Ok guys, so here is my story. I had strong feelings for a pretty little blonde girl for quite some time. We were friends for a few months and I eventually started liking her, I really wanted to date her, mainly cuz she made me happy and I felt like I could be myself around her, which doesn’t happen with a lot of females. I ended up asking her out a few times and she rejected me, but we continued to be friends and we never talked about it again. So after about 6 months of this she recently decides to start officially dating this 250 pound mulatto (half black) fucker. They had been fucking for a while and it took them that long to make it official. She posted something on her finsta last night where she said “I’m all yours” and tagged him. That shit felt like a dagger in my fucking soul, just that one statement made me want to cry, just reading that one sentence fucking broke me. I was obsessed with that girl. I would get depressed almost every night for the past four months knowing that I might never get the chance to be with her. I would cry like 4 times a week. The girl has been constantly on my mind for months. Now I’m at a complete loss, and my depression has reached its peak. And some backstory, I’ve been Alt-Right for about a year now, I even run Alt-Right Instagram page that has close to 1.5k followers. But recently, I kinda feel like I’ve been using my political views to vent my frustrations. I have become increasingly anti-Semitic and racist. I spend almost 2 hours every night on smoloko.com I feel being red pilled is only making my depression a lot worse. I’ve tried praying and reading the Bible but it hasn’t really helped. I can’t really find anything that helps me cope. I find it extremely difficult to enjoy my life. I am completely fucking broken. What did I do wrong? Are these normal feelings? What should I do? I know that was a lot, but if anyone has any advice I would really appreciate it, I really need some help.
Please help me
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Who gets depressed over a coal burner. Kys
Oh god yes keep going... How do you feel? Pathetic? Worthless? Like a fucking worm crying into the dust?
Utterly defeated and hollow?
Getting these reactions from betas is honestly better than fucking the girls that make them feel this way
I would rather fuck a 5/10 with a bf and get her to cheat than fuck a single 9/10
Holy God the rush is so good, it's like fucking two people at once, you are fucking ones body and the others soul
get out
Bump, I need to know how you feel
I need to know what you are like on the inside
I’m actually seriously fucked up mentally. I have an infacuation with this girl.
Stay strong, my brother. You are not the only one who feels like this. I also vent my frustrations into my politics. Then you get more redpilled, and the redpilling leads to more loneliness and depression, and that to more frustration and venting.
Try to find someone or someplace where you can expose your power level without consequence instead of hiding it in real life. You need to have personal friends whom you can be redpilled with, suffer through the red pilling alone, or back out.
Some rednecks don't mind a high power level, and a redpilled redneck introduced me to Sup Forums. That's where I'd recommend you start, but they aren't always excepting of outsiders, and might not let you in, especially to the redpilled part of their lives.
You could try red pilling people instead of finding them, but I've never tried this. I think there are already a few threads on this.
Good luck.
get over it. you never even had a relationship with her. it's all in your stupid head.
I’m actually really fucked up mentally at the moment. This girl fucking ruined me.
I’m actually really fucked up mentally at the moment. This girl fucking ruined me
Chek'd
First step, go pirate the audio book of The Rational Male by Rollo Tomassi.
Second step, listen to it while you work out in the gym.
If you're a total gym nub:
Monday, wednesday and friday do two miles. Run as much as you can then walk the rest
Tuesday and thursday go to local gym and:
Pulldown
Chest press
Row
Shoulder pres
Back extension
Toe press
Leg press
Ab workout (I prefer leg raises)
Neck excercises (will help facial asthetics)
Look up orthotropics on jewtube and start mewing.
No porn and no fap.
Should be good enough, eating healthy will help.
Take trt if you must, it'll help a fuck tonne but once you're on it, you're on it.
Good luck user, don't kill yourself, they're not worth it.
Most women will hold you down. It hurts now but if shes dating a fat nigger you probably dodged a bullet. You just have to be willing to accept the losses and move on. I believe you'll find someone OP that will make you even happier. Just don't give up.
no such thing as alt-right you filthy nigger
>but we continued to be friends
And there's your mistake.
STOP STALKING 9 YEAR OLDS, DUDE
nice blogpost faggot
>in all fields
pasta. sage
Go back to r9k and kill yourself for larping like a faggot
Man up, broken heart is just like that. Time heals. Exercise. Be with friends. Smoke a weed. You'll be okay in 6 months.
are you fucking serious with this shit? Get over it you little faggot. quit reading that fake ass website and try not to sound like a fake baitfag, nigger.
and you know what? if you were her boyfriend she could destroy you, you are not emotionally prepare for this relationship.
please gib a listen to patrice o'neal:
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fuck off name faggot
Bump
Go to their house, kill the nigger and rape the coalburning slut. After that murder her too. Make sure you put bags of lime (the material not fruit) in the graves
I hope this is bait and you aren't actually here for this.
Tell her the 3 biggest lies in the world.
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there's tons of women out there, you should have never let her friendzone you.
You should be more dominant and if she's not interested move on to the next girl. stop being a doormat bitch, eventually she might even want you back, by that time though you'll probably have a better girl with you.
story is total fabrication
Here is why you should not feel bad.
Because this is going to mold you into the person you should be. Someone who does not let others push them around, some one who doesnt let others live in their head when they arent in your life.
Every boy has his first heartbreak, it sucks, it stings, what matters is what you do with it. You can go read the 25 and up threads on r9k and see where the road leads if you stay on this path.
You need to stop thinking about her, you need to stop following her social media, you need to stop using social media as much as you can.
You need to work on your own... plus what your problem is... its not that bad. Try being 30 years old with a broken back and IBS. I cant even eat until night time, I go all day long with no food, I weigh 118 pounds. I have no one in my life and never will.
Suffering makes you stronger or weaker, your problem is not that big... dont make it bigger.
>A man can fall in love a million times, remember that schlomo
Profile name or gtfo
Theres no official alt-right themed accont on insta with more than 500 followers to its name.
Hey my dude this same thing happened to me. I lost a cute blonde catholic girl to some Hispanic guy, really tore me up for about half a year.
I took a couple of blue pills and started dating asians. Life has been much better ever since. Sorry to hear about what happened to you, hope you don't kill yourself
You need to read rational male ASAP!!!
Fuck that whore.
Bro your such a faggot. quit being a faggot and youll get your shit wet
The world isn't trying to beat you down. Its calling out for help. Save our race from the coal burners and their Jewish masters by redpilling others on the JQ.
Glad to see other anons reading it. We're all gonna make it.
>El Goblino!
Well it probably did nothing for you OP, but posting that cheered me up at least!
>El Abominacion
Firstly, well done for asking her out she you realised you liked her. That's the right way.
For the future, if a girl rejects you, don't make a big deal about it, but cut your energy input to almost nothing.
In most cases, walk away and cut contact. If you are in the same workplace or school, be polite as you would be with anyone else, but nothing more than hi, bye in the corridor.
Sometimes the girl chases you if you cut interest.
Then spend time with other girls you're interested in.
As for this girl, right now. Cut contact, delete her from all social media, don't speak to her, don't look for info about her. She clearly isn't what you thought she was, and is a stupid cunt if she accepts the attention of a fat nigger.
Just never respond again. Give no explanation. Her life will go in the toilet anyway, so no point you wasting your time or energy thinking about her.
For your life in general, make Sup Forums stuff only a part in the background, an awareness, but don't ever let it disrupt your life or worsen it. The main aim is for you to live a successful and fulfilling life based on your moral code.
Work hard, study hard, speak with more women for practice, use what you leather with this one for the next one. Move quickly, show you like her, and move on if she rejects you.
You must always be the focus of your life, improving yourself and your life. Girls and pol are secondary.
haha
the jews are working hard in the US too, targeting the most american of pursuits.
Philipino man broke his back so his wife took him to the beach and buried him in the hot sand near the water every day for a couple of years. Eventually the heat and salt water combined allowed for faster nerve regrowth and connectivity and he improved to the point where he could walk again.
There are western therapies like this, research them.
As for your other problem, you might benefit from bacterial therapies, either bacterial transplant, or encouraging with a special diet over time.
Show your true flag, mutt
Stop being a weak little faggot and go lift some weights.
You'll get over being 13 and learn to value people who value you one day.
In another time the right course of action would be to kill him and impregnate the girl, but in our fucked up society the best thing you can do it forget about her. It's clear she wants to be a single mother at 35 so let her be.
Holy shit that is gay af nigga wtf
>white women
Abandon women, user. Artificial wombs and robowaifus are the future of the white race.
you hear but you do not listen, be someone worth wanting ffs. You are the catch not her. Be worth wanting.
quit being a whiny little fag and focus on doing well in school. And rather than blaming entire races for you being a weak little bitch, focus on school instead. You'll have the last laugh once you're making above $100k, rather than sobbing in Sup Forums
Euuuuuuugh who wants to bet this shows up on Reddit? Hi Shareblue.
Just call her a traitor and unfriend her, pretty simple desu.
Then get swole and chad as fuck.
Thats going to fuck up her brain so hard.
I have an awesome sexy white trad gf and i'm lower middle class. I'm just not a little bitch who is insecure. Stop being faggots
>Have multiple irons in the fire
>You ultimately don’t decide how far things go
I didn’t even read more than two sentences - we’ve all been there and most men who are successful know the above.
2 things
#1) youre attributing massive trends to one person’s decisions and overanalyIng what was probably a spur of the moment thing
2) shes just some dumb whore, youve already wasted enough time on her. it’s time to cut all contact and find someone better. and if you dont think you can find someone better then you need to improve yourself until you can.
tl;dr
get over it, all women are trash, no woman is worth it.
if you were a millionaire and not a ugly NEET bastard and you had a perfect qt 3.14 she would still be dogshit because all women are dogshit and you need to get it through your fucking head. writers make this shit up. it's a fairy tale man, wake the fuck up, women exist to help you raise children, they're not your equals.
You met her after you started posting on Sup Forums about political stuff...
The CIA noticed, and placed her into your life for the purpose of making you fall in love with her, so they could use her to manipulate your emotions.
sage kys faggot
>Nigger advice on stable relationships
FUCK OUT OF HERE.
Bait status:Taken
Unironically this
This. You gotta man the fuck up. Being said for a little bit is fine, but anymore than a week or two for someone you've never dated just becomes pathetic. You need to take charge of your life and channel your energy into productive things like lifting and reading instead of obsessing.
the fact you are crying and shit shows you was weak and beta,she was never gonna pick you
never cry over a coal burner either,hit the gym faggot
>real flag status: israelí
all kikes burn
Young man , women are like flowers. They are so beautiful the moment you get them, so beautiful in your vase for a few days, then in a week the water becomes putrid and the flower withers and dies. This is when you throw it out and get new ones should you enjoy flowers.
Just focus on yourself, become highly desirable and high worth male. You will get all the pretty flowers you want. But always remember they have a short shelf life and only to be enjoyed for the short time they are beautiful in your eyes.
Never get caught up emotionally with a girl, what you're feeling is what your hormones are telling you, look past that and what can any woman offer you beside companionship and sex? Nothing more. You ought to just focus on yourself and become fit/successful/wealthy and the best of the best women will be lining up to prove they are worthy of your time.
fucking retard.
"Learn to let go of that which you fear to lose."
Being needy is the biggest possible turnoff for chicks.
The fact that you like her so much is what did you in, rookie. Love yourself and dont give a fuck if anyone else does, then you will project a confidence that draws others to you.
Do martial arts so you're not such a faggot.
Be aware that you will "fall in love" with every pretty girl that looks at you, its not a fucking rare thing, its the male libido trying to get you laid.
Cool blog post you fucking 12 year old
feel nothing but anger, if you let the sadness take you your soul will rot
shed no tears for a nigger fucking whore
Find a place to back out of that alt right stuff for a while, it's making it worse.You'll get over her faster if you stop venting to a callous internet audience. Find someone who can help you through it
Wait... spoony?
Look, the longer you get hung up on this girl the longer you will be depressed. You need to realize you are in the friend zone and theres nothing you can do about it. Let me guess too, she is extremely attractive and you are more average. Start talking to slightly less attractive women and you will be fine. Also, stop watching porn.