Become really good friends with a fellow on steam

>become really good friends with a fellow on steam
>my balls hadnt even dropped and he was barely a teenager
>my and my friend hang out with him for years and years
>we go through a lot of shit together
>come to know eachother on a first name basis and talk a lot despite being on opposite ends of the atlantic ocean
>one day he disappears
>last activity on steam 2 years ago
>last activity on either of his facebooks, 2 years ago
>last activity on facepunch 4 years ago
>last activity on youtube 3 years ago
>worked for a company whose website went down and exists nowhere else online
>ran a clan and servers with an official website but that's gone now too
>the only thing that remains are his inactive profiles the steam group for the clan
>last comment on his steam profile is one of his old best friends asking him where he went
>cant find any obituaries
>cant find any records of an arrest
>no records of employment anywhere
>he vanished without a trace

i just want my edgy russian friend back guys

>pic related

to this day ill still occasionally spend a few hours looking for evidence of him being alive somewhere online

it hurts so much Sup Forums

>whats their name
i cant be the only one

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>Russian
All hope is lost.

>Joined a guild with some randos I met
>They turned out to be pretty cool dudes
>Spent a lot of time running around fucking with people
>Meet some people they know, make friends
>One day the guy that invited me's laptop breaks
>Other people stop showing up
>Was only supposed to be a two week hiatus, ended up taking a good chunk of a year
>One guy is back, talk to him once and he never responded to me again
>Guild is ded
>Well fuck
>Months later, get an invite to something from a rando, almost delete it before I realize it's the one dude and he brought the old guild back from the dead
>HEYYY GUIZE WHAT'S U-
>[Last On Line: 4 Days Ago]
>[Last On Line: 9 Days Ago]
>[Last On Line:One Month Ago]

>tfw too socially incompetent to make friends with people playing vidya

it h u r t s

i just want to hear from him again

>Play with a girl on a mmo for years
>Always play together when we are both online
>Never had an argument or anything, shared music and toughts
>If i don't go online for a day or two, i would login to her saying ANOOOOON in the guild chat and asking about my day
>Time goes on, she's busy with school
>Still play the same MMO but mostly alone because she doesn't play anymore
>Last online 3 years ago

The game would be so much better if she came back... I never asked for e-mail or anything cus i didn't want to look like a weirdo but i'd like to know what she(or he, who the hell knows) became.

this
even online

>on Guild Wars
Can't remember anything.

>tfw no friends to lose
haha I win again

youtube.com/watch?v=dQw4w9WgXcQ

>tfw i sat beside tomoko
>tfw she told me to go home

why do i push everyone away??

>best friend since I was like 6 years old disappears for 2 years
>comes back a few months ago to tell me he's fine and will be back next spring
It's such a good feel when they come back

>Meet the guy because we both were part of a VN project.
>It failed miserably but we still kept in touch.
>The first year, we would talk for hours every night.
>The second year, he would sometimes connect, other times he wouldn't.
>The third year he barely connected, months pass until he justs pops in to say hi and immediately leaves.
I'm already past the "I'm so scared, what if he leaves and never comes back" stage. I'd love for him to come back as before but, I know that won't happen. I just gotta stick my chin up and be prepared for the time I should forget about him completely.

Is this a doujin?

If anyone's still in this thread, could someone give me any advice?

I know a lot of people make shit up in these threads, but I really need someone to take this seriously. This might not be the right thread or place but screw it. I don't know what to do.

>be me, 2011
>start playing Tera
>eventually join a guild for easier boss access
>standard group of guys and girls
>meet one named Kira, end up farming with her daily
>we're both initially quiet, but start talking a lot more
>she's really kind to everyone, but has a great sense of humor
>eventually she starts asking me if I want to play other shit with her (civ, diablo, etc)
>fast forward to end of 2016
>we both learn that we live in the same city
>she suggests that we meet up one day
>I'm initially against it but she talks me into it
>end up meeting her at a Barnes'n'Noble
>we end up just talking about shit, have a good time
>we continue to do this weekly
>eventually I start going to her house (mine's a shithole)
>her roommate doesn't mine since we're all girls
>roommate is out one day when I'm hanging out
>watching xfiles with Kira
>at some point we start talking about relationships
>i try to stay away from that shit because I'm a huge autist
>the discussion suddenly gets quiet
>she fucking kisses me on the lips
>i freak out like a huge sperg and leave
>don't hear anything from her for a week
>later get a steam message from her about a week ago
>she tells me that she's sorry for making me uncomfortable and that I don't have to come over since she fucked up

What the fuck fo I do Sup Forums? I think I might actually be in love with her but I don't know if I should go back and make an ass of myself again.

I've never been in a relationship before, the closest thing I've ever had to physical contact was hugging sometime, much less a lesbian kiss.

What the fuck do I do?

Oh boy, blog thread.
OP's story reminded me of something similar I experienced once.
>Knew a guy who was really passionate about music
>Guy lived with his mother and kindergarten aged brother
>One day the guy just put on his jacket and walked out of his house
>Nobody knows where he went or what happened to him
It's been around 4 years now.

>tfw I am a qt trap but am afraid to meet people online because I'm afraid that once they find out I am a trap they will view me as nothing more than a fetish instead of a real human being

I just want someone to be comfy and play games with, Sup Forums ;_;

>he doesn't recognize Best Girl

Dark shock from starcraft on battle.net. I miss you its me pirateneko777! WHERE DID YOU GO

Casey, I met you through Logan, you were the edgy computer hacker kid who was into metal and racism. You were extremely afraid of spiders. We talked on AIM for years. I know you're on here. Post your SN.

You haven't specified your age. If you're below 20 just outright tell her you haven't had any experience with girls, and if you're above 20 just tell her the same thing anyway because she'll fucking understand considering she's been speaking with your autistic ass for five years.

Same problem here. The guy I ended up with beat me and abused me emotionally for a long time.

>they find out I am a trap
maybe they won't notice if you don't talk about dicks all the time

Stop being people's fetish.

Could be me except it's not me.
He wanted to disappear, just forget him. I don't think he has anything against you either, the problem is with him.

No dumbshit, he asked if it was a doujin of the series, not who she is.

I do, that doesn't look like the original artist's work and I'm hungry for Tomoko porn.

I made a lot of friends on xbox live. I was the one who just stopped showing up. I miss the times we had together. Now I am to lazy to make new pals

Tell her she didn't fuck up and that you're just kinda awkward, go for it. Break away from the Sup Forums curse of being lonely and depressed.

Most importantly, report back and tell us how it went. Godspeed user.

>tfw you stick with just a few friends your whole life and lose them all
It's been like 15 years since I had to make friends and I forgot how

Get on my goddamn level fag, I had an online buddy of 10+ years, we also met once with other good buddies. One day he vanished, complete radio silence, nothing.
One day I went full creep and searchis his FB profiles to see if I could see his friends. There was a girl he briefly knew irl from somewhere (not his GF), she first did not respond. Later a "He's fine" came and that was it.
Fuck.

I just can't get behind it. Over a decade and he just throws it all away without saying a THING?

user shes been talking with you for 5 years. Five. Fucking. Years. If you're really a huge autist, why would she stick around for so long.
Please, for the love of God please tell her how you feel. Don't make the mistake I did by being a huge shut-in and missing out.

Yeah but are you cute?

>Like every other young teenager played a shit tonne of Runescape
>Get into a clan, can't even remember the name of it now
>One of the girls did cool art
>Drew everyone's characters
>Sent it via email
>Couple years ago
>Been about a decade since I played
>Send out an email to her
>She replies after a week
>Have a great catch up, where has the time gone, all that shit
>She's proud of how far I've come, was youngest one there so she's so happy to have seen me developed
>She's got a stable job, married, couldn't be happier

If you've got the means, talk to them Sup Forums. Nothing makes your heart warmer.

M-my mom says I'm cute (*^_^*)

Jesus Christ. Stop fucking attention whoring. Just don't tell them that you're a trap for a long time. Once you really get to know them, they won't give a shit.

If they love you, they'll respect your choices, regardless of if they approve of it or not. If you were to give up being a trap, if the other person really loves you, they won't give a shit. If they leave, congrats. You were a fetish.

Tip: make the fact that you're a trap just who you are, and not a defining a personality trait. I'm going to assume that you're doing just that, considering you posted a trap reaction image.

GO BACK TO HER YOU SPERG
THIS IS YOUR CHANCE
TELL HER THAT YOU LOVE HER

NEVA GI UPPU

Post steam

You've gone one thing right, you are a huge autist for making all of that shit up.

But you baited four idiots so good job.

I miss the people that were in my static in TERA, I had a crush on one of them and the other drew our characters together, this reminded me of that.

...

>live as a fetish instead of a regular person
>surprised when people view you as a fetish

i don't get it. it's like saying "i'm a furry, wish people would stop making it my identity" when that's all furries do in the first place.

Was mentoring a kid, but really I just wanted a friend. We would play games like gmod and Minecraft and all those popular kids games. Teach him about asking girls out and help him find a part time job. He unfriends me when he hits 18 after I yell at him for queueing up for a competitive OW match. I didn't want to lose my season 1 high ranking.

I used to be good friends with Nyanners then she just ignored me completely once she got some e-fame.

>Is afraid of being treated like a fetish
>Is 100% everyone's fetish
You're doomed lad(ett).

>Meet guy on some other guy's stream in 2010
>Share eachother's skype to continue a conversation had going in the stream
>turns out we share alot of intrests
>have a great time for 3 years, play games on an almost daily basis
>on the 4th year things get rocky and we start arguing more and more, he starts getting sensitive about certain topics
>we have timeouts from eachother where we wouldn't talk for a week or so
>one day when we're talking again I shit over Leauge of Legends for being a shit game
>he goes full butthurt mode and blocks me and deletes me
>i try to get back at him through another friend we had but he doesn't care
>don't have anybody to replace that tight bond we had, we were even on first name basis and knew in what city we lived in
>find out he was a furry
>last year find out he also turned out gay

I'm so sorry, I wish I could've noticed these things about you earlier so I could save you

She's a cunt anyway, you lost nothing.

Really pathetic that people are paying more attention to a trap attention whore than giving you advice.

If you really like her then you should just try things out. As much as the anons here will talk about how this is your chance that a life-long relationship, it could end up not working.

But the point is that you won't know unless you try. So just try. See how things work out. I promise you'll feel better than if you just try to ignore it.

I'm pretty sure at least some of the people who want to be traps do it because that's what they're comfortable with.

One time I fucked Nyanners when she was passed out drunk at a party and now she won't talk to me. wtf we were such good friends that fucking cunt

Yeah I could tell after looking her up years after the fact that that's how it went.

Other anons are right, just be honest with her, tell her you panicked because you're inexperienced, and do your best going forward
if you start freaking out again try to ask her to slow down, or maybe hide in the bathroom for a minute to gather your thoughts rather than running off entirely
It definitely makes sense to reveal that later on in a friendship rather than right away, if that's a concern.
It's also probably less of an issue with other traps/trannies for what it's worth

>Russian
>Other side of the Atlantic
cyka blyat

I want to believe this was real, it gives me hope.

I met two people on /trash/'s erp threads who've been my best friends now for over half a year and I'm scared I'll fuck it up and act really retarded. I work all the time IRL so online friends are all I have and I hate how clingy and reliant on them it makes me. erpers are weird enough already.

>have an old friend who is fun to hang around with if a little autistic and loud
>chat to him near every day
>brief periods of maybe a month where we get into an argument
>always go back to being the best of friends even though we are both stubborn
>one time he goes to far and I tell him if he doesnt stop doing X I'm gonna have to stop talking to him
>stop speaking to him
>both too stubborn to start talking again though he is right there on my steam and skype

...Is your name either Max or Jessie?

Nope.

Isn't that the difference between trap/trans?

I've never had online friends. I've met people who I got on with well enough over the years but it more acquaintance than anything else.

Huh. I guess there's a a lot of people meeting up through /trash/ erp threads.

>play neopets back in late 90's early 00's
>RP with a bunch of folks because it's like D&D
>have crush on girl for a while
>she sends me her Yahoo! Chat name
>for the next 5-6 years we chat almost daily
>this is only at my grammas house because lawl2poor
>eventually gramma's cancer takes a turn for the worst
>console her on her death bed
>get immediately involved with drugs
>fuck up life
>drop out of school
>enlist
>have to return to school
>get clean
>past 2 girlfriends miscarried, current one just aborted
>finally get into the Army and away from the past
>life turns out awesome
>finish contract
>feel compelled to log on to neopets for some reason
>check inbox of these love notes from this girl
>info leads me on a rabbit trail because she gives me her MySpace but by the time I got it no one used it, so I'm using info on there to find her facebook
>eventually find her
>use an inside joke we used to have to break the ice
--

Just talk to him, if he's autistic he's probably waiting for you to do it. It's better than to let the friendship wither away

A trans person wants to be a girl, a trap just wants to look like a girl.

I'm dating a trap right now and hes totally okay with being called a girl by strangers, but he gets fucking pissed if people who should know that he's a boy calls him a girl

>meet this dude in a clan in a certain mmo
>becomes my best friend
>learn so many things from him
>we would go harrass people in random places
>spend more than 4 years switching clans too, generally doing everything together
>one day he has several irl issues come up and leaves from time to time for really long
>the game simply isn't fun anymore, al user-created places are shit
>quit and stop talking to him for a long time
>eventaully talk, find out he's now a flat earther and a christian
>cool with me, but he seems eager to convince me of his ideas where i dont really give a fuck
>he deletes me after some time
>occassionally check if he still plays the mmo, he still does, could probably talk to him again but ive become extremely shy
it was a really shitty end to this friendship, wonder if i should ever try talking again, but talking has never been a strength of mine, people who are my friends are usually pwople who play games with me

It's a minefield of really explosive personalities and two-faced liars, but the two people I've met have been so sweet to me I feel so blessed to have met them. Both even say they love me, like, in a friendly way, and I'm a mushy guy by nature so I feel so comfortable with them and it hasn't gotten all weird like erp stuff almost always does.

I'm just clingy in a socially needy way, not a romantic way at least.

LISTEN HERE LITTLE FUCKBOY, I UNDERSTAND YOU ARE SO DESPERATE FOR ATTENTION THAT YOU WOULD BRANCH OUT OF YOUR SHITTY THREADS TO CONFESS YOUR EMOTIONS FOR YOUR GARBAGE COMRADES, BUT THESE PEOPLE ARE EMOTIONALLY ABUSING YOU (AND FEEDING THE DEMONIC THREAT)
SO JUST STOP IT, NIGGA, JESUS.

>tfw all your online friends are moving on on their lives
>but not you

Looks like you've yet to experience serious love.

The truth is I really dont think I can cope with him putting 0 effort in, I only asked him to do one tiny thing, and I dunno if I wanna keep going back to him over these things, even if I really value the friendships

i had a friend named .raid who i used to talk to about forum signatures (we were both graphicsfags) and wrestling games. he was from finland. i forget his real name but i told him i was 16 when i was 12 because of the rules of the website we were posting on, you had to be 15+.
haven't talked to him since like 06 though. dont miss him really he was kinda strange looking back.

>her roommate doesn't mine since we're all girls
GET YE GONE

You could try having a serious talk with him about it, if he's too autistic that won't go well, but if he can control his autism for a bit it should help a lot

he was probably not even real and using fake names and lying to you for whatever reason
maybe he was scamming money or something from your guild

>You will never be a cute girl experiencing her first lesbian love
where did it all go so wrong Sup Forums

where did we fail

Serious talks about this plain dont work. Plus I can't even instigate that that easily. I appreciate the advice though,

because you're an obnoxious namefag with autism

Elijah where are you;_;

Such degeneracy

>she recognizes me right away
>freaks out and goes on and on about how she knew I was going to leave one day but we never said goodbye
>invites me to her place across the country
>fuck it, ain't got nothing better to do
>go, have a great time, fall in love, get engaged
The rest is just history, I suppose.

>Meet someone years ago
>Friends for like a decade
>Watch them slowly become Tumblr incarnate
I just wanted to play videogames.

>be regular on shitty game/chat called GoPets
>meet really cool chick
>always log in early to look for her
>talk everyday for years
>first love

Sadly the site shut down while I was without a computer, and I never knew her real name. I still think about her from time to time, I miss you, Blue.

thats a /comfy/ ending

A while ago he responded saying that he couldn't use his name anymore since redditors got a hold of that screencap.

>Pretend to be a girl online
>Been doing it since I was a kid
>meet a bunch of really great people
>They all want to do a meet up
>"haha no thanks"
>can never tell then I'm a guy since I've been doing this for years and they would hate me

Life is pain

im autistic

Why tho

>enter thread
>expect "last online" shitposting
>instead witness a girl realizing she's a carpet-muncher in love while Sup Forums spergs at her to confess

I love you guys

why did this post make me laugh

Why didn't you fuck her you goddamn retard

Nah it really isn't. You're just a piece of shit, and you brought it on yourself.

I do the same thing for free shit. Half my Steam library is gifts and it's stupidly easy to pick out the lonely whales in MMOs who'll shower you in stuff just because you flirt and pay attention to them.

>friend went offline for 300+ days and came back this week
>mfw seeing him back

Cut her out of your life. She sexually assaulted you. Homosexuality is a product of anti-social behavior and she'll make your life miserable in time.

>meet guy in a Halo 3 match back in 2007
>end up adding him and playing custom games together
>we play together almost every day for the next 3 years and then when we can once Reach came out
>introduce him to minecraft
>he takes it by storm
>we have a server I run and he's on every single day
>play minecraft every day for a solid 3 years
>we even play together on some RP servers
>met him in real life on a vacation once
>still in contact with him and play games every now and then
>so glad he never left
>if you're reading this AJ, just know you're one of my best friends

Don't you feel bad about doing that?

>this is exactly like my japanese animes

go for it, hon'.

for fuck's sake user SHE IS GIVING YOU THE PUSSY ON A GOLDEN PLATE
GO FOR IT

I won't believe you're cute until you post a simple pic of your face. Period.