Hikikimori

slowly but surely I’ve spiraled into a full blown NEET sitting home all day collecting SSI and doing nothing. What am I in for bros?

Suicide probably

You are part of the reason the white race is dying

Crippling depression, alcoholism, and nobody will know you're dead till the neighbors complain about the smell being worse than usual.

Work on something useful or else you are going to be miserable.

How crippled are you?

>implying a dumb ugly piece of shit like me could contribute much to the white race anyways
>alcoholism
I’m 20 so I can’t buy my own alcohol but once I reach 21 I think it’s gonna be game over hahaha

U will get depressed. U might enjoy it for a year or five but eventually u will get depressed. Snap out of it.

I have anxiety and depression which I take medication for

Loneliness causes mental illness. Avoid it if you can.

I’m on the same boat as you
If anything happens to my neetbux I will just kms

I have stuffed animals as I have no one in life. They will never leave me or call me disparaging things.

so you arent crippled at all and shouldnt be on SSI. Go out and fucking do something you faggot. Your life is like this because you let it be.

I am mentally crippled. How do you expect me to go do something when I can barely go outside without having a panic attack

even if you like it now, you will regret every bit of it later
you are wasting your life and will become even more mentally ill
you will never get over your depression and anxiety if you don't go out and live your life
good luck

Le Ogre dos Mexicano is correct

> How do you expect me to go do something

By stopping being a fag

>japs, candians, aussies, and mexicans get filtered lucky strikes
>americans don't
its really not fair

>lol like dude cmon just be yourself
Why do normalfags think this is the solution to everything?

Living in today's modern times means having to untangle lots of bullshit. I had to be a hikkimori (I played sports and lifted weights though) to just be sane.

I'm going to school in the fall, I think that saying an isolated lifestyle -only- makes you worse off is one sided and delusional. I'm a much better man now after I was able to work through my life and rehabilitate it through time, I would have done something stupid to myself or others if I forced myself to study something or do something I disdained years ago

One day when people like us rule modernity we will solve these problems for people like you, by shooting your fucking brains out.

no, don't be yourself. yourself is a fucking faggot. be someone better.

>hikkimori (I played sports and lifted weights though)

Do you know what hikikomori means? It means you don't go outside your room for years at a time. It's the final stage of extreme isolation right before suicide, it's worse than regular NEET

Defeatist loser on the right. Get a haircut, hit the gym and go out to get some fresh air and sun light. His skin is better than the guy no the left. So hard boo fucking hoo. What a loser.

>be you
>figure out where you can afford to live outside the city
>see how you do among creatures on 4/6/8 legs, nature, hiking, fishing, survival, hobbies
>dafuq away from places with too many humans, traffic, noise, assholes, ....
>profit

How do you survive in your room completely isolated? How do you get yourself groceries or even go to the bathroom?
I assumed it was one in the same.

>I’m 20
Fuck off casual. Unless you have been in this situation since 16 or younger, you are LARPing.

Your weak genes should have been purged from humanity long before you were even born. Unfortunately that isn't the case anymore and now society is collapsing because weak men are flooding the system.

Do us all a favor and just an hero yourself

t. Has never known anybody with mental illness
I would do this but I’m too poor to afford a car and too dumb to get a license which I would need if I were to live in a rural area
Well I haven’t had a job since I was 17 so that’s 3 years of me with no money whatsoever just sitting at home on the internet. I just recently got accepted for SSI

>too dumb to get a license
What the fuck does this even mean? Why should we be giving you sympathy for sitting on your ass doing nothing when you are ""too dumb to get a license""??
Fuck off you pathetic vermin. Sort yourself out, you should have used that time to better yourself, not waste it.

Read Welcome to the NHK

>mental illness
What a joke. Mental illness isn't real.

I'm 34 and married and just want to be one. I know I'm just kind of depressed but I can't get out of this funk. I'm even a god damned attorney but I can't motivate myself to grow my practice. I just hate this. I just want to shut out the world and shit post with all of you guys. Like how fucked up is that.

how did you get SSI? what is your diagnosis

Only you can define yourself. If you know yourself sucks, then there are ways of fixing yourself. Enough with this bullshit defeatist attitude. Cmon son

You can't possibly be white. There's way they'd approve a "disability" like this is you were

Sorry man that's a reality of everyone's life. Don't think because you're "mentally crippled" (a term it seems you are fine describing yourself as) that shit only happens to you. Something that makes me man up and suck it up is think about what your last few seconds will be like. That good ol dmt trip that distorts time and has you look back. Is yours gonna be a eternity of living in a van by the river?

Being a NEET gets old real quick bro, even in Sweden and Finland where you can get about 1400 USD a month as a NEET. I think you'll feel better if you do something else, maybe pick up a trade?

Well in the documents it only states that I am diagnosed with anxiety and depression even though I was diagnosed with schizophrenia when I was 15 but yeah that’s pretty much it
Im a white South American (yes we exist)

>pick up a trade
I’ve tried landscaping and irrigation. Every single time I’ve worked, I never got a call back to work again.

They literally get their mom/dad/sibling/guardians to send them food to their door every night, and they piss in bottles or, I shit you not, sometimes bedpans which their guardian cleans. They don't even throw out their garbage for weeks, so a bunch of full garbage bags are usually everywhere around a hikikomori's room.

>white South American
So let me get this straight. You moved from South America to the US just to be a fucking loser collecting tax payer money?

My mother brought me here when I was little it was never my choice.

Get voluntary work in a charity shop, at least it's kind of useful to society

Yeah I have been NEETing for a year to and am now looking for a job for two months.

Then again I was NEETing on reserves and not NEETbucks due to pride.

But I am getting a job and getting into STEM this summer.

I am sick of the malaise and fucking emptiness.

Don't get me wrong, most people are just as uninteresting as the paint oin my walls, but you get the odd exceptions and that can get you through the day.

I had panic attacks a lot in college and I still do occasionally. You have to fight it by recognizing when its starting and reasoning your way out of the anxiety. It's gotten easier for me with practice but I get easily overstimulated and sperg out

Try something different maybe? Why didn't they call you back btw, did they give any reason or did they just fire you or something? Not sure how it works over there

you're already dead. causing a human to sit motionless without the ability to struggle to survive is inhumane.go get a job and stop taking psyche meds.

Lift. It really helps.

>why didn’t you get a call back
Probably because I’m a dumbass who is too retarded to follow orders properly

To grow your law firm hit up
[email protected]

Holy shit. The death of the white race partially falls on you man. Great job homie.
Have fun hiding behind your "illness" and saying you're too dumb even though you type better than most people on facebook. You could change this.

So am I. Not necessarily because I'm stupid, but because I get pretty nervous when around people, or used to. Picked up a phone sales job where all I had to do was sit by myself and sell shit, and now I'm working in biomedicine. You can always change your situation man, I really wish you the best and I recommend you try to get out of NEEThood. It can be a slow process, you don't have to do it all at once. Start with a part time job maybe?

you need to get out of your room and buy a ticket to some part of the planet that's a war zone, and you need to start killing people. I suggest South Africa.

When you get off the plane in johannesburg, buy a knife and wait until night then whack the first nigger that hassles you. Make you're way to some white rural community that's fighting off hordes of savages to survive and offer to be their killing machine.

After a week or so, you'll feel right as rain.

My advice: find something constructive you can spend your time with and are interested in PRONTO. Otherwise you're gonna end up a sad sack of shit who hates himself. It's fun to be able to do whatever you like for about a month or so, after that, not so much. It doesn't really even matter what your passion is - art, self-studying, music, volunteer work, sports, macrame... the possibilities are endless. Just make sure you don't sit on your ass all day every day procrastinating.

>full blown NEET sitting home all day collecting SSI and doing nothing.

Stop being a parasite and do something with your life by contributing to society you fucking cuck.

If you don't know what you are doing, there is a steep learning curve.

Either keep at it and get better or do something more interesting. My brother is a felon and 38 years old. Didn't stop him from learning to weld.

It's fucking hard though as you are competing against illegals given everything.

Go back faggot. Teach English in your homeland.

>>implying a dumb ugly piece of shit like me could contribute much to the white race anyways

Dumb and ugly? Yeah then just asphyxiate yourself if you're such a defeatist cuck who can't accept the card he was given and make due.

what the fuck does NEET stand for

they don't stand for shit

do an hour of stretching per day or you're going to kill yourself from body pain

>what the fuck does NEET stand for
It's when you've been sitting in front of the computer so long you can smell your own balls.

lurk moar newfag

Exercise and take up a hobby that forces you to socialise. It's not a path you want to go down. The deeper you sink the harder it is to escape.

You've got the killing disease. it's a mental disease you get from lack of killing. Humans are savages and we need to struggle to survive and hack a place out of the world for ourselves. not just exist and pay bills.

Don't worry, three letter agencies are trying to stage a coup, so buy yourself some weapons and begin training. Organize a local militia. Your time to shine will roll around.

It's not just whites, it's the MALE SPECIES in every race. I collect financial aid and go to a calstate. Ive been to 4 interviews for paid internships in computer science jobs. They are looking for women in stem. One of which was Google, and went as far as saying I identified as a woman. I knew I wasn't getting the internship, but wanted to see if I got it anyway. I'm half white, half spicy border and I know most people in my major, mostly the pajeets and chinks are becoming more neets because muh feminism.

Fuck off Carlos. Go back to hi-school pharmacy

im aware theyre just lazy niggers and do nothing, i just assumed it stood for something.
die in a fire faggot

>Every single time I’ve worked, I never got a call back to work again.

that's because you haven't learned how to work yet. People that are new to trades are completely worthless. Like everything else, you have to work at it and face repeated failure before you succeed.

Get off your ass.

>I am sick of the malaise and fucking emptiness.

that's the spirit!

Get a cigarette holder like pic related. You can put an activated carbon filter in it which is better than a regular filter and it also allows you to smoke with gloves on without your gloves getting smelly.

why dont you go ask /r9k/ what NEET stands for you stupid prick newfag scum

>Loneliness causes mental illness
i think it makes you stronger 2bh

Anxieties are easy to get over. It's like pulling the trigger on the gun pointed at your temple. Once you pull the trigger, the anxiety goes away.

Or a better analogy would be jumping into a pool. When you jump in, it's a shock to your body, but after a few moments, your bod adapts.

Man up.

I feel like this too. What the fuck happened to us? This isn't normal.

When you have yourself, you can never be lonely.

Can't you use google faggot? Fucking boomer.

they sell them on the indian reservation near my house. 5$ a pack

they've subverted the natural order and wonder why are young man are lashing out. Why are more men depressed and anxious and snapping? It's because you've told us we are the enemy for all the things our forebears did.

this actually makes a lot of sense. I felt better when I had a goal, but slowly that slipped away when things didn't turn out how I thought they would.

I lost myself long ago m8

I've been acquainted with 3 different NEETs. They all somehow got their shit together around late 20's and have pretty normal lives. Two of them went to school, one of them is in Scotland for grad school in psych. Other guy majored in Marketing and has some bank job now. 3rd guy didn't finish school but he makes good money inspecting construction sites and blueprints. One of them's married, one's got a fiancee and a kid, other guy I don't know. We're all in our 30's now.

It also might help that we all live in a blue state ;)

>why dont you go ask /r9k/
i dont go there you fucking retard
also
>spongebob garbage
grow up you massive pussy

>flag
i usually dont respond to meme flags

LARP
Nobody is that gay

I went the other way. Went the normie route but now I am a full on NEET at 31. I've basically given up.

Loneliness and isolation fucks people up negatively, stop user before it's too late.

I've been here for 14 years :)

You're halfway there. You got the social welfare benefits, now you just need the under-the-table job and you too can be as rich as an illegal alien and just like with the beaners, people will wonder how you drive a brand-new Mercedes SUV while being on welfare.

It'll be fun for a while but much less so as you become lost in the trackless wasteland that is your life. My advice would be look at it like summer vacation and try to pull yourself out of the nose dive after three months. Learn something while you have all that time and don't just play Rimworld, get drunk, and jack off.

NEET:
>Not in
>Employment
>Education or
>Training
And it would have been so easy for you to just google it.

what are ssi? like warhammer or pokemon cards?

>doesn't know what NEET stands for
Grow up, Pablo

thank you
shouldnt you be watching your sister getting gang raped about now, hans?

some kind of normie welfare, I don't remember. I don't use any of that shit

Shouldn't your mother be shot by a brown, bald Lesbian who wants to take your guns away, newfag?

You need aspergers to enjoy it, otherwise your group instinct will hunt you down.

Being a NEET in Japan must be the comfiest form of NEETery. All the anime and videogames and AV idols....

A lot of free time to do what you want.

You can get SSI for depression/anxiety?