ITT: Ask a paranoid schizophrenic anything

ITT: Ask a paranoid schizophrenic anything.

whats it like?

It's me. Consider this your first warning. Don't make this thread again.

your plan would have worked if I wasn't already a paranoid schizophrenic for 20 years

What games do you play?

It's Hell. But only on Earth.

bags of sand

What if you're not a paranoid schizophrenic but was convinced of that by some outside force?

Don't try to trick him. We don't need him finding us. Keep quiet you fucking retard.

There are genuinely a lot of people that wish they had that shit for the chuuni validation, as if it's like having magical mind powers.

What do you think about that?

Who are you, though? Introduce yourself.

I'm 27yo, and had schizophrenia from 17, so I guess you win.

Mostly racing games. I love 'em.

By paranoid do you mean the voices say hurtful things?
I know a guy who is schizo, he says he talks to the voices and they usually just say weird, but not necessarily scary shit.

On the off chance you're being serious, can you describe what it's like being a paranoid schizophrenic to someone who isn't?

Is your main board /x/

For quite a while I thought I had, well, not supernatural powers, but some sort of mentalism... But the option is always there, if you distrust science.

>chuuni validation
The fuck is it?

No, by paranoid I mean you always imagine that someone is following you.

Basically ideas of persecution and a hell of a lot of voices.

One of you people/things aren't answering my question. What if neither of you are paranoid schizophrenics?

who is this man

what if you're not data

BOO!

I guess I frequent /lit/ the most.

Is it possible to be a schizophrenic, but the voices in your head make you feel good and do better in life?

Samuel Hideowski

Did it develop overtime? I've found that there are some rabbit holes I can go down looking for patterns in history/occult type stuff that really fuck my brain up and make me feel almost "pre-psychotic". I don't do that anymore, but I know I could break my brain if I tried. Anyways, I hope you are managing okay.

BUSD (being unexpectedly successful disorder)

Do you take medication for it and if so how much does it help?

Recommend me a racing game. I don’t know what’s good anymore

this does not seem correct

have you tried fasting and diet to heal yourself instead of posting on Sup Forums?

Hey OP how do you do this? Or at the r very least make the voices stop? I have a friend that literally didn't deserve this, watching the suffering isn't great. And no chemical pills, I helped in the natty way. Friend can fuction well but the voices annoy my friend.

The voices can be good and bad. It really depends on the surroundings you're in. For example, when I'm in a huge crowd, I feel as if everyone is screaming at me, not a good feeling. But when I'm alone, I sometimes hallucinate epic landscapes and glorious music.

It hit me like a truck. As for occult things, they can rationalize schizophrenia, so I know what you mean.

Why do you think video game board is the right place to make a thread about your mental illness?

i've been listening to that one tool album a lot lately
lateralus

why do you think without your brain

honestly, he could probably heal himself with daily exercise and a yeast and dairy-free diet.

Sam Hyde

He's gross and smells but he says it's ironic. He also lives in the shithole town next to me and I pray every night that he dies in a home invasion gone wrong

I take leponex, rispolept, and parkopan. The drugs make me zombie-like, but it helps to calm the voices and the dread, if you can call it.

Race Driver GRID.

I tend to eat healthy, exercise and meditate, and I like Sup Forums, so go figure.

I imagine a blank page, a sort of tabula rasa, if you will, and put things on it: like waterfalls, flowers and music...

Did this work for someone you know? I'm asking because I need help from anyone I can get for my friend.

Read OP's filename.

is paranoid schizophrenia the new trendy thing to self diagnose with in order to seem interesting on anonymous mongolian throat singing boards?

Your medication has been increased due to you staring at a blank screen pretending you're talking with anonymous users on a website.

This is the maximum dosage we're allowed to prescribe. If symptoms persist of talking with these "anonymous users" you will be admitted into a psychiatric ward.

It's for your own good.
It's for your health.
It's for you.

I spent 3 years in and out of hospitals. No bullshit. And it's not really as romantic as one would think.

this is simply a dream
a dream from which i am eternally cursed

Wake up
Wake up
Wake up
Wake up
Wake up
Wake up

i cannot
it is impossible

You're not a paranoid schizophrenic. Go outside and talk to people

why don't you make cool creative stuff with you schizophrenic hallucinations

Tell that to my shrink and see what happens.

How do you feel about your family? Do you resent them for being overprotective?

My brother is a type 1 bipolar and when he flies off the rails, he might as well be under 50 different kinds of recreational drugs. I worry about his future. Nobody will hire him, even though he speaks 3 languages and has a masters.

It's not about ideas, it's about execution of those ideas.

>Thinks he's shrinking
>Thinks his condition is sentient

Well, shit. You are mentally insane.

but i do, i even work
we stick together, forever and ever

I love my family, they're quite rich and let me have my independence. Can't your bro work from home, or some shit?

Try VRchat. Your voices will get confused

Same deal with us, both he and I work at my mum's law firm, but he doesn't have the capacity to do things he's not interested in. He thinks he lives independently in my grampas old house, but he barely pays any bills and can't stick to a budget. Everything is essentially bought for him and he doesn't realise just how much of a fantasy he lives in. Our family isn't rich enough to let him live a hedonistic lifestyle for the rest of his life.

I have tried explaining this to him, but he only remembers what he wants to remember. The very next day he's back to buying some kind of bullshit from eBay.

Are you alright?

You ever do anything real fucked up cause of it?

I was in a mental asylum with a guy who burned his parents alive because his voices convinced him.

Imagine hearing someone whisper in your ear, and you can't tell them to fuck off. It's not some ethereal voice, it's as plain as anyone's.

Were you schizo before you played Hellblade?

Hello. I'm the one that is always following you.

I have schizophrenia, it fucking sucks.

I'm diagnosed as schizophrenic but I don't hear voices but I do have visual hallucinations sometimes. I'm pretty normal I just don't like people and find it hard to be interested in anything.