so im a drug addict, i used a bunch of cocaine and ran at some people holding a knife. ran into my house after the people ran away and the swat team came and arrested me
i got out on bail and went to rehab that had a pot store a block away and just went there everyday and smoked weed, still in psychosis i thought that the rehab was some kind of gay cult located in south america and that they were gonna make me suck a dick, i heard a voice say blood on my knife or shit on my dick and grabbed my stuff and ran out of there and picked up a bunch more coke and walked around the city for the weekend doing coke
on monday i checked back in with my po and he said i had to go to detox. instead of going to detox i got more coke and walked around buying electronics, eventually i got arrested and the cops werent cool with me, they touched my junk and i thought the gay army was everywhere... also i thought the cops were from a dream that someone was having and whatever i was in psychosis so it was all pretty fucked
jail was interesting i sobered up and got my facaulties straight and when i went up for bail again they said i had one more chance to go to rehab and get my shit together
so my question to pol is now that im almost out of rehab and have been invited back into my parents home (i got kicked out for acting crazy) should i smoke weed
i think they would really look down on it but i really wanna smoke weed and am very much finished with cocaine because it costs to much money and makes me really psychotic
also what does pol think of addicts
im a veteran and make 4200 a month in disability and next year ill make around 5000 a month in disability and am getting another 90 grand lump sum
since 2016 i spent 150 000 dollars worth of disability awards on hookers and blow and had a really fucking awesome time
should i go back to being a drug addict on the governments tit and smoke weed all day or turn my life around and get into meditation jujitsu thai chi and yoga?
I'm a combat vet and smoke weed and am a home owner and work 6 days a week, you're just a degenerate. Have you considered suicide?
Ian Gomez
are you a nigger
Julian Gray
Also this, wtf is wrong with you literally even teachers and lawyers do coke. You must be a huge buzz kill at parties, worst thing that happens to most people is you get a bit anti social and just want to go home and beat off to some degenerate porn for several hours
This is too wierd to be bait. >4200 a month in disability And you live with your parents? There has to be something you haven't said that makes your situation make more sense. Also, 50k/yr. seems like a lot for disability. Maybe I just have no clue on that front though.
Grayson Davis
Horseshit.
Thomas Powell
Also I guarantee >I’ll only post once
Lincoln Wright
>this is where your taxes go
Jose Carter
i developed a mental illness and physical injuries as results of my service
Jayden Reed
It's not physically addictive, only retards have trouble stopping
why did you sign up to fight for ZOG? did you realize you could easily get killed in that line of work? it's not even work you're just a mercenary
John Wilson
stupid people breed stupidity.
Luis Johnson
Do yoga (Bikram) or hot yoga the ladies are tasty there. Save half of your disability every month, get your shit together. Get a part time job at a weed store learn business Become conniseur of wheeds. In three years open your own weed store. Smoke weed everyday make money buy parents house. Open 2nd weed store in 5 years, then find virgin get married have kids,
Fellow vet here. Weed's nice, do what you want there, but stay away from anything hard and addictive, and moderate the alcohol. Maybe plan an lsd trip on a nice day somewhere completely isolated from others, in nature preferably, and see what self-revelations you come away with. Look inward. You know you should work on getting it together brother. Work on improving yourself. Stay with your parents, getting your mind and body in shape, while being frugal and saving your money. In the meantime go volunteer somewhere and make the world a better place or work a job so that you spend some of your time doing something for someone besides yourself. It feels good to contribute to the world. Once you have some money saved up, open a business so that you're independent. After that, strive for excellence and make your business successful, build a family, and do what you can to make the world a better place. Good luck.
