Going to my retailcuck wagie job

>going to my retailcuck wagie job
>work part time for 6 hours 3 days a week but my week consists of days ruined by work or days dreading the upcoming work days
>do a job that some silicon valley 19 year old should've automated by now (they're too busy with the college fuckfest)
>sometimes get seen by people I went to school with and yhey probably laugh at me
>was laughed at by girls younger than me who knew my name ("Hey look it's user") and I didn't even know who they were
>manager realised I've been taking 40 minute breaks instead of 15 and subtly told me to cut it out
>did a degree and I'm smart but lazy
>had lots of graduate interviews but after a lifetime of doing well in academia I can't pass interviews because I'm not a normie
>tonnes of chad and Stacey couples at my workplace, many of them younger than me
>never ever had attention from a girl ever, have had zero social life for years

What's my stake in society? I lift weights but can't motivate myself to stop binge eating or work hard in my free time (on programming stuff). I go to the library and cinema to feel less alone but it never works and I go home feeling conned and sad after seeing hot girls I'll never talk to and people enjoying their youths.

If I got a graduate job then at least I wouldn't be a low status cuck but it would be mind numbing and soul destroying.

Life is unfair. Some posh person who goes to a private school is taught to act in an ubernormie way and skates through a zero work arts degree at university. This is the type of person interviewing me when I go to graduate job interviews in London.

This is humiliating and depressing. Who was the con artist that said that work gives any pride ever?

And pop songs played as muzak, which are the anthems of normies. Images of models and celebrities are shown everywhere. These are the people who post Instagram selfies gloating about "Puttin in da #work" when they had everything handed over to them due to their looks.

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Any purpose in life that isn't following the God of the Bible is unfulfilling

If you keep wallowing in your own misery, you win

/r9k/ is for you my friend,
its a grand party for losers over there.
Youre not alone.

Take pride in your work no matter how dull and pointless it is.
We were all robbed of a purpose in life but the real struggle now is to make that purpose for yourself.
If you give in to the blackpill you may be lost but take pride in yourself and what you have accomplished, small or large. Do not worry about other people, I had this problem before, my scope was too wide, once I narrowed it to focusing on myself and trying to do the better thing in every waking moment things improved.

How is life unfair, faggot. You don't try. You're obese. You don't give a shit. Why exactly should you reap the same rewards of people who work their ass off? Get your act together, stop feeling sorry for yourself, or live the rest of your life on welfare. You're a sack of shit. Maybe you should join the British Royal Legion of Faggots as a transgender where some cucked drill Sergeant can politely ask you to stop being worthless. Sage

Join the Army. Coast Guard if you don't want to fight and die for Israel.

You pay too much to what others have so you cant be greatful for things you do have.
>a roof over your head
>food in your stomach
>spare change in your pocket
Your luckier than almost 70% of the world so cheer up man, people are sat starving to death in shop doorways freezing and thats their life for another how ever many years their body can take it or until they get kicked to death by a gang of little cunts.

>smart but lazy
>I am inherently superior but cannot pass interviews because I am not a normie

STOP
This meme needs to end
You are not SMART, you are not SPECIAL. Stop using your supposed IQ and academic achievement claims to shield yourself from the fact that you are failing.

Intelligence is the ability to solve problems. But you are not solving shit. You are not really smart, and being lazy is a hallmark of the dim-witted.

If you are smart you can at least be thorough and resourceful enough to study how common people act and fake your way through an interview and win. If you are smart you cannot be lazy because you become bored due to lack of stimulation.

STOP THIS MEME. There is NO such thing as being "brilliant but lazy" or "brilliant but bad socially". Even if your social skills suck, if you are smart you can learn to imitate normies long enough to get away with whatever goals.

Intelligence is ONLY the ability to solve issues through the use of your mental prowess. It is not some kind of abstract thing disconnected from the world that you get to use as an excuse when you fail shit.

Man up.

WRONG

In the UK if you don't have a posh accent your life is ten times harder than a posh person's.

And then add being ugly in to the equation.

He's a bong, idiot. The only Coast Guard he's joining is guarding his full english from sandniggers until the coast is clear for him to stuff his face.

The challenge with being single is you have to learn to be happy on your own before you will start attracting anyone. Sadness is a turn off, especially the profound sadness you are feeling user. Also maybe your standards are unrealistic? Maybe start trying to date girls you think of as 5/10's and work your way up, you'll notice the point where things go from easy to hard, and thats probably where you'll be happiest. And looks aren't everything. I cheated on my 9/10 wife with my 7/10 old friend from high school, because she got me better, actually cared and tried to show it, and was much funnier and more interesting than my hot now ex-wife.

Oh.. You don't have a posh accent and you're ugly? Casey Niestat is the ugliest fucking lispy annoying beta faggot in the world and he seems to fuck supermodels and make millions. Guess you aren't cut out for life. Someone had to say it. Either get your act together or don't. Nobody is going to do it for you.

>smart but lazy

No, you're not smart. If you go to college and you can't get a job, you're not smart. If you arent intelligent enough to figure out how to navigte an interview, you're not smart. If you weren't able to graduate college you're not smart.

There is absolutely no such thing as being "smart but lazy". You're dumb. There's no other way to put it. You're just dumb as fuck.

Get organized and apply yourself you dumb fuck

Just because you have a rock in your shoe it does not mean you are a cripple.

I am short (170cm) and German is not even my mother tongue. That didn't stop me from achieving my goals so far. Why would something similar to that stop you?

You could be the most capable person in the world but as long as your spirit is broken your whole life will amount to nothing.

I believe they teach that posh accent in private school correct? In that case, could you not work on speaking that way? I can do a very convincing Southern Drawl but my voice is Mid Atlantic.

>he thinks he deserves happiness
I fucking hate you, /r9k/ucks
Die, please. For the love of god, just kill yourself. Then you'll stop making other people's lives miserable.

equating intelligence to motivation. It is totally possible to be smart but lazy. You can have the tool shed, but not have the motivation to build anything with it. The problem is I was motivated by a desire to save humanity, to work hard to invent some gizmo or gadget or process that would make life better for everyone on the planet. And then i learned that people are fucking shit, and I'm a fool for spending my life trying to help them. Now my motivation is creating some sort of genetically targetable virus to kill off the ones I find lacking.

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You are literally using nigger SJW arguments to justify being a failure. People hire for skills, not accents. I've worked for a ton of companies that hire pajeets who barely speak English for 90k because of their skillset.

I cannot understand how you think you're intilligent in any way, shape or form

The British mentality when it comes to work is very strange, and has a very socialist vibe to it. Its seen as some kind of societal duty on your part to work, and that you're given some amount of money to live your measly life for your time.

No one really becomes rich in the UK unless they come in with a large amount of money, or they work in a few select areas such as finance.

You see the same mentality echoed in most places of British culture, including politics and the lifestyle. Its very micro, and frankly, uninteresting.

t. Student doctor finishing final year. I have British citzenship, but not interested in the small minded and small income mentality on that island. Will be doing residency in US instead.

>I cannot understand
Dunning-Kruger effect
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I'm not working class but I come from a northern place. Not not that but I probably have a northern nerd accent as well.

>Indians

We have those too. But they all speak with posh Engoish accents (obviously the selected ones I see in these places).

This isn't America. People only care whether you can fit in. It is a really homogenous place where you are screwed if you don't act like a BBC presenter

If you look at the responses here, and where the tough love comes from. It's from Americans. There's a reason we're the world superpower. Everyone patting you on the back and telling you it's okay to be who you are breeds degeneracy. It's not okay. You need to either be a man and accept your responsibilities, or give up entirely. There's no middle ground.

You don't say. Why do you think we prefer capitalism and conservative values? Are you seeing a pattern here?

Alpha males don't give a fuck if they fit in. Alpha males take charge, and tell other people to fuck off. I could walk right into an interview, in any field I want that doesn't require a certain skillset in YOUR country as a foreigner and walk out with a job. Does that piss you off? It should.

The whole K-12-PhD system is slavery. It's meant to turn you into a dependent worker who is subservient to a higher echelon social class. You were conned into being a wageslave. Google the "Gentleman's C."

youtube.com/watch?v=Ho7PPR93XJk

People who refuse to give up deserve to trample humanity under their boots. Likewise, people who never even try deserve only to be trampled under the boot.

Can you guess which group you are a part of?

And this is why, even with all its flaws, there is no place better than the US if you're an ambitious person.

This is not to detract the fact that OP clearly doesnt have that spark within him. Cant blame him; the North is a very depressing place.

Yes, I have realised this. I was a good student a lot of the time and awful at other points due to lack of interest. I look back at my lack of effort with pride now.

University is a country club. Not to say you shouldn't go. Pol is stupid for saying that. You should just go to the most prestigious one possible

>smart but lazy
This is the excuse of everyone who fails at life, through, isn't it? Be humble and try to improve your life.

>smart but lazy
This is the excuse of everyone who fails at life, through, isn't it? Be humble and try to improve your life.

Yes the majority of private schools are all about keeping the good breeding stock form the clods. Work under this slave system is only killing you with nigger welfare. The work environment is a caste system. You're not competing against free agents to make a world humans want. You're in a meat grinder with dumbed down slaves. Read starting at page 40 in this book,

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"How Hindu Schooling Came to America."

The Brits liked the Hindu caste system they saw in India and spread it all over the Anglo world. We're literally being made into untouchables.

I find that the best motivation to invent stuff is often trying to come up with ways to lessen your workload so you CAN be lazy. Lots of things have been invented that way - some random schmuck thinks up a way to make their job easier and patents that shit.

No you're mistaken, it's a psychometric reality. There is no correlation between IQ and trait conscientiousness. To illustrate - a person who is low on trait conscientiousness does not experience guilt, anxiety, or irritation if they are not working on their plans/goals/etc. That means they work far less given the choice.

Oh damn, you're right. Well, OP could still teach english in India. His white skin will give him status no matter how ugly he is compared to Indians.

Only idiots would laugh at you for having a job, just saying

>girls know your name
>means they care enough to know who you are

You should try and talk to the girls next time

Step 1: Stop feeling sorry for yourself.
Step 2: Realize you have nothing to be ashamed.
Step 3: Remove any and all bullshit in your life that is holding you back.
Step 4: Find enjoyment by doing something you enjoy during your free time.
Step 5: Work to improve yourself as a person. Not so you can stick your dick in endless numbers of women; not so you can be rich and have Jay Leno's garage; but because you know that improvement and being a good person is what really matters in life.

How to find purpose.
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>college fuckfest
Been there, did not do that

>seeing hot girls I'll never talk to
Talk to them .

I'm old as fuck, I work a part time retail job that just about pays enough to keep me going.

I spend my free time & days off writing music and songs, reading books, growing veg and going for long walks, boozing & shitting around.

I'd rather be doing this & be half broke than stuck in a 40 hour week job.

I tried the 40 hour week it gets so boring eventually whatever job I have.

>If you keep wallowing in your own misery, you win

lol, nice. i'll have to remember that.

>>manager realised I've been taking 40 minute breaks instead of 15 and subtly told me to cut it out

there are ton of points about your post i can sympathize with; e.g. also have a degree, yet am being supervised by someone a.) quite a bit younger than me, b.) without a 'higher' degree in a retail job.

but the fact you're taking 45 minute breaks when it's supposed to be 15, and generally don't seem to be bothered (self confirmed lazy)... i don't really see how you can complain.

could also be worth perhaps looking on the brighter side....

>job interviews in London

there are ton of much higher paying jobs in london.

i've taught myself to code and written some fairly advanced pattern mining stuff (association patterns in R), despite it having nothing really to do with my degree.

there are £80k - £120k+ jobs for that in London, but I'm earning next to nothing at Tesco presently. and there aren't anywhere near the same kind of jobs / salaries in the North East for coding / science. it also costs a fortune just to get down to interviews in London let alone trying to move there on a Tesco salary; barely covering the rent / deposits / bills atm, and nah... I don't have an iphone, I have a 'dogee' china own brand, £30 special.

God is calling user. Look for a tradcat community and give your life or at least your ability to God.

>>/r9k/
Begone autismo

How Hindu Schooling Came To America (I)

By the end of the first quarter of the nineteenth century, a form of school technology was
up and running in America's larger cities, one in which children of lower-class customers
were psychologically conditioned to obedience under pretext that they were learning
reading and counting (which may also have happened). These were the Lancaster
schools, sponsored by Governor DeWitt Clinton of New York and prominent Quakers
like Thomas Eddy, builder of the Erie Canal. They soon spread to every corner of the
nation where the problem of an incipient proletariat existed. Lancaster schools are
cousins of today's school factories. What few knew then or realize now is that they were also a Hindu invention, designed with the express purpose of retarding intellectual
development.

How Hindu schooling came to America, England, Germany, and France at just about the same time is a story which has never been told. A full treatment is beyond the scope of
this book, but I'll tell you enough to set you wondering how an Asiatic device
specifically intended to preserve a caste system came to reproduce itself in the early
republic, protected by influentials of the magnitude of Clinton and Eddy. Even a brief
dusting off of schooling's Hindu provenance should warn you that what you know about
American schooling isn't much. First, a quick gloss on the historical position of India at
the time of the American Revolution — for Lancaster schools were in New York two
decades after its end.

The caste system of Hinduism or Brahminism is the Anglican class system pushed to its
imaginative limits. A five-category ranking (each category further subdivided) apportions
people into a system similar to that found in modern schools.

>being lazy is a hallmark of the dim-witted.
And of the chronically depressed . The opposite of depression is not happiness , but vitality .

>you are screwed if you don't act like a BBC presenter
So act act like a BBC presenter bro - Have some fun with it - Make fun of those people by acting like them . Mock them AND take their jobs .

prestige and authority are
reserved for the three highest castes, although they only comprise 5 percent of the total;
inescapable servility is assigned the lowest caste, a pariah group outside serious
consideration. In the Hindu system one may fall into a lower caste, but one cannot rise.

When the British began to administer India, Hindus represented 70 percent of a
population well over a hundred million. Contrast this with an America of perhaps three
million. In the northern region, British hero Robert Clive was president of Bengal where
people were conspicuously lighter-skinned than the other major Indian group, having
features not unlike those of the British.

Hindu castes looked like this:
The upper 5 percent was divided into three "twice-born" groups.

1 . Brahmins — Priests and those trained for law, medicine, teaching, and other
professional occupations.

2. The warrior and administrative caste.

3. The industrial caste, which would include land cultivators and mercantile groups.

The lower 95 percent was divided into:

1. The menial caste.

2. Pariahs, called "untouchables."

The entire purpose of Hindu schooling was to preserve the caste system. Only the lucky 5
percent received an education which gave perspective on the whole, a key to
understanding. In actual practice, warriors, administrators, and most of the other leaders
were given much diluted insight into the driving engines of the culture, so that policy
could be kept in the hands of Brahmins. But what of the others, the "masses" as Western
socialist tradition would come to call them in an echoing tribute to the Hindu class idea?
The answer to that vital question launched factory schooling in the West.

>>tonnes of chad and Stacey couples at my workplace, many of them younger than me
>>never ever had attention from a girl ever, have had zero social life for years

forgot to comment on this.

i dunno if you've ever actually had an office type job before (e.g. working in a science / code / finance company) but one of the things about them that massively sucks by comparison with retail is that you basically end up speaking to the same 4 people day in, day out, and that's it.

my previous job was in pharmaceutical R&D. there were barely ever any visitors to the site and the entire place was locked to the public.

one of the few things that's actually better about working in retail is i get to talk to tons of different people every day.

it's also excellent physical exercise if you're working on heavy section of the store; e.g. fizzy drinks / booze. even though i wasn't phat before, i lost a noticeable amount of weight within a month or two of starting, purely due to dragging all the shit round / off loading thousands of bottles a shift

Also is winter - Have you been taking your vitamin D3 ? 2 to 4,000 IU's a day

Which brings us back to Andrew Bell. Bell noticed that in some places Hinduism had
created a mass schooling institution for children of the ordinary, one inculcating a
curriculum of self-abnegation and willing servility. In these places hundreds of children
were gathered in a single gigantic room, divided into phalanxes often under the direction
of student leaders with the whole ensemble directed by a Brahmin. In the Roman manner,
paid pedagogues drilled underlings in the memorization and imitation of desired attitudes
and these underlings drilled the rest. Here was a social technology made in heaven for the
factories and mines of Britain, still uncomfortably saturated in older yeoman legends of
liberty and dignity, one not yet possessing the perfect proletarian attitudes mass
production must have for maximum efficiency.


Young Bell was a go-getter. Two years after he got to India he was superintendent of the
male orphan asylum of Madras. In order to save money Bell decided to try the Hindu
system he had seen and found it led students quickly to docile cooperation, like parts of a
machine. Furthermore, they seemed relieved not to have to think, grateful to have their
time reduced to rituals and routines as Frederick Taylor was to reform the American
workplace a hundred years later.

In 1797, Bell, now forty-two, published an account of what he had seen and done. Pulling
no punches, he praised Hindu drill as an effective impediment to learning writing and
ciphering, an efficient control on reading development.

sort yourself out. sound like low conscientiousness. Shoulda taken small steps every day. I'll be a doctor in a few months at 26.

>>>/suicide/
THIS

>screwed if you don't act like a BBC presenter

yeah.

i'm from the north. i'm currently living about as far north as you can get prior to being in scotland. i don't really have much of an accent though, despite originally being from merseyside; lots of ppl have commented on not being able to tell where i'm from (i've had ppl asking me if i'm australian / american / irish).

i moved down south (hertford) for a year at one point and ended up flat sharing with a guy from Wimbledon in london. turned out he was also jewish.

he was 'posh as fok'; private school / wandered around in shorted with a jumper round his neck twirling his keys. acted like everyone's friend but was massively arrogant. really pro immigrants and giving back but wouldn't give you the steam off his piss / lived in the most expensive / white area of london. his parents had already bought him a flat and found someone to live in it, and the flat he was currently in, and another for when he moved out.

that's just the way it is brah. even though the money seems great, it's guaranteed you'll have to deal with such tits on a regular basis in any big city; e.g. silicon valley / ny / london.

there's a perfect balance between money and the people around you. and you can guarantee if they're rolling in it (and secretly haven't actually worked for it) they're going to be annoying to be around and you won't fit in.

one benefit to being from the north is more ppl in the south might take pity on you / hire you to increase the 'white diversity' + some of the girls around london seem bored out of the mind with posh guys so you could probs plough them rough as you want and they'd love it

>you're luckier than 70% of the planet
I would rather be working poor with a loving wife than a lonely sack of shit with a roof over my head and some shekels in my pocket.

Being a man and not getting anything from women is absolutely soul-crushing.

Being 34 and knowing that most girls about to graduate high school are more experienced than I am is depressing as fuck.

I would actually be the inexperienced one if I fucked an 18 year old senior.

Based Kraut. The faggot OP won't listen though because he'd rather have a big sook and have people feel sorry for him.

>smart but lazy
this is the excuse of everyone who fails at life, though, isn't it? be humble and try to improve your life
yeah yeah yeah, your mom is evil for wanting you to do your homework, you're uniquely oppressed for being forced to learn basic math, reading is classified as a form of torture under the geneva convention, you're a special and unique snowflake different than everyone else and only you can see the truth, get over it

Fuck off back to work normie.

>Being a man and not getting anything from women is absolutely soul-crushing.

true but you can also end up being a man with a woman who expects a shit ton from you and gives nothing back. there are loads of guys with kids they barely ever speak to / ex wives / gf's. one thing that's good about being single, although not as good as being with someone you actually get on with, is not having to put up with someone else's bullshit.

>Being 34 and knowing that most girls about to graduate high school are more experienced than I am is depressing as fuck.
>I would actually be the inexperienced one if I fucked an 18 year old senior.

not all girls are actually skanks or riding the cock-carousel.

working in retail it's fairly obvious which ones aren't; e.g. they've graduated from uni, gone into some kind of professional work, probably aren't getting laid very often themselves.

you can spot them fairly easily as they'll be dressed smart, wandering round the store buying expensive stuff + wine looking kind of depressed.

even though the stereotype of an alky is someone drinking cheap cider (which we happen to sell >a lot< of), there are tons of secret drinkers including professional looking ppl.

there'll be girls wandering round buying expensive stuff picking up a couple of bottles of wine -----> that ain't for a fancy dinner party, they're going home ----> they're going home to drink it up alone on the couch and shuffle their hot dog bun around.

What did you study?

You're mischaracterizing everything. The system retards you. It slows your reading and learning to make you into a drone.