Be me

>be me
>be an ugly 27 year old beta loser loner autist with no friends or social experiences since school, no female attention ever, never been to pub, club, or party, have no passions in life and see everything as work
>have full time job in London that requires almost zero work or time at the office but want more money
>wake up at 8 am today
>passed job interview for burger king weekend job and have the induction at 9 am
>hope to be late so I have an excuse to not have the job
>get there on time and stand outside, thinking about the humiliation of the job and the easy lives of Chad and Stacey
>don't go in the store
>read a topic on Sup Forums about youthful relationships and feel extremely bitter
>currently in the library and have no idea how to spend the day
>left the library after a few hours
>intend to have my coffee now and then go home early because it's so fucking cold

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>an hero’d and nobody cared

I have like 30 mins left before I go to the gym. I’ll shoot the shit with you user.

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he'll disappoint you user

Nice blogpost, OP. Have you through about jumping off a bridge?

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What area do you live in?

So pay for sex and start fishing. Get these 2nd jobs you dont need and have fun with it, get fired, raise hell, mess the business up. Be creative with it. The narcissistic behavior will actually transform your beta feeling and draw people toward you because of spontaneity. You will seem crazy and adventurous. Try it! What have you got to lose?

Be the next hitler

Apply at an Art school

Why are contemporary British people so unambitious? I consistently see this

Its like they have no fire, or desire to go far. If the regular rate of ambitious people is 10-15%, its like 5% for Brits. They're relatively content at their above min wage job, driving their shitty beat up car, living in their small house, and waking up every day next to their fat ugly wife.

>>/r9k/

You lazy fuck. Hit the gym and stop drinking. Starting today its only water. Cut the sugar, start walking 1hr everyday start doing pushups every morning. There are literally shitskins organizing on a military level in our prisons as we waste away. Be ready lad

You are prime material for the Reich.

Oh yeah also do 1300 burpees a day, 1300 pushups a day, 1300 pull ups a day. If you can't do 1300 just hit your max and try to get to 1300 a day. Absolutely essential

He makes this post every day it's bullshit

Meritocracy is dead and every single job interview and promotion is based on how you fit in.

I'll repost some thoughts I had in previous posts.

>it hit me earlier today how I have completely wasted the vast amount of free time I have had in the previous 3 - 5 years
>have zero motivation to do anything when I'm too ugly and asocial to be accepted socially
>had zero interest in my degree and all my jobs ever
>can remember a few seconds long memory of driving around on my last day of university (day of the last exam), at night, stopping at a petrol station for junk food and coffee, and telling myself it was the last day of having those two
>told myself I'd go through that computer science course and parts of that maths textbook in a few months at most (after university)
>procrastinated so much (due to boredom) I still haven't done them (and more importantly, I haven't done anything else instead)
>don't have the balls to live life according to my own intuitions and do what I enjoy

I just feel doomed to being a consumercuck. I feel cucked about everything I do, don't do, and how I do it. I believe in free will but don't trust my future self.

I count down the pages to all the books I read because I read them for pseud cred. I go through SICP because pseuds tell me I have to.

My proudest achievements of the past 5 years have been having the balls to put zero effort in to the degree and jobs I hated. But I would've done better to quit.

Why 1300? That number seems quite arbitrary

u gonna have some ben & jerrys tonight bro?

quality blog lad, subscribed and upboated. Do you plan to live stream it?

I've seen this dumbass thread before. SAGE

>Eating kike and reddit's ice cream

No and I didn't have junk food yesterday. Now that I've dismissed my extra job I don't have the money to spare on binging until the start of next month

Realtalk - if you dont have a specialist skill to offer society, nor have started your own business, it shouldnt suprise you that you'll be mostly judged on the only thing left - interpersonal skills.

What else am I going to look for in my cashier, retail sales person, or etc?

if you want to learn programming stop reading books and just make some shit

nice get btw

hello again user
I feel for you
Looks are literally the only thing that matters in life
I can only imagine what it's like to be good looking and have everyone welcome you with open arms and be interested in everything you say
How are you doing with drugs and alcohol?

Its stuff we would do in prison when u get put on the program, you wouldn't understand. I'm part Hispanic i get lumped with the south siders, you have to do your workouts everyday or you get your wig split. If you're weak they're going to make u strong.

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eh, don't be so hard on yourself. you passed up a job at burger king. seriously, who the fuck works at burger king? the very fact that you have enough self worth to forgo slinging toxic slop means you're on the right track. You were willing to get up early, arrive at your appointments on time. So you have what it takes. Just set your sights a bit higher. Try getting into a trade and move up the ladder. There's good money to be made in the trades.

If I tell you the secret will you try it with 100% commitment for one week? Because I have the answer for you user. I want all of you to know it.
This is maya. You want to break free? You want to be you? The real you, both mentally and physically... eat fresh veggies and lean meats. Drink only water. Lift for 1 hour 6 days a week. Do 25 min of cardio on those days. In 3 weeks you will be hooked. Full on addict. In 5 weeks you will see your newbie gains. In 12 weeks you will begin to see who you really are. In 6 months you will be who you really are. Trust me brother. Believe in yourself. This is the answer. It is that simple. Your brain will change.

There's alot of stereotypes about hispanics being lazy and dumb etc. The truth is they are highly organized to a military level in prisons, it's fucken scary.

I squatted 4 plate last year and was still sad. This hoorah nonsense is bullshit

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A strong man stands above all. You can either sit there and beat yourself up or you can put yourself in a position to beat up others. Your call.

fuckin fag