As of today I haven't been outside for 9 days. I haven't even seen any sun light or talked to anyone. I have gained weight and totally ruined my natural sleep schedule. All I did was watch youtube and shitpost on imageboards, watched 1 movie but it was hard to concentrate. I feel very sick. I guess I will go out tomorrow.
AMA
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why havent you gone out?
why dont you go out and buy yourself a 10/10 hooker? Its completely legal there after all...
Here ape
I'm the same way, being a hikki sucks but I am feeling hopeless about my life
I don't know, I sabotage myself for no reason.
Sex doesn't make me happy.
do you have any friends?
I have people I hang out with from time to time, can't really call them true friends. They are a rather selfish bunch.
go to a shrink or something
>As of today I haven't been outside for 9 days.
>I feel very sick.
>AMA
Lol, what a pussy.
You haven't been outside for 9 days and you're already giving up. And wtf is this AMA for, do you think you're special, really?
Try to get to my level first:
>only go outside once a week
>the only words i say to the living beings is 'hello' and 'thank you' when i'm in a supermarket, buying groceries for another week
>living like that for the last 5 years
>never felt better in my entire fucking life
Cut the crap. Quit being sorry for yourself. Get on your own fucking 2 feet and stop being a filthy slob. Be a human. Come on dude
Go outside now fuckboy your country is fine by me and better than many other countries just search for a club or something
I used to be an active person, went to the gym 4-5 times a week. But it is useless, I had a nice body but achieved nothing else. I think my problem is that I cannot do two things at the same time, I either do one thin 100% or not do it at all. I'm not joking, I was obsessed with being fit, I even dropped out of university because of it.
Been a shut-in NEET since age 16, I am 30 now, 31 in a few months.
I have a home gym though, so I stay /fit/. None of you would suspect I'm a perma-neet by my outside appearance.
>Only 9 days
What a pleb
How do you make money to survive?
Live with parents + cost of living is basically next to nothing when you're a shut-in that doesn't do any normie things.
But psychiatrist is helping me with autism bux so I'll be having that soon. Gona be interesting going from $0 to getting nearly $2k month.
I used to go out clubbing with friends but now I'm just getting bored of it and don't want to go anymore, its the same thing each time and I recently realised how unhealthy alcohol is
I had normal life in my early 20s, my own house (with loan though), job in government, huge social circles, hobbies, girlfriend
Enter year 27: lost it all. Moved to live back with my parents. 3 times institutionalized in the looney bin. Shadow of a former self. Had to negotiate house loans back with bank. No job.
You can lose it all extremely fast.
I have literally failed at everything I have ever done, I'm not joking. I didn't finish school, I have never managed to make friends ever and now I just sit here because I have no prospects and am too socially ruined to even walk into a shop without having a massive panic attack.
I should just off myself.
Holy shit you’re depressed. Seek help.
>my own house (with loan though), job in government, huge social circles, hobbies, girlfriend
>Enter year 27: lost it all.
I also used to (pretend to) be a normie, had a good job n shit, but it was all just a masquerade, I always hated it and enjoyed being alone, with my books and vidya.
I did enjoy the normie life though. I had to spent lots of time in hospital for a disease at first. Then I lost my sanity and months in mental institutions. I still don´t have my physical health back and never will, otherwise would probably live my life normally.
are you me
wait one fucking minute here..can we trace all our anti social degeneration.. to.. the....
INTERNET!?!?!?!
I gave up all media including internet for a few months and I was forced to leave the house and interact to get those dopamine hits I was used to.
It was amazing.
I feel you Euro bro just imagine when we can get our groceries home delivered in a few years. I want to live in the middle of nowhere by then.