Left gf of two years

>left gf of two years
>no craving to play vidya
>cant focus on tv shows or books
>no desire to leave the bed or couch
>only leave the house for work and come straight home right after work
>drink rum most of the night

being 30 sucks

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I would suggest listening to jordan peterson.

Just bee urself, bruh

>NEET
>alcoholic
>drinking right now
>never had gf
>fat
>was depressed for a few years
>slept 17 hours last night
>not 30 yet though
>actually happier than I was when I was in high school, somehow
You're 30, sure, but I assume you have your own apartment at least? Plus, you had a gf in the first place. That independence is certainly something to be proud of, compared to a lot of the faggots I see here who are almost 30 still living with their parents.

Eh, just find God or something.

...

Sounds like you might be depressed m8. You tried talking to someone?

How are you a NEET and living somewhere other than your parent's house? Or are you?

>reading books

Alchohol is a depressant. Switch to weed.
DUDE

It's ok user. I might be gay and had a cuteboy break my heart but i'm in the same boat as you.

I'm 30 and when my mom died my dad moved in with me.

Does that count as living with my parents?

Weed here, dont listen to this user, no substance in this world can correct the ills of the past but death.

Living with a roommate

Not a professional. Just talked to my roomate. he invited me to go to a wall climbing gym with him hes been attending. I told him to give me a few days but now I realize that's an excuse I made

Used to smoke weed but the shakes it gave me got too bad. It sucks because when he smokes he just relaxes and gets all comfy. I just shake like a motherfucker.

Why did you leave her? Let me guess it's some stupid reason

>weed
Yeah, like I know anyone who sells it.
I would if I could because it's probably less damaging than alcohol.

Why should the ills of my past diagnose my fate?

Deep web, d00d. How do you think NEETs get LSD?

The arguments got too much. We barely spent time together and the times we did it was mostly arguing. Plus she loved to scream in arguments and I cant stand when people scream, especially when theyre right next to me. I just fell out of love and realized Id be happier without her.

Go to any of the art centers around your town. Just ask someone there if they're distributors. They'll understand

>deep web
But that's a scary place full of criminals!

Go to a bar or something, dude. Humans need social interaction not matter how hardcore of a NEET you want to be. It's hardcoded in our DNA; you need to interact or you'll go crazy.
Just enjoy a beer alone (go to the patio if it's too loud) and wait for someone to socialize with you. Control your pasta.

They make who you are. You, as if we can call you that, or ourselves, are a productc of your experiences, positive and negative. You dont really have much to say in that. If youre lucky your biochemical processes dont give as much fuck about your negative experiencess as they are programmed to, if not, why ar you here again?

Absolutely this. Only reason I'm still alive is because I'm too much of a coward. I don't want to die painfully or violently. The last thing I want to do is leave behind a mess for some poor bastard to clean up.

>>have lot of vidya i can play
>>no craving to play vidya
>>no desire to leave the bed or couch
>>only leave the house for work and come straight home right after work to browse Sup Forums
help me bros

Im not a social sperg. I live in Miami and 2 beers will run me $20 with the 18% mandatory gratuity. I rather buy a bottle and drink at home

>excuses

You're choosing to be miserable, you know? No matter how shit your life is, you can always take steps to correct it, no matter how small those steps may be.
Have you thought about going back to school?

>mandatory gratuity
What? How the fuck do they pull that shit off? Do they point a gun at your head and force you to tip?

Ha user, as if anyone deserves your goodwill. They/we/you brought you in this position, they/we should deal with the consequences. What a shithole this place is, really. Take no pity give no pity, thats why we are here

This is some bullshit. There are certain things you just can't climb out of. There is a reason people take to the bottle. If there was a fix for that shit, people would be doing that instead. There isn't though.

Shut your whore mouth and tell that to children that are faceraped by 35 yrs old on an hourly basis while being put on hard drugs. You apologists are the fucking worst. bbut you! yes you! are fault for your misery. You weightless imbeciles make me mad,purge this fucking thread before i kill a fucker mods

You could literally be looking for professional help instead of whining on Sup Forums about how bad it is.
Dump that baggage, man

No one deserves it, no. But I like to put myself in other peoples shoes. Imagine having a job where you have to clean that shit up on a daily basis. I sure as fuck wouldn't want to do that. Then again, I'm pretty squeamish when it comes to RL gore and blood. I don't wanna go near that shit.

Nevermind, you're beyond saving, /r9k/-kun. You're right.
>i kill a fucker
Are you 13?

No faggot. You like to act as if you are btter then them who put you into this mess in the first place, well here it is. You are not better then them, in fact they are probably enjoying things you can dream of right now while you are in a poorly lit room arguing with a mentally ill person about if it is ethnically correct to leave a mess after a violent suicide. God is dead nigger there is nobody to judge you after it is done who are you trying to impress?

As someone who has had "professional" help, its all bullshit designed to suck as much money from you as possible. The only thing they do any more is give you pills that fuck you up worse than what you're going through already. They like to tell you, "Oh, well we just have to find the right drug for you!" Only problem is the next drug is worse than the fucking last one. "Professional" help is a meme. They don't want to listen to you. They just want to give you drugs and charge you $150 an hour for this bullshit.

After all that, I now have more health problems than I ever had, and several thousand dollars in debt trying to pay for this horse shit. Before it was just mere clinical depression. Something I had just been dealing with regardless. Now my metabolism is permanently destroyed and a whole host of other bullshit I never had before.

Fuck professional help. Its a meme.

As are many other. go be an asshole devine spirit somewhere else, this earth is scorched for millenias and there is nothing delluded faggots like you can do about it but pray. Pray to your god faggot

I'm not trying to impress anyone. I just don't want to make someone ELSE miserable from my misery.

Holy shit it really is leddit. My apologies to /r9k/
As somebody who's been the same loop, it's all about the doctor. Even you can't believe an entire field can be invalidated because of your experiences with quacks.

dat edge|
can you be a bro and lend me your katana?

It wasn't just one doctor, dude. I was diagnosed with this shit when I was 8. Some sort of chemical fuck up in my brain, I suppose. I'm 35 now. I have seen MANY MANY doctors. In some cases, mandated by the state due to certain things I've done and been caught doing by police as a result of trying to cope with this problem. They do nothing but shove drugs on you. Thats it. Drugs that have worse side effects than the shit its trying to fix.

look at this faggot giving his motley life advices because of minor depression. You nigegr are so full of yourself you are the last person that should be giving advices. I didnt though i would sugegst it in a baww thread but fuck, just kill yourself.

Doesnt matter, they probably deserve it as much as the ones that put you into this position as much as you deserve this fate. This place is cursed, your good will wont be heard of by no instance. Do the only thing that you are truly entitled to as you see fit if you want to.

I'm not disagreeing with the drug things. But you have to recognize that some is fucked up chemically, and anyone psychaitrist with the slightest bit of dignity will try to address that issue instead of making up new ones.

>Sup Forumsirgin blogshit in my 4am thread
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i want normalfags to die

>minor depression
Ahaha, I was tossed and turned in the american mental health system while you were still cutting your wrists, you emo fuck. It can get better. It doesn't always, but it can happen.
Now go back to /r/nihilism

you are the normalfags

>mom im SO HARDCORE

you are just an attention contrarian whore that thinks she got it all figured out. I would gladly choke your little bitch mouth on my dick until you pass out just to see the red in your relapsing white eyes. your god is laughing at your pathetic attempts to be a goodgoy

City of Sout hBeach imposes it. I dont know how it's legal.

Why did normalfags take our 4am threads?

this has to be bait at this point

Man way before this album ever came out they posted a demo version of this track on the front page of the 8-bit Theater site or something and it was so much better.

I've never been able to find it since the actual album came out. It's my white whale.

Does anybody here know what I'm talking about?

>being a hipster about depression
Ask me how I know you aren't depressed.

At this point, I'm tapped out. College was a fucking meme. Debt for the sake of debt. Having to pay for doctors that just want to shove pills in your face and do nothing else. Then having to pay the exorbitant prices on the medications themselves, sometimes as high as $200 for a months supply. I physically can't do it any more. I'm in so much debt my eyeballs are gonna pop out any moment. And on top of this I have those health problems CAUSED by those fucking drugs to deal with now.

That's... really good user. Thanks mate.

Why does this absolute garbage still get shuffled around?

I'll close myself into an aluminum bin with a mic and fart as hard as I can for the same amount of time. That should be good enough, yeah?

>My depression is worse than yours

I'm not even going to bother how false that is but rather focus on you being a fucking teenager from tumblr
>I HAVE IT HARDER REEEE
Suicide might be a viable option for the sake of the genepool.

and this. this is what is known as a depression that has ascended above minor depression. or, you could just call this normal depression.

and THIS...IS TO GO EVEN FURTHER BEYOND!!!

ill be honest with you. glad it worked out for you but for 1 user there are 10k others that are not treatable because they arent just spoiled little brats but people with serious health problems that never been treated. For most of them its too late now, so is for the user you responded. there is no treatment, just coping, something your underaged ignorat ass is forgetting. this is my last post to you since you are just a waste of words, but this should be an example to anyone else thinking he is above it all, you just got lucky now fell free to fuck off remember where you are

Good on you taking care of your old man, user.

Okay, but you still write like an angsty 13 year old. Maybe work on that in the future. People won't call you "faggot" as much, faggot.
wat

>mfw I was the nigga who organized the Sup Forums sings of this song
>this is the first pudding thread I've seen in years

I cant fucking wait my man, this rope has been waiting 12 years too long.

>you're don't have MDD, you're just spoiled

not him but jesus christ dude

Then you're not here very often, these are daily occurances.

You deserve it for falling for a 3dpd.

its over user, she aggreed that she is just rp'ing. nobody need whiteknighting now

Funny how projection works. I never said I had depression, I am just a third party that is pointing out (surprise, surprise) that YOU are the one replying to that person with "Mine is worse, I've been doing it for longer, depression is my old friend! Aren't I cool?"

Even thought of making the same suggestion, but seeing as how you are just saying you are depressed for the sake of coming off as hip and edgy, that dream will remain a dream.

This. I'm 19 and in the military but I've probably drank more than any person I know. I just polished off a 1.14 liter bottle in a couple of days because I'm a horrible alcoholic.

>she
>rping
Original "it gets better" dude here. What the fuck are you talking about

No fucking shit. 4:00am Sup Forums time.
Every
Single
Day

I was there for the great mod wars too.
I'm implying I haven't seen a thread in years because I got my life together and became a wage cuck

Jesus Christ. What a bunch of faggots in this thread. Do us all a favor. If you can't cope with your insignificant first world "problems" without taking some drug or dumping thousands into some random medical ((((professional)))) that does nothing but regurgitate Wikipedia tier wisdom, then just end yourself. Just fucking die already. You're taking up space. Taking up jobs. Shitting up the planet. JUST DIE.

Guaranteed your life is way cushier than half the immigrants that serve your food and clean up after your shit. Fucking white people I swear.

>Plus, you had a gf in the first place.
As someone who was a KHHV until the age of 26, I'm actually not so sure if this really makes things all that better. When she left, I was back to being a fucking shut-in loner, only this time I know what I'm missing and crave it even more.

A couple days? That isn't even a magnum and I know alcoholics that drink a magnum a day. You're just a guy who isn't having a good time who is on his way to alcoholism. Either just have fun now while you can then drop the shit or crank that shit to 11 user.

you must be fun at parties

Signed, a waste of space who sat and read all of the useless shit spouted here instead of doing literally anything else. Great life you've built for yourself, champ.

Now now normalfags, it only takes a few beatings for your weak ass to be in the same position, you really want to provoke it through something as insignificant as shitposting?

I have medical conditions and I got close to 1m usd
You can come and suck my dick, I am monetarily worth much more than you

"I'm an alcoholic" "No" "WELL FUCK, YOU AREN'T ANY FUN"

What?

>implying I'm not a biology major with a 3.8 GPA

speak for yourself robot-faggot
just because you're miserable doesn't mean everybody else is

I'm 21 going on 22 and I'm glad I didn't start drinking until I was 20 and a half because I literally haven't gone more than 2 days without a drink since then, and when I do drink it's a lot. If this isn't the path to alcoholism, I don't know what is.

>i'll beat you up fucking normies

Excuse you, I'm a wagey and I still give these a visit. Please take time out of your life to visit your friendly neighborhood shit for brains

Right. and my dick is 10 feet long.

fucking normalfags i swear. They just shit up everything they touch

is this a real poster or hyper-bait?

You had zero reason to make it about race, now your posts sounds like bait

>life going good=neurotypical

you sound silly

Begone with you, this is no place for children to play

Nigger.

Spic

The fuck is a magnum?

>you are a child

You just keep doing it, user. No wonder you're fucking miserable. I'm starting to think you like it.

Patrick

I'm right there with you man. I'm kind of glad I'm underage right now and can't get as much, but even still when I do drink it's a ridiculous amount.

It's actually just the Krusty Krab this time

Just be glad you don't have kids. You've got five years on me and I have two kids.

But I have a loving girlfriend and a shitty wageslave job, so I guess this is the "happy ending".

I do the same thing OP, and I am 20.

I highly doubt you were thinking coming into this thread to shitpost and i highly doubt you started it now, typical normalfag child. now shesh you out of my perception plane b4 i cast a level 2 btfo on your weak ass bombakla

Ironic shitposting is still shitposting. It's like you want to end up like daytime Sup Forums. Maybe you can share your dark suffering with them?

I feel like it's all about mentality. You have a loving family, most people see that as a good an ending as you'll ever get. Better than the alternative. Same shitty job, just alone with no one.