Pornography

Why is it so addictive? Is it really a jewish trick? I have 12 TBs of porn on separate hard drives ~360 days of non-stop digital porn. I've literally watched every second and I'm almost going for a full 2nd time on them. Should I stop this?

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The answer to that is always going to be yes.

Any rationalization you come up with is your addiction speaking.

Uh you're an addict

>I've been smoking dope all day every day for the past year and I will continue to.

Why do you even have porn saved?

Porn is completely owned by jews. Its literally illegal in israel too. Go no fap for like a month, and quit porn forever. Masturbating is ok once your mind heals but do not ever watch porn again.

>I have 12 TBs of porn on separate hard drives
Feels good to see I'm not the only one.

back in my day the TB was scifi.

it was the theoretical amount of information a planet would have at it's zenith.

I suppose congratulations are in order.

jerking off is a good way to relax, but 12TB is too fucking much. with real sex you at least can take a day off without feeling horny, go out there and fuck someone

no its not, where did you get idea from?

> Why is it so addictive?

>12 TBs of porn
>literally watched every second
wtf do you even do other than watching it then

you seem like a smart guy

>I have 12 TBs of porn on separate hard drives ~360 days of non-stop digital porn. I've literally watched every second and I'm almost going for a full 2nd time on them. Should I stop this?
You're an addict, user.
I maybe jerk off once a week if I'm not fucking, and when I think about when I used to jerk to porn and the transition to no porn, it's like day and night. The virgin porngasm fuggin stinks. It's barely enjoyable. Like blowing your nose, just fulfilling a need. The chad spank bank wank is in a whole different league famalam.
You're addicted and it's a physical dependency. You need to wean yourself off of porn and let your brain chemistry re-align itself to a natural state of arousal.
He means LA pornographers are jews and have always been jews.

>being able to watch the same porn more than once

>I have 12 tbs of porn
>It Must Be the Jews.
I am dying laughing, this goy doesn't realize my cousin levi and I planted that porn there...

Its only getting worse I'm still collecting porn.
This is not true I lived in Israel for a year and I watched it there.
I think I'll do that I have sub-categories in my porn folders. Like different shades of ebony. Its unreal.
I'm a NEET.
I relate to this so much I jerk off like 3-4 times a day and its just like breathing to me its so mundane.

>I think I'll do that I have sub-categories in my porn folders. Like different shades of ebony. Its unreal.
Delete it all right now user. Just do it. Yeah you'll feel pissed when the mood strikes and you want that ONE AMAZING VID or pic or whatever, but remember that it's your lizard brain overloaded by pussy and tits. It's not real. It's just digital bytes. There's PETABYTES of it available. You've invested all that time into collecting and organizing SOMEONE ELSE'S SEX LIFE. NOT YOURS.
If you're that desperate you can start collecting all over again. You're like a weeb with a giant anime collection. It's not doing you any favors. It's holding you back.
You came to Sup Forums for someone to tell you to do this. You know you need help.
Fight Club is shitty movie user but remember:
>the things you own end up owning you.

This

>12 TBs of porn
>360 days of non-stop digital porn
>I've literally watched every second

Jesus. Yes, check in to a clinic.

I've collected this for years I've tried deleting it before but I always relapse and use file recovery programs to restore the videos. I'm really fucked up.
I'm ready to an hero.

>I've tried deleting it before but I always relapse and use file recovery programs to restore the videos. I'm really fucked up.
Yes you are. But you're seeking help which is the first step towards recovery. What do you think it would take for you to break the habit?

Realistically speaking? A job and a girlfriend otherwise I'll fall back into it its happened so many times I can't quit with nothing else in my life.

I can’t look at porn or jerk off anymore. I keep hearing Sup Forums‘s voice saying good goyim whenever I try. I read a thread about how jews own it all and it’s express purpose is to attack whites. And it makes sense. All the beautiful white women are fucking at best 56% whites, or blacks, you rarely see an Aryan man creating an act of pure love. So there’s that, and then the overwhelming amount of porn features white women. So it’s degrading white women more than other women, AND because most porn is of white women, it further reinforces the lust other races have for our mothers and daughters. I’m also hesitant to jerk off because I wanna keep that energy for the gym. So fuck off chaim.

You can't have anything else until you quit. Go to a therapist you mong.

>Nazi flag
>Porn addict

Remove your memeflag until your worthy of having it, you fucking degenerate.

>I can't quit with nothing else in my life.
A job is a good start, and you'll never get a gf with your addiction as it is. You have to look at the bigger picture user: you're unconsciously giving off signals. Everything about you is depleted, spent, tired. Your addiction is ruining your life, and you know it.
Do you lift? If not, that's where you should start. It will transform your life for the good even more than porn has destroyed your life.

Delete it, use something like ccleaner to delete empty space on your HDD, copy some large files on your hard drive so your collection is guaranteed to be unrecoverable.

I'm not white so that's not really my main concern.
I can't the shame is too great. Checked.
Hitler did meth German troops had relations out of wedlock I'm almost too good for the flag.
I tried that one time I unironically couldn't click yes to running CCleaner.

>I tried that one time I unironically couldn't click yes to running CCleaner.
>I'm -3% White so that's not really my main concern
>I think I'll do that I have sub-categories in my porn folders. Like 50 shades of BLACKED. Its unreal.
>I'm a NEET.
Sucks to be you.

There is only one way to really help you. Let your Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ into your life.

>be porn addict
>realize that you are a sinner
>go to confession
>vow never to watch porn and masturbate again
>watch conversion stories of former porn stars
>imagine the suffering and degeneracy you take part in
>imagine your mother watching you
>imagine Virgin Mary watching you
>imagine God watching you every time
>he's literally watching you get cucked by pixels lol

Porn being terrible for your brain and health is a scientific fact. Actually getting out of there is different, though. You need Jesus or you are lost.

This hit me hard user.

Its the only way I ever get to see naked women. Every other way is blocked. There is no way to rent any either. If taken away no pussy ever again. Cucked, maybe. But its real.

Imagine someone with aggressions having huge problems of controlling them.
There are two possible ways to deal with it: either you supress it completely or you redirect this energy to productive things.
Now note the following:
nobody disagrees with
> sexual energy is the strongest and most dominating energy in the human being(in a primitive kind of way)
> the human being's strongest instinct(therefore also energy) is the instinct to reproduce.
Now, imagine you'd be able to use the sexual energy and your instinct to reproduce as the will to strive, get better and educate yourself in order to be better than other men for the market.
Now, masturbating in general, but the worst certainly is pornography, means too much uncompensated sex drive.
If you have unrestrained access to sex(sexual intercourse portrayed in pornography) your will to get a woman automatically is satisfied subconsciously.

For (((them))) who worship the make genitalia, rather just the dick, use that in order to get weak uneducated and cucked men who don't strive for the better.
As you use the meme flag already,I suppose your will to stop, when you understand the problem and the ((((,roots)))) who caused them, is hopefully strong enough to stop.
Now, first you should do is stop porn, then stop masturbating, while sex with women is good.
That's how I started with the girls not too long ago.
Good luck, Sieg Heil

That's what drove me here.

Also this!!!!!!!
OP, I believe in you.

>sieg heil
>german flag
user that's jailable. I think I'm ready to permanently destroy this porn. It feels like I'm going to suicide once I do it.

Never ever despair, user. That is what the adversary wants you to do. Always remember that Jesus loves you and wants you to succeed.

There is no limit to the mercy of God, all you have to do is accept it and turn away from sin. You may fall here and there but it is ok as long as you put yourself on the right path and keep asking Jesus for his divine mercy. Only if you give up on yourself, the adversary wins.

When you quit porn, it is very important that you replace it with physical exercise and going outside more often. This is crucial. You fix your mind through the power of the Holy Spirit. Then you fix your body through your own strenght. When you do this, the weak sinner fades away and a chad is born. The adversary can no longer stop you from believing in yourself, getting real women and being happy.

> implying there is someone stupid enough not to use a proxy

Divert the energy. Do what said and lift more or just simply try to fight it or run away.
First step, kill your external hard drives, proof it with timestamp

I DELETED 12 TBS OF HD PORN AND I RAN CCLEANER. That's the last 2 years of my life. Well fuck.

I already feel a craving for a video.

Another thing you should do is get erudite hobbies in order to clean your mind from degeneracy. Get into classical music, sacred music and opera. Not just listening but going to concerts and stuff like that.

When you listen to noble music, look at pictures of cute traditional women (preferably not naked). When you have to watch naked bodies, look at high european art. Train your brain to appreciate nobility instead of degeneracy.

Get yourself a fucking hobby. Like drawing smut.

The last two years of your life you absolutely wasted you fucking (now-a-little-less-)degenerate.
Just as a warning and relief: it gets gradually harder, for a short term, then it gets a loooooot easier.
Maybe, although I dislike to recommend them.... Plebbit. Reddit's NoFap board.

That's great, user! I'm not saying that it will be easy now but it will be incredibly satisfying once you get there.

You need to get the idea in your head that you just did something great for yourself. Keep abstaining and make yourself feel good about it.

I'm not kidding, you should treat this as a matter of spiritual warfare against the one who wants to destroy your soul. Think of yourself like a warrior who constantly fights of the attacks of the enemy. Prayer is your sword and shield from now on.

Watch this speech for motivation: youtube.com/watch?v=e9z-dMQjRBE&list=PLKj-zve0WkZSflh1CqETxVqZbrkIkKuQT&index=105

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Jesus bud. Get some help, seriously. How can you be more anxious of professional help than committing suicide? What have you got lose at this point from talking to a head doctor.
Or at least practice walking to some coffee shop or something every time you feel a craving and buying a small drink or something.. that way you'll get some exercise, people interaction, and get away from the screen. Several birds one stone.
JUST DO SOMETHING OTHER THAN PORN. IF YOUR EYE CAUSES YOU TO SIN, GOUGE IT OUT.

It's hard I know. It's more than the simple act of masturbating. It's more than the images and videos. It's the collection itself that is needed to get off. I have accumulated and deleted my collection many times over. I literally just completed the cycle again about an hour ago. I'm still trying to quit the habit, but it's hard. I'm just a fucking idiot I guess. I've been able to successfully quit drinking alcohol after many years of drinking, so I won't give up yet, but man, it really pissed me off that I fall for the trap of rationalization every single time.

I completely understand how you feel user.

>I'll pretend im the opposite of the retarded cult thing I've been pushing non-stop


WOW IM TOTALLY GONNA JOIN YOUR FAGGOT CULT SHIT NOW!

Keep us updated, Bro/non.
Maybe make a regular NoFap.thread if that is possible on Sup Forums
I put a lot of hope in you, I've got a good feeling. user, you will do it. But not for us. For yourself.

I can't come back from that deleting 12 TBs of my collection has ended me in that avenue. I don't think I can ever rebuild that.
I'll post an update thread tomorrow I think I'm going to go to bed for now. Thanks anons.

> trying to self-improve
> devalue OP
> insulting on a anonymous Taiwanese knitting board
> you

>Why is it so addictive?
neurotransmitters.
I've tapped mine out, somehow. Maybe it's my age or something. But looking at porn makes me feel nothing at all. (i'm not impotent)

Just remember:

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Here's a music suggestion: youtube.com/watch?v=tdoafPTSQpE

De profundis is Psalm 130, it is the state of your soul right now. The sinful soul crying out from the depths for God's mercy and coming salvation.

I promise to keep you in my prayers, user.

don't think i'd ever say that about a natsoc but that's based
the hardest part is in front of you though, easiest way to avoid withdrawal syndrom is to keep busy, having a job or a gf makes it stupid easy

This is the single most important lesson of Life, user:
Short-term pleasure leads to long-term pain
Short-term pain leads to long-term pleasure

Just delete it all and spend several weeks not looking at screens at all to resist the temptation. It's one of the easiest things to lapse in because as soon as you're confronted with a woman it turns the thinking and disciplined part of your brain off. There are few things I despise about myself more than the countless hours i spent watching pronography, and my problem seems minor compared with yours. The male sex drive when confronted with such things is insatiable: that is why people have like ten browser windows open filled with different porn, and hoard more porn than makes logical sense (and proves it has nothing to do with regular satiation). It has got even worse lately with high definition and the developments in porn to make it more and more stimulating; the coming generations are going to be majority sexually dysfunctional because of it (and increasingly perverted in their sexuality).

I honestly found dropping opiates easier than dropping porn, and the latter took longer.

>Delete it all right now user. Just do it. Yeah you'll feel pissed when the mood strikes and you want that ONE AMAZING VID or pic or whatever, but remember that it's your lizard brain overloaded by pussy and tits. It's not real. It's just digital bytes. There's PETABYTES of it available. You've invested all that time into collecting and organizing SOMEONE ELSE'S SEX LIFE. NOT YOURS.

This. And deleting it all doesn't even bother you because your brain is more satisfied with hoarding things up again than having a vast resource on your hard drive.

If you think "muh wasted time if i delet" that is nothing but the sunk cost fallacy speaking.

Porn=degen
You just fap to the biology book if they ever decide to show you a cunt

you probably should stop.

12TBs of porn is far to much, stop being a compulsive wanker and delete that shit, have a bit of self control you fucking animal.

The thing is when a porn addict is horny his mind loses almost any semblence of non-pornographic related thought. Instantly it becomes about any and all excuses to jack off to whatever fetishized sex act he's currently craving. Even if he knows a guaranteed way to end the pornographical tunnel vision and snap back to reality (e.g. a cold shower) deep down he wants to jack-off at that moment of sheer unbridled lust more than anything else. The trick is to put yourself in a situation where you can't avoid these reality checks to snap you out of your porn-craving other self's addicted mindset.

1) Set a self-depreciating password on your porn folders. 'I give up. I can't do it. I am too weak. I'm not man enough. I deserve this.'