How do I stop wanting to kill myself when I'm playing video games

how do I stop wanting to kill myself when I'm playing video games
they make me so angry and I never have fun

Stop playing depression quest.

>Getting mad a video games
Just set that shit to easy, man, no one cares if you do.

Bullshit. I do. Easy mode players deserve to be treated like little bububabu babies.

you can't do that with multiplayer games which are the only ones I like

Play better games that make you happy and are fun.

Stop playing multiplayer games retard. 99% of multiplayer games are skinner boxes designed to drain all your time and money.

Dumb sissy anime boi.

Stop playing video games.
Take a break and try a new hobby.

but there are none that make me happy or are fun anymore
even if there is one outlier it's never multiplayer so I play it once and then I'm done forever
but I don't like anything else

I have absolutely no interest in anything else and I'm a bedridden neet 24/7
either I'm on the internet browsing vidya stuff, watching other people play video games, or jacking off
that's all I fucking have

>didn't include playing videogames in list
>lowqualitybait.jpg

Find different games or just get over it. If you're incapable of doing either of those things then you've got some issues pal, time to see a shrink ad stop posting on Sup Forums. You obviously don't like them very much if they're causing you to get angry and fantasize about suicide.

Just play some highly replayable single player games and try to complete them instead of just constantly playing multiplayer because it fills up your time even though you hate them. If you play enough games you will still be able to fill the time just as easily without getting angry at other people online.

I'm not fucking baiting, I can't even enjoy the one thing I care about anymore because it just pisses me the fuck off

Is it bad if every other hobby makes me angry?

but playing single player stuff doesn't satisfy me
I feel like it's completely pointless when I'm playing anything except competitive multiplayer stuff, even in the terms of having fun and being fulfilled
it feels empty and like nothing is even happening, this happens even in multiplayer stuff if it's just fucking around and not serious

How many fucking times you gonna move these goalposts?

Just do it. You're just a pathetic weeaboo anyway. Not like you've contributed to anything, hell you can't even make this about video games on a video game board.

So you're seeking competition but can't handle a loss? What's your endgame? Are you trying to be one of the big boy esports players?

>i don't like playing video games
Okay, then don't play video games if you don't want to. It's not that hard.
You should just keep in mind that competitive means even less than actually beating a game single player game, all that time is spent towards nothing.

listen to music about drugs

Custom robo was fucking amazing and it shouldn't be a dead franchise. It was good enough to be a main franchise.

set yourself a goal rather than just finishing a game then
like say "I'm going to 100% this game" or
"I'll do a no death run" or fuck even "I'll do a no damage run"

By becoming Marcia and maining best robo.

I'm just telling you how it is, you think I don't know how fucking dumb it is that there's nothing I like doing anymore?
I just want to be better than people at video games because I'm not good at anything else
the fact that I can't even do that makes me feel dead inside
but I DO want to sometimes, it's just that I always get angry when I do it myself
I won't play them but I'll watch other people play them, then get tempted to play myself, then end up screaming my head off and throwing things like I do every time
see once I get into that territory I just start getting angry again when I inevitably mess up
and my satisfaction comes from being better than another person, not self imposed challenges

>doesn't profit enough for Nintendo to reach out to Noise for a new one
>Noise wanted to go on to "bigger things" which include a DS game with Namco that was only released in Australia, Japan-only anime shovelware, and mobile games that flopped

first step imo is to change your attitude faggot
you aint cut out for games looks like

>and my satisfaction comes from being better than another person, not self imposed challenges

Then either git gud or find another way to have fun.

>Custom Robo for GameCube
>anime
Ayyyy

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>then get tempted to play myself, then end up screaming my head off and throwing things like I do every time
Was it autism? This really isn't what a normal human would do
>and my satisfaction comes from being better than another person, not self imposed challenges
Again, you don't seem to actually like video games at all.

do yourself a favor then and end it all

Well, look, user, there's not much you can do except move away from the things that make you angry. I was kind of the same for a year or two, but playing a singleplayer game that I was truly interested in was a real refreshing experience that made me drop multiplayer almost all together.

I love Custom Robo but that shit is so unabashedly anime.

>I just want to be better than people at video games because I'm not good at anything else
the fact that I can't even do that makes me feel dead inside
Well shit dude, have you ever even made a real attempt to get better at something else? Seems like your issues aren't with video games at all, it's your fucked up mental state. You need professional help bud, no excuses. Crying on an imageboard isn't going to improve your situation at all.

I want to but it's engrained into who I am as a person, getting angry and upset at any type of failure is reflexive and I literally cannot stop it
I can't do either, I've tried
all I have left is watching other people play video games but that just makes the cycle repeat itself since I want to play eventually if I do that
I don't care what a normal person would do, that doesn't help me
I swear part of me still likes video games, or I would have given them up forever and completely a long fucking time ago
I've thought about killing myself every day for years but I'm too scared of death to actually do it
maybe when I'm finally homeless and out on my own I will

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The only way you can even begin to change yourself is actually want to change. You just keep making excuses and complain about things that really don't matter. You don't want our help, you just want a pity party in here.

see a psychologist
no seriously go do it
if it doesn't help then go kill yourself, do us all a favor by not shitting up lobbies with your gay angst

whenever I try to get better at things beyond a surface level it becomes a torturous grind of work and I can't stand it anymore
it happened with music, it happened with science, it happened with computers, it happened with video games
everything in my life I ever claimed to like or be good at I could never fucking stand practicing and actually trying to improve so I just coasted on minimal effort until I hit a wall, and eventually started hating it completely
I haven't touched my instrument in years, I don't go to school anymore, and the only reason I keep crawling back to video games is because I just look up vidya stuff on the internet otherwise and eventually feel like I'll have fun playing them again this time, except it's never fucking true
that happened to me with sonic mania, but now I've done everything there is to do in it and I'm back in the same situation again
even if something like that rolls around once every several months or years it's just a flash in the pan until I move on and just want to keep playing rage inducing multiplayer shit again

WHYYYYY?
Such a great fucking game. It was just ahead of it's time.

Stop playing games until you're out of puberty.

I got 100% in Custom Robo a couple months back, it was a good time.

I'm 20

stop playing games until you're out of puberty

Take anti depressants or fucking something man, geez.

I've played video games since I was 3
I don't enjoy anything else

stop playing games until you're out of puberty

and then what? have an aneurysm and die in my 30s when I come back cause I'm still the same person who gets mad at games?
fuck off

yes.

I don't want to take drugs

How about you grow the fuck up and stop getting mad at video games

>how about you be a different person than the one you've been your entire life
I can't

Then

you can but you won't and you deny it because you're a lazy shit that wants a pity party

if it was that simple why do you think I haven't fucking done it by now nigger

So what you're saying then is that you're too immature to accept the fact that being good at something requires time and effort? Are you for real? If you don't want to endure time investment and expend the energy to get better at something then it probably isn't for you. If you're really this miserable then why don't you just fuck off and go get some help dude? You're not going to find the answers you're looking for here. At first I felt sorry for you, but not anymore. Instead of trying to better yourself you'd rather just sit here and get off on sympathy, it's sad.

>unlocked all the parts at 13 because "user why don't you have any of this unlocked?"
>get my friends together for a good ol' throwdown in the rice bowl
>mfw they all start picking illegal parts, compelling me to use that batshit OP illegal Strike Vanisher body
>literally a blur as I *teleports behind u* twice every second
>win the round with 900+ HP
They decided illegal weapons were banned after that.

Because you've clearly accepted the fact that that is who you are as a person you pathetic piece of shit. Do you even want the advice you came here for? All you do is reject the advice, or say you've tried and it didn't work. You're a prick who finds the that his only value in life is being better than other people. Why should another person's advice matter to you? If you accepted another person's advice, you're clearly inferior to them since you needed their help.

>get some help
how is that any different to what I'm doing know except for the fact I'm paying to talk to someone
at least here I don't have to worry about being judged by a grown man in person who remembers me and probably thinks I'm a pathetic shithead but he's getting paid so he has to listen to me rant about fucking video games
you say video games aren't for me but I feel that way about fucking everything, so what is for me? what do I do if nothing is for me?
what else am I supposed to do? pretend to be another fucking person entirely?

It's you think you're only other alternative is continuing to be the same self-loathing cunt you are then yes.

>so what is for me? what do I do if nothing is for me?
You don't attend any classes, do you user?

I usually go Athena/X Laser when pushed to that point. Rakansen's some shit but I prefer to kiss the heavens.

ITT: Proof that the NEET life is a mistake.

i used to be like you. now i barely play games. somehow met this girl online and we have been talking all day, playing animal crossing. its fun and i feel like i have a purpose. im working out most days and getting my diet in check so when we meet i'll look good enough for her.. if i lose her, well, bullet to the head. picture is me and her. (shes sleeping)

I've been neet for 2 years straight
I'm not going to college, my whole life has been about fucking nothing but school and look how much good it's done me
I already know I have no interests so it'd be an even worse idea to go

>my whole life has been about fucking nothing but school
So then do you have a degree in something, or are you basing this off of HS?

Your view of psychiatrists is ridiculous, it's different because they dedicated years of their life to learning about mental illness and how to treat it you fucking dolt. I wasted a decade of my life acting and thinking the same way you do and therapy is the only thing that helped. They're not all a bunch of sinister condescending pricks who are going to sit there and mock you. They're better suited to help you than anyone here is.

if I had a degree do you think I would feel even half as worthless?

suck a dick. my therapist wants 150$ ecery 45 minute session. people dont need some fuckwad to tell them what they already know you cock polishing faggot. and i am not OP

So you're basing this off of HS, in which case you're opinion is discarded.

I'm not going to college just because it's "the right thing to do"
fuck that shit, I'm tired of just doing what other people think I should be doing with my life
I have no interests so going is a fucking stupid idea anyway

How about you just read a relax and read a book or something for starters? There's no work involved, you don't have to compare yourself to other people, and it won't (or shouldn't) compel you to play video games.

>I'm tired of just doing what other people think I should be doing with my life
Then why the fuck are you asking for advice about "what other people think" you should do you fucking hypocrite?

>being his much of a child
You obviously don't understand what their job is or how therapy is supposed to work. Maybe you're judging an entire profession based on one experience that you had. Either way, you seem like an idiot.

I don't like reading
I'm talking about something completely different you mongoloid
there's a difference between people trying to force you to waste your life at a university or dictate your future and asking how to not hate myself so fucking much

1. Don't play games while you're tired, get a good night's rest
2. Don't play games while hungry, it just makes you feel tired
3. If you're feeling stressed, masturbate. It'll help to clear your mind so you can enjoy your games
4. Mute the game and play some of your favorite music while playing

>read a book
You don't need to have a stick up your ass to have a good time user

>there's a difference between people trying to force you to waste your life at a university or dictate your future and asking how to not hate myself so fucking much

Clearly this difference doesn't matter because you've just rejected every piece of advice here you've been given.

This thread is cool and all, but who was best girl?

I'm telling you how it is, not rejecting it

That's how it is, huh? Maybe you should just accept the fact that you will always want to kill yourself when you play games then. That's just how it is. I mean you can't just change yourself into another person. Accept the fact that you will never be better than many of the players you will play in a video game. That's just how it is. It is ingrained part of who you are; you cannot change it.

You clearly have some pretty major mental problems, OP. If you hate video games, but like being better than other people then take up a new hobby. Learn to draw, play an instrument or speak a second language. Most people are so half assed at trying to get good at these activities that it's very easy to be better than most people. I started learning Japanese and Korean 4 years ago and have now passed the top proficiency test in both, while I know people who have been studying just one language for 20 years and can't even pass the intermediate level tests.

If you actually get passionate about something and try hard you'll get good. This applies to games too. No matter how bad you are naturally, you'll get good eventually if you put in the time.

Not him but how do therapists work? Is it like the you pay hundreds hourly to talk about shit? At that point I'm pretty sure some therapists wouldn't give a shit.