needlessly and in vain.
I found this relatable and amusing.
Realizing that a group of satanic pedophiles operate openly in DC and then watching the entire media cover up for them and seamlessly mold the opinion of normies into "pizzagate conspiracy nuts amirite" was something to behold.
I think the only reason my friends still invite me to the bar is because I don't drink anymore due to the possibility that jews use it to cull us and keep us numb.
I have also experienced this type of paranoia too. I genuinely suspected one of my classmates in senior year of college of being a CSIS agent sent to spy on me.
Dominic Perez
>I’ve listened to the blacks music and I can tell you, I’ve seen the devil and he’s Jewish
Summary?
Jace Bennett
That's funny, I have to drink to have fun with my friends anymore.
Charles Bell
I seriously smoke about two or three ounces of weed in a month. Probably the only thing that keeps me level and calm.
Jayden Russell
you don't have to all you have to do is find the truth, we made as easy for you as we possibly can, we have played out what takes a lifetime to discover step by step for you here all you have to is learn and share what you know
Caleb Lee
this should excite you Check the catalog
Ayden King
Funny, Alcohol and Weed no longer help me. In fact it makes me feel worse
Lucas Adams
the kikes are a paper tiger it is all a show, ffs all they do is use people THAT WILL NOT EDUCATE THEMSELVES to fight each other, it is simple to win all you have to do IS FIND THE TRUTH, but they have purposefully engineered society to be drooling half wit lazy selfish garbage and maybe 3 people in this thread will actually do something as simple as watching and sharing some videos, this is why they own all of you
Landon Allen
I know you are shilling this channel, But damn, this is amazing content, and message.
If everyone knew the truth we wouldn’t need to feel this way. >(unless that country is Israel) kek
Bentley Flores
the answers to every question everyone here has and discusses endlessly in circles is there all anyone has to do is look it could not be more easy
Lucas Taylor
I found redpilled friends community activism.
Charles Sanchez
Except nothing ever happens. I spent the whole of last year absorbing the redpill and realizing how tense things are, but the excitement wears thin. I still have to go to work and worry about normie problems. At least when I lived on auto-pilot and was bluepilled I didn't worry about shit that I couldn't directly control.
Hunter Morgan
Roll with the changes.
Jordan Howard
Having a bird's eye view doesn't mean you're flying. We live in reality (a helpless, depressing one), as people would rather deny transparent truths and live in ignorance, than embrace the ability to know more.
I have now developed a form of ADD when speaking to the normies, as I am almost always immediately bored. This pussy PC generation mixed with race baiting faggotry can get annoying, but push on, because we have 7 more years of winning ahead.
Joseph Richardson
anyway I love all of you everything we do is for you always was, do not let them steal your destiny nothing can ever be more important than what I am telling you right now, nothing you ever do will be more important than finding the truth what they are hiding, what they are trying to steal from you good luck see you guys later
None of you are anywhere close to being red pilled it is just a category they created and control to keep you from becoming red pilled
Zachary Wood
I'll check it out. Seriously.
I have one friend checking out those "far right youtube guys" like Jordan Peterson and Steven Crowder. So there might be hope.
5 years to go.
I don't do drugs so no. Please share your experience.
I think finding a few friends who have swallowed even half these redpills would make it easier to deal with. Mine just range from "Who cares about politics I voted Trudeau for weed though" to "Fiscally conservative socially liberal right guys?!"
Hunter Reyes
booze, and a lot of it.
Ian Jackson
I have rules I follow when I go psychotic. I keep my life simple. I practice some behavioral therapies I do on my own. No medicine, its mostly useless.
Alexander Long
>I have one friend checking out those "far right youtube guys" like Jordan Peterson and Steven Crowder. So there might be hope. And that's what he's letting on. >I think finding a few friends who have swallowed even half these redpills would make it easier to deal with So have some fun and broadcast it.
Tyler James
I see as a call to purpose and simply pray that one day our woes will go away. Until then I do all I can for the nationalist cause. As for political pussyfooting, I speak about concepts which stops the simplest of people from understanding my positions from preformed ideas established by the Social Democrats.
Oliver Thompson
You can't focus on the negatives brother. The only solution is to focus on yourself and continue your ascension.
Ryan Powell
I laugh at the ridiculousness of the world. Whatever it is, I laugh about it all
Nathan James
this Gnosis, transcend
Kayden Mitchell
It's not all lost. Can you imagine the timeline with Madam President? Don't despair, ethnostates are coming. Balkanization everywhere, that's the tide of history.
