All you want is this, to be loved and understood

All you want is this, to be loved and understood

No, I just want to sway boredom away.

I was and then she died. I'm just gonna kill myself since I have nothing left now.

That shit pretty much rules. Miss my hot tall blonde norwegian ex-gf who fucked me even after we broke up :( Sup Forums is an awful replacement Tbh

Don't do that, user, she wouldn't want you to do that. God loves you.

Things haven't been the same since I lost her. It's been a year and a half. I'm still broken

All you want is this, EDF 5 release date for the west

Imagine how much happier you'd all be if you had someone who wanted to be with you, hold you, and never let you go.

God's a fucking prick.

I want to fuck.

>tfw experiencing
rn

No I don't. I grew up alone. I hate faking for the sake of social interactions. And if I'm lucky I'll die alone.

fuck you, user. I was having an okay day. is no place sacred? even on this board I am tortured by her demons? goddamn it all to hell

Nigga you're not misunderstood. There's 7 billion of us and we're all pretty similar.

>"lost" her about 2 years ago
>the first month was miserable and full of deluded "I'm gonna get her back!!!" cringe
>then it just snapped and I immediately realized that it's for the best
>became a better person after that
>wouldn't even speak to her now
Don't be a pathetic cunt

He really isn't.

>implying women haven't all but completely destroyed my capacity for intimacy
>implying i don't just want a plump blonde girl with wavy hair and a fat butt to be submissive to me sexually

We agreed I was supposed to go first and not for another 40 years.

woah btfo

stay chained

From my experience the first period is the "I'm gonna get her back". Then comes a softer version of that where you lost all hope but you are still thinking "I wish I could still have her". But after you get past that one, comes peace and detachment. I am also fairly sure, biologically speaking, that it is impossible for you to not get over someone if you simply cut all ties and contact with them, stop stalking them in social media and so on.

Is it funny if i think that it's not what i wanted? Even though i had never experienced it.
I just wanna stay alone and left alone.
It would be great if i won lottery and can just stay at home for the rest of my life, not having to step out of the house anymore.
I don't have to worry about food nor a place to stay, and i can spend all the time i want to do whatever i want, but without guilt that i would feel if i'm a neet.
I just wanted to win a lottery, then gives a few millions to my parents and brother, so i don't feel responsible and guilty for not able to get a huge salary to repay them for helping me in my life.

Long story short,
Is it weird wanting to cut my ties with everybody else and stay alone?

Not really. Id rather have financial and corprate power. Fuck other people

I am loved. I have a wife and a newborn. What I want is time to fucking play vidya.

Also to not feel tired 100% of the day. I'd take that.

I hate people. she wasn't just one of the few humans I don't hate. She and i connected on some deeper level. it's stupid as fuck but I want her back, man. maybe I'm just obsessed

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Now user don't be a negative nancy. Just because you huff cheeto dust all day it doesn't make you a better person.

Gay

It’s not necessarily weird, but you’re coping. If you didn’t want a strong companion, you definitely wouldn’t be on this site.

yeah, if you're a cück

i don't have to consort with slaves to the demiurge

I feel tired every second of the day and don't have what you have. be grateful.

That was something she said without thinking about it. If she knew what would happen she would never have told you to go first. If you think you can't handle it, then you have nothing to lose, go to a church, give it a shot.