I’m a freshman in college, and I am physically and mentally (unless you count being gay) healthy. After becoming redpilled on different issues like immigration and gender relations, I have begun to wonder if I will never be happy and die alone. I don’t really explore these thoughts and introspect further because I am scared. I detest the mainstream faggot culture of fucking 30 dudes and catching every STD in the book, and I long for a wholesome monogamous relationship with a strong man. I fantasize about being held and cherished by a loving guy. This type of man, however, I am beginning to believe does not exist. A stable male figure who has morals is the kind of person who wouldn’t be gay, and I am wondering if it’s too late to try and turn straight. Do I just have daddy issues?
I think I turned gay due to many factors. -Parents divorced: no daily father figure -Drank soy milk as a newborn because I was allergic to formula and breast milk -Was exposed to pornography from a young age, being a part of the generation raised on the internet
I’m honestly just scared and young. I feel like there is still hope. Most gays lack self-awareness and don’t even introspect into why they desire what they do.
Mason Cook
Just date a butch woman with a strapon, plenty of those out there.
Jonathan Hughes
disgusting
Isaiah Foster
Let me fill you in on a little secret. If you stick your cock in the wrong hole you won't be able to have a child. You are effectively removing yourself from the genepool by being a faggot.
Faggots are not sons of the west, they will not secure a future for white children.
Jaxon Phillips
>allergic to your own mother's milk
The problem is that 50 years ago you would've been naturally selected to die. No disrespect though. I dunno, bro.
Lucas Ward
Oh I do and I hate it, tho I can't exactly pinpoint what caused my gay, so I think it's a variety of factors. Still sucks tho, cuz no matter what, I just can't find girls attractive
Cooper Smith
Kill yourself worthless faggot
Landon Nguyen
/r/equest the redpill about how its a mental illness
not this one there is another one
Jace Cooper
>no one is human except me you're just retarded
Michael Clark
bump
Adrian Richardson
The reality is that most gay men cannot come to terms with the fact that natural law is not on their side. Knowingly going against reality is a tough pill to swallow. It's sad. I've focused on being alone and being my autistic self for he most part. It's difficult whenever my heart aches, but at the end of the day I have to derive my own happiness and holding out for the 1% chance of actually being involved with a conservative gay man.
Nathaniel Ortiz
fags were best when they were in the closet now fags are a societal cancer
You are gay because you were designed that way by your genetics and cells. Anyone claiming it is a choice, social maladjustment, or poor parenting is completely full of shit and ignoring the most recent scientific evidence.
The study, titled “Choices: Perspectives of Younger Gay Men on Monogamy, Non-monogamy and Marriage,” was conduced by researchersBlake Spears and Lanz Lowen. They surveyed over 800 single, monogamously-coupled, and non-monogamously coupled gay menages 18-40 years about their relationships. A handful of “monogamish” men were also interviewed.
“The most striking finding of this study is younger gay men’s greater inclination toward monogamy,” the researchers report. “We see this in the overwhelming number of relationships that are monogamous (86percent). In addition, 90percentof the single younger gay men were seeking monogamy. This is a sea change compared to older generations of gay men.”
If you're not a larper, I'll recommend a few things:
1) See a therapist and talk about your sexual identity. Make sure that your therapist does NOT specialize in helping homosexuals "embrace" their sexual identity. Ideally, you want a therapist that is concerned with ensuring that you are mentally sound above all else. If you legitimately are unsure whether or not you're homosexual, discussing your attraction/the development of your attraction could give you some insight as to why you are romantically interested in members of the same sex.
2) For several weeks, abstain from both sex and porn, ESPECIALLY PORN. Being deprived of sexual stimuli might help you think a bit more clearly on what you're actually looking for in a romantic/sexual partner.
3) Consider talking to a minister/pastor about the internal struggle you are experiencing with your sexual identity.
Other than that, good luck.
Ethan Russell
Sorry, but looking at effeminate Beyonce worshipping fags makes me simply think they are subhuman, and either stupid, or lying to themselves.
The simulated birth is the beginning of a psychodrama-packed weekend spent almost entirely naked. First, attendees of the retreat strip down, and tie on blindfolds. Naked and blind, they are led to mattresses laid out on the floor. Staffers swaddle the men in blankets, tight, to “simulate the womb.” The men then wriggle out of their plush blankets—meant to approximate a birth canal—and staffers “come and kind of nurture these new babies…you know, kind of wipe water on their face, and kind of clean them up, and it feels very real,” Hoffman said. Next, the men play out boyhood, with a “crazy, fun father who like bursts into the nursery and says ‘Come on, boys, let's have some fun together!’” (Downing sometimes played the role of “father.”) By this stage, both participants and staff members are nude. The men are lead out of the “nursery” and into a field, where a “wild party” begins. There’s a waterslide, fireworks and “brotherly dancing” around a campfire. The naked men fling mud and throw cake—laid out for just that purpose—at each other. They’re all “just expressing their little boyish energy” for about an hour, explained Hoffman, who now lives with his wife and child in Jerusalem, where he works as a conversion therapy life coach.
Afterward, everyone showers together. “It's just carefree, you know, if there's cake on my back, can you help me get it off my back,” said Hoffman, adding that the nudity “becomes very secondary.” He explained that if men got erections during the weekend, they were encouraged to talk to a staffer to “process it,” talk about what might be causing it until it went away. In gay conversion therapy, sexual attraction is never just sexual attraction; there must be some sublimated drive, deficit or trauma to be dealt with.
--- You are completely full of shit.
Michael Morris
I don’t know what caused you to become gay but sometimes it happens. I know a gay guy who knows that he is gay although he never had sex with another guy or even a woman for that matter. And that’s puzzling. I don’t want to try three things in this world: gay sex, heroin and murder because I’ll know I will like it. It’s physiology: prostate simulation is pleasurable for men but I’d rather ask my gf to stick a finger in my ass after a wet rimjob ofc
Jace White
Both Levin and Unger attended PCC’s entry-level weekend: Journey Into Manhood. The core theme is a loose interpretation of the Jack and the Beanstalk fairy tale, in which Jack (played by a staff member) is reclaiming his beans—his masculinity. The participants are awarded a satchel of beans to wear around their necks at the end of the weekend. The script dispels any ambiguity early on:
Jack : So what is up with the beanstalk?
Elder [a second counselor]: The beanstalk is a masculine image, a phallic symbol.
Jack: So the beanstalk is a big penis?
Elder: Well, symbolically, yes.
In another Journey Into Manhood scenario, participants are blindfolded while facilitators bounce basketballs around them in a crude reenactment of grade school gym class, while shouting scripted epithets such as, “Catch the ball next time or I’ll shove it up your ass” and “Hey, guys, let’s get that little queer in the shower.” For another exercise, called “Facing the Feminine,” the floor is littered with “feminine objects,” like a wooden spoon, an apron and a tampon. Participants are blindfolded while counselors shout "Don't touch your penis, it's dirty!" or "I was really hoping you would be born a girl!" or "Can't get it up!" and "You're not the man I thought I married!”
Xavier Powell
Toward the end of the weekend, participants are emotionally raw, Levin remembers. That’s when cuddling begins.
Spirit Guide [a counselor]: Can you connect to that boy inside you now?
Jack : Yes.
Spirit Guide : Would that little boy like to be touched or held?
Jack : Yes.
Jack and the Spirit Guide then cradle each other on the floor, and the lights go down. Music comes on: Spiritual “life coach” and singer Shaina Noll’s saccharine rendition of “ How Could Anyone .” How could anyone ever tell you that you were anything less than beautiful?/How could anyone ever tell you you were less than whole?
Eventually, all the men are on the floor, staffers cradling participants. Unger remembers staffers whispering “I love you,” “you’re beautiful,” and other affectionate phrases during the cradling—which Downing calls “healthy touch"—as “How Could Anyone” played over and over.
Dylan Mitchell
Thank you.
I definitely will cut out porn. It’s scary after a long time of using porn, how I can feel myself become desensitized to the images on the screen.
Grayson Wright
Made me sick
Cooper Rogers
It's a fetish and yes, it can be reversed.
Cooper Bell
Porn consumption doesn't make you gay. Your brain is already hardwired to be more attracted to other men. What you look at won't change that one whit. I'm not saying compulsive porn viewing is good, but most males look at porn, and it isn't making you gay, your genes are.
Isaac Stewart
Kill yourself sodomite pervert.
Caleb Davis
You are 100% delusional and full of shit. Fetish means an attraction to inanimate objects. Being attracted to men, as a man, in the way women are, is not a fetish, it is an orientation, like being straight is.
Dominic Richardson
Better abstain from any pleasures for half a year or so. Read the Bible or better “life of saints”. These stories are full of humans effort to overcome sexuality and ways to do it
Matthew Brown
>Inanimate object >Brainlet.
Hunter Johnson
Think about your relationship with your mother. Before gays - jewish gays - hijacked the American Diagnositics and Statistics Manual (the bible of psychiatry) homosexuality was well understood, and cured. For gay men, your parents getting divorced is critical, and your mothers behaviour towards you likewise. It is known that from a young age, dominant incestuous mothers essentially manipulate their sons (most often the son the are attracted to the most, hence gay men are above average looking) to think of them as the mothers possesion, whereas in a healthy relationship, the mother encourages the son to go away from her (and get girlfriends). You can see this in almost every gay mans life story, that the mother son relationship is way too intimate. My missus used to have loads of gay friends, and when I explained this, she said that all of her gay male friends had said at some point "If I was straight I'd be into you", i.e they are attracted to females but they have an unconscious lock in their brain caused by the mother. This also explains the crisis many gays have when their mother dies. The average life expectancy is closely related to the age when their mothers pass away (25 years shorter lives than women, and 25 being the average age of motherhood). You can sure yourself of homosexuality, as you yourself implied something caused you to be turn gay. You just have to see that your mother wanted you for herself, and she manipulated you as a child to not branch out to other females. She has possessed you.
Leo Walker
Nope, it's a dick fetish. There is no romantic love between fags.
Isaac Mitchell
>Fetish means an attraction to inanimate objects
Jose Lopez
And yeah, it’s most probably the absence of male father figure and presence of overly caring mother that made you long for someone strong and descent to protect you cuz you definitely didn’t get this kind of protection from your mom and more likely all you got was a pity from her
Dylan Robinson
Mate, you can be gay, just don't be a fucking faggot about it. Just like dating a chick. Find someone who's not a slut and will be faithful.
Evan Richardson
Just stop being a gay It's that simple. Just stop thinking sexually. That shit doesn't matter 99% of the time anyway. There are many factors in life that are required for success and happiness. It might be hard, but you have to figure out how to be your own male rolemodel. Look into Christian Identity (assuming you're White) to give you some perspective on truth. Every man should not only be right with his own people, but also with God. Also, It's selfish and you won't procreate. Just stop. It might help to stop talking to any family and friends that encouraged this behavior as well.
Asher Perry
Wrong. Not a family.
Elijah Torres
Your personal opinions are meaningless in the face of overwhelming contradictory evidence. You are completely wrong.
You are completely full of shit.
Isaiah Kelly
Homosexuality may be a combination of nurture and natural factors. But let's assume for a moment that it's a choice: what about it? It's your life to live however you want. Let's assume it's a mental illness: As long as you are not killing or hurting other people. I don't see the problem. I also hate the faggot/STD culture, but you should really stop worrying about what Sup Forums says and instead worry about your future and finding someone with whom you can building a long lasting and meaningful relationship. That's what I'm doing. I found someone recently and I couldn't be happier.
I hope you find what you're looking for, OP.
Michael Wilson
stop watching porn and masturbating faggot. go celibate for a while or something.
Elijah Long
Is there anywhere I can read more about this? This sounds scarily accurate.
In fact, during the latter of my high school years, I began to realize how my mom emotionally manipulates and has cultivated a dependent personality type in me. Do you think making male friends would help? How do I get over this desire to cuddle a guy?
Noah Reyes
All fags are pedophiles. Slit your own throat go on.
Jayden Long
/Lgbpol/ starts another gay thread go fucking kys freaks
He is full of shit. You are this way because of your genetics.
Joshua Sanders
>a human foot is an inanimate object
Benjamin Brooks
It’s a family where dad is cheating but with another guy instead of a woman
Jonathan Richardson
I could see that being true as well. Whatever the reason, I am just wondering if I will ever find the right guy.
Kevin King
Why so?
David Gray
Right so fetish means inanimate object or non-genitalia body part. I stand corrected. Being gay is still not a fetish and you are still a hateful asshole who is full of shit and completely wrong about what causes homosexuality.
Ryan Morgan
I've known a few gay men and women (unfortunatly) in my life.
There are two camps. The gay man who you didn't even know was gay, he's a regular dude... but he likes to suck dick and doesn't make it known. I'm fine with that, whatever floats your boat dude. The flamboyant faggot who dresses in fur coats and talks with a lisp, who at every chance insists on thrusting his faggotry on you. This cocksucker should be hanged. Same with lesbians, and bisexual women. There are two camps, those who like to play with other girls and keep it to themselves (which is probably like 90% of the western female population) and then there are the bull dyke feminist man hating castrating advocating women who should be hanged.
The gay community really needs to come out of the second closet against the extremely vocal minority that is poisoning their entire population. More Milo Yenioupil- .... I refuse to learn his last name, need to come forward and denounce the SJWs.
Angel Torres
Hmmm, I hate to contribute to a person spamming up the thread with half-baked articles on what sounds like psuedo-scientific child abuse but your hyperbolic reaction to my VERY simple suggestions kind of warrants a response.
The OP asked for help. I offered him the best I could muster, drawn from nearly a decade of experience with several friends who are homosexual, including one very close friend who is bisexual. Nearly all of these individuals have sought the aid of professional psychiatric advice when attempting to understand their homosexuality, and nearly every one of them has come out better for it, homosexual or not. It is important to understand that I don't necessarily think that OP is "going through a phase" or is simply a sexual deviant expressing purely anti-social behavior--I only assume that he's reaching out to one of the most anti-gay forums in the world because he wants a different approach to understanding his peculiarity.
It is often said that because the gay community cannot have children by the standard procedure, they instead attempt to proselytize the young as a proxy for actual child rearing. Why do you find the prospect of the OP talking to a professional about his sexual identity so disturbing? Do you have some stake in the outcome, should the OP decide to do this? I've seen plenty of therapists and none of them ever put me through anything nearly as disgusting as what you've alluded to in your posts. Is this something that you've experienced?
Chase Hall
Just passing by to remind that all this openess about faggotry and "durrr 1/3 of the population consists of queers" is just a fabrication.
Isaiah Richardson
Some gay men are femme, some lesbians are butch. They aren't putting on an act to fuck with you and if you fuck with them you will go to jail. That's all!
Robert Adams
“fetish can also refer to sexual interest in specific activities in common discourse.“
I like how you left this out of your screen shot.
Christian Torres
Are you a tranny, op? Lots of 'straight' Daddys out there willing to foot your bill if you dressed and acted feminine (and are sub/bottom).
Dominic Thomas
Nah, I have a dominant mom and dad was kinda abstract. I have issues with women, I like to dominate them but I never questioned my sexuality.
Sebastian Wood
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Luke Sanchez
Your personal experience is meaningless. I am linking a bunch of recent surveys and studies and all you have is hateful bullshit to spew.
It is not proselytizing to suggest being gay is inbuilt. Nothing I can say will change whether OP is gay or not. Nothing you can say will either. Attempts to make gay people "less gay" or attempt sham marriage only bring us distress and unhappiness.
Ask yourself, would you want your daughter marrying a closeted homosexual man? I assume not!
Austin Lopez
i never said anything ITT about the cause of faggotry and i also never called it a fetish you dumb faggot
Andrew Kelly
Being attracted to other men is not a fucking activity. Our brains are wired that way. I have presented a bunch of evidence attesting to that, you have failed to disprove:
No, I love being a man, and I kind of hate women. They are so annoying, superficial, childish, entitled, and just downright mean.
I’m just a college twink.
Ian Peterson
Here we have a raging retard trying to normalize his own destructive nature.
Michael Murphy
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Daniel Davis
The actual number is about 4% I believe.
Aaron Rodriguez
Hahaha genetic evidence you do realize that has been debunked somewhere on archives and archives of Sup Forums right?
Justin Howard
OP is a faggot. But the most important reason is that you’ll die lonely. While if you children you won’t be alone
Nicholas Clark
You. Are. A. Dipshit. Attraction is absolutely an activity.
Jaxson Torres
wow you sure showed me!
Leo Scott
Sure I did now go look it up you dumb faggot.
Anthony Myers
So gays have inferior, deviant genes? Sounds about right.
Some people are more prone to addiction as well due to their genetics. Society helps them to stop giving in to their genetic predisposition to indulge in addiction.
We used to do the same for faggots.
Carson Hughes
You are completely full of shit. Gays are that way because our brains process arousal signals differently. It has zero to do with assigning supernatural qualities to objects. That's what Christcucks do. Christianity is a fetish.
Henry Walker
Genes that make some women more fertile:
Female relatives of male homosexuals have 1.3x as many kids:
"Our b-rains are that way." Then is an error mate you are an error and even then I did see some gays become straight now btfo.
Christian Taylor
It's an illness. One you invite into yourself and nurture within. You control your own thoughts, they are not automatic. You are not born gay, it could not survive from generation to generation as an evolved variation for obvious reasons. It's just behaviour that you suckle and nurture and make worse every time you wallow in gay thoughts. Cure yourself. Just stop it.
Dylan Johnson
great blog faggot now fuck off, clean your room, become a catholic
Jason Carter
Gays are that way because of their brain ‘activity’... lmfao just listen to your mentally ill ramblings.
Jacob Gray
(Sees some unreliable sources.)
Logan Cox
Every day with this thread. Trying to normalize homosexuality on Sup Forums. The absolute state of this board. This shit needs to get anons perma banned.
Dominic Martinez
How tf you explain all those faggots who watch sissy hypno porn? Those people are willingly making themselves gay.
Leo Garcia
More overreacting. I've said nothing hateful at all. Read my posts. Then read them again. I seriously doubt that most therapists are concerned with "rebirthing" their clients, instead preferring to sit and talk to them about their thoughts/feelings for an hour or so. It's certainly a lot easier to ask someone questions than it is to set up an entire play about "Jack... reclaiming his beans".
Alexander Moore
Exactly cannot cope with the fact we hate them and besides we have evidence that are very reliable unlike this faggot who needs unreliable sourcds to confirm his own bias.
Chase Morales
you faggots dont even know what the burden of proof is.
Ayden Rogers
Interesting theory, but the areas of highest prevalence of T. gondii are within Latin America (about 50-80%). There aren't that many faggots.
Chase Clark
A different excuse every day. You're full of shit.
Tyler Russell
homosexuality is a natural form of population control. Basically nature is telling you that your genes aren't worth passing on.
Hudson Wright
Thank god.
James Hernandez
Of course having male friends and healthy male bonds is important, especially if raised by that type of woman. As far as reading, there is Dr Judith Riesmann and her website/ books, and also many Christians are into this as they cure gays - cure them by methods practised by psychiatry up until the mid 1970s, unfortunately they taint it with jesus bullshit, but at least these ex-gays are now married/ fathers and being normal. There are youtube videos by ex-gays, but (((Youtube))) makes it difficult to find them, and hides them behind a wall of videos about gays that tried to cure their homosexuality but failed, and say it is a fraud. Google Conversion Therapy and it takes dozens of pages to get to the non-jewish/ pro-gay pages which explain curing homosexuality, and cases.
Luke Mitchell
Btfo.
Ryan Cruz
Gays cannot become straight. They can lie and repress, but that doesn't make them less attracted to the same sex innately.
Yeah, our brain processes visual cues relating to arousal you dumb fucking breeder.
Therapists who are concerned with denying that homosexuality is a fixed identity are only going to cause pain.
> evidence that are very reliable
you mean some surveys of hiv clinics and gay men from the 1970s and 1980s? Yeah blow me away with that shit man!
Alexander Gomez
lol faggot
Joseph Russell
>gays cannot become straight. Stopped reading after that.
Luis Perez
Find a Christian organisation that does Conversion Therapy in your area and explain this desire you have, and they'll be able to help. Just filter out the jesus stuff.
Nicholas Jackson
>denies recent evidence of hiv as well. You know google is your friend.
