Humiliation

I need a reason to stay alive. To be. I was a successful person. And then a women brought me low (wrongful felony, loss of career, loss of wealth, etc). I have only stayed this long because of kids..and /pol. I have seen the bright red pill in person and its true. All of it. You are my only hope. That's fucking pathetic.

So make it better. I was thrown away by society and tossed to the wolves. I survived, and even thrived amongst them. I won't be broken, and I'll make it better; whether they appreciate it or not.

It'll be alright. Have these digits.

haha, what a faggot you are

This digits.....suck

Its all a meme man.

Jokes on us all for trying to convince ourselves meaning changes anything. you'll die soon enough, no rush.

Get some sleep, eat something yummy, go to a zoo and watch animals live in isolation. Don't look for reason, do it and enjoy it, or not. in the end, pass the time.

Go start boxing, start sparring. Wake up early for no reason, sleep in for no reason.

After you've tried things without reason, ask yourself if you'd ever want to do any of those things again. if yes, you're not ready to die.

OK, targets? Fun times ahead. This is leakage foir thge iy FBI Niggers.

You made me cry

The race war is starting in Italy just stay alive a little longer, the darkest nights have the brightest mornings

We're all broken men, but so were the guys in the 1930s.

If you're in your 20s now, you're going to fight a war.

How do you recognise a foundation myth? It fulfils three functions. 1)It explains the origin and structure of the world (and society). 2)It defines ultimate good and evil (and from those definitions are derived the values that are used to justify the holding of power). 3)It determines what is held sacred in that society. For modern Westerners the story of WWII has become their foundation myth. It fulfils all three functions. 1)We live in the ‘Post-War World’. The lines on the map, the institutions, the sense of what era we live in, all arise from the starting point of WWII. 2)Ultimate evil is Nazis. Ultimate good is opposing Nazis. The values derived from these definitions are anti-racism, equality, diversity, anti-nationalism and so on. 3)The only thing that is held sacred, that cannot be denied or mocked in the contemporary West, is the Holocaust. The problem is that all three functions are backwards or negative. Instead of the origin event being one of fertility and new life, it was a conflagration of death and destruction. Instead of ultimate good taking the central position in the story that slot is occupied by ultimate evil. Everyone knows that Adolf Hitler, the personification of evil, holds the centre point of the WWII story. Instead of that which is held sacred being something mysterious and sublime it (the Holocaust) is an obscenity. Having a negative foundation myth means the tree of life for Westerners is poisoned.
> Having a negative foundation myth means the tree of life for Westerners is poisoned.

Crying is better than nothing my dude. logically anyway.

Not to say death is a void, but regardless, plenty of time to die. not alot of time to cry.

life can make us feel like we need to rush everything, even death, even purpose, time to live might suck sure, painful eventually, and most of it can be boring, but those things, are better than nothing in the end.

No suffering can last forever, but the void can. don't assume it would be better. and afterall the void may not exist. perhaps you wont stop crying forever, eventually.

logically, if you cannot know for sure, one thing for sure, is endless possibility, if you were happy in life even for just a moment, you can feel that again, its not over.

I would say you have to do something, but you dont. sit and do very little even, you might find happiness that way. feel shit for awhile maybe you need it.

Anyhow, stop determining if things are worth the effort, because that is not determined before anything is done, only throughout. one thing is certain you can feel happiness, and that is a gift i would hate to disrespect, after all a god could be watching.

Fugg

im not fighting shit. lmao.

There is no situation in life or the only recourse is suicide.

If you wish death upon you then go after those that are powerful that will grant you death.

Getting dirt in the clintons seems like a good place to start. Give your life meaning and uncovering the truth

you must read this every day user

nah, I'll pull an Elliot Rodger. Seems more effective. You can't collect dirt on the clintons without having worked with them.

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Op here: I welcome that. I was in some shit before and I want it now, Fuck,

I missed an appointment because of traffic and now think its all done

If you want meaning commit to something great than yourself. Selfishness is suicide of your spirit and of your nation! You are one living entity I separable! If you work and suffer for their sake life will be worth living I promise you.

What nation!!! Mine has forsaken me

Our greatest achievements emerge from our greatest obstacles. Stay strong user. Become great despite the setbacks.

I will become great. A high score. Guaranteed.

And fuck you cia/fbi/ncis.

keep fighting user, Im in the same boat. Truth is all we have.

Who gives up over a bitch? Pull yourself together.

I'm actually a NEET. Just offering words of encouragement.

Think of any heroic story you've ever heard, user. Did the hero coast easily towards their triumph? Or did they fight and lose and fight and lose and fight again?
I lost everything and everyone, I was homeless 2 weeks ago. Now I've got a roof over my head. It's temporary, but it's something.
>You are my only hope. That's fucking pathetic.
No, we are an oasis of harsh truth in a world of comfortable lies. Be a truth-teller.

And each other, my friend.

never underestimate the destructive power a woman can have on a mans life, kiddo.

No offense. it was a general statement for this shithole infested site that does nothing for the individual anymore.l in the old days, it was different.

oldfag

>That's fucking pathetic.
Yes it is, but when you're at the bottom the only direction is up.
What is good is to endure suffering, but you must endure.
Women...Hopefully you learn and can prevent your dick from making life choices for you in future, but guys raised by only a mother are deceived on the true nature of the y deficient.

Stay strong dude, the fires are starting.

I will breakdown before my kids get home on the bus. then i will be the perfect dad. it getting harder though. i am sorry.

my mind says do it. do the things that i was told to do when the russians took over germany. what was the things? chaos. motherfuckers. chaos.

>oldfag
kek, true
>it getting harder though. i am sorry.
Of course it is. I wish I could get a chance relax and catch my breath, but it hasn't come. So I continue onwards.

so be it motherfuckers

ordo ab chao as the illuminati fags ramble on about.
we need to destroy with benevolent chaos the ordered institutions of evil. break the illusions.
can you imagine the untold scores of people whose minds will break once the truth is revealed? the majority of people are in the firing line as we speak and they have no idea.

>I need a reason to stay alive.
To see how absurd things get.

You only have one life to live. Why not work hard and make it more pleasant than difficult? The same benefits you work for will apply to your kids. Unless they grow up to be liberals, then disown them.

This is rational. I have decided to build a big fucking event. San Diego. Three months. cap it fuckers.

perfect combination of words

Read the Bible