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CARRIED AWAY BY A MOONLIGHT SHADOW

Easy like sunday morning

Always my favorite thread of the new day

Not video games

Yamete....

I fall in love so easily.

it's only 3 am you faggot

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Anyone here play SS13?

I hate spics.

What year is it

i wish i had a gf

played on the /vg/ serbian like two years ago

I still think that was the most fun game I've ever played in my life. It was like dorf fort levels of complicated but multiplayer so even if you're shit other players can carry you (and take advantage of) your inadequacy

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so proud the tradition is still alive

I'm successful in that I got into pharmacy school a year early, and if the BLS is right I should be making somewhere near 6 figures in about 4 years
Yet I'm a virgin, always rejected from girls and at this point I literally have no friends.
Is it healthy to just ignore real life and dedicate all my time to work/school and my hobbies?
Loneliness fucking hurts and I'm not sure I can pull that off

In about 3ish hours Australia will be in 2017

Keep wishing, you will never get one

FEELING IN MY VEINS LIKE GASOLINE

2017 minus 3 hours

I honestly wonder how I would've turned out if I hadn't discovered Sup Forums at 13

I mean I'd still be a socially awkward little autist but I would've still had hobbies and goals and shit.

Or an even worse case senerio, you could be a fedora tipping faggot who had no ambitions and coulden't waste time shitposting with friends.

>I would've still had hobbies and goals and shit
it's not good to lie to yourself user

Sup Forums has made me into a man

user in all likelihood your life is only 22-26% over. It's too early to call eternal loneliness.

Sometimes I worry I am descending into irredeemable weebdom.

Who /constantly being reminded theiyre built to be alone/ here? It's a rough thing to have to face but it's the only way to be I think.

Combining that pudding, we can create even more deserts

No time for sadness

Only anger and cumming

>built to be alone

Its either that or Im subconsciously doing it to myself. God knows I wont be able to use vidya to fill the hole forever.

Drugs help for a little user, but that disquiet when you see people you can't relate to or connect with eats at you. It eats and it eats and it fucking eats away at you.

I played mario party and mario golf for the n64
speaking of, has anyone else played mario golf for the n64 in multiplayer?
my cartridge always freezes and my friends and I can't finish a single game
I was just wondering if this was a problem with my specific cartridge or was a common problem with the game itself

>I've seen your face in the shadows
>I've seen your face in the places I wasn't meant to be
>I've heard them whisper about you
>I've heard the men in the bars
>I've seen the women lock the doors at night

There are no heroes left in man.
Act 3 never.

But it's 10 am

>tfw fell for the PC gaming meme

When do we nuke Australia off the map? Nothing good has come out of that cesspool.

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>they have time to make this but still not Act III

(You)s are back? Thank you Jesus.

>tfw 4am threads are considered off topic and usually deleted
> the fucking waifu /e/ dumps, dozen OW threads and Sup Forums shit usually stay alive

THE CITY IS SLEEPING LIKE A SOLDIER SITTING IN AN IRON LUNG

how do i stop lying awake in bed
how do i start getting out of bed immediately after waking up

>you can't relate to or connect with

Thats the worst part. I want to but I know I would just be faking it.

After all these years it's still here. Makes me feel like there's something constant, unchanging. Something reliable. Thanks OP.

How you holding up, Sup Forums?

Only thing I've really enjoyed doing these days is playing Space Station 13. I know and have practiced self-discipline, and I'm not particularly sad, but I do fear what will happen will I get bored of SS13.

we invented wifi tho lol

Not well, but no one ever is in these threads. How about you?

sup guys what u doing for new year's eve

Faking it or causing problems or faking the faking. Thought is something outside itself and can't actually be observed. Introspection is a myth and that faking it isn't faking it it's just you being. It's hell on earth user, I'm ready to put an end to it

>wifi
>good
You're just proving his point, user.

I aint got no friends at college but at least Im not failing classes. The time between finding new vidya I enjoy gets exponentially longer everytime I find and get tired of one.

>got plat today in SFV
feels good coming from no fighting game experience to being in the top 10,000

what did you guys do?

That was oddly inspirational

I just want to stay high and browse Sup Forums
help me

For once I'm actually doing great. This year I've met some of the most amazing people at uni including my gf, although I did screw myself out of wizard status. Grades are looking good and student debt so far is nice and low. Everything's shaping up to be even better next year. Hating on 2016 may be the hip thing to do but it's probably been the best year of my life.

Just going out to dinner with my parents. All my friends are back in college town so I've been stuck alone in the house all month.

Now you get it, mankind is doomed.
>tfw we are Sniper Joe and Sup Forums is now under Wily's rule.

>Wi-Fi
>Australian
Should've known with its stupid cutesy name, fair dinkum.

Inspirational in that I'm spurring you to suicide or freeing you of the illusion of the self?

tfw birthday

Nobody will congratulate me anyhow, it's time for another year of suffering and FUCKING NOTHING

My life has been turning around. I'm looking forward to 2017.
What games are you hyped up for in 2017?
I wanna see Froms new Armored Core.

what are you 18-19?
yeah that was the best one for me too, similar situation

It's 9 AM in my timezone but I just had a nightmare that made me feel legit schizophrenic and now I'm too scared to go back to sleep in case I have another similar nightmare.

It was actually a pretty interesting nightmare, from a story standpoint. I was in my room, playing some spooky horror game. I'd just gotten to a pretty disturbing part about a dead baby or something and decided to go downstairs to get a drink. It was really late and dark and cold in the kitchen. I went down there and was about to fill my bottle with tap water but I felt some terrifying presence in my neighbourhood that made me too scared to even do anything for a while. I eventually just went back up to my room with no drink and sat down. Then on my monitor I saw some distorted picture with inverted colours of a mocking girl in an anime art style. It sounds silly but it was terrifying because there shouldn't have been anyone else up in the house at that time and I had already been spooked by the game and the kitchen. I couldn't move, all of a sudden. I tried and tried to get out of my chair, but I was frozen in place, perhaps by terror or perhaps by something else. My eyelids got really heavy, I couldn't even look at the smug anime girl properly, I tried to let out a scream, I had to, but I could only let out an orgasmic-sounding moan. Then I woke up and got the fuck out of bed.

I know nobody gives a shit about my shitty nightmare but it scared the hell out of me and writing it down made me feel better.

The latter

>being scared of smug anime girls

dude

>off by 8 seconds
end thyself

19, you caught me. It's really just amazing, compared to how shitty everything was in high school. I blame it mostly on the people I hung out with, in HS I was just a constant target for bullying even among my "friends". I don't know how but I've managed to turn things around for myself over the last year and it feels great.

s-shut up, it's all about the context in which I saw it

I play off and on. Why do you ask?

It's a good feeling to recognize that you're position as object onserver negates the handling of that position as object. But then you realize the further implications of that removal of assumed characteristics. The knowledge of being outside of being and the inherent insincerity of thought. None of us are real and that weighs on 'you'

this my dude what the hell

I seriously went through high school just fine, getting more distant with friends near the last year though

then college came and I seriously made no effort to make a single friend. I kind of know people but I can't really call anyone I met in the past semester a "friend"

where did it all go so wrong? Why can I not make an effort to relate to people? Why do I want to escape every single conversation I'm in?

I think that's my problem, here on Sup Forums everything is genuine, in social circles it's not.

Ironically this line of thinking leads to me being the most reserved of my friends.

it's all downhill from here buddy

she'll get bored
your friends will move away
you'll have to get a job

I know if I hadn't found Sup Forums I would be a reddit-tier meme spammer

...

Oh believe me my expectations are at rock bottom. I'm enough of a pessimistic faggot to know things aren't gonna be great forever. Just trying to live in the moment.

Enjoy the times user. Things will normalize but there will always be good days if you precieve them to be so. I'm glad you had a good stroke of luck.

>constant

Everything eventually dies. This meme will be gone in ten years for sure, this site will be gone in twenty, most of the people you know now will be gone in thirty, and in forty years you're more likely to be gone than not even though I don't have a clue your age.

Everything changes. You can reverse the time scale and the same thing would happen.

>here on Sup Forums everything is genuine
I wish. Everything is covered in irony.

Best part of SS13 is playing Peacekeeping borg and handing out cookies

Nonesense. As long as there are restless anons the 4AM pudding will live on.

Bad day. Got dumped by my bf. Said I was too caring and attentive and he wanted to screw other people without attachment. Guess Sup Forums was right about fags being degenerates.

legitimately makes me happy to hear that some of us made the best of this year

I hope to come back to next years new years 4 am thread with a similar optimism

im in love with a girl who will never like me

Sup Forums made me more self-aware.

3:30 here, 2 weeks off school, ready for the new year hoping to get over some personal things and find some job. Hoping to get over my depression and struggle to connect with others. What are your New Year Resolutions

*Infatuated with
FTFY

hits me hard. very relatable

Congratulations bro.

Sure you have to shift through some shitposters, but this site is probably one of the most helpful sites on the whole internet. Irony is just humor or another from of expression, and just because it's ironic doesn't mean it can't contain some truth.

this city made us is shit

youre right. i just want to be around her all the time though.

do you want to start a fucking fight in this peaceful thread faggot?

Enjoy it while it lasts. It goes by quickly.

I feel this feel

I had a chance to get at her and I danced around it for a year. Regret it so fucking hard now, this is the third time I just sat there with my dick in my hand as a qt I have a chance with slowly dissipates from my life.

Happy Birthday user.

I got you this wallpaper.

Truly a fate worse than death

I once had a waking nightmare that my computer had a sleeper virus that would cause it to randomly play episodes of spongebob at ear-rape level volume.
It's funny how retarded shit can be horrifying in dreams.

I am painfully self aware.

kek

Funny you should post that image, one of my resolutions is to explore a wider variety of music, since I can't just listen to Tally Hall and the Aquabats forever. Going through a huge list of artists on Spotify and on Bowie's music right now. I have Uncle Arthur stuck in my head.

clockwork

Next year will be the same as this year. I've been stuck since I graduated high school almost 8 years ago and I don't know how to get out. Everything just gets worse and I rely more and more on Sup Forums, anime, and video games to ignore the pain. I really am no different than a drunk or druggie and I'll end up just like they do. I shouldn't even know what 4AM pudding or 2AM Flanfly is because I should be in bed by now. But tomorrow I'll wake up at noon and do the same insipid routine over and over again. I hope you guys had a better 2016 and I hope you have a better 2017 because a year from now nothing will have changed with me. Anyway this is /myblog/ please like and subscribe.