Is there any game even worth playing anymore?
I can't enjoy anything and it's driving me mad. It's not even vidya. I can't enjoy ANYTHING.
Is there any game even worth playing anymore?
I can't enjoy anything and it's driving me mad. It's not even vidya. I can't enjoy ANYTHING.
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Try some super chill single player game
Like Harvest Moon or Stardew Valley seems like it might help with your depression.
You can get over your depression matey.
Do something else. Watch TV, movies, or read. Exercise helps too.
I started up the Shantae game on PC while stating at my 350+ steam library.
it's pretty endearing and I can't wait to get off work smoke a bowl and sit on the couch with it
That and I'm too frustrated to try and get Morrowind working on my new machine else I'd just sink into that for a few weeks
I believe your problem goes beyond my training as a Sup Forums poster and video game hobbyist, seek professional help if this becomes a problem to your everyday life.
I have all those thoughts in the bottom panel but I don't feel particularly bad or depressed, what does that mean
stop being sad and just play good vidya retard
Oh boy, depression talk
This is the worst week of my life, I just want to die
Even though I've finally sought help and started seeing a therapist I feel worse than ever
I just want out
>Exercise helps too.
This.
I have to workout, If i don't for 2 days I get anxious, depressed and extremely apathetic.
Op here. Why had your week been so bad?
I finally got a full time job and get paid $17.50/hr to basically be outside most of the day and walk around a little. It's so easy i can't handle it!
I thought I would wanna e joy a hobby again if I worked but it seems worse than before.
I miss being addicted to vidya so bad.
Every year around the middle of fall to the start of the next year, I marathon every mainline Mega Man game. The original series, their Gameboy spin-offs, Mega Man and Bass, 9, 10, X, X's spin-offs, Zero, and both ZX titles.
Having a yearly tradition and a goal to look forward to every time gets me out of my funk. I just started competing for my previous record of 3 days, 5 hours, 26 minutes, and 17 seconds.
Wish me luck.
You gotta walk your dog or something. Spend one night out trying to pick girls up unsuccessfully. When you return, vidya will be fucking amazing again
I was a kissless 23 year old virgin basement 300lb neckbeard. Spent 7 years in the house alone and I got my shit together. Now, I have a normie life and still enjoy gaming. Keep ya head up.
I was a neet who didn't have contact with people outside of his family for two years. I dropped out of college and just played wow endlessly, I was shit in human form. And then I started going to the gym and eventually got a job, everything changed. Give exercising a go, user, I would never have guessed it was this much of a game changer.
>I dropped out of college
lol
kill yourself
I'm bummed because I wanted to upgrade my cpu and not only will my computer not stay on for more than 1 second with it, but even with my old cpu I can't have more than one stick of ram. So I've spent hours trying to troubleshoot shit and searching online for help but nothing has worked. The cpu is compatible with my mobo, there shouldn't be a reason it doesn't work.
I'm attempting to update my bios and see if that changes anything but I'm really irritated by this whole thing.
Literal suicide is the most kino way to cure depression.
>everything changed
>still on Sup Forums
lmao
just cause 3 is pretty amazing at 60fps, 1080p
May have developed constant apathy as a coping mechanism. Everybody gets stressed and miserable at times but living with it 24/7 will break you eventually.
I'm at the point where I'll still burst into tears over nothing occasionally but won't feel a thing throughout.
are you a security guard?
because that's what I am doing and make the same amount. It's pretty cool
>that image
Literally me right now lmao
Where did you get that!!!
that is almost me but i shaved my beard a couple days ago so I looked less homeless
>that image
>that tablet
>that beard i shaved off 5 days ago
try creating something, a drawing, a little clay sculpture, music, a story, assemble a model
or maybe disassemble some old junk electronics
>>/r9k/
How about you get into a fighting game and go to a live event? Be cautious at first, but if you go regularly you will start to develop friends. Friends are really cool and help with depression :P
If you want to betray Sup Forums you can join board games and have a lot of fun talking to people.
Unless you biologically suffer with depression. Best answer there is to see a doctor.
>>>/reddit/
i had a graphics card that wouldnt work and i couldnt update my bios because i couldnt format to fat 32 because apparently that isnt a default formating option even though everyone seems to act like it is and doesnt point anyone into any direction for a program that can
bought an entire new one thinking it was just dead, but nope, same problem
I called my mobo manufacturer, and told them my model type, and the guy looked it up and said it wouldnt work with my motherboard, that a mobo from 2012 is "too old" and a gtx 1060 is "too powerful" and i had to upgrade, in a five minute convo, after 2 hours of being on hold
i finally found a program that would format a USB hard drive to fat32, not just fucking exfat or NTSF, (some guy on Sup Forums said i was a retard and didnt need to worry about this even though i read it wouldnt recognize it unless it was a fat format like fat32 or fat16) put the bios flash file thing on it, bam, it finally fucking just shows up, update the fucker, bam, its fixed.
after like 5 days of bullshit
the program is by that computer company HP
i think this is it, if your bios file doesnt show up
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I've been depressed since 8. Clinically depressed I think since there was nothing that lead me to being depressed it just happened and got worse as I got older.
Pretty much dead inside. Have a gf of 2 years, feel nothing. Have sex, feel nothing. Went on vacation to beautiful islands and went paragliding, deep sea diving. Didn't feel a fucking single positive emotion.
what about legends?
>Have a gf of 2 years, feel nothing. Have sex, feel nothing.
what are you 12
edgy
give me your money I'll go snowboarding and enjoy it
I used to play the original Plants vs Zombies when I was depressed and couldn't enjoy anything else
What's edgy about it? Literally nothing.
Huh?
Try animal crossing. Can you pc emulate gbc/wii/ps2? These games have a handful of chill games to play.
At least you aren't in a third world country like me.
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It's been awhile since i've seen another one of these reddit "look at me! im so special!" threads on Sup Forums
try killing yourself
you wont be a sad little bitch anymore
lol, I picture you doing the Patrick face throughout the whole thing
Yet you felt so compelled to go out of your way to say something pointless. Le kill urself XD Reddit XD. Fuck off.
Try playing a game/genre you absolutely despise but never played.
if all else fails try heroin b4 you kill urself. you've got nothing to loose buddy boy.
No, I'm just a groundskeeper. I sit around most of the time and sometimes we mow grass or rake leaves. It's too fucking easy that I wish we do more during the day...
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OP here. I think being on 5mg of lexapro for a few years might be giving me brain damage lol. Maybe I should stop but withdrawels sound scary
Anyone with experience?
kek
thank you user i needed to laugh
Tell me about it op. I even work out, try to keep a healthy relationship with my family, go out, buy presents to the ones I love and show respect as a form of appreciation, give money to them if they need and even managed to get in touch with some old friends, but I still feel terrible inside.
Cried every night this week. Fought my dad who I always considered my bestfriend. He's too prideful to even admit he was wrong. I think about killing myself every day.
Haven't added that to my run. Next year though.
shit, if I ever got so bad I was about to literally fucking kill myself then maybe I would go out of my way to get some hard drugs and just go crazy, infact doing those drugs could result in death anyways.
i'm too much of a pussy, though
How do you get through the day user? What do you do?
Walking simulators
You seem to still care about others, even if it's learned behavior. Depression is curable. Hang in there buddy boy.
As always, do heroin or meth before considering suicide. It's fucked up, but it's better than kicking the bucket.
I'm so goddam poor I cant pay my gym fees.
money doesn't buy happiness my ass, I wouldn't be depressed if I was rich.
you're not alone
I wish I could just burst out crying every so often like some other posters here but it's just been constant apathy for the past 12 years
>tfw I have bad normie feels
fuck
If you can't into depression feels, why enter a thread about them?
my point exactly, base jump while smacking black on a rented motorcycle that's speeding off a cliff.
I am still so fucking mad and sad about having to work desu. I just want to play videogames, lurk Sup Forums and probably learn to draw. I don't need a car, or a girlfriend or any other shit.
>paying job in my field
>disposable income
>work out
Still want to fucking die. I do graphic design for 40 hours a week. I fucking hate my job. The only thing keeping me going is the fucking hot shit I'm gonna drop this winter. And of course seeing all my friends when they're in between semesters. That's like 2 weeks of happiness a year. Fuck this shit.
Forgot to add this:
It's better to stick with video games - girls will fuck your shit up in every way.
>date a girl for 2 months
>finally have talk about being exclusive
>she breaks up with me 3 days after extremely abruptly
>tfw the last time I was with her I was holding her in my arms on my bed with a weird impending sense of doom
I don't like being right.
Meet a chick that has a job and just leech off her. Only works if your good looking or hung.
>having to work
>mfw the bennies evaluation came in the other day and it was a pass
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Learning to draw was one of the worst decisions I made in my life. I "became better than average" artist but it just gave me user reason to hate myself, I hate everything I draw. I thought maybe it would help make me a little happier, just made things worse.
>I have all those thoughts in the bottom panel
> don't feel particularly bad or depressed
That's depression mate, society has trained us to think depression means sad. It doesn't.
>all my friends have jobs
>friends
Fucking normie.
Have you tried a video game called girlfriend?
Have you ever liked doing graphic design?
>can't enjoy anything
Fap to some trap doujin, it's always good.
There's a new one from locon
I would have scoffed at this but after having read The Dispossessed, I can see where the concept is coming from.
Are you still here OP?
I think I'm slowly getting over my depression and I wanna share with you my experience in case it could help but I'd be kinda lazy to type it if you went to sleep or just closed the thread and are doing something else or something.
Yeah the last maybe 6 years ago right after I decided to get this cuck degree. Who the fuck enjoys making marketing material for businesses, what the fuck?
the controls are unresponsive and grinding for affection isn't worth the time. Also, the micro-transactions are too P2W.
P2W garbage for retards
But you have a skillset that you can tune and pair up and MAKE VIDEOGAMES.
Slav
shit
Y'all need a dose of LSD
Im lying in bed on my phone ow trying to get sleepy. It's almost 8pm and I'm in bed already because I'm so bored.
Please share with me.
Speaking from personal experience, don't go cold turkey off an SSRI. It suuuuucks. If you do want to come down off it you should do it gradually. ie: Start by alternating 1 dose with 1/2 dose for a few weeks. Then you can switch to 1/2 doses. Then alternate days with no dose. Something like that. Really it's best to talk to a doc/pharm about it but I understand if you don't want to do that.
Also theres a bunch of hidden mechanics you are never told about until you fuck up.
I feel you
Ay kurvey why do you persecute me so?
You always need feelings equipped and just looking in the direction of other characters can sometimes drop loyalty suddenly for no reason.
>gym
Nigga what the fuck. Do pushups/situps/jumping jacks in your room. Or hell just go run, and if you're in a poor neighborhood run faster.
I was on 150 zoloft for like 2 years, went cold turky after having a breakdown at work, worse 3 months of my life, I also have OCD so it was a double whammy of mental problems and depression. Now I'm on 20 mg of lexirpo daily for about 5 months and things have gotten better. I can take care of my self and do daily thing.
But yours is such a small amount I don't think it would be too bad.
>Live in first world
>Claim to be depressed.
Fucking beta males man
I dont think i am depressive and i had/have all of these thoughts at some point.
Or just improvise some weights. Use water filled paint cans or something like that and boom you have weights.
fuck off pajeet
>if you're in a poor neighborhood run faster
>not knowing what depression actually is
Its a chemical imbalance in your brain, its not about being sad or beta.
What the other guy said. A push bike is extremely cheap, or you might find someone throwing one out.
Riding is so fucking relaxing, and you end up tired enough to want to play vidya afterward.
The worst part about depression is realizing everyone around you who should care, doesn't; and that you are so far adrift on your own personal island, floating in a sea of time and isolation, that you cannot see a way back to the shore, and worse, those people have grown to hate you so fucking much that they don't even want to throw you a life ring.
Before you know it seven years or more have flown past, and you haven't changed. You are still stuck beating yourself up over trivial and embarrassing shit you did all those years ago, you are still completely talentless, you haven't had a job, you have no money, no work record, you are fat and out of shape, your friends just disappeared from your life without so much as a word, you realize you have no social skills, you can't talk to people, you haven't had a girlfriend or close friend, your dog hates you, your family hates you, you're that creepy weird guy you said you'd never become, your career options and plans for the future border on fucking insane wish fulfilment but a sea of smiling faces urge you on to keep up the pretence that they care, you have no energy, you're always tired, you can't be bothered, nothing matters, you don't care about anything and nothing interests you, sex barely appeals to you, but you're a virgin with no fucking money and no fucking future whose best option is a military fucking draft; AND YOU STILL PRETEND EVERYTHING'S FINE AND YOU WILL FIX YOUR SHIT STARTING TOMORROW
WELL TOMORROW NEVER CAME AND THIS SHIT'S FUCKING BUSTED SO CAN I PLEASE DIE NOW
>friends say shit like "haha yeah what do cunts have to be depressed/anxious about"
>h-h-haha yeah, fags.
Seriously the stigma around this kind of thing for males is huge, this IS one of the things we should disassociate with masculinity.
I've had disabling depression ever since I was a teenager and am now a 23 year old neet with no other income than some charity bucks France gives to the disabled.
I've had a bit of money I was starting to spare for renting a house for 2 months until the neetbucks started helping with rent.
I had a bit less than 1000 Euro saved up, but my life was dull and repetitive. Not only was I doing nothing for 5 years, but the last few months of sparing money and doing even less stuff were kind of weighing heavily on me too.
That's when I decided to end my life out of frustration, boredom and lassitude. While I was at the home improvement store, looking at 8 euros rope, I realised I just wanted to use up all that money I had left.
That I loved spending money and wanted to spend it all right now before dying.
So I looked for a cruise, but getting one is kind of a pain.
Then starting from that day onward, I just went outside and drank and ate alone for a bit. I went to my local smash scene and was very awkward, but they complimented me and wondered where I came from. I did spend too much time drinking, but it was all the happy drinking of being out and allowing myself to spend money and I felt a lot of strength coming back to me. The other day, I've even went to a night club which I never could have tought I could.
While this is all a very personal experience, I really hope you can derive something from this.
Not him but a great idea to be honest. Thanks user.
Nice mental gymnastics to justify being a bitch. Maybe you should try to man the fuck up instead of being a whiny bitch? :) Or... were you raised by a single mom?
>friends say "go to church lol"