Does the despair ever get to you, Sup Forums?

does the despair ever get to you, Sup Forums?
how do you deal with it?
does it get better?

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>does it get better?
in a way, it's slowly eating you up, you start not to feel anything more often. like you are getting really empty.Probably turning to other people would be the best way to deal with it, someone close

Sup Forums gets me through my day

It gets to me often, and I can't hide it. My girlfriend usually gives me a hard time on these occasions, cause I can't put in words what I feel and she doesn't understand.

I attend AA meeting but I'm not an alcoholic...seeing others getting over helps me with my struggles

I just hope nuclear holocaust will happen soon.

I go to meeting everyday but seldom speak just mostly listen

Do you believe in God? Do you pray to him?

That's what makes my life better.

You don't want to live life hoping for someone to kill you...

>how do you deal with it?
Gook porn cartoons

once you get a little older you stop feeling it so much
it slowly gets replaced with tired and angry
every now and then you notice that a part of you seems to have died
but you only have a vague impression of what that part of you was like.
you have a nagging feeling that you should be more concerned than you are about the change
but mostly you can't be bothered to think about it

Chemistry, mathematics and good whiskey.

Tell myself to stop bein a damn pussy, usually clears up most negative things

Ungratefulness selfish self-centered are the two biggest robbers joy and peace

If you're feeling depressed, chances are you have an underlying chronic disease or immune system issue. Find and treat that first before you turn to the antidepressant jew.

I hike, everytime i'm in the mountains it gaves me a new perspective. Also sport.
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Never despair, neve capitulate.

>does the despair ever get to you, Sup Forums?
a more fitting question would be if the despair ever leaves me,the answer is no,it doesnt
>how do you deal with it?
i ve found out that taking part in different activities is the best way to ignore it,because at the end of the day thats all i can do,try to ignore it and hope that something like this thread wont remind me of my misery
but at the end of the day,when i go to sleep it all comes back like a tidal wave and as i see myself alone in a cold bed i realize that theres nothing else i can do but try to fall asleep,only for the cycle to repeat itself again the next day
>does it get better?
no
i dont know about the rest of you,but i personally feel like there s a hole inside of me and that no matter how many things i do,own or eat i can never fill it
its like a gaping abyss,like a black hole,always dark and always wanting more

t gets better Norwaybro. You have to focus on what matters in life, family friends etc. And always say something when the subject comes up.
Thats all you can do.

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>i dont know about the rest of you,but i personally feel like there s a hole inside of me and that no matter how many things i do,own or eat i can never fill it
>its like a gaping abyss,like a black hole,always dark and always wanting more
Mr. Ceausescu, I think you're trying to seduce me.

it does not. there is no purpose to our lives here. yeah goy have a family and kids and waste your life away doing some shitty job you dont even like. introduce a kid into this world where it will be brainwashed as soon as he enters the world. em waves, injections.. theres no end to this shit......

What they want is for the White Man to be destroyed. Will you help them with that Romaniabro?

Grow up fag
Look at the White Cuck

Despair is a false emotion. Despair implies that there is some truth that exists in such a way that reality needn't be its current iteration; and could presumably be some other (better) reality.

But that's just wishful thinking. There's no proof of that scenario; and therefore its just your own ego.

I have Jesus Christ.
Find Him, OP.
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nice flag nigger filled country
once you get woke enough you will realize these things. have fun for now being stuck on pol level redpills you fucking mind crippled nigger

how do you not realize that all religions have been subverted you absolute faggot?

Perspective. I laugh a lot

Race war is coming. R-right, guys? We have to be ready.

Psilocybin. Loosen the filter and hint at your powerlevel. The allostatic load on your psyche is too much if you hide it 100% of the time.

I dealt with it by giving my soul to Satan. Now I love the despair, the pain. Makes me feel at home in Hell.

You dont need Satan to embrace suffering. It's the crucible that shapes progress.

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The black sun. The true form of despair and desolation.

Look to Buddhism, it is what it is. You'll be alright.

ill have to look into this, its getting fucking crazy... EM weapons, sentient AI, entities fucking shit up.. how do you even know your dreams are your dreams? protip: they probably arent
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>does the despair ever get to you, Sup Forums?

Sometimes, but I always get over it. The more challenged I am, the more determined I become.

>how do you deal with it?

By always remembering the two things that (((they))) do not want you to know above all else:

1. That who and what we all really are is Pure Consciousness, which is infinite and eternal, experiencing life in a temporary human form.

2. That what we call 'reality' is illusory and therefore malleable, which means that nothing is impossible (indeed, even the word 'impossible' itself literally says "I'm possible!").

With that knowledge, we can successfully save the white race from extinction and prevent the end of Western Civilisation without losing sight of the bigger picture. I often suffer from a high amount of anxiety, but I always get through my anxiety no matter what because I always remember the words of Bill Hicks: "Don't worry, don't be afraid - ever. Because this is just a ride. And we can change it any time we want." And yes, the ride never ends, but that's only because WE never end. And the ride has pause buttons - meditation and the dreamless state of deep sleep. We can also pause the ride for as long as we want if we know how. And even though the ride never ends, we can still permanently get off the never-ending ride (while other souls remain on the never-ending ride) by achieving liberation from the cycle of birth and death. I also always remember the words "This too shall pass". This means that no matter what we experience, our experiences are always impermanent (and that includes BOTH our 'bad' experiences AND our 'good' experiences).

>does it get better?

Yes. The more 'real' you become, the less 'real' the world becomes.

To be honest,I believe I m suffering of crippling loneliness
I am almost 20 and still a virgin

I leave Sup Forums and go somewhere happier
Like r9k, or the morgue

i take wellbutrin and stay away from toxic people

Alcohol, I want to join the military. I need structure. My foundation is cracked and is leaking sanity.

>I am almost 20 and still a virgin
That's not really unusual, especially not by user standards.

1. Venlafaxin ~170mg daily
2. Amitriptyline 50 mg daily
3. Valproic acid, 1g daily

I haven't felt despair for two months so far. I was sad at some points, but there was an objective reason

>I am almost 20
your teen angst is embarrassing, all the world is open for you.
come back when you are in your late 30's drinking yourself to sleep every day.

1. you parents will die and leave you alone
2. you will die
3. your achievements will turn to dust
4. you can make children and hope they will make children

This right here trust in the Lord

It's all in your head. Get over the idea that your inner state is determined by outer circumstances. Take responsibility for yourself

>does the despair ever get to you, Sup Forums?
Yes
>how do you deal with it?
DUDE ____ LMAO
>does it get better?
Yes

As my psychiatrist put it: "The thousands generations of your forebears look at you right now, and you feel sad and anxious over some insignificant shit when you actually need to reproduce. In the name of your forebears glory, get a gf".
The last phrase really activated my alimonds.

True despair would have one of the two skeletons alone in a panic pose in what would be years of complete isolation and unfulfilled and perceivably unreachable desires and dreams, the artist is obviously a just another dirty normie, looks like garbage.

All you have to do is survive.

That if you are in real depair.

Everything stays the same, you just deal with it better. Next time the same thing happens, at least you know what to expect.
Not seeing the world as malevolent also helps

>1. you parents will die and leave you alone
yeah, unfortunately..

>2. you will die
I'm hoping that technology becomes advanced enough in my lifetime so that I can live longer, but yeah

>3. your achievements will turn to dust
Well no actually, unless they get removed from the internet, which is unlikely.

>4. you can make children and hope they will make children
Yeah, I've been thinking about that more lately.

>Yes
>I call people faggots on the internet
>No
Is this some sort of new psyop?
We're not sleepy, faggot.

It will come.

I feel you. No, it is not getting better but it steps back again to surface later.
I also feel better after looking at older cinema depicting people in hardship and despair but triumphing at the end, coming out scared but stronger. I now I will be called a fag but isolate yourself and let your emotion go. Crying can help getting over a massive hit to moral.
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Oswald or your speaker of choice can help you to get out of a deep low.

I simply imagine ambushing Muslims in the ruins of the west German caliphate in 10 years
this and animu

>indeed, even the word 'impossible' itself literally says "I'm possible!"
That's a bad meme.
>That what we call 'reality' is illusory and therefore malleable
This is something only a half-wise would say. See: The Kybalion.
''“The half-wise, recognizing the comparative unreality of the Universe, imagine that they may defy its Laws -- such are vain and presumptuous fools, and they are broken against the rocks and torn asunder by the elements by reason of their folly.''

>imagine that they may defy its Laws

There are no laws, only habits. In time, you will realise this fact.

revel in the despair

For beings of Flesh they are Laws. In The Kybalion they are called principles:

''I. THE PRINCIPLE OF MENTALISM.
II. THE PRINCIPLE OF CORRESPONDENCE.
III. THE PRINCIPLE OF VIBRATION.
IV. THE PRINCIPLE OF POLARITY.
V. THE PRINCIPLE OF RHYTHM.
VI. THE PRINCIPLE OF CAUSE AND EFFECT.
VII. THE PRINCIPLE OF GENDER.''

>indeed, even the word 'impossible' itself literally says "I'm possible!"

it's eating me and it hurts my relationships with other people. I want to get off this ride

>does the despair ever get to you, Sup Forums?

All the time, friend. When I wake up, I feel it and when I go to sleep, I feel it.

>how do you deal with it?

You just got to realize that yes, the world is full of degeneracy and awful things and the raw deals that life seems to hand out with reckless abandon, but the only thing you can do is focus on improving your life and eventually being an example for others. Or just move to a rural shithole like I did and become a farmer.

>does it get better?

Not for anyone else but you or likeminded individuals.

Avoid the monotony of a desk and get some air. Pays better too if you're into that.

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I just lump it on top of the mental illness I already have if we ever win please T4 me.

The best thing I can do is not being apathic and work towards my goals. Work distracts you from the reality of your situation

>the divine cosmic order is only available to me as a mental projection
>here is a list of properties that hold for everything in the universe, "principles" or "laws" if you will
>please forget about the first principle
hermetics pls go, the mentalist nature of polarity and duality in everything is embarrassing.

Based russian phychiatrists

it gets better

yep, then i listen to LANDSER or STAHLGEWITTER and i am back in fight mode.

Sometimes, but it was way worse when I didn't understand what was happening.

Despair is fun. He's your only true friend, because he will never leave you alone.

Based catholic spanbro.

Some people are capable of faith without the church. If you weren't jaded, you too can find solace in universal order, user. Jesus himself has said the nation of Israel is in the hearts of his followers, not in the walls of a temple. Open your heart.

Nimrod/Osiris/Kronos/Saturn is both the father and reincarnation of Tammuz/Horus/Apollo/Jupiter/Jesus/Lucifer.

It is in the hearts though, I agree. However, I cannot find solace in any external entity, nor any (((order))). I might be jaded yes

you shouldn't despair youtube.com/watch?v=iDMiui8LShk

>how do you deal with it?
Do shrooms if you want to cure your depression

>does the despair ever get to you, Sup Forums?
sometimes

>how do you deal with it?
look at how miserable norwegians are

>does it get better?
only if you look at russians

I see where you're coming from, and I can't blame you for feeiling that way. I had similar feelings. We all must walk our own way. Personally, I believe in the figure of Jesus of Nazareth, as there is some substantial evidence for his existence. I mean, some figures are proven to have been real (i.e. Pontius Pilate), and anyone can still find meaning in his teachings. You can take a Jeffersonian approach to the Bible and still come away with some purpose.

And I'm not suggesting some skydaddy idea of "God". More so I see God as being the principles and laws that determine our empirical reality, not a single consciousness pulling the strings. Entropy is a natural part of life, but matter and energy prefer a state of low pressure and stability. I just try to promote positivity, though I'm only human and am just as susceptible to anger.

it got to me this past september, i had an epic meltdown on kikebook then deleted it shortly after

>does the despair ever get to you, Sup Forums?
Rarely

>how do you deal with it?
Realize people are worse off than me

>does it get better?
It does, every day is a day closer to the end

Despair is your natural state. It should not get to you. Life is despair, we evolved in despair and poverty it's just what we are used to. Which explains why happiness is an addiction and a drug to our brains practically

This guy gets it.

I'm obviously not a doctor but alot of people in this thread, Sup Forums, or Sup Forums in general suffer depression or some sort of deficiency. When you use the internet to much and stay inside it warps your brain or something, man was not meant for this kind of life and I believe the next few generations, including the current one and mine, are starting to feel the effects.

Look at it this way. Depression memes, nihlism, and hedonism are popular right now without a doubt. My facebook is filled with people I went to highschool with, complete normies by all standards, posting depression memes, "I want to die", "fill the void", etc. Nobody has any purpose.

My advice to everyone on here? Maybe 1% of you has legitimate clinical depression. Otherwise, my simplest recommendation, if I had to give you a practical and tangible list of goals, is to drink a glass of water right now. Do 20 push ups. Then 20 sit ups. Then go for a walk, fucking anywhere. Pick up a book, preferably something comfy like history (I'm currently reading Theodore Rex about Teddy Roosevelt). We all need to strive to improve somewhat physically and mentally, and that means reading, excercise, getting outside into the world and stepping off the computer.

The world is not over, not by a long shot, and we have some great happenings upon us that aren't negative. I don't mean a race war or a nuclear apocalypse, I'm talking the discovery of other planets, or a right-wing/conservative cultural revolution, hell maybe even a fascist one somewhere. Things are looking pretty neat, stay positive and try not to drink to much. I'm working on that myself. Cheers.

>does the despair ever get to you, Sup Forums?
All the time.
>how do you deal with it?
Drugs.
>does it get better?
It doesn't, you just slowly come to the realization that your suffering and your Self do not exist. These are merely a sequence of chemical reactions forged over a couple billion years via a constant sequence of fuck-ups that eventually resulted in a walking and talking species of ape-things that can believe very hard that they're not only unique, but important on a basic existential level.

You and I are imaginary entities created by our own minds in order to continue the endless struggle of biological survival. Everything else is entirely imaginary, and that's okay. It may take time for you to realize how and why the cure for despair is madness. That's okay too.

I dig my heels in and smash my head against it until it crumbles!!!FACT!!! youtu.be/lvJuyzmCBkc

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This. Cured mine, I can't even feel sadness anymore tho. I'm way more optimistic in general and I fixed my relationship that got toxic. All in all would fucking recommend.

>does the despair ever get to you, Sup Forums?
I'm sure that it gets to all of us. My best friend died a few years ago, and all the other people I've known have drifted away. I don't even talk to my family except on holidays because they're even more soulless and dead than I am. I do a lot of volunteer work with the NSM, which is basically my entire social life, and my reason to live. I decided a while ago that I would live for this movement and for the 14 words. The day I lose hope in this cause is the day I eat lead. My punishment for the things I've done hasn't come in the form of financial loss or bodily harm, or even a lengthy prison sentence. I carry my prison with me everywhere I go. I am always cold and alone, locked away inside of myself. This is what it means to be dead inside.

>how do you deal with it?
I drink a lot, just so I can get some sleep. The things I've been through often keep me up at night. I smoke cigarettes to deal with the stress of my job, because I work in a steel mill. It's also deafening, and I have shit hearing as a result. I used to listen to a lot of music in my free time but I can't enjoy it like I used to.

>does it get better?
No.