Sometimes i wonder, is this all there is to life? Being alone and eating this shitty food, going in to work everyday in a society COMPLETELY determined to destroy my race, where no woman will ever be faithful, no woman will ever love you, you will never have kids and if you do it'll be at 35 when you are all dried up?
Just doesn't seem worth it to be honest.
U realize most of what u believe isnt real right?
U are just black pilled because you are a lazy cunt who doesnt want responsibility
Everyone is blackpilled monday morning. Go drink some coffee
What do i have to do to be normal then, i just ended up this way, nothing in HS ever happened. yeah maybe it was because i was a loner, but i just never had the opportunities that normies got, i was all by myself.
Now that im an adult im by myself, i've always been alone.
I think of humanity as a single organism, "failures" like us help sustain superior humans through service that helps us as a whole prosper and improve - it's a very slow improvement, but nonetheless, it's working.
I feel like no matter what I do, whether it be as a successful businessman, or a serial killer, I'll have some beneficial impact towards society. I can create jobs, destroy jobs, kill evil people, kill innocent people and unite communities with my evil and create legislative procedures to prevent people like me from committing said crimes in the future, just so many endless possiblities of doing something so trivial that in the end helps us as a whole improve.
I can just sit at home all day and do absolutely nothing, or write this post and maybe a few hundred people will read this and disagree with me, agree with me, or somehow subconsciously remember a part of this post and apply it into a different post, where hundreds more will read that post, either agree, disagree, or be influenced by said post, create another post, and create an influx of information combined by the posts of posts influenced by posts. Like you can see the flow of information if you frequent different boards - similar images being used with the same file name, similar threads being discussed, it's crazy.
The world itself is so fucking insane and complex it brings a tear in my eye, the billions of billions of interactions going on in a single instance of time. This internet board is but a single community of billions of micro communities within the internet, and the internet itself being another micro community within the span of human society. This entire aspect of tiny little communities within our society is itself so tiny in the vast vacuum that is the universe.
Why should i care about the advancement of this society when the previous generations trashed it so heavily(baby boomers and such), they didn't care about it so why should i?
to fix this it would need to be the biggest war/genocide in human history.
Why did i even post this here, i could have posted it on r9k but it would just get flooded with faggots, none of this is going to fucking matter.
Nah, people like you want a war because you want a restart in society, you don't actually care about anything at all but yourself.
It's the same reason why guys like you flock to far-left and far-right ideals, you just want to watch the world burn.
And who cares, really, that's the beauty of it all, we have the freedom to have our own opinions and thoughts and as being a part of existence, whether or not we have some war or you manage to actually be successful (or continue to be lazy and depressed and a detriment to society, regardless of whatever new society is formed) in this new society that spawns from the end of all the old ones, it will have some positive aspect in this world or not, depending on how you yourself perceive the world.
I love being alive!
So your saying Detroit everywhere is going to be a good thing for society lol?
jews
>all the other generations are at fault , we millenials dindu nuthing.
gets his tranny ass fucked high on drugs in some safe space, while listening to lady gaga and makes selfies of himself he later post on instagram ,together with his make up tutorials and f"oodart" pictures of junk food and chia seeds and acocado toasts, later walks to a pro abortion and antifa meeting.
fuck off müllenial.
But it did matter, user.
You made me, another individual across the vastness of this universe, respond to your post, and whether you wanted someone to reverberate your post here to validate your own narrow-minded opinions, in some way or another, I have somewhat changed you in a very, very small way - by reading the words in my post you yourself has absorbed some form of knowledge.
If you read any word in this post, I have sold my soul to Satan to curse your life until the day of my ironic and panful death.
Sure, whatever you think is right. The world revolves around you, you're a young man, keep thinking this way in a positive manner and things will get better.
Brother i was born into this shithole on 11/26/1998
It ISNT my fucking fault.
ok, you are off the hook.
>brainlet
k dad
No i was trying to say that that's what we are headed for, that's not what i want, we are headed for a mulatto new world order, its gonna look like modern day detroit.
and it's not a good look for the future.
Appreciate the life you were born in, we have many commodities that people didn't have back in the day.
Internet porn, video games, over the counter medication, healthcare, human rights, life is great, it all really depends on how you see the world.
We all used to be like you user, straight out of high school, nihilistic edgelords who couldn't comprehend the meaning of existence or reality. The truth is you just need to let go of your ego, it's the ultimate blackpill and you'll feel a huge weight off your shoulders.
People have made posts like yours thousands of thousands of thousands of times, from bygone eras to even today, contemplating their own existence and how shitty their lives are. Thousands of thousands of thousands of thousands of thousands of thousands of thousands of thousands of thousands of thousands of thousands of thousands of thousands of 20 year olds experiencing the exact same emotions you're feeling in the entire timeline of human history, that's like billions of people who experience the age of being twenty years old experiencing what you're experiencing.
>Internet porn, video games, over the counter medication, healthcare, human rights, life is great
These are all the things ruining our society, though. Nobody is thinking about the future we are MAKING for ourselves, we aren't going to have a civil society when its full of degenerates and low iq individuals, the wolves are going to kill all the sheep.
That's just you projecting your own failures onto the values of other people as a whole. There are plenty of people making innovations to our society technologically from infrastructure to production.
Have you ever been to design, technology, or architecture expos? The stuff they create is fucking unbelievable. These people are on a completely different level when it comes to people like us.
You and me, we were meant to be the foundation consisting of millions of people working in labor and service, just accept your role in society. You complaining about niggers and jews is just an excuse you give yourself for being such a "failure" at life.
I dont agree with you, our society is and has been going to shit since around 1960, and this will have a huge effect on ALL of our minds white black and in between.
Save up a load of money. Go north. North north and further north. The colder it gets, the fewer shitskins there are. Then go innawoods.
When the race war comes you head back south. Hunt them from the forests, at night. Leave their dead bodies, spread the stench of rotten flesh.
Be the Wendigo. They're superstitious as fuck, hate the cold, can't swim and can't aim.
It sounds like you expect things to just fall into your lap
True shit, hopefully we will annex you and free you from Trudeau's reign.
I was born in 1968 and I can tell you that people have always been the same, from my experience, and will continue to be.
You're young, like I said, and when you hit your teens and early 20's, you will be enamored by far-left and far-right groups like we all have and hate this world for what it is.
It's just one big beautiful cycle, repeating itself over and over again.
When i was younger my parents never told me "go get it" very passive parenting with alot of physical force used to dissuade me from being a degenerate you could say, while the other children's parents didn't even stop their kids from degeneracy, sometimes they even encouraged it!, so i just didn't fit in at all.
To expound on that, they never showed me ANY emotion, so i never properly developed how to express my emotions to other people, and that was really the nail in my coffin, i dont even know HOW to have a relationship(s).
So you have no friends?
Maybe that's your problem, humans are a social species, we need to interact with others in order to derive some form of purpose.
Try being more vocal with others about your opinions, and whether they disagree or agree with you, discourse is always healthy for emotional development. Friends won't always agree with you, but they are good for telling you when you are wrong. Having no one else to talk to will just, like I said before, validate your own opinions and turn you into a self-centered, narcissistic asshole.
And judging by your posts on how you blame everyone but yourself, it seems to me this is your main issue.
sometimes?
All the time.
ABSOLUTE MADMAN
I like you
I have one friend who i neglect severely because we dont have the same taste in just about anything, even music, he was my friend in middle school and i re-met him later at a really lame highschool party that got broken up before it even started by the police, he is a cool guy it's just boring to hang out at our houses all day and do nothing, we live in a downtrodden american town where not alot if going on and we can't go to bars or clubs, we dont even know where to meet women, they are all fat or they dyed their hair purple and shit and are sjw's.
In regards to women, i have never been in a relationship, i have never had a "connection" with anyone because i never got that close, nobody ever got that close or tried to get that close to me for it to happen, i would try to speak to women and they would blow me off or say that they had a boyfriend.
who actually WANTS responsibility?
People just take it on because they get pay raises for it etc.
The only good kind of responsibility is the ones for your family, pets and lifestock.
Op has a point. Even tho he might be lazy, he might just be lazy becaue he doesnt see the point. And if hes not motivated by simple money, how else would you motivate yourself in capitalism?
You're just too lazy to change anything about it, so this boring life is what you deserve
I exist in a boring life my guy, i am very limited in my capabilities, i'm broke and only have a handful of money to my name, and the people in my are area so insufferable and dumb, legitimately not able to have a conversation beyond reality tv and cnn politics, i see nothing to do to fix myself beyond working out, i just have to sit here till im 21 then i can go to bars, but what's that gonna change, the fact is our society is rapidly degenerating, most of your people are just simply too distracted to notice it or you dont care.
Put 10% of each paycheck you make into a diversified 401k. Even on a wagecuck salary you can retire a millionaire.
Start small, think big and make your money work for you.
Why am I wasting my time replying to you.
Everything you say is right, women are evil, you're the center of the universe, everyone but yourself is to blame for your misery, depression and anxiety are completely normal according to /r9k/, don't improve yourself, people and prospects will come to you, jews and niggers are responsible for your failure, society is to blame for your failure despite the exact same circumstances and lifestyles successful people have experienced parallel to yours because no one in the world has ever been bullied or treated like shit or abused by their parents or had feelings of loneliness.
Goodbye.
If you were living in a proper country you could've probably taken a debt a fraction of basic school funds of america and have gotten yourself a profession you're actually interested in
Sign up for FAFSA. If you are working minimum wage, the government will not only pay your tuition but give you several thousand in cash every quarter.
Take classes online and work towards improving your career prospects. This is something anyone can do, you just need to apply yourself.
Thats another thing, school never got us interested in anything, we were all drug users and weed fiends, we never had any aspirations to do anything and college is so useless that what would be the point, shits fucked, employers dont give a fuck about degrees.
This. OP should be working 70 - 80 hours a week and exercising discipline by living below his means. Invest money and build a business. Focus on nothing but work, working out, and building your business. Do the right things long enough and eventually you will succeed.
> i just have to sit here till im 21 then i can go to bars, but what's that gonna change
Unironically, A LOT of business gets done in the bar. Opportunity is everywhere. Go out and seek it.
If he's on minimum wage the government will give him free college tuition until he completes his bachelors.
We're all slaves, there's nothing we can do about it. It sucks working 40-50 hours a week, I'm thinking about buying a van and just being a bum for the rest of my life. Only because I'm too chickenshit to shoot myself, and i've tried
>Employers don't give a fuck about degrees
Mine would beg to differ.
Around here its hospitals or mcdonalds.
I would prolly off myself as well, one day i'll get my grandpa's inheritance and i'll receive his Springfield XDM, if shit does not get better by then, i'm gonna off myself this place isn't worth it.
No one owes you shit mate. This is a cruel, but also rewarding world for those who want to thrive and act towards their goals.
Also
>shitty cook
Learn to cook you dumbass.
Now this is a mad cunt I can get behind.
Take the Ted Pill user
So work towards a free bachelors in hospital administration with FAFSA and Pell Grant, or move to a community with better jobs.
does that involve getting my porn banned
>muh "infinite opportunities" faggots
The hamster wheel will keep on spinning but you'll never get the carrot pleb.
>fpbp
Just here to watch the triggered replies from society's dropouts
user doesn't want to do anything except whine and cry and have everything in his life be magically fixed somehow. He probably doesn't even know what he wants and if he does he hasn't made the decision that he's willing to pay the price to get it. You can't help people like that. They have to get sick and tired of themselves before they'll do anything.
To be honest, i'm a weak link, i'm an oxymoron, a failed childhood, if i was true to myself and honest, in a National Socialist society i'd prolly go to the camps for "work scared" or whatever, nowadays all i think about is what will happen if i really went through with my own death.
we live in a soft zero sum existence, lets be real
>not even 21
kek shit is way better than you senpai.
What do you mean?
*than you think
some people don't want solutions just a way to complain about how procrastination is horrible
Hey less of the dried up at 35!
I've had this thought process at many different points. It really does put things into perspective and make you focus on everything, big or small.
I don't think you can conclude that OP is a dropout. I'm not but I know exactly what he means. I don't understand why I bother doing what I do but I keep doing it.
This.
I just turned 36. Single. Childless. I'm pretty much the GOOSE out of Drive. Still, it's a pretty sweet sound track.
>I'm not but I know exactly what he means. I don't understand why I bother doing what I do but I keep doing it.
I understand and have thought the same at times. The difference is that you and I, continue on to make something of life while others shitpost on Sup Forums about how they're owed more.
Note I didn't say OP was a dropout (not enough information), but that the thread would contain them.
>living im a cabin and eschewing modern technology
>porn
>Nah, people like you want a war because you want a restart in society, you don't actually care about anything at all but yourself.
that's not true, he seemingly doesn't care about himself at all, he cares about the world and wants to see it fixed
>It's the same reason why guys like you flock to far-left and far-right ideals, you just want to watch the world burn.
that's not true, he can imagine a better world and wants it to happen.
he wants to change the world for the better, that isn't "watching it burn".
the problem isn't that he wants the world to change, the problem is that people like you see him gasping for air as he tries to escape it and you want him to submerge back into the filth and drown with you
Well, good luck. I didn't get my shit together until my mid-twenties.
I began to follow by Covey's 7 habits of highly effective people and it changed my life.
Im not really complaining though, what i'm saying is the truth, what am i going to get except a load of debt and a risky chance of employment from that, i will never even have a family, i want kids man, i just feel really suicidal to tell you the truth, i'm still trying hard to beat these thoughts of suicide and failure in pretty much all aspect of my nonexistent non eventful life, my parents dont even give a fuck about me, hell even my dog hates my ass and avoids me when i try to pet her.
>except a load of debt and a risky chance of employment from that
its a shitty deck dude but what you're saying can be overcome
>he cares about the world and wants to see it fixed
>"Why should i care about the advancement of this society when the previous generations trashed it so heavily(baby boomers and such), they didn't care about it so why should i?
to fix this it would need to be the biggest war/genocide in human history."
>"Why should I care about the advancement of society"
are you reading the same post?
go back to GLP please you boomer faggot
I still care about the world due to my beliefs and my empathetic white nature, but when this comes in contrast with the blackpill of this life in this country, it kinda lets the blackpill override and win, that's what i meant.
Wow I wish I was born in your shithole.
t. faggot who probably likes Peterson
would you mind sharing your full name and home address?
It was a joke. Peterson is a israel/kike lover you fucking goober.
All you niggers are from 1st world countries, and some of your complains are ridiculous.
I was born after the boomers, get your facts straight.
This board would be a lot better if /r9k/ never existed, honestly.
Yes we dont have war, yet, or commie jew/hispanic rulers, yet, but we do have unfaithful women and generally boring lives as collective patriotic america watches its own destruction.
I'd say fighting in a war fo your own country and dying to protect it and its identity would be better than this existence, one of servitude to the dollar.
there are personal hells for every strata of human existence
this thread would be a lot better if you never existed
This is what's wrong with the modern generation, lazy whiny crybabies who make an excuse for everything. Self-centered spoiled little shits who blame society for everything, yet still live with their parents and won't even sacrifice their time to get a job to help pay for rent because of da jews.
yeah and the only contribution you made to this thread was being a illiterate retard
don't you have some video games to play kid?
R9K is fine, its a skinner box for suicide victims and thats OK
it isn't worth it. women are trained to be whores in america. look to asians or other countries.
Yeah, I have this nephew who sits in his room all day and plays video games, he's 23 years old.
His parents still work 9-5 jobs and he spends all their money on virtual reality money, which is practically worthless. He threatens to kill himself everytime they ask him to be a responsible adult or cries wolf - "I have anxiety and depression". Never once in his life has he done anything for anyone but himself, didn't even help his parents with the dishes or do chores around their house, he's practically the living embodiment for this generation.
Spoiled, self-centered, and narcissistic parasites.
What if i'm not attracted to asians, should i move to Estonia or some somewhat untainted european country, i dont know how well i'd fit in there though cause i'm only 5-7.
jesus christ just kill it
Ok now you did it, and why raised him though????
WHO. RAISED. HIM. THOUGH.
You don't have a spirit for struggle. People all over the West are losing it or already has lost the heroic entrepreneurial spirit of fight, struggle and courage. That's why you're doomed to live petty life unworthy of note.
who*
The thing is you have no restrictions to fullfil yourself. No conscription, lots of well payed job, lots and lots of everything. Daily reminder that in my shithole average wage is $100. The problem is in your mind, nothing else. Also, before you say
> pussy afraid of military service
I am not afraid nor against it, but considering condition of my country military, you can just kill yourself right away. Living for a year in dirt, without toilets, in cold, amongst constantly drinking village niggers and officers who doesn't give a fuck. Not to mention Jew president and his surroundings, who steal everything but being hypocrites in front of cameras. Yet eurocucks and amerimutts continue to fund these corrupted Jewish piece of shits.
Yeah I have a cousin like that, he probably comes here too based on the shit he says when we play together. The difference being I have a degree and he's been in community for six years.
I'm surprised my aunt/uncle haven't divorced or killed themselves because of him, probably one of the worst people I've ever met in my life. Refuses to even get a part time job because "it's too hard".
I unironically can't take the wagie life anymore
I want out
the fuck do you do .....hong kong?
i wasn't raised with any spirit, the best i got was "america is cool kid", "I pledge allegiance to the Flag of the United States of America, and to the Republic for which it stands, one Nation under God, indivisible, with liberty and justice for all."
i had to become a National Socialist, nobody taught me or instilled in my anything, everything i know i taught myself.
We, and i think i can speak for all american citizens(most), have nothing against europeans, its those fucks in high places being controlled by powers that we need to eliminate as soon as possible.
my net worth is 100x yours combined. my opinion matters more than yours by default and i completely agree with everything OP is saying.
neither of you have addressed any of his points. i suppose you're afraid or simply too stupid to handle the subject matter. you instead repeatedly bash a strawman of a general spiritual problem you falsely imagine he suffers from